wanling
nine eight seven six
fourthmay

had a great dae 2dae!
absolutely loved it mans!
happy wiv all my buys.tho all accessories lahs.
but still happy
*
packed sj rm 2dae
really hilarious mans
amg all da dust n dirty stuff we can still find things 2 luff
esp doreen n vans
wah cant stand them lohs
argue over WAD TO THROW
vans will b lyk 'throw lahs throw lahs.anws no use'
n doreen will start 2 scream 'cant! gt use wans!'
n it continues
luff til we buay ta han
hahahs.tinking abt it nw is still funny!
*
den towned.wiv vans.gen.jo
finally finish buying mini com prez!
n vans gt her mum's genes
can walk fer 5 hrs n still wanta walk
we were dying 4 a chair lohs
which only i gt:)
hahahahs
*
denwent hm
dad wus trying 2 inseret da new stove
hafta saw sum part off
so hse wus lyk smoky
n he finally inserted it in da hole aft dunno hw long
den i hafta mop da floor fer him
cus it wus all dusty
gr8.da whole kitchen abit clean only lohs
*
no match 2dae
it's tmr tht is da big wan!
tht one.tht chelsea wan
hahahahhas
if chelsea won[which obvly dey wld not]
i will gladly hope tht they win da premiership rather then arsenal
if man u is outta da title race
if not lyk totally no wae
hands off!
man utd all da wae!
*

[gen] erhs.i might b abit late on mon lahs.wad kinda PC am i erhs? hahahs.but da match is really of gr8 importance 2 me! if man utd win i will b on time! if not i'd b crying in my slp n tking a long time 2 wk up which of course u will not c tht! hahahs

nothing left on the dining table.
they all left.
party's over, hon.

it's raining outside now.
everything's so dull n grey.
suits my mood perfectly.
just want to loll ard for the rest of the day.
.
gong down 2 singapore poly later to catch the movie [after school]
with my parents n bro.
sigh. only 4 tix, so my sis cant go.
but she doesnt mind anyway, since she has 2 attend a birthday party.
:)
she has finished all her papers, hence her gd mood.
which's really fantastic, btw.
she was a total horror during the exams period.
exam stress. urgh.
.
dec's coming.
tt means it's time for me 2 haul my lazy ass ard n start cracking.
ive got plenty 2 catch up on.
let's see...
1. chem>>> hw n all the tested topics
2. physics >>> hw n all the tested topics
3. a math>>> hw n all the syllabus [old n new]
4. e math>>> all the syllabus
5. ss>>> hw
6. hist>>> hw
7. chi>>> hw
8. my wt. urgh
9. my desk
10. my wardrobe
11. all the time mags.
.
*groan*

welcome home, vann*!
hey hey!
miss vann pokk! wlcome back!
we've missed u!
hahahs.. still swooning over the guys?
i luv u.

A young wife sat on a sofa in Bukit Timah on a hot humid day, drinking iced tea and visiting with her Mother. As they talked about life, about marriage, about the responsibilities of life and the obligations of adulthood, the mother clinked the ice cubes in her glass thoughtfully and turned a clear, sober glance upon her daughter. "Don't forget your girlfriends," she advised, swirling the tea leaves to the bottom of her glass. "They'll be more important as you get older. No matter how much you love your husband, no matter how much you love the children you'll have, you are still going to need girlfriends. Remember to go places with them now and then; do things with them. And remember that "girlfriends" are not only your friends, but your sisters, your daughters, and other relatives too. You'll need other women. Women always do."
.
'What a funny piece of advice,' the young woman thought. 'Haven't I just gotten married? Haven't I just joined the couple-world? I'm now a married woman, for goodness sake, a grownup, not a young girl who needs girlfriends! Surely my husband and the family we'll start will be all I need to make my life worthwhile!'
.
But she listened to her Mother; she kept contact with her girlfriends and made more each year. As the years tumbled by, one after another, she gradually came to understand that her Mom really knew what she was talking about. As time and nature work their changes and their mysteries upon a woman, girlfriends are the mainstays of her life.
.
After 50 years of living in this world, here is what I know about girlfriends:
.
Girlfriends bring you chicken curry and scrub your bathroom when you need help.
Girlfriends keep your children and keep your secrets.
Girlfriends give advice when you ask for it. Sometimes you take it, sometimes you don't.
Girlfriends don't always tell you that you're right, but they're usually honest.
Girlfriends still love you, even when they don't agree with your choices.
Girlfriends laugh with you, and you don't need canned jokes to start the laughter.
Girlfriends pull you out of jams.
Girlfriends help you get out of bad relationships.
Girlfriends help you look for a new apartment, help you pack, and help you move.
Girlfriends will give a party for your son or daughter when they get married or have a baby, in whichever order that comes!
Girlfriends are there for you, in an instant and when the hard times come.
Girlfriends will drive through blizzards, rainstorms, hail, heat, and gloom of night to get to you when your hour of need is desperate.
Girlfriends listen when you lose a job or a friend.
Girlfriends listen when your children break your heart.
Girlfriends listen when your parents' minds and bodies fail.
Girlfriends cry with you when someone you loved dies.
Girlfriends support you when the men in your life let you down.
Girlfriends help you pick up the pieces when men pack up and go.
Girlfriends rejoice at what makes you happy, and are ready to go out and kill what makes you unhappy.
.
Times passes.
Life happens.
Distance separates.
Children grow up.
Love waxes and wanes.
Hearts break.
Careers end.
Jobs come and go.
Parents die.
Colleagues forget favours.
Men don't call when they say they will.
.
BUT girlfriends are there, no matter how much time and how many miles are between you. A girlfriend is never farther away than needing her can reach.
.
When you have to walk that lonesome valley, and you have to walk it for yourself, your girlfriends will be on the valley's
rim, cheering you on, praying for you, pulling for you, intervening on your behalf, and waiting with open arms at the valley's end. Sometimes, they will even break the rules and walk beside you. Or come in and carry you out.
.
i love u all so much.
thank you for making my life a happy one each day.
:)

went shopping wif my mum today.
went from paragon 2 imm.
had my dad picked us up form there.
hahahs.. ate so much for lunch. n dinner
it's been so long sice i last had such expensive lunch! n dinner
hahahah.. got red n green for the braces.
:)
eiz? *hugs*
i will see u on fri, then we can all make u forget ur bro for just 1 day, yeas?
welurfu.
really.
//
gen? i will tell u stories.
hahah.. when's the next ime im seeing u?
n the event management talk was quite erm..
congrats for gettoing thru!
:)

welcome home, karm*
hee hee.. cant sign ur guestbk, something's wrong with my comp.
hahahs, so here u go!
i've missed u!
:)

damn the tagboard lahs.
have the urge to change the blog template.
qius? the testing testing blog's for me 2 fool ard wif.
:)
hee hee...
am going shopping wif my mommy 2mr!
yeah.
but she's not driving.
bahh.

woke up to the sound of pouring rain
thew ind would whisper and we'd think of you
all the times that we called your name
and when we needed you, you came through
we paint a picture of the days gone by
when we went blind you would make us see
we are grateful for all that advice
we really new you were there for us
time after time you were there for us.
remember yesterday - walking hand in hand
meetings on the spec stand - i'll remember you
through the sleepless nights and every endless day
we'd wanna hear you say - i'll remember you
we've had our share of hard times
but that's the price we paid
and through it all we'll keep the promises that we made
woke up to the sound of pouring rain
washed away a dream of you
but nothing else could ever take you away
cause you'll always be our dreams come true
oh our darlings, we love you.
//
pammy? you have a bbbbeeeeaaaauuuttttiiiiiiffffuuuulllllll voice.
loved your guitar strumming.
:)
//
qius? im here!
swim? sure. next wk, kays?
this wk's a big no-no.
anyway, my fone's baq 2 working condition.
yeah!

towned agn 2dae.
wiv rins ah li n yins.
rins kp going on abt bian tai stuff
jus so her.hahahs.
*
wans? r u still here?
or disappeared?
nv hear frm u fer so long ald.
*
tiring dae.bleahs.
slp n slp
ges i need go swm agn ald
wans? up fer it?

towned 2dae!
yipee! wiv mo.soooo farn!
laughing ourselves silly mans.puddles of water!:)
/grins
*
wenta sku at abt 11? hafta gif mrs tan da CD course namelist.
den off we go to twn!!!:)
ate long john at ps.cant finish at all mans.
dump da almost full cup of drink.wasted.but cant force it dwn my throat.
/shrug
*
finally pierced my ears! yipee! pain lyk shit fer abt half hr.
den ok le.wahhahaas.tried transfering of pain.
work lyk magic! hehehes.
lurf spotlight! i want tht hot pink fur! super!
dn went 2 taka.tweety is soooo cute!!!!!:)
bought a harley shirt fer only 10 bux!:)
another reason 2 smile.bt cnt try dere.
10 bux u c.stadium is cool! hahahahhas
laugh ourselves silly dere.
sneak in2 da fitting rm 2 try my harley shirt.
perfect fit mans!:) n i want tht lakers shirt! only 20 bux!
*
aft tht walk 2 far east 2 buy more prez!
really gd prez.i amaze my self sumtime!:)
shop ard sum more n bought a surf short.
my legs ready 2 gif wae under me ald.
gt a lift frm mo's mum.thnx auntie!:)
*
took same bus as mrs tien! can u believe it??!!
wad luck! she's a total bitch.
cut queue lyk nobody's business.
kept shooting her dirty looks.cant stand it.
/growls
*
but nth's gna spoil my dae! really great! hahahahs.
n 2 sum it up man u beat blackburn 2-1!!!!!
wahahhahas.wacky erhs?:)
*
yox! sum shoutouts here..
[vann] enjoy ur trip 2 bangkok yea? eat as much sharkfin as poss! hahahas
u'd probably left ald whn i type dis.but nvm lahs.hope 2 cya soon!
*
[wans] y ur fone line spoil??? wad a drag.lucky u call me dear! or else u'd b waiting at tp tmr!:) dun care abt mr ho.tho he meant gd.we mus work hard.we're not gna b his worst students fer long!:)
*
[eiz] wad a pity! din c ur 2dae! wahahahs.if we do tink me n gen wld haf luff ourselves crazy! luffing at water even.hahhas.
*
[mo] lurf ya mo! tho u dun respond 2 dis.i still lurf ya! mus twn 2gether agn!!! study hard fer 1st aid!
*
[fel] dunno if u'd c dis anot.but stadium haf 76ers shirt! mayb u haf ald.but as ur gd fren of course i'd inform u!:)

am in a quiet mood now.
though a little abt my life,
n how ive wasted most of it away.
woah.
had math tuition today n it sucked totally.
tuition teacher was so damn peeved with me n qius.
claims we r his worst sec 3 math students now.
yada yada yada.
i was feeling irritated myself.
rolled my eyes quite a bit.
bahh. not my fault, or maybe it is.
*shrug*
im going 2 pass my re-exam.
i haf 2.
so tt he can get off my case 4 a little while.
maybe i will learn 2 appreciate him in the future,
esp when i get fantabulous results.
but for now,
i shall just study. n practise. real hard.
yeah. n use all those words he said as a form of motivation.
.
nov just came and it's going soon.
time flies. n i dun want it to.
but time keeps on passing by.
.
camp again 2mr.
which's going 2 be ultra slack.
we'll be spending most of the day in town.
:)
still, no ankle/coloured socks.
guess this gonna be the most disciplined batch of campers this year.
.
house fone's spoilt.
no ringer.
stupid.
.
iwantto:slapyouhurtyoudamnyouscrewyou
2 tell u how idiotic you are.
cant stand you nowadays.
exam stress?
i'll wait.

woohoo wans? glad ur home!
n hope ur leg's feeling much btr!
me n my swimsuit will b waiting fer ur company!
*BIG BIG hug *
lurf ya! alwaes u hug me nw it's my turn!:)
*
boo.my weight shot up agn.
shan't harp on it any further.
it's my business.gotta settle it myself.
grumble oso no use.mus tk actions.
yeps! u go gurl! u can lose all tht weight!
in case ur tink im mad im not.
it's jus a case of me toking 2 myself*cackles*
*
btw do u guys noe tht u can marry urself in Holland??
yeps.tink it shud b Holland.so cool rites!
i mean hw often do u c ur own name nxt 2 ur own name in ur marriage cert?
lyk none at all!*grins*
i feel lyk going there 2 marry.
den i'd haf dis big heart shape sign at my wedding tht sae 'qius lurf qius'
n i'd stand at da aisle by myself.toast da guests myself.
n i can even wear both da tux n gown myself!
wahahahahahs.absolutely wicked!
dun u guys tink so?

my world steadied becos of you.
thank you.
i love u all.
qius?
*hugs*

im sucha loser.
hypocrite.
coward.
i dun like u, yet i still smile the smile tt never really reaches my eyes.
sad but true.
*shrug*
i dun care wad others think of me anymore.
but i just want 2 tell u tt she's mine n u haf no right 2 criticise her this way.
u haf no rite at all.
so wad if u are a saint?
u just cant make such conclusions if u havent seen her work yet.
even i havent seen her work.
who r u 2 say?
just becos u haf bad impressions of her.
open ur eyes for once n see who she is really.
so im biased.
*shrug*
keep out of my business.
she's mine n im taking her side.
i wont be siding u.
not ever.
.
--in loving memory of neo n trin--

eiz's home!
missed u loads man.
:)
glad u had lots of fun in KL.
will see u 2mr, kays?
n im not a nutcase.
hee heee..
[dances ard]
.
*hugs*
.
--in loving memory of neo n trin--

You are a Curious baby. You're always learning new
things and your desire to explore is your main
drive. You also have a short attention span
and you tend to get your sticky little fingers
into things that you should touch...like
picking up that dead fly off the floor and
trying to taste it!


What kind of baby are you?
brought to you by Quizilla
.
im darn bored.
but this baby's so ke ai! so cuute!
:)
ps. ripped this off 4rm sheez's blog.
hee hee..
.
--in loving memory of neo n trin--

another week of my holidays taken away.
meetings. lessons. camp.
phew.
i just want a week of holidays w/o having 2 step out of the house.
then, i can finally watch bring it on.
then i can finally finish watching winter sonata.
but then i haf 2 study too.
cos there's a real important test on the 4th Jan 2004.
which i am going 2 pass by hook or by crook.
.
dammit. cant keep up wif the pace of life.
was told all abt what's going 2 happen next year..
the events n all.
*glum*
oh wells, just another bright look into the future.
.
hahahah vann... go catch ur xun zhao zhou jie lun then.
no point watching the matrix revolutions if you didnt catch the other 2 shows.
:)
lovable u.
.
--in loving memory of neo n trin--

bored senseless.
not doing anyting constructive.
feeling irritated.
gonna have a meeting at 4.30 pm 2mr.
how out of place can it get?
darn.
suffocating in here.
getmeout.
quick.
.
--in loving memory of neo n trin--

went to watch the matrix today.
sigh.
expected ending but didnt noe tt it wld feel like this.
bahh. completely smitten wif keanu reeves.
went 2 watch wif la, jo n lydia.
hey hey! i lurf u all a whole lot for today.
we had loads of fun, yeah?
n trinity? she has got the attitide man.
*grins*
woah!
the effects, goodness me.
shall get the dvd when it comes out,
so i can get my share of keanu anytime.
[hee hee]
*
--in loving memory of neo n trin--

qius home!
hee hee.. welcome back my dear!
we've missed you!
:)
lalalalalala...*dances ard*

WOOHOO! IM BACK! ANYBODY MISS ME????
hehes.yeps.finally back ald.FINALLY!!!
i so miss singapore.wahahas
Zies.the air here.my bed(wah!).sku even!
EVERYTHING! hehes!

i've gt so many thing i wanta sae!
it wld b so much tht no1 wld wanta read!
wahahahahhas

i din do a tour diary but nvm lahs
ok so here we go!
*
DAY 1 AKA SUPER DUPER BORING DAE!

tht 13 hrs bus ride wus bleahs
only had 3 words 2 describe it: horrible cold n really horrible!
fyi i din complain much.it's my sis.
she complains abt evrything but tht shan't ruin da trip!

aft reaching hatyai all 11 of us wenta eat breakfast
travel agency din open yet
so we wenta slack ard da market
i saw dis very skinny guy dere
he wus so weak tht he cld nt even walk!
so poor thing.lying on sum cot
he wus tht small.his body all scrunched up
his legs wus abt da size of my hand only!
my papa gaf him sum money 2 his mum n we walked off
*
aft checking in at da hotel
we hafta go ard all da temples first.
qt boring lahs.kept slping on da van.
btw wans u wld haf puked 1 min in2 da ride!
it wus so bumpy n i kept get jolted outta my slp!

but lucky we had a van mans.
i cant imagine walking all da wae!
thru all da villages n everything
i can c hw bad their living conditions r.
everything dere is dirty n totally unhygiene
cant imagine living dere
/shudder
*
on da wae 2 one temple
da van we were riding in ran over a sheep's leg!
it wus yelping n limping awae in2 a nearby hse.
so poor thing lohs.
i wus da only one hu saw dis
n i feel fer da sheep
it wus so young
n it will probably hafta live w 3 legs all its life):
*
den we rush back 2 hotel 2 watch leeds Vs arsenal
yes! dere gt espn! yipee!
wus sooooooooooooo happy when i found out!
dun haf star sports so cant watch man u Vs portsmouth):

leeds lost.arsenal wus darn gd tht dae.
1st attack only n henry scored!
2nd attack n dey r 2-0 up.really

but man utd won! yipee!!!!!
forlan rox mans! wus qt worried fer ruudie
he's lyk abit off form
but i noe he can do it!
*
DAY 2: ABIT BTR!
only visited abt 2 temples i tink
act i cant rmb much lahs.
but i noe dat shopping tht followed wus super great!
wahahhahahas
*
everything dere is jus so cheap mans.
n u can bargain w da shopkeeper by naming any price!
our method wus 2 bargain n get our price
if nt successful we jus walk awae

my dad tried tht on a shopkeeper twice!
she fell fer it both times!
wahahahahahahahahs
i bot a man utd sqd poster n my sis a leeds wans
only 60 baht i tink! ard $2.60 lyk tht

den aft tht we walk ard sum more
bot alot alot alot alot more things
hahahs.tink we were going broke lohs
keep buying n eating buying n eating!

my sis n i gt dose kinda IQ little metal thingy
da type where u keep twisting 2 get an obj out
oso v cheap only.but 4get hw much ald

shucks.really cant rmb much ald.
tink i needa slp lohs.nvm let's cont'd!
*
DAY 3: mai3 dong1 xi1 zhi1 dong1 xi1 mai3 dong1 xi1 zhi1 dong1 xi1!

a gr8 dae mans! i rmb we kept going shopping!
den cant rmb much ald.seriously.wad's wrong wiv me?
erh.when i rmb den i shall blog it here lahs.hehes
but we bot alot of clothes! but i din buy jeans.booboo
cus dey dun haf nice Levi jeans dere
i gt a hoodie sweater! yipee!
haf ald outgrown my USA wans ald.
wanted a black wans but grey wus nice too
n since mum is dere she can pay!
or else i hafta pay myself back in s'pore!
hehehehehehehes
n she sae it's a toilet sweater
*
speaking abt my mum she's lyk unbelievable
we wenta ard da mkt dere
n she bot lyk 1 kg of dis n 1 kg of tht
n a big bag of dis n tht!
wah kao eh.my hanf wus almost breaking frm carrying fer her
da mkt bit lyk chinatwn wans
but more weird weird stuffs
v amused by all da stuffs dere
every1 lyk sell da same thing.lol
all da dried goods n everything
n can oso bargain til very cheap.hahahahs
*
DAY 4: WITHIN REACHING DIST OF HM!strong>
we're finally going hm! luv it here but lurf it in s'pore even more!
all of us did sum last min shoping of clothes foods blah3
n at abt 1 plus boarded da bus
dis time rd da bus ride wus nt tht bad
more comfy.nt tht cold
but tink it wus cus i wus wearing long sleeve? hehes

when we reached da m'sia customs
da officers wanted 2 charge us fer sum incense tht my dad bot
dun tink dey were supposed 2
all of them speaking in malay so i dunno wad dey were toking abt
da lady-in-charge of da bus told da guy nt 2 charge us
he agreed but still wanted money
wad da hell mans.ask him go eat shit lahs
but my dad gaf him anws.
if nt we cant go back s'pore!
m'sia is so corrupted mans
luckily s'pore is nt.we went thru s'pore customs very fast

n im finally breathing s'pore air at abt 3 in da morn!
n my phone can finally wk! yipee!
started msging niu niu.
cldn't stop mans.so long nv sms:)
aft dat took a cab hm at golden mile
n im hm!
*
manu utd vs rangers wus on! live!
wahahhas.wus so happy.
dey thrashed dem 3-0!
yipee! yipee! yipee!
n my mum cooked instant mifen fer us 2 eat
so yummy! hehehehs!
everything tastes nice at hm!

really miss s'pore mans.
lyk wans sae nuhtin is btr den hm!
*
[wans] thns fer ur hug everydae! n thx fer helping me buy da new paper!
lurf ya so much! wun noe wada do w/o u mans.really.btw i hafen study finish chinese
can we dun go tuition on thurs? pls? will call ya ltr.
*
[pokk] i haf a huge huge huge pimple in line wiv da previous 2 wans thruout da whole trip! it's almost da same size as dose 2.so u can imagine hw hilarious i lk everydae! mayb u can haf another entry dedicated to it? wahahahas.miss ya!
*
[eiz] u really hafta go shopping dere! u will go crazy dere mans! everything dere is nice n cheap! even dose branded wans.but i tink bangkok stuff is cheaper! hmms.mayb nxt time all of us can go dere on da Zie tour n shop til we drop! hahahahs.
*
[silly pams] heys! miss hugging u! hehehs.mug hard fer ur Os kaes? i hafta hustle mans! i still gt 3 bks left! gd luck!
*
[niu] thx fer ur msgs! lurf ya! hehes.we're so lucky! no trg anymore! but i still tink tht da HQ shud jus tk part in da nxt wans themselves mans! keep postponing da date.wad da hell mans.waste everyone's time.

00:17

sigh.
im having trouble studying chinese.
im too slow!
qius? i think u are still on the bus.
n ur butt's probably hurting.
but hey!
welcome home!
there's no place like home, man.
*hugs*
n eizie?
thank you.
was busy showing it off 2 my family just now.
artistic you, tt was wad they all said.
:)
luvu.
*hugs*

Tuesday, November 04, 2003

00:04

*hugs*
another brand new day.
im off 2 slp.
*grins*

Monday, November 03, 2003

22:44

W You like your privacy
A You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind
N You like to work, but you always want a break
L Love is something you deeply believe in
I You are always smiling and making others smile
N You like to work, but you always want a break
G You have excellent ways of viewing people
.

Q You are a hypocrite
I You are always smiling and making others smile
U You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards
H You are not judgemental
O You are very open-minded
N You like to work, but you always want a break
G You have excellent ways of viewing people
.
ta da! quite true for me lahs.

01:26

safe now
here to hold you
never scold you
time to know you
sleep now
days to bless you
nights to caress you
time to show you love.

01:24

liverpool won fulham 2-1!
yipee!
n man utd won too.
*grins*
i was darn irritated just now, but i guess im alright ald.
anyway, here goes ur hug.
*hug*
going for chinese lesson later.
i haf 2 go slp now man.
i ald haf super dark eye bags.
*glum*

Sunday, November 02, 2003

18:48

still loving you.
:)
*hugs*

Saturday, November 01, 2003

23:23

unoewhoyouare.
*hugs*