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so, this year has come to an end. it has been an unique year i guess, with its fair share of ups and downs, the highs and lows, made new friends, lost some, strengthed some friendships and probably dismantled a few too. while the sad events did threaten to overshadow the happy ones at some points of times... i'll be bringing only the good memories with me when the new year comes knocking :D

haha quick summary on what made me smile in 2005:
- the whole og mates turned uno playing clique during breaks thing [van, zhii, jacq; my cheating alliance haha, chrystal, xinyu aka incast, michelle nah]
- 3705!
- jo and qiu joining me and van in aj [i love love having the three of them around! seeing them in school just make my days eh? (:]
- 2305! :D WHEE! really really treasured all the times we've had together.
- bigwalk 05 [we missed eiz though!]
- the jaunt to canada and london; 24 fabulous days.
- the lyrics, the cheer-me-ups, fireworks at esplanade and 17august :D
- the various gatherings with the zies and st nicks' girlfriends (gen and lala!!!)

and i spent my last day of 2005 with dj and van :D

van! haha please please dont put that ugly picture up! on the account that i swapped my full batt for your dying one so you could go enjoy your count-down and sunrise watching and etc! --grins- oh i love.

HAPPY NEW YEAR, ONE AND ALL!
_________________________________________________________

okay i was bored. here goes:

Por, your true color is Black!

Your color is black. The color of night. Serene and mysterious, black conjures up images of elegant evening gowns, dashing tuxedos, and gleaming limousines. Traditionally a symbol of success, black also represents power and an uncompromising demand for perfection. Not surprisingly, you tend to set challenging goals for yourself and do whatever it takes to achieve them - your strength of character is second to none. This unfaltering determination, along with your natural elegance, impresses people. But keep in mind that your personality might be intimidating to some. Try to temper your demanding side with a little softness - trust us, it won't kill you. Overall, though, black is the color of professionalism and achievement, which means it's clearly the color for you.

haha right, if only it's half true!
'wans

i'm all set to end off 2005 on a happy note :D

waffles with one fifith of the class at gelare was gossip galore, as usual. haha notice the alliteration? it's for emphasis! well, i was once from the arts fac after all heh --grins- wai wong suann chee and me (:

dinner with jo and gen was such an happy affair. haha yes yes, gen's going to owe me three million seconds worth of squeals if i dont get to meet her during cny. and jo, you're going to owe me one million seconds worth of squeals if i dont see you soon :D i love them both to bits.

and van! (: all things pretty and beautiful, just for YOU.

oh yes, i've been happy.

'wans

One day I'll fly away
Leave all this to yesterday
What more could your love do for me?
When will love be through with me?
Why live life from dream to dream...
And dread the day
When dreaming ends?

'wans

all i want for christmas is you.

havent caught the christmas lights display in town this year oh well.

have yourself a merry merry christmas everybody! you're loved.

haha my son's darn nice. i swear he got all the good genes from me :D
q(0_o)p Merry Xmas Everyone! says:
whee !
q(0_o)p Merry Xmas Everyone! says:
i'll be seeing u soon !
a no name face says:
ahahha yes yes --grins-
a no name face says:
counting down?
q(0_o)p Merry Xmas Everyone! says:
ahahahah
q(0_o)p Merry Xmas Everyone! says:
9 more days
q(0_o)p Merry Xmas Everyone! says:
=b

'wans

swallowed up by cynicism and sceptism, i'll never look at the things the same way again. in my world, everything goes the way i want, the way i imagine them to be, everything is just perfect. but i'm still learning, albeit the hard way, it's impossible for things to be churned out my way. like how you stop beliving that clouds are fluffy and soft like candy floss and that your wish will come true if you wish upon a star. but they can still be good eh, if i keep an open mind and all (:

i remember deals, pacts and promises that others have since long forgotten. am i going to bring them up and risk sounding like a total naive, stupid fool? not very likely! will rather pretend i dont remember them either, haha i'm excellent at playing 'let's pretend' so, no worries.

oh well i'll do my dad's stuff tomorrow. shall go to bed.


But I dont think about you only when we're both in the same room,
And I'm not only here to witness the remains of love exhumed,
We are not here to play the game of who loves more than who,
But if you call, I will answer.
And if you fall, I'll pick you up.
And if you cause this disaster, I'll point you home.

i'm sorry.

'wans

haha i'm so sleepy! but i'll be really cranky if i take a nap. plus my mum's really keen on me clearing my wardrobe [it's slmost bursting but i was never a clothes shopper, weird] woke up today and felt well, apologetic, and i decided to be nice. to hell with all weird thoughts! ran 3.2km and i nearly died.

the internet's such a scary place. you can find just about anybody and anything. it makes stalking so much easier, especially when the world's so small: i know her and she knows him and he knows him and he knows her. haha aye i just blog hopped.

oh i miss you.

'wans

i do some of the most stupid things in the wee hours of the morning i think. making brainless knicknacks that i'll deem as unimportant later --shrugs- there's always an open option of throwing them away i guess. quite stupid.

van and i? we've something in common. we both firmly believe that false hopes are the worst kind of comfort ever. even if it's self comfort 99.9% of the time. gee, can we ever learn?

this' going to be the last hols i allow myself to slack so much and keep myself so darn free. there's always this hope [the false kinds] you see, for something special to happen but i know better. next hols, i'm going to be busy busy busy. haha think i'll like this routine better, kind of like the st nicks' days (: back on familiar ground!

and my 'homework' can rot in hell for all i care.

seriously.

'wans

If I could walk a straight mile
And write it down in shorthand I could show you,
And if I had an hourglass
I'd save the grains of time I spent with you that's what I'd do

oh i hate!


'wans

i can't seem to be able to type properly.

i feel detached from the world.

i wonder if i'm still in camp mode - because i still make no sense of what i'm doing now.

i seem to be forgotten, not that i care as much.

i have the tendency to stop and stone as and when i like, even though it might be at the yishun bus interchange. sorry junkai, i know i was being weird. but i dont even know you that well so i dont know why i'm even apologising to you?

i dont feel like caring about anything at this moment.

i'm in a trance, sometimes knowing what i'm doing, sometimes not.

i dont know how to describe how i am feeling now.

my mind is like this entry, sort of disjointed yet organised.

i haven't done my homework, like what's new?

you have a big fucking problem. i want to help but i dont think you realised you need help. let me help, will you? please.

i hate the me now, all weak and soft.

jo is back, and talking on the phone with her helps. a big great deal.

i thought i was alright already but here we go again.

WHAT THE FUCK.


qiu

just here to welcome jo and wansu back :D
miss you both, alot alot.
and jo! remember our deal aye! :D love you.


fourth!
hundred and twenty beautiful days (:
still loving it, still loving you.


of cute gingerbreadmen [too cute to be eaten] and pretty stars rocksweets [too pretty to be eaten too],
wans

that's it, the verdict's out: i've drug allergy.
so all you curam/augmentin/penicilin lovers out there, stay away from me
--growls-
i'm on medication again ):

anyway,
happy sweet seventeenth wai!
with lots and lots of love :D

suann
haha i just dread the whole new school year thing but if orientation can make it better then, whee :D



There's a place without commotion down by the sea
Inside this ocean deep inside a dream
And that's where we're gonna be.

'wans

CHOOSE OR DIE.

why am i still clamouring for more?

had dinner with dj and zibbie at hougang mall yesterday. haha that girl was so hyper and a little delirious (we saved her from work!) dinner was a fantabulous affair :D haha our next dinner date beckons!

i think i'm down with some food allergy or something. there're rashes on my limbs! i cant believe my pure dumb luck. which reminds me, i so dont want school to start next year. the thought of having to go through orientation 2 more times make me squirm.


always.

'wans

it was all about christmas bright lights and caroling yesterday. such a pity none of us brought our cameras along; there were many picture perfect moments. but it's alright, there's always next saturday to look forward to :D
haha and i'll like to declare my undying love to my buddy quah again. she was such a dear, thronging around town in heels and such and fighting the crowd bravely so that i can get the stuff i want (: sorry if i was lousy company on the train journey to amk!

had an urge to bake today and so i did (:
LIMITED EDITION: ONLY 12 AVAILABLE!
only 1 batch because my oven conked out after that.

neat rows of four, waiting for the golden brown hue.













Half of them has already been eaten, the other half's reserved [that lucky person!] :D





haha and i'm a little in love with my kitchen counter top.










I've got fourteen balloons,
and I'll let them all go just for you.

'wans

cant wait to kiss goodbye to my liquid diet: milk for breakfast, soyabeanmilk/starfruit juice & tau huay for lunch and porridge for dinner. i cant wait for that happy day.

zies
i'm really sorry about today eh. it's been eons since we last had a gathering where all five of us were present and i feel really terrible about pulling out at the last minute ): but i know you all had a blast anyway! :D

eiz!
really wanted to see you before you fly off but since i cant, i'll just wait till you're back aye! you have a good and safe trip! have loads of fun and i'm going to miss you so : love, alot alot. take care eh!

the connection's so slow it's getting on my nerves.
i'm off.


in my car i'll drive you to my star
out in space with my time.

'wans

13/16 of the stayers, night one. MIA: sheez marie corine












i love them both; alot alot (: DIANA , QUAH!

--

on the downside, my throat's so sore i've trouble eating/drinking. at this rate i'll never be okay. and i nearly burned the house down because i forgot i was boiling water and my kettle happened to not know how to whistle. how very domesticated indeed.
):

--

let's go:
fly the ocean in a silver plane
see the jungle when it's wet with rain

'wans

2305 class chalet was a total blast :D 21 people turned up in all: mr phang diana [the girl who thought of everything - thanks a million dear (:] quah zibbie [she's the best - cooking, dishwashing, mopping --grins-] suann wansu wong sheena marie corine meiyee yeetheng kianlin chee weihan hengwei royston boonkiat enrui kunlin and me!

so many many exciting things happened: from watching tong xin yuan and wu chu cai hong as a class, making royston soap the dishes using his bare hands and that ninny was complaining all the way, the guys mopping the living room armed with only a towel and a pail of soapy water, us cooking for ourselves on the 2nd night to playing weird games in the wee hours of the morning and entertaining others' girlfriend and boyfriend...

i love my class.


when i close my eyes, i remember why i smile.

'wans

haha posting this because i promised wansu (:

5 weird/random things about myself
1. i arrange stuff in my pencil case in the same way ie all the 'heads' face the same direction eh? haha!
2. i've a fetish for biting whee!
3. i hate people talking bad about singapore. so all you a_____ out there who aint pleased with us/the way we're doing things, too bad for you because we've ALREADY done it our way. haha take that.
4. i'm a selective sentimental slob. will keep only stuff that matters to me for a long long time. like my baby pillow --grins-
5. 100 green bottles' my favourite running song.

people tagged
none. haha cant think of anyone anyway :D

here you go dearie (:

wanling
nine eight seven six
fourthmay

so, this year has come to an end. it has been an unique year i guess, with its fair share of ups and downs, the highs and lows, made new friends, lost some, strengthed some friendships and probably dismantled a few too. while the sad events did threaten to overshadow the happy ones at some points of times... i'll be bringing only the good memories with me when the new year comes knocking :D

haha quick summary on what made me smile in 2005:
- the whole og mates turned uno playing clique during breaks thing [van, zhii, jacq; my cheating alliance haha, chrystal, xinyu aka incast, michelle nah]
- 3705!
- jo and qiu joining me and van in aj [i love love having the three of them around! seeing them in school just make my days eh? (:]
- 2305! :D WHEE! really really treasured all the times we've had together.
- bigwalk 05 [we missed eiz though!]
- the jaunt to canada and london; 24 fabulous days.
- the lyrics, the cheer-me-ups, fireworks at esplanade and 17august :D
- the various gatherings with the zies and st nicks' girlfriends (gen and lala!!!)

and i spent my last day of 2005 with dj and van :D

van! haha please please dont put that ugly picture up! on the account that i swapped my full batt for your dying one so you could go enjoy your count-down and sunrise watching and etc! --grins- oh i love.

HAPPY NEW YEAR, ONE AND ALL!
_________________________________________________________

okay i was bored. here goes:

Por, your true color is Black!

Your color is black. The color of night. Serene and mysterious, black conjures up images of elegant evening gowns, dashing tuxedos, and gleaming limousines. Traditionally a symbol of success, black also represents power and an uncompromising demand for perfection. Not surprisingly, you tend to set challenging goals for yourself and do whatever it takes to achieve them - your strength of character is second to none. This unfaltering determination, along with your natural elegance, impresses people. But keep in mind that your personality might be intimidating to some. Try to temper your demanding side with a little softness - trust us, it won't kill you. Overall, though, black is the color of professionalism and achievement, which means it's clearly the color for you.

haha right, if only it's half true!
'wans

i'm all set to end off 2005 on a happy note :D

waffles with one fifith of the class at gelare was gossip galore, as usual. haha notice the alliteration? it's for emphasis! well, i was once from the arts fac after all heh --grins- wai wong suann chee and me (:

dinner with jo and gen was such an happy affair. haha yes yes, gen's going to owe me three million seconds worth of squeals if i dont get to meet her during cny. and jo, you're going to owe me one million seconds worth of squeals if i dont see you soon :D i love them both to bits.

and van! (: all things pretty and beautiful, just for YOU.

oh yes, i've been happy.

'wans

One day I'll fly away
Leave all this to yesterday
What more could your love do for me?
When will love be through with me?
Why live life from dream to dream...
And dread the day
When dreaming ends?

'wans

all i want for christmas is you.

havent caught the christmas lights display in town this year oh well.

have yourself a merry merry christmas everybody! you're loved.

haha my son's darn nice. i swear he got all the good genes from me :D
q(0_o)p Merry Xmas Everyone! says:
whee !
q(0_o)p Merry Xmas Everyone! says:
i'll be seeing u soon !
a no name face says:
ahahha yes yes --grins-
a no name face says:
counting down?
q(0_o)p Merry Xmas Everyone! says:
ahahahah
q(0_o)p Merry Xmas Everyone! says:
9 more days
q(0_o)p Merry Xmas Everyone! says:
=b

'wans

swallowed up by cynicism and sceptism, i'll never look at the things the same way again. in my world, everything goes the way i want, the way i imagine them to be, everything is just perfect. but i'm still learning, albeit the hard way, it's impossible for things to be churned out my way. like how you stop beliving that clouds are fluffy and soft like candy floss and that your wish will come true if you wish upon a star. but they can still be good eh, if i keep an open mind and all (:

i remember deals, pacts and promises that others have since long forgotten. am i going to bring them up and risk sounding like a total naive, stupid fool? not very likely! will rather pretend i dont remember them either, haha i'm excellent at playing 'let's pretend' so, no worries.

oh well i'll do my dad's stuff tomorrow. shall go to bed.


But I dont think about you only when we're both in the same room,
And I'm not only here to witness the remains of love exhumed,
We are not here to play the game of who loves more than who,
But if you call, I will answer.
And if you fall, I'll pick you up.
And if you cause this disaster, I'll point you home.

i'm sorry.

'wans

haha i'm so sleepy! but i'll be really cranky if i take a nap. plus my mum's really keen on me clearing my wardrobe [it's slmost bursting but i was never a clothes shopper, weird] woke up today and felt well, apologetic, and i decided to be nice. to hell with all weird thoughts! ran 3.2km and i nearly died.

the internet's such a scary place. you can find just about anybody and anything. it makes stalking so much easier, especially when the world's so small: i know her and she knows him and he knows him and he knows her. haha aye i just blog hopped.

oh i miss you.

'wans

i do some of the most stupid things in the wee hours of the morning i think. making brainless knicknacks that i'll deem as unimportant later --shrugs- there's always an open option of throwing them away i guess. quite stupid.

van and i? we've something in common. we both firmly believe that false hopes are the worst kind of comfort ever. even if it's self comfort 99.9% of the time. gee, can we ever learn?

this' going to be the last hols i allow myself to slack so much and keep myself so darn free. there's always this hope [the false kinds] you see, for something special to happen but i know better. next hols, i'm going to be busy busy busy. haha think i'll like this routine better, kind of like the st nicks' days (: back on familiar ground!

and my 'homework' can rot in hell for all i care.

seriously.

'wans

If I could walk a straight mile
And write it down in shorthand I could show you,
And if I had an hourglass
I'd save the grains of time I spent with you that's what I'd do

oh i hate!


'wans

i can't seem to be able to type properly.

i feel detached from the world.

i wonder if i'm still in camp mode - because i still make no sense of what i'm doing now.

i seem to be forgotten, not that i care as much.

i have the tendency to stop and stone as and when i like, even though it might be at the yishun bus interchange. sorry junkai, i know i was being weird. but i dont even know you that well so i dont know why i'm even apologising to you?

i dont feel like caring about anything at this moment.

i'm in a trance, sometimes knowing what i'm doing, sometimes not.

i dont know how to describe how i am feeling now.

my mind is like this entry, sort of disjointed yet organised.

i haven't done my homework, like what's new?

you have a big fucking problem. i want to help but i dont think you realised you need help. let me help, will you? please.

i hate the me now, all weak and soft.

jo is back, and talking on the phone with her helps. a big great deal.

i thought i was alright already but here we go again.

WHAT THE FUCK.


qiu

just here to welcome jo and wansu back :D
miss you both, alot alot.
and jo! remember our deal aye! :D love you.


fourth!
hundred and twenty beautiful days (:
still loving it, still loving you.


of cute gingerbreadmen [too cute to be eaten] and pretty stars rocksweets [too pretty to be eaten too],
wans

that's it, the verdict's out: i've drug allergy.
so all you curam/augmentin/penicilin lovers out there, stay away from me
--growls-
i'm on medication again ):

anyway,
happy sweet seventeenth wai!
with lots and lots of love :D

suann
haha i just dread the whole new school year thing but if orientation can make it better then, whee :D



There's a place without commotion down by the sea
Inside this ocean deep inside a dream
And that's where we're gonna be.

'wans

CHOOSE OR DIE.

why am i still clamouring for more?

had dinner with dj and zibbie at hougang mall yesterday. haha that girl was so hyper and a little delirious (we saved her from work!) dinner was a fantabulous affair :D haha our next dinner date beckons!

i think i'm down with some food allergy or something. there're rashes on my limbs! i cant believe my pure dumb luck. which reminds me, i so dont want school to start next year. the thought of having to go through orientation 2 more times make me squirm.


always.

'wans

it was all about christmas bright lights and caroling yesterday. such a pity none of us brought our cameras along; there were many picture perfect moments. but it's alright, there's always next saturday to look forward to :D
haha and i'll like to declare my undying love to my buddy quah again. she was such a dear, thronging around town in heels and such and fighting the crowd bravely so that i can get the stuff i want (: sorry if i was lousy company on the train journey to amk!

had an urge to bake today and so i did (:
LIMITED EDITION: ONLY 12 AVAILABLE!
only 1 batch because my oven conked out after that.

neat rows of four, waiting for the golden brown hue.













Half of them has already been eaten, the other half's reserved [that lucky person!] :D





haha and i'm a little in love with my kitchen counter top.










I've got fourteen balloons,
and I'll let them all go just for you.

'wans

cant wait to kiss goodbye to my liquid diet: milk for breakfast, soyabeanmilk/starfruit juice & tau huay for lunch and porridge for dinner. i cant wait for that happy day.

zies
i'm really sorry about today eh. it's been eons since we last had a gathering where all five of us were present and i feel really terrible about pulling out at the last minute ): but i know you all had a blast anyway! :D

eiz!
really wanted to see you before you fly off but since i cant, i'll just wait till you're back aye! you have a good and safe trip! have loads of fun and i'm going to miss you so : love, alot alot. take care eh!

the connection's so slow it's getting on my nerves.
i'm off.


in my car i'll drive you to my star
out in space with my time.

'wans

13/16 of the stayers, night one. MIA: sheez marie corine












i love them both; alot alot (: DIANA , QUAH!

--

on the downside, my throat's so sore i've trouble eating/drinking. at this rate i'll never be okay. and i nearly burned the house down because i forgot i was boiling water and my kettle happened to not know how to whistle. how very domesticated indeed.
):

--

let's go:
fly the ocean in a silver plane
see the jungle when it's wet with rain

'wans

2305 class chalet was a total blast :D 21 people turned up in all: mr phang diana [the girl who thought of everything - thanks a million dear (:] quah zibbie [she's the best - cooking, dishwashing, mopping --grins-] suann wansu wong sheena marie corine meiyee yeetheng kianlin chee weihan hengwei royston boonkiat enrui kunlin and me!

so many many exciting things happened: from watching tong xin yuan and wu chu cai hong as a class, making royston soap the dishes using his bare hands and that ninny was complaining all the way, the guys mopping the living room armed with only a towel and a pail of soapy water, us cooking for ourselves on the 2nd night to playing weird games in the wee hours of the morning and entertaining others' girlfriend and boyfriend...

i love my class.


when i close my eyes, i remember why i smile.

'wans

haha posting this because i promised wansu (:

5 weird/random things about myself
1. i arrange stuff in my pencil case in the same way ie all the 'heads' face the same direction eh? haha!
2. i've a fetish for biting whee!
3. i hate people talking bad about singapore. so all you a_____ out there who aint pleased with us/the way we're doing things, too bad for you because we've ALREADY done it our way. haha take that.
4. i'm a selective sentimental slob. will keep only stuff that matters to me for a long long time. like my baby pillow --grins-
5. 100 green bottles' my favourite running song.

people tagged
none. haha cant think of anyone anyway :D

here you go dearie (:

QIU!
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