Friday, April 30, 2004
woooohoo! bdae treat tmr! really cant wait..grin
body aching all over
gwad. i really hate the stairs in our sku
not for the first time
so what's new?
but why do our classrm hafta be so on top?
groans.
vans wus being super funny today
with all her aches on her legs n back
hahahhas. mrs ang wus super tickled during chem remedial
she cldnt sit dwn so i wus lyk "ok. 1, 2, 3. DOWN!"
n she plopped dwn. hahhahahas
NAPFA ystd. qt ok la.
wus really disappointed with my sit-ups n IFAH
really cant mk it.
jus tht 1 n i can get A
dammit. stupid stomach. so bu zheng qi.
`blows air
n IFAH wus sucha flop.
i got A last yr! n nw drop to C!
`blows air agn
but oh wells. at least i got gold la.
but individual performance wusnt gd.
`blows air third time
i really cant wait for tmr!
but i suspect a huge pimple is forming on my face!
near tht pimple plantation last time!!!
groan.
but still..im gna eat til i drop tmr!
swensens here we cum!
we're gna laugh lamed talked shout n rox da place tmr!
grin.`rubs hand.
cant wait.
`qiu
[vans] ur aches will go away soon! dun worry! n hoipefully we will learn to love the stairs! QV bang rocks on..
[gen] love our grad talk!!! it mus continue! i mus really get dwn to work ald!
[por!] we're the so-called stars tmr! hahhahahs. they said tht they will do the backstage work n we jus sit there n shake leg! `grin.
Thursday, April 29, 2004
wans' complete listing of airhead movies.
hahhas... here goes:
1. Legally Blonde
2. Princess Diaries
3. Kate n Leopold
4. Crossroads
5. A Walk to Remember
6. Mr. Deeds
7. Two Week'd Notice
8. Johnny English
9. What A Girl Wants
10. How to Lose A Guy in 10 Days
11. Uptown Girls
12. The Prince n Me
hahas..
eiz*! it's not tt much, ehs?
but ive got 1 more 2 add to this list... soon.
win a date with ted hamilton!
hahahahs.. *beams*
love u eiz!
btw, i still need 2 see those tix away!
anybody interested?
they're worth $5.
but the price is negotiable.
let's see.. u may get the tix @ $4.50! or $4.
pls... pretty pls.. any takers?
vann*!
i love u loads man!
n im gonna win u.
betta start slimming down... so i can have enough stoamch space for tt sundae.
*grins*
greeds rule, yeah?
*hugs*
:):):)
karm*!
hahas.. i noe u are a fan of our blog.
always leaving such nice n sweet messages.
spicing up our blog.
*grins*
n all tt squirming in the seats today.
poor yvonne.
n me.
n bobs.
hahas.. love u too!
*hugs*
:):):)
im happy.
*beams*
Wednesday, April 28, 2004
had 2.4 today! n it was great.
got an A alright!
*grins*
n im not going for the vjc funfair anymore.
BUT i haf $5 worth of coupons with me now, n i need 2 get rid of them.
urgently.
hahahs.. anyone's interested?
cos im going 2 celebrate my birthday this saturday!
haahhas.. @ swensens with the people i love loads.
n after tt, we're going for an airhead movie therapy...
win a date with ted hamilton!
hahahas.. im so excited!
sat with pong @ the khatib station today n talked for 1 n 1/2 hrs.
abt her n her n her.
ive finally found someone who understands the exact way i feel.
abt her.
abt my exco life.
n we just talked n laughed.
n shared secrets.
pong? i noe u'll not see this, but i will tell u 2 pop by some days, yeah?
hahas.. ilove you.
loads.
happy birthday, daddy!
i noe u'll never see this.. cos if u do, im dead.
haahahs...
love you. though ive never ever said so.
:):):)
Monday, April 26, 2004
ta*
happy birthday!
*grins*
happy birthday 2 u, dear!
my fellow slacker!
hahhahas...
will try 2 get 2 school early tomm?
i may even have the chance of walking u to the canteen!
hahahs...
love you.
*hugs*
Saturday, April 24, 2004
She's got a lip ring and 5 colours in her hair,
Not into fashion but I love the clothes she wears,
Her tattoo's always hidden by her underwear.
She don't care.
Everybody wants to know her name,
I threw a house party and she came
Everyone asked me
Who the hell is she?
That weirdo with 5 colours in her hair.
She's just a loner with a sexy attitude,
I'd like to phone her cos she puts me in the mood.
The rumours spreading that she cooks in the nude.
She don't care.
Everybody wants to know her name,
How does she cope with her new found fame?
Everyone asks me,
Who the hell is she?
That weirdo with 5 colours in her hair.
She was all I thought about,
The girl I couldn't live without.
But then she went insane,
She couldn't take the fame
She said I was to blame
She'd had enough
And shaved five colours off
And now she's just a weirdo with no name.
Everybody wants to know her name.
How does she cope with her new found fame?
Everyone asks me,
Who the hell is she,
That weirdo with 5 colours in her hair.
McFly>>> 5 colous in her hair.
back frm the camp.
wad a camp it was.
spent so much time eating away in the canteen n slacking with the other facilitators?
i hate tt woman.
she was so frigging irritating?
she was unreasonable.
n she made no sense.
wad still no realization?
there's something dreadfully wrong with her english, i must say.
n she kept forcing us 2 reply loudly to her senseless questions when she herself was mumbling away.
n y the hell shld i noe the safety rules of the dammit camp?
n y is she critising the way the camp is being run when we arent even the organisers?
n who gives her the rite 2 slam the way the school camps are being organised? does she noe how much hard work n effort we put in 2 sensure the success of a camp?
no.
no.
NO!
urgh.
im so disgusted with her.
i wished we've made her slap her own face.
Thursday, April 22, 2004
qius*
happy birthday!
hahahahs.. tada!
like the backgrd?
courtesy of vann pokk.
n she made it for u, with lots of love.
n gen helped too!
she helped me load the backgrd 2 some webby so tt i will be able 2 link it 2 our blog!
*beams*
guess who sourced for the picts?
his picts?
ME!!!
n there were like 350 pages of his picts @ getty images. 3419 picts of him?
or somewhere ard tt no.?
hahahas.. u've gotta treat me betta mans!
cos becos of u n ur bdae, i dreamt of beckham tt night!
my god. to my horror of all horrors!
hahahhas...
but it is all worth it, i guess...
cos u mean the world to me!
okay, how long shall this backgrd stay here?
guess it can stay till i come back frm camp.
BUT if u want it 2 stay longer, feel free 2 come negotiate the terms with me!
will be spending ur bdae having camp.
haahahs.. but i will be thinking of u!
just want to tell u that:
u've brightened up my life a whole damn lot!
n having math tuition with u is great!
all our swimming dates!
pirates of the carribean! i had 2 drag u 2 the cinema! n guess who laughed louder? guess who enjoyed herself?
all the long long long telephone convos.
the soccer matches talk! the way u wld ring me up just 2 tell me the scores.
the sec 1 memories!
the zies tour!
the zies outing!
the zies meals!
the zies shirt!
the godchildren who im going 2 haf. *grins*
ilove u loads qius.
for the fren who u are.
for the fren who u will be.
for the fren who will always be there for me.
*hugs*
happy birthday!
Monday, April 19, 2004
okay qius.. u really have lots of faith in us, huh?
think we are all banks or something, ehs?
*grins*
btw, 23rd april's still not on my calendar.
pray for a miracle, yeah?
:):):)
im making too many empty promises.
or so i think.
i cant seem 2 cope with everything.
with all the workload piling up.
n my output's like decreasing.
gradually.
darn.
i really dont haf much time 2 waste.
2 dilly-dally.
2 fool ard.
becos i really want 2 go for tt dream education overseas?
okay, i shall use this as a source of motivation frm today onwards.
all right, frm tomm onwards.
boo.
n i wish tt im more patient.
wish 2 be a nicer person.
i was irritated with 2 people today.
just becos i dont like them.
n i cld barely resist the urge 2 turn ard n roll my eyes @ them.
2 bare my teeth @ them.
2 snap @ them.
but, well. i
succeeded in ignoring them.
hah.
but i hate myself.
i wish i can let them know my feelings.
but oh well, tt will be bad.
cant believe ive been entrusted with tt highly difficult task.
ohmygod, how am i suposed 2 open my mouth n tell her wad we all think of her?
n ive never been patient.
or good with my words.
think id be pulling my hair @ the end of tt session.
if there's ever going 2 be one.
how how how???
:(
Sunday, April 18, 2004
qiu's wishlist is right below which will/might/hopefully come true? *grins*
- a shopping spree!
wonder how am i gna weasel one outta anyone!!! so thts kinda lyk wun cum true la.
oh wells.
- sports tote! preferably in purple and black!
u knw. the type tht has a compartment to put shoes wans. i want it in purple and
black! not too gu niang for me!
- new pouch
i literally hv many holes in my pouch!
- tht black skirt frm topshop!
im a size 10! ask gen jo or vans. they knw which one!:)
- purple NB shorts!
i still want it no matter how sissy vans says it is!
- funky star earrings!
i hv an obsession with stars!
- greatest hits of a1!
- endless supply of uncle tobys!
erhs. wiv breaks in between cus according to jo, overdose will result in constipation!
*grins*
wells. i ges mre will cum ltr? hehehehhes! but im nt a greedy gurl! i only hv 8 nw! but dun worry. mre will DEFINITELY cum ltr. heys ppl! hv fun mking them come true for me! *grins*
woohoo! wad a great day!
buffet at plaza hotel wus SUPERB GREAT FANTABULOUS YUMMY!!!
ate for 4 hrs straight! non-stop!
i nearly wept wiv joy cus of the food on the buffet table!
shark's fin..sashimi..jap hand roll..soft shell crabs..fried chicken..roti prata in all kinda flavour..tempura..yong tau foo..wanton noodle..choc cake..pudding..ice cream..
da list goes on and on!!!! there's mre! there's mre!
i wolfed dwn bowls aft bowls of shark's fin..plates aft plates of sashimi tht were THIS thick..crispy tempura str outta the wok..n OYSTERS!!! my goodness...they were great!
moans..
*dreamy look*
GREAT! GREAT! GREAT!
i needed some space to digest the words of food abit!:)
n aft 2dae i ges im growing into a fat pig!
cus i found out tht my metabolism rate is HIGH!!!
2 hrs aft the BIG buffet i wus hungry agn!
n i wenta eat dinner!
n i came hm n ate a huge chunk of cheese bread!
mayb i shd start to jian fei..
BUT..
it's my bdae week! hahhahahas. mus eat til im on da verge of exploding!:)
no guilt this wk! wahahahahas!
i really love food!
Saturday, April 17, 2004
s t a r spangled red *
we are second!!!
hahahahs..
my god/
thanks for blessing us.
:):):)
im so so so happy!
*grins*
this is my last sports day in st nicks.
wad a way 2 end it off.
i will always remember this man.
btw, congratulations to everybody frm blue house.
they are champs again.
hahahs..
Friday, April 16, 2004
hahahas.. had a w o n d e r f u l day today.
ws rushing fm 1 place 2 another..
frm chem to cca to slc meeting to the field.
but didnt stay long @ the slc meeting though, cos i was utterly bored.
cos i was being ignored.
n i was sitting there, drumming my fingers on cheryl's pink file, trying 2 while the time away.
daydreaming...
*grins*
it's sports day tomm!
im so excited!
s t a r spangled red*
we're gonna do our best, yes?
:):):)
n i love yellowcard!
the songs!
ooh.
hahahs..
like them loads.
though my sister finds it a lil annoying.
n she has decided 2 ban me frm playing in the stydy rm.
claims it's too noisy.
hahhas.. but i still love 'em.
*grins*
karm*
hahahs.. thanks!
ilove you.
im gonna try my very best, ehs?
cos i haf u supporting me!
*hugs u tight*
:):):)
Wednesday, April 14, 2004
i hate you.
every single one of you.
i want to get outta here.
far far away.
where no one can ctrl me.
where no one can breathe down my neck.
im gonna try my very best to achieve this:
i want to go to italy.
badly.
Sunday, April 11, 2004
a1 rox mans! their songs r lyk ooooooooooh!
really cheered me up!
n i miss them loads:(
i wus kinda in the dumps on sat
k. mayb nt really. but moody lyk shit.
plus my explorer is conky!
i cldnt view my blog at all!
dun ask me y now can. it's mad. im positive
haix. it is not da usual pms if u ask me
as much as i lurf snsj i mus admit some part of me dread sat coming
i knw the usual me wun feel dis way
i ove my cca. i REALLY REALLY do!
esp when candice went "sj is so united!"
im so proud of ourselves!!*grin*
but saturday means cca. cca measn drills. drills = not up to std drills
which means me scolding agn. i swear i hate scolding! it sux big time.
emotionally draining. but however hard i try i cant seem to get the sec 3s drills right
i tried. i really really tried. very hard.
but it seems my trying is not enuf. doesnt seem to work at all.
so im gna do wad i tink i shd do.
im not gna give up. i nv give up. i hate giving up. i dun like it.
altho i alwaes nearly did.
im jus doing away w thgs i see no good persisiting with.
i wanta continue trying but it's not gna do anybody or me gd. so yeas.
n by no measn am i a biased person.
i seriously dun understand.
if im not biased how can ppl say i am?
it's dammit weird.
n im bewildered. i hate being accused of smth i nv did or nv wus.
but nw im ok!:) thnx to a1!!! lurf them so much!
i still tink tht u only live once so y dun u live it happily?
n btw my mates ard me hv decided to do away w my bdae!
wad kinda pals hv i gotten myself? *pouts*
say wad, shakespeare is mre impt than ME!!!
*pouts agn* i want my birthday!
n i will keep on reminding ur! IT'S ON 23 APR!!!
hehes. my wishlist is cuming up. there's no escaping it.
waych dis space. but i tink ur will erhs. not watch?? hahahhahahahahs!!!
Saturday, April 10, 2004
:):):)
btw, liverpool lost.
oh wells.
newcastle's gonna lose too.
i just noe it.
hah.
Friday, April 09, 2004
to nobody/it's me.
frigging irritating wasnt directed at u.
it was for me.
for myself.
tt's how i felt abt my own selfishness,
abt my reaction.
wrote tt entry when i was down.
really down.
n im telling the truth when i say u arent the one who's makng me down.
there are other factors, u noe?
i dont want you to be upset.
i dont want you to be sad.
i dont want you to leave.
i want you to be happy.
i hope things can on as usual for both of us.
these are all i ask for.
i noe it's selfish of me to be making requests at this point of time...
but yeah, i do.
n i didnt expect u to find our blog.
i share this with my fren.
yeah.
n all the conversation tt we had?
i meant every single word tt i said.
coss my heart.
Thursday, April 08, 2004
for darl vann's sake: this is wans blogging..
hahhahhahas.. betta?
:):):)
*hugs*
went for the airhead movie therapy today!
the prince n me.
julia stiles! luke mably!
my god.
so wen xin!!!
n i love my fellow therapy seeker so much!
jojo? im toking abt u!
thanks for ur company today. had so much fun. n i enjoyed myself. n we'd take neos the next time, okays? i promise.
*hugs*
im so prouda myself too!
did the red house poster n my capt was impressed.
immediately took mine n ta's n some others (i think) to show mr foo n ms oh.
*grins*
n i passed my amath!
qius? we all hafta work harder, yeahs?
love my fellow zier. love my fellow tuition mate.
loads.
hahaahs.. since im proclaiming my love to so may people, i love gen too!
another believer in fairy tales.
:):):)
u're no. 1, u noe?
n eiz. n pamms.
fellow ziers.
gotta help me out of my problem.
wad will life be without the ziers?!
*hugs*
karm! how can i forget u?
hahahahs.. n ur butt isnt exactly tt big.
it's big ebough 2 block half of our doorway though.
hahahahs...
just joking.
will bombard ur guestbk with love soon.
Monday, April 05, 2004
:):):)
thank you eiz.
thank you karm.
thank you vann.
love u all loads.
i noe im loved.
those are just wad i felt @ the spur of the moment.
some crazy stuff tt was going thru my head.
chem's on wed.
speaking of which, i noe nuts abt the topics tested.
electrolysis.
elecric cell.
qa.
my god.
darn/
Saturday, April 03, 2004
realised that im with nobody actually.
im actually quite alone.
it's a mistake right from the start.
now im paying for it dearly.
n all the childhood nightmares are coming back to haunt me.
it's the facade shit all over again.
the fakeness of everything.
the superficiality of it.
n me getting all riled up n jealous becos of it.
urgh.
happiness never lasts long, doesnt it?
Friday, April 02, 2004
hahahhas.. feeling:
blissful.
happy.
relaxed.
i dont noe the reasons myself?
but i guess i'd rather feel this way than being depressed n all?
hahhahas..
n im still grinning like a stupid fool.
gonna catch an airhead movie with jojo next wk.
the prince n me!!!
hahahhas.. i love airhead movies man.
n i can ald see eiz shaking her head @ me.
:):):)
will haf this kind of wen xin kind of feeling after i watched the movies?
hahahahs.. yay!
silly but hahahahas..
n 2 dearie karm.
i feel like copying the poem out here.
for every1 to see.
2 show how just wonderful ur english is.
hahahs..
but it's personal, isnt it?
becos of u:
im loving love too.
*grins*
floating.
dun bring me down.
not yet anyway.
*smiles*
Friday, April 30, 2004
woooohoo! bdae treat tmr! really cant wait..grin
body aching all over
gwad. i really hate the stairs in our sku
not for the first time
so what's new?
but why do our classrm hafta be so on top?
groans.
vans wus being super funny today
with all her aches on her legs n back
hahahhas. mrs ang wus super tickled during chem remedial
she cldnt sit dwn so i wus lyk "ok. 1, 2, 3. DOWN!"
n she plopped dwn. hahhahahas
NAPFA ystd. qt ok la.
wus really disappointed with my sit-ups n IFAH
really cant mk it.
jus tht 1 n i can get A
dammit. stupid stomach. so bu zheng qi.
`blows air
n IFAH wus sucha flop.
i got A last yr! n nw drop to C!
`blows air agn
but oh wells. at least i got gold la.
but individual performance wusnt gd.
`blows air third time
i really cant wait for tmr!
but i suspect a huge pimple is forming on my face!
near tht pimple plantation last time!!!
groan.
but still..im gna eat til i drop tmr!
swensens here we cum!
we're gna laugh lamed talked shout n rox da place tmr!
grin.`rubs hand.
cant wait.
`qiu
[vans] ur aches will go away soon! dun worry! n hoipefully we will learn to love the stairs! QV bang rocks on..
[gen] love our grad talk!!! it mus continue! i mus really get dwn to work ald!
[por!] we're the so-called stars tmr! hahhahahs. they said tht they will do the backstage work n we jus sit there n shake leg! `grin.
Thursday, April 29, 2004
wans' complete listing of airhead movies.
hahhas... here goes:
1. Legally Blonde
2. Princess Diaries
3. Kate n Leopold
4. Crossroads
5. A Walk to Remember
6. Mr. Deeds
7. Two Week'd Notice
8. Johnny English
9. What A Girl Wants
10. How to Lose A Guy in 10 Days
11. Uptown Girls
12. The Prince n Me
hahas..
eiz*! it's not tt much, ehs?
but ive got 1 more 2 add to this list... soon.
win a date with ted hamilton!
hahahahs.. *beams*
love u eiz!
btw, i still need 2 see those tix away!
anybody interested?
they're worth $5.
but the price is negotiable.
let's see.. u may get the tix @ $4.50! or $4.
pls... pretty pls.. any takers?
vann*!
i love u loads man!
n im gonna win u.
betta start slimming down... so i can have enough stoamch space for tt sundae.
*grins*
greeds rule, yeah?
*hugs*
:):):)
karm*!
hahas.. i noe u are a fan of our blog.
always leaving such nice n sweet messages.
spicing up our blog.
*grins*
n all tt squirming in the seats today.
poor yvonne.
n me.
n bobs.
hahas.. love u too!
*hugs*
:):):)
im happy.
*beams*
Wednesday, April 28, 2004
had 2.4 today! n it was great.
got an A alright!
*grins*
n im not going for the vjc funfair anymore.
BUT i haf $5 worth of coupons with me now, n i need 2 get rid of them.
urgently.
hahahs.. anyone's interested?
cos im going 2 celebrate my birthday this saturday!
haahhas.. @ swensens with the people i love loads.
n after tt, we're going for an airhead movie therapy...
win a date with ted hamilton!
hahahas.. im so excited!
sat with pong @ the khatib station today n talked for 1 n 1/2 hrs.
abt her n her n her.
ive finally found someone who understands the exact way i feel.
abt her.
abt my exco life.
n we just talked n laughed.
n shared secrets.
pong? i noe u'll not see this, but i will tell u 2 pop by some days, yeah?
hahas.. ilove you.
loads.
happy birthday, daddy!
i noe u'll never see this.. cos if u do, im dead.
haahahs...
love you. though ive never ever said so.
:):):)
Monday, April 26, 2004
ta*
happy birthday!
*grins*
happy birthday 2 u, dear!
my fellow slacker!
hahhahas...
will try 2 get 2 school early tomm?
i may even have the chance of walking u to the canteen!
hahahs...
love you.
*hugs*
Saturday, April 24, 2004
She's got a lip ring and 5 colours in her hair,
Not into fashion but I love the clothes she wears,
Her tattoo's always hidden by her underwear.
She don't care.
Everybody wants to know her name,
I threw a house party and she came
Everyone asked me
Who the hell is she?
That weirdo with 5 colours in her hair.
She's just a loner with a sexy attitude,
I'd like to phone her cos she puts me in the mood.
The rumours spreading that she cooks in the nude.
She don't care.
Everybody wants to know her name,
How does she cope with her new found fame?
Everyone asks me,
Who the hell is she?
That weirdo with 5 colours in her hair.
She was all I thought about,
The girl I couldn't live without.
But then she went insane,
She couldn't take the fame
She said I was to blame
She'd had enough
And shaved five colours off
And now she's just a weirdo with no name.
Everybody wants to know her name.
How does she cope with her new found fame?
Everyone asks me,
Who the hell is she,
That weirdo with 5 colours in her hair.
McFly>>> 5 colous in her hair.
back frm the camp.
wad a camp it was.
spent so much time eating away in the canteen n slacking with the other facilitators?
i hate tt woman.
she was so frigging irritating?
she was unreasonable.
n she made no sense.
wad still no realization?
there's something dreadfully wrong with her english, i must say.
n she kept forcing us 2 reply loudly to her senseless questions when she herself was mumbling away.
n y the hell shld i noe the safety rules of the dammit camp?
n y is she critising the way the camp is being run when we arent even the organisers?
n who gives her the rite 2 slam the way the school camps are being organised? does she noe how much hard work n effort we put in 2 sensure the success of a camp?
no.
no.
NO!
urgh.
im so disgusted with her.
i wished we've made her slap her own face.
Thursday, April 22, 2004
qius*
happy birthday!
hahahahs.. tada!
like the backgrd?
courtesy of vann pokk.
n she made it for u, with lots of love.
n gen helped too!
she helped me load the backgrd 2 some webby so tt i will be able 2 link it 2 our blog!
*beams*
guess who sourced for the picts?
his picts?
ME!!!
n there were like 350 pages of his picts @ getty images. 3419 picts of him?
or somewhere ard tt no.?
hahahas.. u've gotta treat me betta mans!
cos becos of u n ur bdae, i dreamt of beckham tt night!
my god. to my horror of all horrors!
hahahhas...
but it is all worth it, i guess...
cos u mean the world to me!
okay, how long shall this backgrd stay here?
guess it can stay till i come back frm camp.
BUT if u want it 2 stay longer, feel free 2 come negotiate the terms with me!
will be spending ur bdae having camp.
haahahs.. but i will be thinking of u!
just want to tell u that:
u've brightened up my life a whole damn lot!
n having math tuition with u is great!
all our swimming dates!
pirates of the carribean! i had 2 drag u 2 the cinema! n guess who laughed louder? guess who enjoyed herself?
all the long long long telephone convos.
the soccer matches talk! the way u wld ring me up just 2 tell me the scores.
the sec 1 memories!
the zies tour!
the zies outing!
the zies meals!
the zies shirt!
the godchildren who im going 2 haf. *grins*
ilove u loads qius.
for the fren who u are.
for the fren who u will be.
for the fren who will always be there for me.
*hugs*
happy birthday!
Monday, April 19, 2004
okay qius.. u really have lots of faith in us, huh?
think we are all banks or something, ehs?
*grins*
btw, 23rd april's still not on my calendar.
pray for a miracle, yeah?
:):):)
im making too many empty promises.
or so i think.
i cant seem 2 cope with everything.
with all the workload piling up.
n my output's like decreasing.
gradually.
darn.
i really dont haf much time 2 waste.
2 dilly-dally.
2 fool ard.
becos i really want 2 go for tt dream education overseas?
okay, i shall use this as a source of motivation frm today onwards.
all right, frm tomm onwards.
boo.
n i wish tt im more patient.
wish 2 be a nicer person.
i was irritated with 2 people today.
just becos i dont like them.
n i cld barely resist the urge 2 turn ard n roll my eyes @ them.
2 bare my teeth @ them.
2 snap @ them.
but, well. i
succeeded in ignoring them.
hah.
but i hate myself.
i wish i can let them know my feelings.
but oh well, tt will be bad.
cant believe ive been entrusted with tt highly difficult task.
ohmygod, how am i suposed 2 open my mouth n tell her wad we all think of her?
n ive never been patient.
or good with my words.
think id be pulling my hair @ the end of tt session.
if there's ever going 2 be one.
how how how???
:(
Sunday, April 18, 2004
qiu's wishlist is right below which will/might/hopefully come true? *grins*
- a shopping spree!
wonder how am i gna weasel one outta anyone!!! so thts kinda lyk wun cum true la.
oh wells.
- sports tote! preferably in purple and black!
u knw. the type tht has a compartment to put shoes wans. i want it in purple and
black! not too gu niang for me!
- new pouch
i literally hv many holes in my pouch!
- tht black skirt frm topshop!
im a size 10! ask gen jo or vans. they knw which one!:)
- purple NB shorts!
i still want it no matter how sissy vans says it is!
- funky star earrings!
i hv an obsession with stars!
- greatest hits of a1!
- endless supply of uncle tobys!
erhs. wiv breaks in between cus according to jo, overdose will result in constipation!
*grins*
wells. i ges mre will cum ltr? hehehehhes! but im nt a greedy gurl! i only hv 8 nw! but dun worry. mre will DEFINITELY cum ltr. heys ppl! hv fun mking them come true for me! *grins*
woohoo! wad a great day!
buffet at plaza hotel wus SUPERB GREAT FANTABULOUS YUMMY!!!
ate for 4 hrs straight! non-stop!
i nearly wept wiv joy cus of the food on the buffet table!
shark's fin..sashimi..jap hand roll..soft shell crabs..fried chicken..roti prata in all kinda flavour..tempura..yong tau foo..wanton noodle..choc cake..pudding..ice cream..
da list goes on and on!!!! there's mre! there's mre!
i wolfed dwn bowls aft bowls of shark's fin..plates aft plates of sashimi tht were THIS thick..crispy tempura str outta the wok..n OYSTERS!!! my goodness...they were great!
moans..
*dreamy look*
GREAT! GREAT! GREAT!
i needed some space to digest the words of food abit!:)
n aft 2dae i ges im growing into a fat pig!
cus i found out tht my metabolism rate is HIGH!!!
2 hrs aft the BIG buffet i wus hungry agn!
n i wenta eat dinner!
n i came hm n ate a huge chunk of cheese bread!
mayb i shd start to jian fei..
BUT..
it's my bdae week! hahhahahas. mus eat til im on da verge of exploding!:)
no guilt this wk! wahahahahas!
i really love food!
Saturday, April 17, 2004
s t a r spangled red *
we are second!!!
hahahahs..
my god/
thanks for blessing us.
:):):)
im so so so happy!
*grins*
this is my last sports day in st nicks.
wad a way 2 end it off.
i will always remember this man.
btw, congratulations to everybody frm blue house.
they are champs again.
hahahs..
Friday, April 16, 2004
hahahas.. had a w o n d e r f u l day today.
ws rushing fm 1 place 2 another..
frm chem to cca to slc meeting to the field.
but didnt stay long @ the slc meeting though, cos i was utterly bored.
cos i was being ignored.
n i was sitting there, drumming my fingers on cheryl's pink file, trying 2 while the time away.
daydreaming...
*grins*
it's sports day tomm!
im so excited!
s t a r spangled red*
we're gonna do our best, yes?
:):):)
n i love yellowcard!
the songs!
ooh.
hahahs..
like them loads.
though my sister finds it a lil annoying.
n she has decided 2 ban me frm playing in the stydy rm.
claims it's too noisy.
hahhas.. but i still love 'em.
*grins*
karm*
hahahs.. thanks!
ilove you.
im gonna try my very best, ehs?
cos i haf u supporting me!
*hugs u tight*
:):):)
Wednesday, April 14, 2004
i hate you.
every single one of you.
i want to get outta here.
far far away.
where no one can ctrl me.
where no one can breathe down my neck.
im gonna try my very best to achieve this:
i want to go to italy.
badly.
Sunday, April 11, 2004
a1 rox mans! their songs r lyk ooooooooooh!
really cheered me up!
n i miss them loads:(
i wus kinda in the dumps on sat
k. mayb nt really. but moody lyk shit.
plus my explorer is conky!
i cldnt view my blog at all!
dun ask me y now can. it's mad. im positive
haix. it is not da usual pms if u ask me
as much as i lurf snsj i mus admit some part of me dread sat coming
i knw the usual me wun feel dis way
i ove my cca. i REALLY REALLY do!
esp when candice went "sj is so united!"
im so proud of ourselves!!*grin*
but saturday means cca. cca measn drills. drills = not up to std drills
which means me scolding agn. i swear i hate scolding! it sux big time.
emotionally draining. but however hard i try i cant seem to get the sec 3s drills right
i tried. i really really tried. very hard.
but it seems my trying is not enuf. doesnt seem to work at all.
so im gna do wad i tink i shd do.
im not gna give up. i nv give up. i hate giving up. i dun like it.
altho i alwaes nearly did.
im jus doing away w thgs i see no good persisiting with.
i wanta continue trying but it's not gna do anybody or me gd. so yeas.
n by no measn am i a biased person.
i seriously dun understand.
if im not biased how can ppl say i am?
it's dammit weird.
n im bewildered. i hate being accused of smth i nv did or nv wus.
but nw im ok!:) thnx to a1!!! lurf them so much!
i still tink tht u only live once so y dun u live it happily?
n btw my mates ard me hv decided to do away w my bdae!
wad kinda pals hv i gotten myself? *pouts*
say wad, shakespeare is mre impt than ME!!!
*pouts agn* i want my birthday!
n i will keep on reminding ur! IT'S ON 23 APR!!!
hehes. my wishlist is cuming up. there's no escaping it.
waych dis space. but i tink ur will erhs. not watch?? hahahhahahahahs!!!
Saturday, April 10, 2004
:):):)
btw, liverpool lost.
oh wells.
newcastle's gonna lose too.
i just noe it.
hah.
Friday, April 09, 2004
to nobody/it's me.
frigging irritating wasnt directed at u.
it was for me.
for myself.
tt's how i felt abt my own selfishness,
abt my reaction.
wrote tt entry when i was down.
really down.
n im telling the truth when i say u arent the one who's makng me down.
there are other factors, u noe?
i dont want you to be upset.
i dont want you to be sad.
i dont want you to leave.
i want you to be happy.
i hope things can on as usual for both of us.
these are all i ask for.
i noe it's selfish of me to be making requests at this point of time...
but yeah, i do.
n i didnt expect u to find our blog.
i share this with my fren.
yeah.
n all the conversation tt we had?
i meant every single word tt i said.
coss my heart.
Thursday, April 08, 2004
for darl vann's sake: this is wans blogging..
hahhahhahas.. betta?
:):):)
*hugs*
went for the airhead movie therapy today!
the prince n me.
julia stiles! luke mably!
my god.
so wen xin!!!
n i love my fellow therapy seeker so much!
jojo? im toking abt u!
thanks for ur company today. had so much fun. n i enjoyed myself. n we'd take neos the next time, okays? i promise.
*hugs*
im so prouda myself too!
did the red house poster n my capt was impressed.
immediately took mine n ta's n some others (i think) to show mr foo n ms oh.
*grins*
n i passed my amath!
qius? we all hafta work harder, yeahs?
love my fellow zier. love my fellow tuition mate.
loads.
hahaahs.. since im proclaiming my love to so may people, i love gen too!
another believer in fairy tales.
:):):)
u're no. 1, u noe?
n eiz. n pamms.
fellow ziers.
gotta help me out of my problem.
wad will life be without the ziers?!
*hugs*
karm! how can i forget u?
hahahahs.. n ur butt isnt exactly tt big.
it's big ebough 2 block half of our doorway though.
hahahahs...
just joking.
will bombard ur guestbk with love soon.
Monday, April 05, 2004
:):):)
thank you eiz.
thank you karm.
thank you vann.
love u all loads.
i noe im loved.
those are just wad i felt @ the spur of the moment.
some crazy stuff tt was going thru my head.
chem's on wed.
speaking of which, i noe nuts abt the topics tested.
electrolysis.
elecric cell.
qa.
my god.
darn/
Saturday, April 03, 2004
realised that im with nobody actually.
im actually quite alone.
it's a mistake right from the start.
now im paying for it dearly.
n all the childhood nightmares are coming back to haunt me.
it's the facade shit all over again.
the fakeness of everything.
the superficiality of it.
n me getting all riled up n jealous becos of it.
urgh.
happiness never lasts long, doesnt it?
Friday, April 02, 2004
hahahhas.. feeling:
blissful.
happy.
relaxed.
i dont noe the reasons myself?
but i guess i'd rather feel this way than being depressed n all?
hahhahas..
n im still grinning like a stupid fool.
gonna catch an airhead movie with jojo next wk.
the prince n me!!!
hahahhas.. i love airhead movies man.
n i can ald see eiz shaking her head @ me.
:):):)
will haf this kind of wen xin kind of feeling after i watched the movies?
hahahahs.. yay!
silly but hahahahas..
n 2 dearie karm.
i feel like copying the poem out here.
for every1 to see.
2 show how just wonderful ur english is.
hahahs..
but it's personal, isnt it?
becos of u:
im loving love too.
*grins*
floating.
dun bring me down.
not yet anyway.
*smiles*
