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Wednesday, January 26, 2005
20:59

POR! Just because you cant squash as well as the others doesnt make you an incompetent loser. (and seeing that you're a first timer, you dont deserve to beat yourself up like that!) Anyway, my classmate has alr promised to teach me squash and you can come too! That way you're gonna get really good at it! And that'll show em! (: And its seriously ODACS greatest lost man. ): Yae well, the first 3 mths doesnt count anyway, and it not like you have no cca, SOCCER ! We have it man! We practise real hard and make those hocky guys take back their crap! ((: and I'll teach you as much ODACian stuff as I can so we can both get in after first 3 mths. :D

And I was kidding too. Come on, -ahems not exactly the biggest secret on earth. Haha. Everyone knows anyway. And I know I can always count on your for the biggest secret ever ( which I current do not have. Unless you count the open secret which is in fact not a fact and is therefore more inclined to be a silly gossip than an actual juicy life-treatening secret) ((: yah. I totally promise I'll tell you about it when I get it. ((: You haven really been the happiest of yourself lately, if you need anything, just hollar, and we can PPMTX together again ok. If you're upset cause of -ahem, dont be. You're not in the same leauge as him. I've said it before, and I'll say it again - I would drop him like hot cakes for you. (:

Cheers Por! Who cares about how many people hated you? Think of the many many MANY others who didnt, and thanked god for your delightful presense. :D (and of course, your history and partial fractions help!)

20:14

self mockery self loathing and a whole lot more.
barely 26 days into a brand new year and i feel that the walls are closing in on me.
not stress and it's not pressure either. as in pressure from studies.
and it's definitely not the ajcians.
they're wonderful people; most of them anyway.
it's..
my incompetence i guess. my lack of talents. my very limited cca choices
and a particular STUPID shithead who just had to drag up the past by saying: you know many people hated you back in st nicks'. you were always so sullen and everything. THANKS MAN.
stupid shithead.
i know i didnt come acoss as approacable but a lot of people hated me?
i didnt know then.
now i know.

somebody just pointed out that i aint someone who can be trusted with secrets. it was so disappointing.
hid my hurt beneath a pissed veneer.
coward chicken whatever.
:(
thanks again for your vote of confidence.


QIU!
i miss you too.
sometimes i wish i can turn back the clock and just relive our days in st nicks'/
live twice, they say.
but at least i can see you every sunday; this's pretty much a consolation to me already.
i sure hope you're having a whale of a time in cj!
:)
i LOVE you and i miss you.

EIZ KARM!
--hugs tight-
i love you i love you i love you i love you!
i miss you.
:/


Saturday, January 15, 2005
23:09

you are getting on my god damned nerves.
--bares my teeth-

van!
here is a special dedication to you;
life in aj is so much better when i've you for company.
can't imagine lectures and breaks without you your blue jacket and my pooh uno cards.
timetable's rather different for us both next week :( and it's like really bad?
sucks big time alright.
BUT we have our soccer training on mon afternoon yes?
and our odac on wed! :D
--grins-
i love you van and i always will.

*peeling my eyes open for the blue nike jacket; worn by the self proclaimed horrendously cute
:D


eiz and karm! if both of you are still popping by,
i love you both too.
and missing you all both like crazy?
--hugs-

15:39

the first week of school is such a blast!
although physics still sucks like hell:(
1T23 is great man!
although we have the occasional freaks somewhere in class(zibbie will agree with me!)
and the marists guy are hilarious are usual
and im totally horrified with their obssession of Mandopop!
S.H.E energy and fish leong!
esp trevin!! what S.H.E is the best??
i can't believe he queued up for hours just to see them!
and all the 'racists' comment, they really love to talk crap!

lessons are ok so far
and i love maths kaye!:D
kaye! hahahaha!
and we're about to have common tests ald!
in week 5 i think?
the timetable is not even confirmed and we're ald bombarded with tests.
GP diagnostic test was horrible but thanks to my beautiful handwriting i managed to write more than 2 and a half page!:D

going for ODAC was the worst choice i've ever made
5.5 km around cj was not what i had expected
and 10 granstand after the 5 km run was even worse!
and zibbie is damn fit! she didn't stop running at all during the run!
of course i stopped and walked for many bloody times!
hahah. i don't see the point of running aimlessly man.
and my fitness of course remains to be questioned
not to mention the fact that this J2 kept calling me tissue paper to urge me to keep on running
at least i completed my run! -pats myself-:D

but my muscles screamed in protest during PE yesterday
canadian square is a fitness freak!
but i guess PE at any jc is xiong
surprisingly i was not panting very heavily during the 3 rounds yesterday
guess the ODAC run did my lungs good!:D
im getting fitter!!
and i grew by 2cm and lost 2kg!
im finally 1.61m!
how long have i waited for that??

:D went for lawn bowl yesterday
the teacher in charge was ye laoshi!
zibbie and i managed to drag the martist guys to join us
luckily we did or there'd only be 2 of us?
we played 007 bang after school to kill time
007 bang!:D
the coach for lawn bowl was terrible
no singlish was allowed!
i felt like slapping her a minute into the training
but i still learnt how to lawn bowl!
im quite good at it although i firmly believed it's just beginner's luck!
it's the same with bowling!
although lawn bowl is quite a refreshing change i really think that it slows our reflexes down!
cus all of us were in the lawn bowl mode after that!
valeron kept blaming alenson for dragging him there. haha!

`i love my class! 1T23!:D



Tuesday, January 11, 2005
23:25

happy sugary sweet seventeenth darling eiz!

and we all love you!
--hugs tight-
hope you had a blast today yes?
:D

operation seventeen rabbit: a total success!
yay!


Sunday, January 02, 2005
23:20

and my heart aches for all those hurt / killed in the killer tider waves.
all the nameless corpses.
all the once happy holiday goers.
the mass graves.
the frantic and endless searching.
the waiting the prayers.
the hope.

do rest in peace,
please do.


23:08

happy belated new year everyone! :D
yes mun i know i'm being a slow pok again!
unlike qiu i didnt have much luck in getting my table tidy.
my cousin came for a sleepover and i was teaching her mathematics; heh what an excuse!
and i know the backgroun'd getting a tad too boring, i'll get down to doing something, soon.
haha once i get my ass moving that is.

and i've fallen in love with brad pitt. and george clooney!
ooh ocean's twelve here i come!

school starts tomorrow and i'm kind of weary.
i'm out of my comfort zone.
i want to go back to st nicks'; my 2nd home of 4 years, where my best friends were from, where i had the best 4 years of my life.
so i'm only like haha turning seventeen in may.
when i start school tomorrow the only familiar faces i will see are going to be so few: the st nicks's girls and my cousin.
i..
dont know what to expect.

i will just have to make the best out of the aj experience wont i/
yes i will.
with the rest of the st nicks' girls and my cousin and of course,
the new friends i'm going to meet.
:)


Saturday, January 01, 2005
23:18

im tempted to change the blog background too por por!
we had a white x'mas ald i don't want a white new year!
but we're in the new year ald anw:D

my new year was boring with a capital B
just to stop my mum's incessant nagging
she complained that i went out too often
haha.so i cleaned my room and yipee!
i started off the new year with a clean room!
and a spotless table which most part of it had not seen light for months
im so proud of it:D

squad outing was on the 28th
cartel was delicious!
we must do it again soon:D
MY SQUAD ROCKS!
i miss all of them so much!
i hope they will all go back for cca fair this saturday
*pok! it was on the 28th la. and you were overseas! you admitted it yourself!

and i finally went to the mango sale!
bought a top and a pair of pants..PURPLE!!
was so proud that my 2 pieces of clothing was cheaper than jo's one skirt!
im going back again i don't care!

the weather's been real bad lately
pouring and pouring and pouring
my dad claims heaven is weeping for the tsunami victims
-sigh- compared to those victims i feel like im living in bliss
they've got the money but they cant purchase the food!
that's how bad it is!
we lucky singaporeans have sumatra and malaysia to protect us or else we'd be devoured!
haha. have a fetish for sappy love songs lately
think a1 and westlife.. i sort of miss those boybands era!
where all the songs sounded nice and is soothing to anyone who listens to it!
i'd always miss ben! and a1!
he's the ONE AND ONLY guy who looks fantastic with floppy hair!:D