Sunday, June 22, 2008
If I let you go, I'll never know.
I learned a few important lessons today (: something that I'll take with me everyday through my life from now on. Love to Butt and Mrs Toh :D
It was a great great week after all, though I dont feel exactly rested, I feel satisfied and happy. Driving lessons have been a-okay; I dont feel like I'm getting ready for a war anymore, preparing myself physically, mentally and emotionally heehee, dinner with Jojojo aka the cutest cutest cutest at Thai Express was fab, Treetop Walk (11 click!) with my dearest Butt on Saturday felt as if I was given a jar full of sunshine, meeting dj twice in a week and of course a date with Van today regarding the Tokyo trip!
My mama just passed me 2000 yen hahahhaha :D so exciting.
See what I meant?
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
soon the rain will stop falling baby.
Because my thoughts are in fragments everywhere and they dont warrant a paragraph of their own, here goes:
- I chopped off my hair. It was an impromptu decision but oh well, I was beginning to find it a hassle to wait for my hair to dry in the middle of the night ): so it's goodbye to the long tresses for now!
- Van, Qiu and Bestie Aw are coming home tomorrow :D
- Meeting Jojojo on Thursday for dinner! I miss her lah ):
- A meeting with Butt, Pei, Xiaoliang and dj is in the pipeline (: good old times huh! Too bad Yinhai's not able to join us this time.
- Drving test is NEXT TUESDAY! I really will like to pass on the 1st attempt; lessons are so horribly expensive these days and they're burning a big big hole in my pocket ): so anyway, all you errant drivers out there please please please stay away, come out again another day.
- Heading to Tokyo next Sunday, 29th June (: though details have not really been finalised yet, but at least we got the air tix and hotel accomodation booked and ready. Exciting exciting, with brunch with the slackers thrown in too!
- Sometimes I wish I'm nicer to my papa and mama. If I've a daughter like me, I would have smacked her upside down a long long long time ago. Soon eh, I'll stop work and spend more time with them.
Two years, ten months and counting (:
Monday, June 02, 2008
Down 60ft.At this juncture, I feel like I'm holding my breath, desperately waiting for something to happen, for someone to arrive. It makes me feel like giving up and taking off on my own. I've told myself time and time again that I should never ever let my vivid imagination run wild again and expect things to happen even as I know that, deep down, they belong to just me, myself and my private thoughts. It's like a little girl dreaming of and drooling over cotton candy even when she has a bad toothache. Por, grow up please, holding the breath just means that you'll die soon, very very soon.
But then again, maybe it's just because you mean
this much to me.
I'm facing more challenges at work now; I'm being prodded out of my comfort zone and starting to do things that I've never imagined myself doing. Was looking at the MBTI profile types and I realised that within half a year, I've changed. And the thing is, I can feel myself changing too. Imagine the landscape rushing by outside when you're on the train, that's how it's like. Always changing. I've to learn and accept the fact that not everything will go my way all the time, eh. Guess it's the perfect time to learn now.
I guess, I supposed, I think, I realised, I feel.
Nothing's concrete, not anymore.
Sunday, June 22, 2008
If I let you go, I'll never know.
I learned a few important lessons today (: something that I'll take with me everyday through my life from now on. Love to Butt and Mrs Toh :D
It was a great great week after all, though I dont feel exactly rested, I feel satisfied and happy. Driving lessons have been a-okay; I dont feel like I'm getting ready for a war anymore, preparing myself physically, mentally and emotionally heehee, dinner with Jojojo aka the cutest cutest cutest at Thai Express was fab, Treetop Walk (11 click!) with my dearest Butt on Saturday felt as if I was given a jar full of sunshine, meeting dj twice in a week and of course a date with Van today regarding the Tokyo trip!
My mama just passed me 2000 yen hahahhaha :D so exciting.
See what I meant?
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
soon the rain will stop falling baby.
Because my thoughts are in fragments everywhere and they dont warrant a paragraph of their own, here goes:
- I chopped off my hair. It was an impromptu decision but oh well, I was beginning to find it a hassle to wait for my hair to dry in the middle of the night ): so it's goodbye to the long tresses for now!
- Van, Qiu and Bestie Aw are coming home tomorrow :D
- Meeting Jojojo on Thursday for dinner! I miss her lah ):
- A meeting with Butt, Pei, Xiaoliang and dj is in the pipeline (: good old times huh! Too bad Yinhai's not able to join us this time.
- Drving test is NEXT TUESDAY! I really will like to pass on the 1st attempt; lessons are so horribly expensive these days and they're burning a big big hole in my pocket ): so anyway, all you errant drivers out there please please please stay away, come out again another day.
- Heading to Tokyo next Sunday, 29th June (: though details have not really been finalised yet, but at least we got the air tix and hotel accomodation booked and ready. Exciting exciting, with brunch with the slackers thrown in too!
- Sometimes I wish I'm nicer to my papa and mama. If I've a daughter like me, I would have smacked her upside down a long long long time ago. Soon eh, I'll stop work and spend more time with them.
Two years, ten months and counting (:
Monday, June 02, 2008
Down 60ft.At this juncture, I feel like I'm holding my breath, desperately waiting for something to happen, for someone to arrive. It makes me feel like giving up and taking off on my own. I've told myself time and time again that I should never ever let my vivid imagination run wild again and expect things to happen even as I know that, deep down, they belong to just me, myself and my private thoughts. It's like a little girl dreaming of and drooling over cotton candy even when she has a bad toothache. Por, grow up please, holding the breath just means that you'll die soon, very very soon.
But then again, maybe it's just because you mean
this much to me.
I'm facing more challenges at work now; I'm being prodded out of my comfort zone and starting to do things that I've never imagined myself doing. Was looking at the MBTI profile types and I realised that within half a year, I've changed. And the thing is, I can feel myself changing too. Imagine the landscape rushing by outside when you're on the train, that's how it's like. Always changing. I've to learn and accept the fact that not everything will go my way all the time, eh. Guess it's the perfect time to learn now.
I guess, I supposed, I think, I realised, I feel.
Nothing's concrete, not anymore.
