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Saturday, January 31, 2004
22:55

will i always be there for you?
when you need someone,
will i be that one you need?
will i do all my best to, to protect you?
when the tears get near your eyes,
will i be the one that's by your side?
will i be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
i promise,
i promise i will

will i take tender tender care of you?
take your darkest night and make it bright for you
will i be there to make you strong and to lean on?
when this world has turned so cold
will I be the one that's there to hold?

Friday, January 30, 2004
19:56

still hasnt apologise 2her.
darn.
dun have the guts.
but she seems so happy.
how?
wad am i supposed 2 do?
argh.

Thursday, January 29, 2004
15:58

yes!!!
i finally talked to her.
:)
*beams*
the only bright spot of my otherwise dreary day so far.

12:53

shit. im darn darn darn guilty.
somebody pls help me.
think im going to cry.
this teaches me a lesson, u noe?
that i shld never be mean to anybody.
cos u never noe what's happenning to them on the other side of their lives.
whatever's causing them to behave the way they are and therefore making you irritated -- u dont know.

shit. i feel like turning back the time. but this will be impossible?
so, im gonna apologise to her tomm.
for being the jackass that i was all those while.
:(

eiz, i need u right now.


12:37

Flowers
THE UNIQUE ONE
You're a bit of a novelty to your friends: you're
quirky, you're cute, and your friends might be
the only people who appreciate your weirdness.
You might consider yourself uncool but you're
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hee hee.. snagged this from sheez's blog. :):):)

im at home now, instead of school.
my mum figured that i'd betta stay home since the rain's not going 2 stop anytime soon.
n there's this kind of pain in my bones. :/
so unconfortable.
still coughing like crazy.
betta seize this time 2 do something productive...

supposed 2 go for scgs' investiture today but me n talia just had 2 fall sick.
:( :( :(
we were so so so excited?!
urgh.

[eiz`] i love you too. n if i ever gossiped abt her behine her back again, shoot me a dirty look, okay? better still, kick me! *grins* so so so guilty. :(
[gen`] not in school today, so i cant give u a hug! but here goes.. *BIG BIG BIG hug* :)
[karm`] thank you. what would i haf done w/o u?


Sunday, January 25, 2004
12:33

welcome home eiz*

Saturday, January 24, 2004
17:26

finally blogging. din blog 4 donkeys wks ald? miss out on qt alot i tink. din even blog abt poc nite. which wus fantastic btw! hahahhahas. will nv 4get our oh-so-glamorous skirts! anco-goers rox mans! but din hv tht much pics taken. wus bz trying 2 go ard toking? hahhahaas. n i cnt seem 2 upload my poc nites pics. darn. wad da hell. smth is wrong mans. haix. shall try 2 right it in awhile? hahahhas. dis 2 days cny. nt much happening la. getting boring n boring-er each yr. xcited la. but no qing qu. jus wk up late n go pai nian only lohs. tink my granma n gugu they all cuming my hse tmr. eating steamboat! yipee! I LOVE STEAMBOAT!!! totally rox mans! whn r we gna hv a snsj steamboat?? oic! can we have it asap? whn we hv an occasion or smth? i knw mre planning fer ya but it wus supposed 2 happen last yr! hehhehehs. kk. i shall nt bug u on dis kinda thgs. ur bz as it is ald. but dun 4get tht we're alwaes behind ya! go oic!:)hahahhahs. n i really crave fer yu sheng. lyk darn. up til nw still no sight of it. tink my dad sae chu qi. but thtx so long! i want it nw! esp da yu sheng! gdness. da fresh slices of fish! wooooooooooo! i can eat it 4eva. esp if itx salmon./smacks lips eating n eating dis few daes lohs. abit wun put on weight la. n i finshed lyk half a bottle of kueh bangkit? lyk erhs? hahhahahas. duncare. it's da new year! time 2 eat eat eat! i mean u dun go "i wanta jian fei" whn evry1 ard u goes " wah! dis is nice n tht is nice!" rites? hahhahhas. so eat lohs. wad rubbish im toking erhs? hahahhas. as long as im happy erhs? lyk wans alwaes sae. speaking of wans, whn hv u been mean 2 me????? nv as long as i can rmb!!! dear! no needa b sorry or woteva! ur alwaes da nicest 2 me whn evry1 is being mean 2 me! i swear! cheers wans! ur da best gurl!:)

Tuesday, January 20, 2004
23:18

there are so many things i regret doing..

like being mean 2 qius?
im sorry, qius.
really.

n i regret not talking 2 her!
n ask her how she is.
n i missed her.

2mr's cny eve. dun feel like going anywhere after sku.
just feel like coming home.
need 2 pack my study rm.
esp my table.

oh wells. happy cny, everybody!

[vanni pokk] u go, girl! we'll always be supporting u, okay?
[eiz] bon voyage! enjoy urself! will be missing you!

-- hugs u both.
-- hugs qius.


Saturday, January 17, 2004
22:54

slept late this morn.
n by the time i opened my eyes, it was already 1030.
:(
after the papers n the breakfast, n the watering of plants,
the morn was ald gone.
kickstarted off the weekend by doing the cny card for mdm oh aka mrs tham chuan chuan.
thot tt it was rather ugly.
but oh wells, i dun even noe her at all in the 1st place!

got a mail from my sister over in montreal, which's in canada n in north east america.
it's like -50C there!
n she said she felt as if she was in the Artic Amazing Race 1 or something.
hopefully, i will be able 2 see her @ the end of this yr.
dun want 2 miss her grad or my grad.
i can fly alone, i guess.
but come 2 think of it, my dad will make sure tt somebody accompanies me.
:):):)

you were my box of crayons in my balck n white world then,
did u noe tt?
*grins*
dun think u would ever read this.
i had so much fun with u!
though ive many other boxes of crayons 2 brighter up my world with now,
no 1 box is the same.

coming mon will be confirmation for the jps.
guess u will finally be happy, huh?
after all the waiting tt had gotten on ur nerves n ur ego trampled on,
it's here.
wonder wad u are going 2 talk abt next.
im waiting.

[st john-nies!] how's poc? hope u all had loads n loads n loads of fun!
:):):)

[qius*] i changed the background, hope u dun mind! we can always change it back if u dun like it, kay?
n btw, man utd lost! :( :( :(

Friday, January 16, 2004
22:20

the photos are up ald!
or at least part of them!
n the weekend's finally here.

woo hoo!

Wednesday, January 14, 2004
21:45

as in, y cant u understand tt im in a difficult position?
i love you loads.
yes.
but i really have no energy to deal with ur ego probs for now.
sorry.
another day, perhaps, u will learn.
maybe when u are older.
n u assume my position.
then u'd noe.
things are never as easy as they seemed 2 be.

21:43

think 2004 has been bad so far.
okay, not tt enjoyable.
i need some time off for myself, so tt i can get settled again.

things that i haf 2 do:
1. physics.
2. catch up on amath
3. sec 1 higher chinese.
4. get amanda's choc bar.
5. lydia's letter
6. catch up on chem.
7. file all my ws.
8. springclean.
9. cny shopping
10. get some real slp.

these are the pressing needs.
dammit.
days are too short.

manda's leaving tomm.
:(:(:(
dont want her 2 leave.
bon voyage, my dear.
will be missing u loads.

dragging myself thru the rest of the wk.
urgh.



Wednesday, January 07, 2004
19:20

argh!!!

Tuesday, January 06, 2004
20:21

:(:(:(

getting all riled up.



n this blog's really realy getting stagnant.

Friday, January 02, 2004
21:47

this blog's getting all stagnant.
:(

dammit. my dad cut my allowance.
used 2 get abt $15 a day.
now?
it's far from it.
oh wells.
time for me 2 start saving up really hard.