Saturday, March 27, 2004
never in my life have i gotten myself into this kind of situation before.
can u pls dont gif up?
can u pls dont just vanish n then perish?
why on earth do u want 2 let urself break down into pieces?
do u noe these thots are frightening?
im sacred.
darn.
im sucha insensitive pig.
i cant believe it.
shucks.
damn.
im so sorry:
for all the things ive done, n for all the things tt i havent done.
i didnt noe abt ur life. or abt the events then n now.
but this isnt a gd reason, is it?
this aint a reason at all.
me n my big mouth.
im suchan asshole.
Friday, March 26, 2004
im so darn prouda of myself...
have been having this backgrd in my head for the longest time ever.
hope qius likes it though, if not, i will change it away.
took me a lot of trouble 2 piece evrything 2gether...
but...
hee hee..
*grins from ear to ear*
yay!
feel so darn great.
even though my throat's sore n ive got the sniffles.
*beams*
Thursday, March 25, 2004
jo*
hey darling neice!
*hugs you tight*
those 3 bottles looked so heavy, so being the older of the 2, i had 2 help!
n im so proud of u!
woah, care 2 show me the newly formed muscles some time soon?
heehee..
ilove you loads too!
n *wags finger* u'd betta come down for the next red house cheer prac!
:):):)
eiz*
heehee..
wad auntie zie?
:):):)
feel a little teeny weeny bit betta now though.
n she's like real prominent?
always sticking out.
dun worry, i will point her out 2 u the next time i see her.
im gonna smirk @ her!
knowing that u are always here for me really made my day!
*beams*
ilove you loads too, eiz!
hahhhas.. though it's ald thurs today and that sj comp was on sunday, i still want 2 congratulate u guys.
yay! :):):)
had house meeting today.
tt irritating girl.
didnt mean 2 make her cry.
but wad the hell?
she shld have listened 2 me.
she noes i hate her.
she's probably the 1st sec 1 to be so talked abt on the very 1st day of orientation back in 2002.
to be the hot topic among the cousellors.
to be the butt of all jokes among us.
idiotic.
irritating.
she knew all of this, yet she still wanted 2 go against me.
sorry, u lost.
another time perhaps.
*shrug*
dun like 2 see people cry.
dun want 2 make people cry.
but i
hate her.
so there.
Sunday, March 21, 2004
we are champion..we can save lives! we are champion..we can save lives!!!
wahahahhhas. im so happy! we won! we won! we FINALLY won!
feels lyk im living in a dream.. in a fairytale!
zone com wus lyk utterly hot n boring
we went frm case to case to see n watched formats aft formats!
i tink fd wus really great!!! im so proud of them!
i tink i can expect to see really BAM! fd frm nw on rites?
esp frm zone com ppl!
all our com teams REALLY REALLY impressed me!
esp wenxu's grp! n yilin's grp! n susu's grp!!:)
wells. first aid. we tot it wus nt really v gd la
but yilin's grp got BEST IN FIRST AID!!!
my goodness! i totally cnt believe it mans!
teared jus tht little bit la! cant help it! i wus really happy!
apparently yilin's grp tied wiv tht peirce grp for fd la
but dunno y da judge decided to give peirce
but i tink they were really btr la
hahhahaas. wells. susu's grp got 2ND RUNNEr-UP!!!!
n den tht peirce grp got 1st runner up n we were lyk wait a minute!!!
if they got best fd n nursing n got 2nd runner-up..
den wad will yilin's grp get??? champion mayb?
but hey no! there's another peirce team!
all hands clutched tightly 2gether..we waited anxiously fer THE moment to come..
AND THEY GOT CHAMPION!!!!! CHAMPION! CHAMPION!
oh my gawd. i wus screaming away! actually all of us screamed lyk hell mans! n i cried tht little bit mre only:)
n tht yilin n pris abit funny la
first reaction wus 'i dun wanta train!'
/bish
but seriously im so proud of them!!! really really really really proud!
can still rmb when whn they were sec1s la
blur blur wans n we jus hun abit thru trg la
n nw? ZONE CHAMPION! ppl do change erhs?:)
dn i found our champion n 2nd runner-up trophy missing!
dammit lohs. whn i saw tht they were missing i knew it wus peirce hu took it
intentionally or non-intentionally i dun care. they still took it lohs
abit not despo la. of course la..
WE R DA ONES WHO WON GLORIOUSLY!!!
they lehs? they win categories wiv only their schools n ambulance la
not glorious la.
but still. i tink they r good! lyk all aspects very very zai. esp my darling. ok. so im biased towards my darling.
hu can blame me?:)
to all zone com ppl!
ur were/are/is gonna b GREAT! win or no win ur will still be da winner in all our hearts!
let's all keep our tears and work even harder!!
we mus let the judges hv no qualms abt letting st nicks win!
we can do it! after all..
WE ARE CHAMPION..WE CAN SAVE LIVES!!!!
im so happy i can cry!
this entry is dedicated to vanzie pokk!
yox pokk..thnx fer tht long gesbk entry!!
our gbk wus lyk dying wiv tht occasional supporters!
nahs. dun tink i will get friendster anws.
will NEVER figure out how it works!
n yes. i can wk up earlier than u if i wanta!
ges im not as piggy as u erhs?
boo. i ges not sitting 2gether is fer our own gd la
all of us really cant afford to fail badly fer any subj le!
hope we get to sit nxt to sum nice smarty!
n gdness. u scre me 2dae. 2nd time i seen u cry so badly
dun b too sad le k?
erms. tho i dun really knw y u cry.
but i ges u feel sad fer wenxu's grp rites?
i believed n knw tht all com grp tried their best
i mean wenxu is not the 3RD BEST leader for nth!!!
n i wus really impressed wiv their fd!
normally dun hav de 90d 2dae all cum out!:)
so cheers k? lyk i say wht if zzl cum over?
wad will u do? hehehhehehehs. y dun u tell me tmr?
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAS!
n rmb. we r frm QV bang.
we dun cry so easily we r emotional at times!
but we r tough erhs? hhahahahas
really needa do my hmwk le..hafta pia le
guess ur doing da same erhs?
Saturday, March 20, 2004
snsj*
hey u all!
though i aint in snsj,
i just want to wish u all the best for tomm's comp, yeah?
to gen, jo, qius, eiz n vann:
i love you all loads too.
all the best to your juniors...
beat them hands down, yeah?
:):):)
wans*
Friday, March 19, 2004
im so proud of myself!
hahahhas.. wrote an even longer guestbk entry for vann.
love her loads man.
but it's kind of tiring...
think i will do another long entry in the near future.
but not now.
:):):)
[eiz]
i said "serve you right eiz" on tues, remember?
during one of the breaks during math lesson?
n qius repeated after me?
pamms was saying tt she has free tickets to saturday night fever... n u said u didnt haf cos u blew 40 plus bucks on food n clothes while out shopping?
im so so so sorry.
wasnt using my brains when i was saying tt.
*hugs*
i love you too.
:):):)
:):):)
Wednesday, March 17, 2004
the blog's back!
so proud of myself.
not completely done. but it's
almost done.
cant believe i deleted 1/2 of the template yesterday.
:):):)
Tuesday, March 16, 2004
it's me! im back! long time no see evryone!:)
esp wans. -hugs wans-
half towned 2dae.
gnawed on a big bun thruout
still hafen finished it. in my bag rotting away:)
dentist up nxt
gosh. wus my dentist pissed w me mans!
late for an hr. hu wun b? hehehes
she poked my teeth for merely 2 secs n i wus out
total time spent on dentist's chair: 2 mins?
$$$ paid: $6
dentists r rich folks! real rich! mayb i shd b one nxt time. n yea.
it wun b weird if i wun hv a single complain abt my patients hving poked n bleeding gums. hahahahahahahs.
realised tht being on mrt is a v interesting thg.
i lyk ppl-watching. so fun! esp whn u r alone n bored lyk hell.
there wus dis ah peh standing in front of me n we were standing near the doors
so he lost his balance n tried to grab a handle to support himself
but he grabbed above him n got only air in his hands!
tried to cover up by scratching his head instead.
hahhaahhahas. den ltr i saw an indian did da same thg.
only at the other side of the train. hahhahahahas.
den at the nxt stop aft i got on, i saw dis caucasian girl w her fren
tht gurl wus wearing heels tht were longer than i dunno wad.
even higher than wad eiz wore tht is. n it wus even thinner than my pinkie!
the train wus dammit unsteady n she wus lyk prancing ard in her heels
moving on the spot non-stop ever since she got on
nv once a hint of losing her balance!
really. da wonders of heels!:) i can nv understand.
oh wells. so tht wus crap. but hahahahahas!
im happy! but i still needa do my hmwk!
darn.
feel quite accompolished today.
almost done with my math!
*beams*
really have 2 put in more effort in wadeva i do.
cant afford 2 get such shocking L1R5 points anymore.
cant afford 2
inch towards the passing mark for physics anymore either.
2 of my aims for this march hols:
1. get out of bed by 0800 everyday. no matter how perfect the weather is for me 2 loll ard in bed.
2. finish every single item ive listed down in my students' diary.
i can do it. i can do it. i can do it.
yes, i can.
think the meeting wil be on sat again.
hah.
which means i dont have 2 be there.
darn. which means
somebody some
people are gonna start breathing down my neck.
shucks.
maybe it's not such a happy thing after all.
sigh.
Saturday, March 13, 2004
went on a zies outing yestersay.
fish n co !!!!!
was so darn fun.
i want to have more outings of this sort in the future!
where the 5 of us can sit back, realx n gossip over food!
:):):)
love us loads man.
came home yesterday, bathed, ate dinner, watched gods of honour, then fell onto my bed n promptly fell asleep.
so unlike me!
felt like a total pig.
hee hee..
guess the loss of sleep is finally taking a toll on me.
holidays are here!
woo hoo!
Thursday, March 11, 2004
i cant believe i spent 47 mins of my precious time today waiting for tt bloody bus 76.
damn tt driver.
i cld have spent the time instead doing:
1. chem remedial
2. cca
3. watching tv
4. collecting the bdae cake.
but guess wad? me n lala were waiting there. letting time pass by.
damn tt driver.
damndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndamn
damn him!
Wednesday, March 10, 2004
vann*
hey you! *hugs* thanks for helping us scrape some mould off after this loooonnnnnnnngggggggg while!
ilove you!
:):):)
jojo*
u too! dreambk's not as dusty as before!
now we noe some of those guys were jealous of them being in st nicks'!
:):):)
sweet dreams, both of u.
i hope you never lose your sense of wonder,
you get your fill to eat but always keep that hunger,
may you never take one single breath for granted,
god forbid love ever leave you empty handed,
i hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean,
whenever one door closes I hope one more opens,
promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance,
and when you get the choice to sit it out or dance.
i hope you dance.... i hope you dance.
i hope you never fear those mountains in the distance,
never settle for the path of least resistance,
livin' might mean takin' chances but they're worth takin',
lovin' might be a mistake but it's worth makin',
don't let some hell bent heart leave you bitter,
when you come close to sellin' out reconsider,
give the heavens above more than just a passing glance,
and when you get the choice to sit it out or dance.
i hope you dance.... i hope you dance.
i hope you dance.... i hope you dance.
(time is a wheel in constant motion always rolling us along,
tell me who wants to look back on their years and wonder where those years have gone.)
>>> lee ann womack. i hope you dance.
Tuesday, March 09, 2004
im practising my math!
if there werent any test tomm, i'd watching xun qin ji now.
but oh well, dun wnat to fail the test.
dun want to let my tuition tr have anything 2 talk abt.
*grins*
he's so silly.
got yelled @ by mrs seah today.
decided tt i shldnt be telling lies when she wanted the truth,
hahahahs..
:):):)
nobody ever comes here anymore.
:/
Sunday, March 07, 2004
n u are all irritating the hell out of me.
i dont need pple telling me subtly how they dont like the way im behaving.
how i show my displeasure so openly.
how i kick up a big fuss cos nothing suits me.
u noe something?
im obliged to feel committed n interested.
so dun ever ask me again.
yeah, so count me out.
if i want to be the minority that refuses to have the passion for the project, as somebody puts it, so be it.
get lost, u all.
i cant wait 2 see all of ur expressions tomm.
im sure u are all waiting for me 2 whine again.
wanna bet?
m im going 2 show u nothing.
nothing at all.
chill
Saturday, March 06, 2004
No moving parts, no batteries.
No monthly payments and no fees;
Inflation proof, nontaxable,
In fact, it's quite relaxable;
It can't be stolen, won't pollute,
One size fits all, do not dilute.
It uses little energy,
But yields results enormously.
Relieves your tension and your stress,
Invigorates your happiness;
Combats depression, makes you beam,
And elevates your self esteem!
Your circulation it corrects -
without unpleasant side effects
It is, I think, the perfect drug:
May I prescribe, my friend ... the hug!
(and, of course, fully returnable!)
ilove you qius!
Friday, March 05, 2004
got questioned regarding my interest n my committment to the project today.
the proj with the other sku.
i cant believe it.
after all we've been thru, she asked us these questions.
chill.
i hate this stupid word.
oh well.
guess i shld keep all thots n feelings inside me frm now on.
there's no need for anyone 2 noe.
esp. you.
not going down for meeting tomm after all.
going 2 keep myself
chilled.
qius? all the way, yeahs?
ilove you.
kotc sucks big time man.
losing slp over tt stupid bk.
me n qius still summarising the pts @ this god-damned hr of the morn.
want 2 climb into my blankets...
4+ hrs of slp.
not enough mans.
bloody hell.
got back jlpt results today.
got 239/400.
but they wanted 2 haf a 280 2 quality for a pass.
dammit.
i cant blieve it.
im going down to the meeting on sat after all.
can finally see all those frigging pple.
will make my day mans.
my life's getting frm bad 2 worse.
1. lack of slp.
2. math hw that are forever unfinished.
3. amath test next wk.
4. meetings with them.
urgh
5. kotc
6. physics
7. fats
8. the frigging Os.
Monday, March 01, 2004
for qius*
For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love i found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all
You were my strength when i was weak
You were my voice when i couldn't speak
You were my eyes when i couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when i couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything i am
Because you loved me
You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand i could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and i stood tall
I had your love i had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe i don't know that much
But i know this much is true
I was blessed because i was loved by you
You were my strength when i was weak
You were my voice when i couldn't speak
You were my eyes when i couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when i couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything i am
Because you loved me
You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you
You were my strength when i was weak
You were my voice when i couldn't speak
You were my eyes when i couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when i couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything i am
Because you loved me
You were my strength when i was weak
You were my voice when i couldn't speak
You were my eyes when i couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when i couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything i am
Because you loved me
I'm everything i am
Because you loved me
that's wad frens are for///
ilove you.
Saturday, March 27, 2004
never in my life have i gotten myself into this kind of situation before.
can u pls dont gif up?
can u pls dont just vanish n then perish?
why on earth do u want 2 let urself break down into pieces?
do u noe these thots are frightening?
im sacred.
darn.
im sucha insensitive pig.
i cant believe it.
shucks.
damn.
im so sorry:
for all the things ive done, n for all the things tt i havent done.
i didnt noe abt ur life. or abt the events then n now.
but this isnt a gd reason, is it?
this aint a reason at all.
me n my big mouth.
im suchan asshole.
Friday, March 26, 2004
im so darn prouda of myself...
have been having this backgrd in my head for the longest time ever.
hope qius likes it though, if not, i will change it away.
took me a lot of trouble 2 piece evrything 2gether...
but...
hee hee..
*grins from ear to ear*
yay!
feel so darn great.
even though my throat's sore n ive got the sniffles.
*beams*
Thursday, March 25, 2004
jo*
hey darling neice!
*hugs you tight*
those 3 bottles looked so heavy, so being the older of the 2, i had 2 help!
n im so proud of u!
woah, care 2 show me the newly formed muscles some time soon?
heehee..
ilove you loads too!
n *wags finger* u'd betta come down for the next red house cheer prac!
:):):)
eiz*
heehee..
wad auntie zie?
:):):)
feel a little teeny weeny bit betta now though.
n she's like real prominent?
always sticking out.
dun worry, i will point her out 2 u the next time i see her.
im gonna smirk @ her!
knowing that u are always here for me really made my day!
*beams*
ilove you loads too, eiz!
hahhhas.. though it's ald thurs today and that sj comp was on sunday, i still want 2 congratulate u guys.
yay! :):):)
had house meeting today.
tt irritating girl.
didnt mean 2 make her cry.
but wad the hell?
she shld have listened 2 me.
she noes i hate her.
she's probably the 1st sec 1 to be so talked abt on the very 1st day of orientation back in 2002.
to be the hot topic among the cousellors.
to be the butt of all jokes among us.
idiotic.
irritating.
she knew all of this, yet she still wanted 2 go against me.
sorry, u lost.
another time perhaps.
*shrug*
dun like 2 see people cry.
dun want 2 make people cry.
but i
hate her.
so there.
Sunday, March 21, 2004
we are champion..we can save lives! we are champion..we can save lives!!!
wahahahhhas. im so happy! we won! we won! we FINALLY won!
feels lyk im living in a dream.. in a fairytale!
zone com wus lyk utterly hot n boring
we went frm case to case to see n watched formats aft formats!
i tink fd wus really great!!! im so proud of them!
i tink i can expect to see really BAM! fd frm nw on rites?
esp frm zone com ppl!
all our com teams REALLY REALLY impressed me!
esp wenxu's grp! n yilin's grp! n susu's grp!!:)
wells. first aid. we tot it wus nt really v gd la
but yilin's grp got BEST IN FIRST AID!!!
my goodness! i totally cnt believe it mans!
teared jus tht little bit la! cant help it! i wus really happy!
apparently yilin's grp tied wiv tht peirce grp for fd la
but dunno y da judge decided to give peirce
but i tink they were really btr la
hahhahaas. wells. susu's grp got 2ND RUNNEr-UP!!!!
n den tht peirce grp got 1st runner up n we were lyk wait a minute!!!
if they got best fd n nursing n got 2nd runner-up..
den wad will yilin's grp get??? champion mayb?
but hey no! there's another peirce team!
all hands clutched tightly 2gether..we waited anxiously fer THE moment to come..
AND THEY GOT CHAMPION!!!!! CHAMPION! CHAMPION!
oh my gawd. i wus screaming away! actually all of us screamed lyk hell mans! n i cried tht little bit mre only:)
n tht yilin n pris abit funny la
first reaction wus 'i dun wanta train!'
/bish
but seriously im so proud of them!!! really really really really proud!
can still rmb when whn they were sec1s la
blur blur wans n we jus hun abit thru trg la
n nw? ZONE CHAMPION! ppl do change erhs?:)
dn i found our champion n 2nd runner-up trophy missing!
dammit lohs. whn i saw tht they were missing i knew it wus peirce hu took it
intentionally or non-intentionally i dun care. they still took it lohs
abit not despo la. of course la..
WE R DA ONES WHO WON GLORIOUSLY!!!
they lehs? they win categories wiv only their schools n ambulance la
not glorious la.
but still. i tink they r good! lyk all aspects very very zai. esp my darling. ok. so im biased towards my darling.
hu can blame me?:)
to all zone com ppl!
ur were/are/is gonna b GREAT! win or no win ur will still be da winner in all our hearts!
let's all keep our tears and work even harder!!
we mus let the judges hv no qualms abt letting st nicks win!
we can do it! after all..
WE ARE CHAMPION..WE CAN SAVE LIVES!!!!
im so happy i can cry!
this entry is dedicated to vanzie pokk!
yox pokk..thnx fer tht long gesbk entry!!
our gbk wus lyk dying wiv tht occasional supporters!
nahs. dun tink i will get friendster anws.
will NEVER figure out how it works!
n yes. i can wk up earlier than u if i wanta!
ges im not as piggy as u erhs?
boo. i ges not sitting 2gether is fer our own gd la
all of us really cant afford to fail badly fer any subj le!
hope we get to sit nxt to sum nice smarty!
n gdness. u scre me 2dae. 2nd time i seen u cry so badly
dun b too sad le k?
erms. tho i dun really knw y u cry.
but i ges u feel sad fer wenxu's grp rites?
i believed n knw tht all com grp tried their best
i mean wenxu is not the 3RD BEST leader for nth!!!
n i wus really impressed wiv their fd!
normally dun hav de 90d 2dae all cum out!:)
so cheers k? lyk i say wht if zzl cum over?
wad will u do? hehehhehehehs. y dun u tell me tmr?
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAS!
n rmb. we r frm QV bang.
we dun cry so easily we r emotional at times!
but we r tough erhs? hhahahahas
really needa do my hmwk le..hafta pia le
guess ur doing da same erhs?
Saturday, March 20, 2004
snsj*
hey u all!
though i aint in snsj,
i just want to wish u all the best for tomm's comp, yeah?
to gen, jo, qius, eiz n vann:
i love you all loads too.
all the best to your juniors...
beat them hands down, yeah?
:):):)
wans*
Friday, March 19, 2004
im so proud of myself!
hahahhas.. wrote an even longer guestbk entry for vann.
love her loads man.
but it's kind of tiring...
think i will do another long entry in the near future.
but not now.
:):):)
[eiz]
i said "serve you right eiz" on tues, remember?
during one of the breaks during math lesson?
n qius repeated after me?
pamms was saying tt she has free tickets to saturday night fever... n u said u didnt haf cos u blew 40 plus bucks on food n clothes while out shopping?
im so so so sorry.
wasnt using my brains when i was saying tt.
*hugs*
i love you too.
:):):)
:):):)
Wednesday, March 17, 2004
the blog's back!
so proud of myself.
not completely done. but it's
almost done.
cant believe i deleted 1/2 of the template yesterday.
:):):)
Tuesday, March 16, 2004
it's me! im back! long time no see evryone!:)
esp wans. -hugs wans-
half towned 2dae.
gnawed on a big bun thruout
still hafen finished it. in my bag rotting away:)
dentist up nxt
gosh. wus my dentist pissed w me mans!
late for an hr. hu wun b? hehehes
she poked my teeth for merely 2 secs n i wus out
total time spent on dentist's chair: 2 mins?
$$$ paid: $6
dentists r rich folks! real rich! mayb i shd b one nxt time. n yea.
it wun b weird if i wun hv a single complain abt my patients hving poked n bleeding gums. hahahahahahahs.
realised tht being on mrt is a v interesting thg.
i lyk ppl-watching. so fun! esp whn u r alone n bored lyk hell.
there wus dis ah peh standing in front of me n we were standing near the doors
so he lost his balance n tried to grab a handle to support himself
but he grabbed above him n got only air in his hands!
tried to cover up by scratching his head instead.
hahhaahhahas. den ltr i saw an indian did da same thg.
only at the other side of the train. hahhahahahas.
den at the nxt stop aft i got on, i saw dis caucasian girl w her fren
tht gurl wus wearing heels tht were longer than i dunno wad.
even higher than wad eiz wore tht is. n it wus even thinner than my pinkie!
the train wus dammit unsteady n she wus lyk prancing ard in her heels
moving on the spot non-stop ever since she got on
nv once a hint of losing her balance!
really. da wonders of heels!:) i can nv understand.
oh wells. so tht wus crap. but hahahahahas!
im happy! but i still needa do my hmwk!
darn.
feel quite accompolished today.
almost done with my math!
*beams*
really have 2 put in more effort in wadeva i do.
cant afford 2 get such shocking L1R5 points anymore.
cant afford 2
inch towards the passing mark for physics anymore either.
2 of my aims for this march hols:
1. get out of bed by 0800 everyday. no matter how perfect the weather is for me 2 loll ard in bed.
2. finish every single item ive listed down in my students' diary.
i can do it. i can do it. i can do it.
yes, i can.
think the meeting wil be on sat again.
hah.
which means i dont have 2 be there.
darn. which means
somebody some
people are gonna start breathing down my neck.
shucks.
maybe it's not such a happy thing after all.
sigh.
Saturday, March 13, 2004
went on a zies outing yestersay.
fish n co !!!!!
was so darn fun.
i want to have more outings of this sort in the future!
where the 5 of us can sit back, realx n gossip over food!
:):):)
love us loads man.
came home yesterday, bathed, ate dinner, watched gods of honour, then fell onto my bed n promptly fell asleep.
so unlike me!
felt like a total pig.
hee hee..
guess the loss of sleep is finally taking a toll on me.
holidays are here!
woo hoo!
Thursday, March 11, 2004
i cant believe i spent 47 mins of my precious time today waiting for tt bloody bus 76.
damn tt driver.
i cld have spent the time instead doing:
1. chem remedial
2. cca
3. watching tv
4. collecting the bdae cake.
but guess wad? me n lala were waiting there. letting time pass by.
damn tt driver.
damndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndamn
damn him!
Wednesday, March 10, 2004
vann*
hey you! *hugs* thanks for helping us scrape some mould off after this loooonnnnnnnngggggggg while!
ilove you!
:):):)
jojo*
u too! dreambk's not as dusty as before!
now we noe some of those guys were jealous of them being in st nicks'!
:):):)
sweet dreams, both of u.
i hope you never lose your sense of wonder,
you get your fill to eat but always keep that hunger,
may you never take one single breath for granted,
god forbid love ever leave you empty handed,
i hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean,
whenever one door closes I hope one more opens,
promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance,
and when you get the choice to sit it out or dance.
i hope you dance.... i hope you dance.
i hope you never fear those mountains in the distance,
never settle for the path of least resistance,
livin' might mean takin' chances but they're worth takin',
lovin' might be a mistake but it's worth makin',
don't let some hell bent heart leave you bitter,
when you come close to sellin' out reconsider,
give the heavens above more than just a passing glance,
and when you get the choice to sit it out or dance.
i hope you dance.... i hope you dance.
i hope you dance.... i hope you dance.
(time is a wheel in constant motion always rolling us along,
tell me who wants to look back on their years and wonder where those years have gone.)
>>> lee ann womack. i hope you dance.
Tuesday, March 09, 2004
im practising my math!
if there werent any test tomm, i'd watching xun qin ji now.
but oh well, dun wnat to fail the test.
dun want to let my tuition tr have anything 2 talk abt.
*grins*
he's so silly.
got yelled @ by mrs seah today.
decided tt i shldnt be telling lies when she wanted the truth,
hahahahs..
:):):)
nobody ever comes here anymore.
:/
Sunday, March 07, 2004
n u are all irritating the hell out of me.
i dont need pple telling me subtly how they dont like the way im behaving.
how i show my displeasure so openly.
how i kick up a big fuss cos nothing suits me.
u noe something?
im obliged to feel committed n interested.
so dun ever ask me again.
yeah, so count me out.
if i want to be the minority that refuses to have the passion for the project, as somebody puts it, so be it.
get lost, u all.
i cant wait 2 see all of ur expressions tomm.
im sure u are all waiting for me 2 whine again.
wanna bet?
m im going 2 show u nothing.
nothing at all.
chill
Saturday, March 06, 2004
No moving parts, no batteries.
No monthly payments and no fees;
Inflation proof, nontaxable,
In fact, it's quite relaxable;
It can't be stolen, won't pollute,
One size fits all, do not dilute.
It uses little energy,
But yields results enormously.
Relieves your tension and your stress,
Invigorates your happiness;
Combats depression, makes you beam,
And elevates your self esteem!
Your circulation it corrects -
without unpleasant side effects
It is, I think, the perfect drug:
May I prescribe, my friend ... the hug!
(and, of course, fully returnable!)
ilove you qius!
Friday, March 05, 2004
got questioned regarding my interest n my committment to the project today.
the proj with the other sku.
i cant believe it.
after all we've been thru, she asked us these questions.
chill.
i hate this stupid word.
oh well.
guess i shld keep all thots n feelings inside me frm now on.
there's no need for anyone 2 noe.
esp. you.
not going down for meeting tomm after all.
going 2 keep myself
chilled.
qius? all the way, yeahs?
ilove you.
kotc sucks big time man.
losing slp over tt stupid bk.
me n qius still summarising the pts @ this god-damned hr of the morn.
want 2 climb into my blankets...
4+ hrs of slp.
not enough mans.
bloody hell.
got back jlpt results today.
got 239/400.
but they wanted 2 haf a 280 2 quality for a pass.
dammit.
i cant blieve it.
im going down to the meeting on sat after all.
can finally see all those frigging pple.
will make my day mans.
my life's getting frm bad 2 worse.
1. lack of slp.
2. math hw that are forever unfinished.
3. amath test next wk.
4. meetings with them.
urgh
5. kotc
6. physics
7. fats
8. the frigging Os.
Monday, March 01, 2004
for qius*
For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love i found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all
You were my strength when i was weak
You were my voice when i couldn't speak
You were my eyes when i couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when i couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything i am
Because you loved me
You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand i could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and i stood tall
I had your love i had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe i don't know that much
But i know this much is true
I was blessed because i was loved by you
You were my strength when i was weak
You were my voice when i couldn't speak
You were my eyes when i couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when i couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything i am
Because you loved me
You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you
You were my strength when i was weak
You were my voice when i couldn't speak
You were my eyes when i couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when i couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything i am
Because you loved me
You were my strength when i was weak
You were my voice when i couldn't speak
You were my eyes when i couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when i couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything i am
Because you loved me
I'm everything i am
Because you loved me
that's wad frens are for///
ilove you.
