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Monday, May 31, 2004
20:21

holidays suck big time.
let's see.

mon: higher chi mock
tues: lit mock frm 0730. lessons till 1415. math tuition frm 1500
wed: vesak day. phew.
thurs: chem prac
fri: lessons till 1415, slc preview frm 1445.
sat: phy prac. meet the minister crap frm 1300.

--growls-
:/

n my runny nose's back!
mygod.
feels like ponning sku tomm.
n i can gif lit a miss altogether!
shall comsider.
heh.



Friday, May 28, 2004
21:05

damn.
i sound like a stupid whiny person.
n the people i meant wasnt karm or eiz.
at least i felt tt they were okay n all.
n i wasnt asking for apologies!
but thanks anyway.
do u both haf any idea how very much u've made my day?
how those words nearly made me cry?
*hugs both of u tight*

my god. wad will i do without my frens?
think i will just go wither n die.
n die as a loner too.

i love the zies.
eiz. pam. qius. vann.
i love karm
i love sheez.
u all make me smile thru my tears.
n u are the only people who can do tt.
--hugs-

Thursday, May 27, 2004
18:38

im going 2 start self-pitying again.
n a little of self-loathing.
so, yeas, skip this entry if u want.
-shrugs
noe it's a stupid cliche, but it's not easy to be me.
pple dont care.
yeah, im a prig.
who walks with a damn stick up my ass.
n wont ever bend the rules.
do things the black n white way.
n haf a permanent frown on my face.
even so,
is it tt difficult 2 sit still n not talk, even just for a while?
just a little while.
ive got a responsibility.
so i guess i shld just be a betta prig.
shld just learn 2 deal with the stick up my ass.
this beats feeling guilty becos i slacked n didnt do my prt?
n i didnt set a gd example for the juniors.

n u noe wad's the worse thing?
u all will still be the people i turn to if anything goes wrong.
i will still want ur company when im down n out.
i so love u all.
till the end of time.
n i need u.

maybe doing duty there is just the worst thing ever.
the stupidest decision.
n im going 2 learn frm my mistake.



Wednesday, May 26, 2004
20:49

i've been isolated frm the com for so long tht i dun even knw tht blogger changed its layout! hahahs. but nw i do.
pe 2dae wus fun. panting. ROUGH. VIOLENT.
mr phee is an off-target asshole who cant shoot.
even i went closer to shooting than him. but it still din get in:(
n i realised smth. in wadeva sports i played this yr i mus fall at least once during a game or practice.
fell agn 2dae. TWICE. so mei you yong can? everytime also fall dwn!
during the game with the other hopians i sorta did a half split n dwn i went on my knees. nw i cant seem to bend n unbend my knee w/o it stinging lyk hell. it has been stinging lyk hell the whole anws.
im gna hv hell bathing these few days:(
the second time i fell was i also dunno how. i was jus back tracking and then i fell. poom. on my bum. so pain! i jus sat there n laughed. then vans came to grasp me up. or else i'd hv jus sat there. hahhahas.
our world map is coming GREAT!!! amended the proportion 2dae. nearly cried whn yi xian told me to re-draw the whole thing ystd! there r like so many islands? but still i managed it! hahahas. so proud of myself. i jus know it's gna turn out SUPERB! of course la. tht's needless to say. HOPE mahs. *grin*
GO HOPIANS!!! we can mk it! our painting rox mans!

to those who walked past n criticised our drawing: thank you very much. but if u tink u can do a btr job y dun u do it? if u cant draw as gd or btr than ours then SHUT UP. if u dun comment no one will think tht ur dumb. which u r anws.

Monday, May 24, 2004
17:15

shucks.
hafta buck up.
my results cant get me anywhere.
not vjc.
definitely not uwc.
betta start shaving off my L1R5 points if i want my dreams 2 come true.
it's not tt difficult, is it?

can somebody pls hold my hand n tell me tt it's alright/
tt i will achieve my dreams.
tt we can reach out for the stars together?

who will walk with me?
:(

Sunday, May 23, 2004
22:36

big walk-ed today.
had so much fun!
even though there was human jam like everywhere.
n we saw this girl who was bleeding profusely.
urgh.
but hey!
we completed 6 km!
but think we walked more than tt.
if u count the total dist we walked frm kallang mrt station 2 the stadium, walked the walk, then frm stadium 2 kallang station, city hall station 2 suntec n shoppping ard suntec.
woah.
we walked alot.
--grins-
n the ppg tatoo!
hahahs.. love qius n pokk 2 the core.

sporeans are becoming more irritating.
there was this frigging asshole who said tt i was 'something wrong' becos i didnt give up my seats to the damn elderly [him n his wife] @ the congress at suntec n his child.
n he insisted tt his wife was there first.
wadeva.
something wrong indeed.
n after he said all this, i just smiled n said 'thank you very much' to him.
poor man walked away shaking his head.
u noe wad?
if we young pple were to give up our seats according 2 his wierdass warped logic, we wont be able 2 eat.
let's wait into the next decade, shant we.
hello?!
first come first serve.
n he can go straight 2 hell/.

01:34

bigwalk later.
gotta reach kallang @ 0715.
n it's ald 0136 now.
dun think i will fall asleep till 0200 +.
n i ve gotta start hitting the snooze button on my alarm clock @ 0545.
n leave house @ 0630.
becos my mum's going melaka tomm.
n my dad has 2 work.
no one 2 fetch me.
boo.

to passERby.
hahas.. still scouting for a nice new template.
so meanwhile, the backgrd shall remain white.
--grins-

Saturday, May 22, 2004
22:28

watched troy today.
i was crying the last 30 mins.
me n jojo crying away.
sniffing.
wars suck.
like wad gen said.
wars are disgusting.
men die.
women die.
children die.
cities fall.
ships sink.

but brad pitt was hot.
eric bana was one brave heroic warrior.
n orlando bloom, though he's sucha big loser, he still grew up in the end.

i love troy.
troy rocks.
:):):)


Friday, May 21, 2004
21:02

[in alphabatical order]

i love...

amanda
bobs/lala
cand
chai
chia/ruyu
cheryl.s
daddy
debbie lee
den/pong
dor
eiz
fels
gen
jacq
jdi
jo
kang
karm
lala/wiez
loreen
lydia
my angel
my mortal
my sisters
my bro
mummy
pams
qius
sheez
sher
sutyee
ta
vann
wanj
yen
yvonne

loads.
u are the ones who make me smile each day.
who make me feel that i shld cherish all the time we're spending together now.
who make me feel loved.
thank you.
--hugs-

Wednesday, May 19, 2004
23:53

oops.
no more beckham.
hahas.. but it's okay.
qius got more out of the deal than she has originally bargained for.
n i'd rather have a nice white empty n pure backgrd.
yeas.

n thanks to the dear pple who have popped by 2 brighten up the chatterbox n blew the dust away frm our dreambk.
[not in any order of merit] jo, eiz, vann, munmun n hooper. whoever u are.
we love u, yeas?
--hugs

n i love munmun.
even if i dont show it.
even if i scowls at her.
even if im impatient.

Tuesday, May 18, 2004
17:46

drifting.
n i noe it's my fault.
im sorry.

17:35

sick of this template.
shall scout ard for a new one.
saw some cool ones the other day.
:):):)

nobody comes here anymore!
look at the chatterbox!
n look at the dreambk.
:(


Friday, May 14, 2004
22:37

took off my braces yesterday!
--beams
today's my 1st day i start wearing retainers.
n u noe wad's really cool?
yvonne got her retainers the same day as i did!
hahahs.. tablemates. we rock/.
so now we cant really talk properly, we always make bobs present our work.
hahahs.. she thinks we are bulling her.
but hey! the 3 of us sure haf fun 2gether.
love us loads/

eiz.
hello dearie!
i hope things turn out the way u hope they will today.
called u at home just now but u werent home.
just want 2 tell u tt i will support any decision u make,
n the most impt thing in the whole world is tt u are happy.
becos:
a happy eiz = a happy zie = happy zies
i will be here for u, okay?
always/
n i will be watching over u.
:):):)
*hugs eiz tight*
love ya loads.
loads.
do take care of urself.

Wednesday, May 12, 2004
22:54

i want 2 skip sku tomm.
dont want 2 go sku.
haahs.. im just being lazy.
--grins


Sunday, May 09, 2004
22:24

woah.
havent blogged for a long time.

anyway, happy mothers' day, mum!
i love u loads.
i will gif u nicer presents in the future, okay?
when i have more cash @ hand.
i wont be just treating u 2 hokkien mee n soyabean milk anymore.
:):):)
i love u, mum!

i want my owen backgrd!
*hint hint* eiz!
hahahs..

wanj.. thanks for blowing away some dust frm the dreambk.
it's been sooooooooooooo long since anyone went 2 sign it.

n oh yeah, b4 i forgot, i betta start scouting for betta messageboards.
tagboads suck.
big time man.
*points down*



Thursday, May 06, 2004
21:19

hahahs.. shall make do with the beckham backgrd for a while more.
eiz! i can't link the backgrd!

my sis's leaving for a 1 mth vacation in canada tomm.
her flight will be @ 8+ in the morn.. which means i wont be able to send her off. bahh.
oh wells.
u tc, yes?
i will miss u!
*hugs*
n bon voyage.

n qius! we had fun @ tuition today, yeas?
hahas.. love u!
*hugs u tight*


Tuesday, May 04, 2004
20:59

i hereby announce tht POR WAN LING has won the first (n most prob the last) award of the qiuqiu award! (gawd. i knw the name sounds darn corny. but for wans. oh wells:)

she so deserves this prestigious(yea rites) award because she is:

the girl who is my fellow Zie [Zies 4eva!:)]
the girl who is my fellow Hopian since i dunno when [hope01 rox!:)]
the girl who is my ever-so-faithful swimming companion
the girl whom i laughed so much with at dose fake machos in ugly swim trunks
the girl who alwaes pushes me wheneva i wanta stop swm
the girl whom i love lazing ard the pool with
the girl who is my fellow tutition mate [i died during tuition w/o her 2dae!]
the girl who hated me at first sight [oh wells. it wus mutual!]
the girl who me n doreen shared the same hate at first sight sentiments abt
the girl who i grew to love and treasure over time
the girl who i spend most of my time with
the girl who is willing to wait an hr for me while i slowly 'rushed' to mt her
the girl who i ALWAYS argued with over who is the btr-looking one whtr it's becks n owen or ben affleck n josh hartnett
the girl who loves air head therapy so so much
the girl who me n vanzie pokk hv badly influenced
the girl who is turning really lame n childish! cus of.. [ur turning 16 ald! grin.]
the girl who was not stuck with me at tuition on her swt 16
the girl whom i will try my best to protect frm any stalkers *grin*
the girl who is the prefect porlie wans everybody loves! (but me the most!:)
the girl who is most probably the fiercest nxt to me?
the girl hu is alwasys trying to shush me during assembly but mostly fail? [sorry por!]
the girl who always claims tht she is fat! [she is SO SO SO NOT!]
the girl who walks super fast n i always can hardly catch up [pant.]
the girl who went crazy tht dae at cine n tried to marry her frens off to obj there[?????]
the girl who is EVER SO NICE TO ME
the girl whom im always treating so badly [sorry por!:(]
the girl whom i dun want to leave me
the girl who is really 'wo xing wo shu' in a positive way
the girl whom i will gladly n willingly multi-task to listen to
the girl hu loves liverpool n i love man u! [so u knw e 'frequent clashes'..]
the girl hu nv qn anything i do
the girl who only wants the best for everybody
the girl who i wanta apologise to, cus of all the 'abuse' i've inflicted on her!!
the girl who is reading the 1st ever real dedi i've ever written for any1 [por, honoured?:)]
the girl who keeps dis blog up n going [sorry la but im html-illiterate!]
the girl whom im thankful to have!
the girl who tortured herself by putting up tht BEAUTIFUL becks temp 4 me! [really big sacrifice i knw wans! love ya! grins.*hugs*]
the girl whom i always go hm with [waiting alone for 76 sux!]
the girl whom i knw i can alwaes go to for advice
the girl whom i told this is very long n i hope it will b long enuf!:)
the girl who i will nv write finish abt in jus 1 dedi..so yeas:)
the girl hu i alwaes call 'waaaaaaaaaans!' n she will alwaes reply!

but most most imptly...

she is the wanni por who hv alwaes been there for me n i love her dearly for who she is! loveyaloadsloadsloadsloadsloadsloadsloads! happy swt 16 dear!:)

happy bdae wans!

P.S. sorry dear! there might b a plaque if the qiuqiu plaque factory is set up. soon..tht will b QUITE soon..grin





Sunday, May 02, 2004
20:41

to the people whom i really really love till the end of time, who celebrated my birthday with me on 1st may 2004...
in alphabatical order:

denise aka pong pong
eiz
jo
gen
qius
weiz aka lala


*hugs all of u tight*
all of u made my day, yes?
made me feel so special n loved.
*grins*
thank you.
ilove all of u.




here goes my wishlist*

1. tickets to uwc, italy
2. a new wallet
3. teva slippers
4. cds [yellowcard, simpleplan, britney spears, christina a]
5. loads of hugs on 4th may
6. birthday cards


hahahs.. . tt's it.


i love all of u.