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2003's gonna end in a couple of hours.
less than a couple, in fact.
:(
let's put it this way:
there's never gonna be a 2003 again.
there's never gonna be a 31st December 2003 again.

dammit. i hate 2 get into this kind of mood.
it makes me guilty.
really guilty.
as in wad the hell have i been doing all this while?
anything worthy?
argh!

not gonna make new yr resolutions.
maybe i am.
but they will be private ones.
so tt nobody can get on my case when i dun make them come true.
which defeats the purpose of making resoultions in da 1st place.
:(:(:(

oh wells.
happy new yr, everybody!

vann*>>> smile soon! *hugs*

went for a amath retest @ my tuition center today.
did really badly.
kinda de-moralising, yeah?
but looking on the brite side:
only 1 guy passed.
tt was how hard the paper was.
plus the fact tt i didnt do all the graphs, n sets n matrices questions.
hah.
this's bad.

spring cleaning 2day.
it was soooooooooooooooooooooo boring for me.
sticking ard with the sec 1s like: _______________________
totally blank.
nothing!
plus the fact tt i didnt haf a class makes thing even flatter.
wonder how im going 2 get thru during the whole of orientation.
but im going 2 get thru just fine.
i haf 2!
i will lahs.
i will probably enjoy myself.
:):):)
let' see.

saw ou new classrm today.
n the sitting arrangement.
i miss the old class!
our lime green class!
our award winning class!
guess we haf 2 make do with it.
n i got vann's old table!
the one with the energy rox n all the words.
:):):)

2003: im gonna miss u!
boo.

im really not a good girl.

i yell
i scream
i shout
i scold
i argue
i cheat
i hate
i disrespect.

not tt good anyway.
im just like u.

vann, qius n eiz>>> thank you anyway. loving u all loads. :):):)
*hugs*
see u all 2mr!
haf fun @ the bbq later on, yeah?

went shopping with my mum today.
it's been so long since i went shopping.
as in really shop.
not just window shop, the look see n not buy kind of thing.

n im drained now.
very very tired.
guess shopping's n the town's novelty is decreasing.
it's not tt enjoyable anymore.

n the fact tt im still fat really saddens me.
n sorta pisses me.
:(:(:(
how can i get rid of the forever there bloody tummy?
it's so ugly!
n disgusting.
feels really disheartened when i see all those perfect figure kind of people.
damn.

looking on the brighter side of things, my mum got me:
1. a belt
2. a nike dri-fit shirt
3. a nike sb. >>> the latest design!
i love my mum.
it's not tt i decide 2 love her all of a sudden becos she bought me stuff.
it's just tt...
it dawned on me tt she really loves me?
n why the hell am i always arguing with her?
wanting 2 do things 2 spite her?
argh!
double damn.

maybe i shld just crawl into the blankets.
n hide.
im tired.

`wans

all the sj people>>> have fun @ bbq 2mr! waiting 2 hear all about it.:)

wad a rotten dae.

jus really my luck 2 becum COURSE IC lahs
actually wus alvin wans
but tht mass isolation guy nv cum la
n i wus shocked can
ss ying ying gif me unstruction i wus lyk huh huh all da wae lohs
she wus qt kek wiv me
sorrie.cnt help it.
im a lousy course ic
tho i gt nth 2 do at all
wad can i do?
lousy is lousy no matter hw u wanta put it:(

den da exam: MOI fd.theory.CPR.MOI classrm
wus sitting in da classrm wiv vans wan lohs
den ss ying ying sae we too noisy
so she kept going 'course ic! vanessa!'
but we were really toking v softly ald!
ss ying ying split da both of us up:(
n no mre noise:(
jus sat there staring at da diff types of tching aids
n da words stare back at me
so interesting

really screwed up moi fd mans
oic dun sack me!
i cnt tch jnrs drills!
but i will try my best.really
i promise.i swear
besides therex alwaes rina.
my capable asst!

theory paper really sux
n boring lyk hell
but miracle of miracles i din slp!
considering i slept at 2 last nite
wus sitting at da front of da classrm
all da instructors kept walking in n out in fron of me
evry1 of them walk in n i will lk up
distracted lyk shit
whn i finished fabian sir took my paper up n read
den he sae 'u wanta chk agn? 1st pg ald gt 2 qns wrong'
n i wus lyk only 2 qns wrong??
i at least dinno half of da qns there lohs
i hope i din hear gregory sir sae dis wrongly
i heard smth tht goes lyk 'sure pass' aft reading my paper
but tink i wus dreamin
too wanta pass ald
mus b.

but qt proud of myself
i manage 2 fill up da paper
tink my gigantic handwriting help:)
hahhahas
thnx handwriting!:)

moi n cpr geng jia bu yong shuo le
kinda screwed both up
cpr did wrongly.boo
n i hope my moi is passable
tho i hai peilin lohs
told her head is only 1% burn
actually she wus correct
oops! sorrie monkey!:p

n den i jus hafta drop my phone la
wad a fantastic wae 2 end my rotten dae mans
really hope itx in sj rm
kept calling it
n luckily no1 pick up or no tone
phew! phone i hope 2 find u soon!
i knw u miss me too!
tmr we will be reunited!
hopefully.

[gen] thnx so much! i really hope i din trouble ur parents too much! feel so bad mans.dun worry too much k? jus tok 2 ur parents abit n tink dey will let ya go out wans lahs.im not putting u on wad holding list!:) lurf ya loads ah mo!:)

[wans] lurf our blog! really really really lurf it! itx so peaceful.jus wad i need.thnx dear! mus jia you fer da test at mr ho's rites? dun let him jiang zhong n let all da guys beat us flat! tho i tink dey will.but still.ganbatte!

got quite bored with the old template..
so ta da!
shall make do with this for now...
qius?
if u dun like it, tell me!
will change 2 another 1.
screwed up the old one.
it's kinda like gone or something.
oops. :)

any comments?
opinions?
n the tagboard's okay ald!
there's no need 2 aim properly anymore.
:)

qius?
sorry i didnt call u earlier.
thanks for being so caring.
*sniff sniff*
btw, if u are ever here n im offline,
do check out the other blog, wont u?
the one tt's under testing testing.
:) :) :)

merry christmas*
. esp 2:
vann
qius
gen
eiz
pamms
karm
jo
lydia
loreen
ta
chai
:)
n everybody else out there.
*hugs*

i survived thru ANCO!!!
hahahahhas.
shd hv done dis earlier!
but..
3 CHEERS N 3 CHEERS N 3 CHEERS FER ALL OF US!!!
HIP HIP HOORAY!
HIP HIP HOORAY!
HIP HIP HOORAY!!!
YAY! YAY! YAY!
missing camp daes ald!
gd luck studying fer da exams fellow coursemates n jnrs!!!
mus pass k? do st nicks proud!!
we're QUALITY! nt QUANTITY!!!

yoyoyo! back frm anco le!
hahahahs.qt slow lahs.
budden mus recharge 1st mahs
den can cum online n tok non-stop
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ANCO
anco wus fun mans!!
nv regret 1 moment at all
cheers cheers n cheers!
fun fun n fun!
shan't bother wiv details
gossip person to person is mre fun!:)
bet dis gossip will go on n on fer abt 1/2 a yr?
hahhaahhas
*
goodness.im so outdated!!! i hafta watch love actually!
but dun hav time.a maths.hmwk.anco exam all piling on me
rodrigo santoro is so hot!!!!
he's cute!
he's oh my gawd!!
hahahahas
dis sounds lyk a cheer!
u knw.anco aft effects
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2DAE-FLAG DAE
jus so happen tht anna n susu same grp lahs
nt lame lohs
n tht kitty's gd idea too
go changu airport
so off we go lohs
really no1 at all
as in no st johnnies
no tourists! no nth at all!
gt mayb a few bux frm there?
my tin def gt less den 5 bux!
hahahahas.record erhs?
den we went swensens!!!
gosh! da ice cream dere is a dream!!!
gdness!! wus really droooling over da menu ald!!
eat cookie summit!
scoopd of cookies n creme n butterscotch ice cream
wiv choc balls hot fudge n whipped cream
heavenly! hahahhahaas.
darlx kp asking me go wiv orion 2 find staff sgt ying ying at jurong
all da wae at da other side of s'pore!!!
so din c orion at all 2dae:(
miss my darlx ald!
/licks darls
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ooooooooh! btw mini com photos is up!
at da 'photos' link at da side.
i knw finally lahs
finally knw hw 2 do dis thing n all tht lohs
hahhahahas
enjoy!
off 2 upload mre photos!

Only the losers win
they've got nothing to prove
They'll leave the world with nothing to lose
You can laugh at the weirdos now
Wait till wrongs are right
They'll be the ones with nothing to hide
.
'Cause I've been thinking, thinking
I've got a plan to lose it all
I've got a contract pending on eternity
If I haven't already given it away
.
I've got a plan to lose it all
.
I've been the burnout kid
I've been the idiot
I'll turn the other cheek to be hit
You can take what you want from me
Empty me till I'm depleted
I'll be around if I'm ever needed
.
I wrote this song for you
To show how I'm selling out
I'll take the benefit of a doubt
.
//switchfoot -- loser

welcome home qius*!
welcome home vann*!
welcome home gen*!

i feel like doing hurtful stuff just 2 spite you.
n see how hurt i am with all ur scoldings n lecturing.
things tt u'd get pissed off over.
like me failing all the subjects in sku.
like me coming home late everyday.
like me spending all my money.
like me leaving my room cluttered with rubbish.
like me going away forever.
.
but i cant n i wont.
why shld i?

eiz!
u haf 2 take care of urself, okay?
christmas is 9 days away!
drink lots of water!
*hugs*

i found it!
i found his name!]
Rodrigo Santoro....
hmmmmm...
:):):)

went 2 watch love actually with loreen today!
it was gd! really great.
n it's not really an air head movie or anything...
plus it was like really hilarious.
*grins*
just realised tt i like hugh grant. :):):)
plus there was this oh so hot guy:
?
wad's his name? oops.
the guy who acted as the silent killer in charlie's angels?
*beams*
aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
hahhahahs.
.
im missing u loads too, qius.
n eiz, vanns n gen.
hope this 1st night of anco is going on just fine for all of u.
*group hugs*
:):):)

packing dae: sense of impending doom?
mayb.got diarhoea 2dae.mayb thtx y.
hafen pack finish yet.but soon.
darn tht steve kang
hafen reply me yet
hw am i gna knw?:(
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but itx camp tmr!
hahahsh.v long nv camp ald
really looking 4ward 2 it
n da tchers accepted my idea fer CCA souvenir!
/beams
jo is doing it on tues
got hiking on tht dae
hopefully can c my idea!:)
*
gna miss alot of pple
wanni por.jo.squaddies.blahblahblah
n esp my bed.n since im nt bringing my slping bag along:(
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[wans] cnt c u fer so many daes! will miss u loads! mus update da blog whn im away k? n tink u mus call me 2 wk me up tuition! hahahhas.mayb i cnt wk up! i want a hug! hahahhas.love u loads loads loads!*hug*
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[jo] happy making my idea in2 reality!!!! hahhahahs.i wanta c n help ur wiv it but gt nco:( but dun worry! we will pass! n do sn proud!:) so xcited fer camp!
*
[doie] thnx fer da boots!my lifesaver mans! bu kui shi wo de mama! evryth oso gif ur son!:) i will b a fillial son! hahahas

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welcome home jo*

A Touching Christmas Story
.
On the last day before Christmas, I hurried to go to the supermarket to buy the gifts I didn't manage to buy earlier. When I saw all the people there, I started to complain to myself: 'It is going to take forever here and I still have so many other places to go...'
.
Christmas really is getting more and more annoying every year. How I wish I could just lie down, go to sleep and only wake up after it. Nonetheless, I made my way to the toy section, and there I started to curse the prices, wondering if kids really play with such expensive toys. While looking in the toy section, I noticed a small boy of about 5 years old, pressing a doll against his chest. He kept on touching the hair of the doll and looked so sad. I wondered who this doll was for.
.
Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: 'Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?' The old lady replied: 'You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.' Then she asked him to stay here for 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly.
.
The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. Finally, I started to walk towards him and asked who he wanted to give this doll to. 'It is the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for this Christmas. She was so sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her.' I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus will bring it to her, after all, and not to worry. But he replied to me sadly. 'No, Santa Claus can not bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mother so that she can give it to her when she goes there.' His eyes were so sad while saying this.
.
'My sister has gone to be with God. Daddy say that Mummy will also go to see God very soon, so I thought that she could bring the doll with her to give it to my sister'.
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My heart nearly stopped.
.
The little boy looked up at me and said: 'I told daddy to tell mummy not to go yet. I asked him to wait until I come back from the supermarket' Then he showed me a very nice photo of him where he was laughing. He then told me: 'I also want mummy to take this photo with her so that she will not forget me.'
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I love my mummy and I wish she doesn't have to leave me but daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister' Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly.
.
I quickly reached for my wallet and took a few notes and said to the boy. 'What if we checked again, just in case if u have enough money?'
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'Ok' he said. 'I hope that I have enough.' I added some of my money to his without him seeing and we started to count it. There was enough for the doll, and even some spare money. The little boy said: 'Thank you G! od for giving me enough money' then he looked at me and added: 'I asked yesterday before I slept for God to make sure I have enough money to buy this doll so that mummy can give it to my sister. He heard me' 'I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mummy, but I didn't dare to ask God too much. But He gave me enough to buy the doll and the white rose.'
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'You know, my mummy loves white rose' .
.
A few minutes later, the old lady came again and I left with my trolley. I finished my shopping in a totally different state from when I started. I couldn't get the little boy out of my mind. Then I remembered a local newspaper article 2 days ago, which mentioned of a drunk man in a truck who hit a car where there was one young lady and a little girl.
.
The little girl died right away, and the mother was left in a critical state.The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the life-assisting machine, becau! se the young lady would not be able to get out of the coma. Was this the family of the little boy?
.
Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I read in the newspaper that the young lady had passed away.
.
I couldn't stop myself and went to buy a bunch of white roses and I went to the mortuary where the body of the young woman was exposed for people to see and make last wish before burial. She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest. I left the place crying, feeling that my life had been changed forever.
.
The love that this little boy had for his mother and his sister is still, to that day, hard to imagine. And in a fraction of a second, a drunk man had taken all this away from him.

ORION ROX MANS!
hahahs.totally lurf my grp
my best grp eva mans
fantabulous!:)
lurf u guys loads mans
had losta fun 2dae erhs?
we r so nt gna break aft we break camp erhs?
sentosa??
so glad 2 knw u guys!
we will b da best grp mans!
tht kinda lyk goes w/o saying!
cus we r ORION!!!!
k so im lame.shoot me.
but i do love orion!!

wanling was a Stubborn Lawyer in a past life. Discover your past lives @ Quiz Me

course wus tiring.cus i din get enuf slp:(
but it's OVER!!!
hahahhs.mie instrustor is ying ying
v nice person lahs.
but gosh damn fierce whn nt nice
hahahs.hopefully i will pass da course
n mayb i will nt kena grp ic!
cus only gt 4 more daes
orion gt 10 peeps
n my grp so far 3 ppl grp ic ald
hahahsh.gt hope!:)
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ystd wus a super rainy dae
all we did wus indoor stuff
triage lecture lecture
at least ystd triage improved!
dn mayb we do 1 more at st nicks n no more ald
wus treating dis v stunned guy
cus he saw suntec being attacked by terrorist
aft eiz went off 2 another casualty
i wus lyk talking 2 him
den fabian sir came over n sae
'u can leave him alone.go n attend 2 another one'
n i wus lyk ok.dn blur blur go awae
den he talk 2 him n he started 2 go hysterical!!!!
wth.he tricked me!
den eiz hafta go control him
n she wus lyk almost flung awae by him
sorrie eiz! i shd hv known btr den 2 leave him alone:(
dn treated dis guy casualty
hahahs.he even gt time 2 hint me wad 2 do
tink it wus vincent or smth
thnx mans! but u wun read my blog so ya.
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n poor gen hafta sign 2 extra cus she din account fer peilin
[gen] dun worry! u did a gr8 job! n ur command is super wah! low n sard! best ic so far! n i bet vans will do as gd as u!:)
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[wans] hu upset our wanni por?? cheers gurl! lurf ya loads!:)

im sorry.
it's stupid n cheesy 2 say i love n hate u.
but it's the case here.
pls forgive me.

u just dun understand us at all.
u dun even try to.
but i shldnt be hating u.
cos im not supposed to.

evry1 jus mk my dae mans
hahahhash.so happy!
thr's ppl hu read my entry!
happy happy happy!:)
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hahahhshahhas
jus feel lyk sha xiao-ing all da wae 2nite
supposed 2 b doing cpbs stuff nw
looking at all da certs
i tink of hw gd all our jnrs r
duuno y i feel lyk proclaiming my love 2 evry1 i noe.
hahahhsas.but i really really lurf da jnrs!
thnx fer being so cooperative abt all da certs! esp da sec 1s!
thnx guys! i lurf ur loads! will strive 2 tch ur btr fd!:)
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[xun] hahhahs.thnx fer da vote of confidence! n u read my entry!:) *big hug* lurf ya loads:)

You are Fresh Mint.
You are caring and friendly. You have a nurturing
personality and always help out a friend in
need. You are fairly outgoing, and always show
a friendly face. You truly care for other
people, and you show it. However, you may
neglect your own responsibilites or become over
involved in your friends' personal affairs.
Most Compatible With: Orange


Which Tic-Tac Flavor Are You?
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mini com finally over le!
knw i abit slow in blogging dis dwn lahs
but dun tink neone will read dis lohs
*
mini com wus great fer me
cus wus jus slacking ard lahs
is all da judges bz only:)
thk you all da judges!:)
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fd wus lyk well...
abit unexpected lahs
but i wus lyk really nervous fer da jnrs
wanta prep talk them
but gen sae no
cus i din prep da first grp
really wanted them 2 do well
jus kept taking photos n tok 2 da snrs
actually jus wen xun n li ching lahs
hahahhahs.dey were really nice
but tink qt kek wiv da fd
i really mk a lan fd nco:(
sorry xun!
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2nd dae...
da trg camp dae!
did outdoor cooking!
squaddies sae my maggi mee qt/very nice!
hahahs.tot it wus qt nice too!
wells nice considering cooking it outdoor lahs
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den we had prize presentation
hahahhahahs
best eva mans! well done squaddies!:)
gaf out 3 prizes
wus so proud of my jnrs!!!!
hahahhas.esp yilin.
[yilin n pris] well done! congrats! best fd[yay! our prize last yr!:)] n most funky grp fer pris, best nursing n overall 1st fer yilin! so bang!!!! bu kui shi wo de tu di! hahahas.lemme chuai abit lahs! hahahhas.at least nv disappoint me! lurf ur loads!:)*grins*really happy!
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had fd earlier on
gawd.i really expected btr fd lahs
budden ltr on gt improve!
keep up da gd work k jnrs?
if ur tink tht im really really really too harsh jus tell me k?
but im really tired of repeating 'stop dragging ur feet', 'louder timing', '90d' all da time
mayb i shd jus record all dis dwn n play 2 ur during fd nxt time yea?:)
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den went fer hopies bbq!
hahahs.v fun!
qt a gd turnout fer a class bbq lahs!:)
da Zies keep taking photos everywhere
lyk nv c camera b4
hahahhas
n i drop my cam several times
fuck.tot tht my dad wld not c any damages
i din c any
he spotted one rite awae whn he held it
got scolded real bad:(
he's gna ban me frm da cam 4eva!
goodness.haix.i shd hav been more careful erhs?:(
nvm.vans n eiz still haf cam!
went off at ard 9 plus
gt a ride frm vans
thnx vann!
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had a really hectic few days
gt abt 10 hrs of slp in all?
mk it all up wiv 13 hrs 2dae!:)
nxt big event cuming up wld b anco!
qt excited lahs
but keep tinking tht i wld not b in da same grp as my squaddies..
tink it wld b dis wae lohs
li ching sae we wld b in diff grp
definitely! lyk shit.haix
but we will pass da course rites squaddies?
of course we will! im asking da obv!:)
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i blog so much at 1 go 2dae
wonder if neone will read dis anot
seriously doubt so
but if neone read dis can dis kind souls jus tag or smth?
at least i knw sum1 read!
jus happy knwing tht i nv blog fer nth!:)
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[gen n jo] thnx fer da ice cream! really lurf ur! best oic n aic eva! dun eva doubt ur ability k? ur r really da best mans! believe me i nv lie wans!:) or ur can go ask others.i guarantee ur their ans wld b YES!!!!

Young girl don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl it's alright
Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly

When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing's harder than it seems
No one ever wants or bothers to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and what it means

When there's no one else, look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength that will guide your way
You'll learn to begin to trust the voice within

Young girl don't hide
You'll never change if you just run away
Young girl just hold tight
Soon you're gonna see your brighter day


Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you look outside look inside to your soul

Life is a journey
It can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as you're learning
You'll find all you'll ever need to know
(Be strong)
You'll break it
(Hold on)
You'll make it
Just don't forsake it because
No one can tell you what you can't do
No one can stop you, you know that I'm talking to you

Young girl don't cry I'll be right here when your world starts to fall

wanling
nine eight seven six
fourthmay

2003's gonna end in a couple of hours.
less than a couple, in fact.
:(
let's put it this way:
there's never gonna be a 2003 again.
there's never gonna be a 31st December 2003 again.

dammit. i hate 2 get into this kind of mood.
it makes me guilty.
really guilty.
as in wad the hell have i been doing all this while?
anything worthy?
argh!

not gonna make new yr resolutions.
maybe i am.
but they will be private ones.
so tt nobody can get on my case when i dun make them come true.
which defeats the purpose of making resoultions in da 1st place.
:(:(:(

oh wells.
happy new yr, everybody!

vann*>>> smile soon! *hugs*

went for a amath retest @ my tuition center today.
did really badly.
kinda de-moralising, yeah?
but looking on the brite side:
only 1 guy passed.
tt was how hard the paper was.
plus the fact tt i didnt do all the graphs, n sets n matrices questions.
hah.
this's bad.

spring cleaning 2day.
it was soooooooooooooooooooooo boring for me.
sticking ard with the sec 1s like: _______________________
totally blank.
nothing!
plus the fact tt i didnt haf a class makes thing even flatter.
wonder how im going 2 get thru during the whole of orientation.
but im going 2 get thru just fine.
i haf 2!
i will lahs.
i will probably enjoy myself.
:):):)
let' see.

saw ou new classrm today.
n the sitting arrangement.
i miss the old class!
our lime green class!
our award winning class!
guess we haf 2 make do with it.
n i got vann's old table!
the one with the energy rox n all the words.
:):):)

2003: im gonna miss u!
boo.

im really not a good girl.

i yell
i scream
i shout
i scold
i argue
i cheat
i hate
i disrespect.

not tt good anyway.
im just like u.

vann, qius n eiz>>> thank you anyway. loving u all loads. :):):)
*hugs*
see u all 2mr!
haf fun @ the bbq later on, yeah?

went shopping with my mum today.
it's been so long since i went shopping.
as in really shop.
not just window shop, the look see n not buy kind of thing.

n im drained now.
very very tired.
guess shopping's n the town's novelty is decreasing.
it's not tt enjoyable anymore.

n the fact tt im still fat really saddens me.
n sorta pisses me.
:(:(:(
how can i get rid of the forever there bloody tummy?
it's so ugly!
n disgusting.
feels really disheartened when i see all those perfect figure kind of people.
damn.

looking on the brighter side of things, my mum got me:
1. a belt
2. a nike dri-fit shirt
3. a nike sb. >>> the latest design!
i love my mum.
it's not tt i decide 2 love her all of a sudden becos she bought me stuff.
it's just tt...
it dawned on me tt she really loves me?
n why the hell am i always arguing with her?
wanting 2 do things 2 spite her?
argh!
double damn.

maybe i shld just crawl into the blankets.
n hide.
im tired.

`wans

all the sj people>>> have fun @ bbq 2mr! waiting 2 hear all about it.:)

wad a rotten dae.

jus really my luck 2 becum COURSE IC lahs
actually wus alvin wans
but tht mass isolation guy nv cum la
n i wus shocked can
ss ying ying gif me unstruction i wus lyk huh huh all da wae lohs
she wus qt kek wiv me
sorrie.cnt help it.
im a lousy course ic
tho i gt nth 2 do at all
wad can i do?
lousy is lousy no matter hw u wanta put it:(

den da exam: MOI fd.theory.CPR.MOI classrm
wus sitting in da classrm wiv vans wan lohs
den ss ying ying sae we too noisy
so she kept going 'course ic! vanessa!'
but we were really toking v softly ald!
ss ying ying split da both of us up:(
n no mre noise:(
jus sat there staring at da diff types of tching aids
n da words stare back at me
so interesting

really screwed up moi fd mans
oic dun sack me!
i cnt tch jnrs drills!
but i will try my best.really
i promise.i swear
besides therex alwaes rina.
my capable asst!

theory paper really sux
n boring lyk hell
but miracle of miracles i din slp!
considering i slept at 2 last nite
wus sitting at da front of da classrm
all da instructors kept walking in n out in fron of me
evry1 of them walk in n i will lk up
distracted lyk shit
whn i finished fabian sir took my paper up n read
den he sae 'u wanta chk agn? 1st pg ald gt 2 qns wrong'
n i wus lyk only 2 qns wrong??
i at least dinno half of da qns there lohs
i hope i din hear gregory sir sae dis wrongly
i heard smth tht goes lyk 'sure pass' aft reading my paper
but tink i wus dreamin
too wanta pass ald
mus b.

but qt proud of myself
i manage 2 fill up da paper
tink my gigantic handwriting help:)
hahhahas
thnx handwriting!:)

moi n cpr geng jia bu yong shuo le
kinda screwed both up
cpr did wrongly.boo
n i hope my moi is passable
tho i hai peilin lohs
told her head is only 1% burn
actually she wus correct
oops! sorrie monkey!:p

n den i jus hafta drop my phone la
wad a fantastic wae 2 end my rotten dae mans
really hope itx in sj rm
kept calling it
n luckily no1 pick up or no tone
phew! phone i hope 2 find u soon!
i knw u miss me too!
tmr we will be reunited!
hopefully.

[gen] thnx so much! i really hope i din trouble ur parents too much! feel so bad mans.dun worry too much k? jus tok 2 ur parents abit n tink dey will let ya go out wans lahs.im not putting u on wad holding list!:) lurf ya loads ah mo!:)

[wans] lurf our blog! really really really lurf it! itx so peaceful.jus wad i need.thnx dear! mus jia you fer da test at mr ho's rites? dun let him jiang zhong n let all da guys beat us flat! tho i tink dey will.but still.ganbatte!

got quite bored with the old template..
so ta da!
shall make do with this for now...
qius?
if u dun like it, tell me!
will change 2 another 1.
screwed up the old one.
it's kinda like gone or something.
oops. :)

any comments?
opinions?
n the tagboard's okay ald!
there's no need 2 aim properly anymore.
:)

qius?
sorry i didnt call u earlier.
thanks for being so caring.
*sniff sniff*
btw, if u are ever here n im offline,
do check out the other blog, wont u?
the one tt's under testing testing.
:) :) :)

merry christmas*
. esp 2:
vann
qius
gen
eiz
pamms
karm
jo
lydia
loreen
ta
chai
:)
n everybody else out there.
*hugs*

i survived thru ANCO!!!
hahahahhas.
shd hv done dis earlier!
but..
3 CHEERS N 3 CHEERS N 3 CHEERS FER ALL OF US!!!
HIP HIP HOORAY!
HIP HIP HOORAY!
HIP HIP HOORAY!!!
YAY! YAY! YAY!
missing camp daes ald!
gd luck studying fer da exams fellow coursemates n jnrs!!!
mus pass k? do st nicks proud!!
we're QUALITY! nt QUANTITY!!!

yoyoyo! back frm anco le!
hahahahs.qt slow lahs.
budden mus recharge 1st mahs
den can cum online n tok non-stop
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ANCO
anco wus fun mans!!
nv regret 1 moment at all
cheers cheers n cheers!
fun fun n fun!
shan't bother wiv details
gossip person to person is mre fun!:)
bet dis gossip will go on n on fer abt 1/2 a yr?
hahhaahhas
*
goodness.im so outdated!!! i hafta watch love actually!
but dun hav time.a maths.hmwk.anco exam all piling on me
rodrigo santoro is so hot!!!!
he's cute!
he's oh my gawd!!
hahahahas
dis sounds lyk a cheer!
u knw.anco aft effects
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2DAE-FLAG DAE
jus so happen tht anna n susu same grp lahs
nt lame lohs
n tht kitty's gd idea too
go changu airport
so off we go lohs
really no1 at all
as in no st johnnies
no tourists! no nth at all!
gt mayb a few bux frm there?
my tin def gt less den 5 bux!
hahahahas.record erhs?
den we went swensens!!!
gosh! da ice cream dere is a dream!!!
gdness!! wus really droooling over da menu ald!!
eat cookie summit!
scoopd of cookies n creme n butterscotch ice cream
wiv choc balls hot fudge n whipped cream
heavenly! hahahhahaas.
darlx kp asking me go wiv orion 2 find staff sgt ying ying at jurong
all da wae at da other side of s'pore!!!
so din c orion at all 2dae:(
miss my darlx ald!
/licks darls
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ooooooooh! btw mini com photos is up!
at da 'photos' link at da side.
i knw finally lahs
finally knw hw 2 do dis thing n all tht lohs
hahhahahas
enjoy!
off 2 upload mre photos!

Only the losers win
they've got nothing to prove
They'll leave the world with nothing to lose
You can laugh at the weirdos now
Wait till wrongs are right
They'll be the ones with nothing to hide
.
'Cause I've been thinking, thinking
I've got a plan to lose it all
I've got a contract pending on eternity
If I haven't already given it away
.
I've got a plan to lose it all
.
I've been the burnout kid
I've been the idiot
I'll turn the other cheek to be hit
You can take what you want from me
Empty me till I'm depleted
I'll be around if I'm ever needed
.
I wrote this song for you
To show how I'm selling out
I'll take the benefit of a doubt
.
//switchfoot -- loser

welcome home qius*!
welcome home vann*!
welcome home gen*!

i feel like doing hurtful stuff just 2 spite you.
n see how hurt i am with all ur scoldings n lecturing.
things tt u'd get pissed off over.
like me failing all the subjects in sku.
like me coming home late everyday.
like me spending all my money.
like me leaving my room cluttered with rubbish.
like me going away forever.
.
but i cant n i wont.
why shld i?

eiz!
u haf 2 take care of urself, okay?
christmas is 9 days away!
drink lots of water!
*hugs*

i found it!
i found his name!]
Rodrigo Santoro....
hmmmmm...
:):):)

went 2 watch love actually with loreen today!
it was gd! really great.
n it's not really an air head movie or anything...
plus it was like really hilarious.
*grins*
just realised tt i like hugh grant. :):):)
plus there was this oh so hot guy:
?
wad's his name? oops.
the guy who acted as the silent killer in charlie's angels?
*beams*
aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
hahhahahs.
.
im missing u loads too, qius.
n eiz, vanns n gen.
hope this 1st night of anco is going on just fine for all of u.
*group hugs*
:):):)

packing dae: sense of impending doom?
mayb.got diarhoea 2dae.mayb thtx y.
hafen pack finish yet.but soon.
darn tht steve kang
hafen reply me yet
hw am i gna knw?:(
*
but itx camp tmr!
hahahsh.v long nv camp ald
really looking 4ward 2 it
n da tchers accepted my idea fer CCA souvenir!
/beams
jo is doing it on tues
got hiking on tht dae
hopefully can c my idea!:)
*
gna miss alot of pple
wanni por.jo.squaddies.blahblahblah
n esp my bed.n since im nt bringing my slping bag along:(
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[wans] cnt c u fer so many daes! will miss u loads! mus update da blog whn im away k? n tink u mus call me 2 wk me up tuition! hahahhas.mayb i cnt wk up! i want a hug! hahahhas.love u loads loads loads!*hug*
*
[jo] happy making my idea in2 reality!!!! hahhahahs.i wanta c n help ur wiv it but gt nco:( but dun worry! we will pass! n do sn proud!:) so xcited fer camp!
*
[doie] thnx fer da boots!my lifesaver mans! bu kui shi wo de mama! evryth oso gif ur son!:) i will b a fillial son! hahahas

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Dentention for	snogging in the cupboard
Who gave you detention	Dumbledore
Partner in Crime	Harry
What you will do during det.	Shag
How many times will you doit.	400
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welcome home jo*

A Touching Christmas Story
.
On the last day before Christmas, I hurried to go to the supermarket to buy the gifts I didn't manage to buy earlier. When I saw all the people there, I started to complain to myself: 'It is going to take forever here and I still have so many other places to go...'
.
Christmas really is getting more and more annoying every year. How I wish I could just lie down, go to sleep and only wake up after it. Nonetheless, I made my way to the toy section, and there I started to curse the prices, wondering if kids really play with such expensive toys. While looking in the toy section, I noticed a small boy of about 5 years old, pressing a doll against his chest. He kept on touching the hair of the doll and looked so sad. I wondered who this doll was for.
.
Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: 'Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?' The old lady replied: 'You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.' Then she asked him to stay here for 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly.
.
The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. Finally, I started to walk towards him and asked who he wanted to give this doll to. 'It is the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for this Christmas. She was so sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her.' I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus will bring it to her, after all, and not to worry. But he replied to me sadly. 'No, Santa Claus can not bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mother so that she can give it to her when she goes there.' His eyes were so sad while saying this.
.
'My sister has gone to be with God. Daddy say that Mummy will also go to see God very soon, so I thought that she could bring the doll with her to give it to my sister'.
.
My heart nearly stopped.
.
The little boy looked up at me and said: 'I told daddy to tell mummy not to go yet. I asked him to wait until I come back from the supermarket' Then he showed me a very nice photo of him where he was laughing. He then told me: 'I also want mummy to take this photo with her so that she will not forget me.'
.
I love my mummy and I wish she doesn't have to leave me but daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister' Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly.
.
I quickly reached for my wallet and took a few notes and said to the boy. 'What if we checked again, just in case if u have enough money?'
.
'Ok' he said. 'I hope that I have enough.' I added some of my money to his without him seeing and we started to count it. There was enough for the doll, and even some spare money. The little boy said: 'Thank you G! od for giving me enough money' then he looked at me and added: 'I asked yesterday before I slept for God to make sure I have enough money to buy this doll so that mummy can give it to my sister. He heard me' 'I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mummy, but I didn't dare to ask God too much. But He gave me enough to buy the doll and the white rose.'
.
'You know, my mummy loves white rose' .
.
A few minutes later, the old lady came again and I left with my trolley. I finished my shopping in a totally different state from when I started. I couldn't get the little boy out of my mind. Then I remembered a local newspaper article 2 days ago, which mentioned of a drunk man in a truck who hit a car where there was one young lady and a little girl.
.
The little girl died right away, and the mother was left in a critical state.The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the life-assisting machine, becau! se the young lady would not be able to get out of the coma. Was this the family of the little boy?
.
Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I read in the newspaper that the young lady had passed away.
.
I couldn't stop myself and went to buy a bunch of white roses and I went to the mortuary where the body of the young woman was exposed for people to see and make last wish before burial. She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest. I left the place crying, feeling that my life had been changed forever.
.
The love that this little boy had for his mother and his sister is still, to that day, hard to imagine. And in a fraction of a second, a drunk man had taken all this away from him.

ORION ROX MANS!
hahahs.totally lurf my grp
my best grp eva mans
fantabulous!:)
lurf u guys loads mans
had losta fun 2dae erhs?
we r so nt gna break aft we break camp erhs?
sentosa??
so glad 2 knw u guys!
we will b da best grp mans!
tht kinda lyk goes w/o saying!
cus we r ORION!!!!
k so im lame.shoot me.
but i do love orion!!

wanling was a Stubborn Lawyer in a past life. Discover your past lives @ Quiz Me

course wus tiring.cus i din get enuf slp:(
but it's OVER!!!
hahahhs.mie instrustor is ying ying
v nice person lahs.
but gosh damn fierce whn nt nice
hahahs.hopefully i will pass da course
n mayb i will nt kena grp ic!
cus only gt 4 more daes
orion gt 10 peeps
n my grp so far 3 ppl grp ic ald
hahahsh.gt hope!:)
*
ystd wus a super rainy dae
all we did wus indoor stuff
triage lecture lecture
at least ystd triage improved!
dn mayb we do 1 more at st nicks n no more ald
wus treating dis v stunned guy
cus he saw suntec being attacked by terrorist
aft eiz went off 2 another casualty
i wus lyk talking 2 him
den fabian sir came over n sae
'u can leave him alone.go n attend 2 another one'
n i wus lyk ok.dn blur blur go awae
den he talk 2 him n he started 2 go hysterical!!!!
wth.he tricked me!
den eiz hafta go control him
n she wus lyk almost flung awae by him
sorrie eiz! i shd hv known btr den 2 leave him alone:(
dn treated dis guy casualty
hahahs.he even gt time 2 hint me wad 2 do
tink it wus vincent or smth
thnx mans! but u wun read my blog so ya.
*
n poor gen hafta sign 2 extra cus she din account fer peilin
[gen] dun worry! u did a gr8 job! n ur command is super wah! low n sard! best ic so far! n i bet vans will do as gd as u!:)
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[wans] hu upset our wanni por?? cheers gurl! lurf ya loads!:)

im sorry.
it's stupid n cheesy 2 say i love n hate u.
but it's the case here.
pls forgive me.

u just dun understand us at all.
u dun even try to.
but i shldnt be hating u.
cos im not supposed to.

evry1 jus mk my dae mans
hahahhash.so happy!
thr's ppl hu read my entry!
happy happy happy!:)
*
hahahhshahhas
jus feel lyk sha xiao-ing all da wae 2nite
supposed 2 b doing cpbs stuff nw
looking at all da certs
i tink of hw gd all our jnrs r
duuno y i feel lyk proclaiming my love 2 evry1 i noe.
hahahhsas.but i really really lurf da jnrs!
thnx fer being so cooperative abt all da certs! esp da sec 1s!
thnx guys! i lurf ur loads! will strive 2 tch ur btr fd!:)
*
[xun] hahhahs.thnx fer da vote of confidence! n u read my entry!:) *big hug* lurf ya loads:)

You are Fresh Mint.
You are caring and friendly. You have a nurturing
personality and always help out a friend in
need. You are fairly outgoing, and always show
a friendly face. You truly care for other
people, and you show it. However, you may
neglect your own responsibilites or become over
involved in your friends' personal affairs.
Most Compatible With: Orange


Which Tic-Tac Flavor Are You?
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mini com finally over le!
knw i abit slow in blogging dis dwn lahs
but dun tink neone will read dis lohs
*
mini com wus great fer me
cus wus jus slacking ard lahs
is all da judges bz only:)
thk you all da judges!:)
*
fd wus lyk well...
abit unexpected lahs
but i wus lyk really nervous fer da jnrs
wanta prep talk them
but gen sae no
cus i din prep da first grp
really wanted them 2 do well
jus kept taking photos n tok 2 da snrs
actually jus wen xun n li ching lahs
hahahhahs.dey were really nice
but tink qt kek wiv da fd
i really mk a lan fd nco:(
sorry xun!
*
2nd dae...
da trg camp dae!
did outdoor cooking!
squaddies sae my maggi mee qt/very nice!
hahahs.tot it wus qt nice too!
wells nice considering cooking it outdoor lahs
*
den we had prize presentation
hahahhahahs
best eva mans! well done squaddies!:)
gaf out 3 prizes
wus so proud of my jnrs!!!!
hahahhas.esp yilin.
[yilin n pris] well done! congrats! best fd[yay! our prize last yr!:)] n most funky grp fer pris, best nursing n overall 1st fer yilin! so bang!!!! bu kui shi wo de tu di! hahahas.lemme chuai abit lahs! hahahhas.at least nv disappoint me! lurf ur loads!:)*grins*really happy!
*
had fd earlier on
gawd.i really expected btr fd lahs
budden ltr on gt improve!
keep up da gd work k jnrs?
if ur tink tht im really really really too harsh jus tell me k?
but im really tired of repeating 'stop dragging ur feet', 'louder timing', '90d' all da time
mayb i shd jus record all dis dwn n play 2 ur during fd nxt time yea?:)
*
den went fer hopies bbq!
hahahs.v fun!
qt a gd turnout fer a class bbq lahs!:)
da Zies keep taking photos everywhere
lyk nv c camera b4
hahahhas
n i drop my cam several times
fuck.tot tht my dad wld not c any damages
i din c any
he spotted one rite awae whn he held it
got scolded real bad:(
he's gna ban me frm da cam 4eva!
goodness.haix.i shd hav been more careful erhs?:(
nvm.vans n eiz still haf cam!
went off at ard 9 plus
gt a ride frm vans
thnx vann!
*
had a really hectic few days
gt abt 10 hrs of slp in all?
mk it all up wiv 13 hrs 2dae!:)
nxt big event cuming up wld b anco!
qt excited lahs
but keep tinking tht i wld not b in da same grp as my squaddies..
tink it wld b dis wae lohs
li ching sae we wld b in diff grp
definitely! lyk shit.haix
but we will pass da course rites squaddies?
of course we will! im asking da obv!:)
*
i blog so much at 1 go 2dae
wonder if neone will read dis anot
seriously doubt so
but if neone read dis can dis kind souls jus tag or smth?
at least i knw sum1 read!
jus happy knwing tht i nv blog fer nth!:)
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[gen n jo] thnx fer da ice cream! really lurf ur! best oic n aic eva! dun eva doubt ur ability k? ur r really da best mans! believe me i nv lie wans!:) or ur can go ask others.i guarantee ur their ans wld b YES!!!!

Young girl don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl it's alright
Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly

When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing's harder than it seems
No one ever wants or bothers to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and what it means

When there's no one else, look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength that will guide your way
You'll learn to begin to trust the voice within

Young girl don't hide
You'll never change if you just run away
Young girl just hold tight
Soon you're gonna see your brighter day


Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you look outside look inside to your soul

Life is a journey
It can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as you're learning
You'll find all you'll ever need to know
(Be strong)
You'll break it
(Hold on)
You'll make it
Just don't forsake it because
No one can tell you what you can't do
No one can stop you, you know that I'm talking to you

Young girl don't cry I'll be right here when your world starts to fall

QIU!
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