Monday, June 28, 2004
my god.
the first day of school and i ald feel smothered.
haha.
those tests.
the mocks.
the results.
the stress.
the pressure.
bloody hell.
looking on the bright side of life, im going to catch spidey! on 30 june.
coming wednesday tt is.
hahah we won the free tix to the movie.
by jumping past this certain height, tt's all.
--grins-
me, qius, pamm n pokk.
hahaha n then we went to try out the daniel yam gowns?
so fun!
haha n well, gotta go.
back to vectors test, baby.
Friday, June 25, 2004
england is out
DAMN
i slept even ltr today
at 0630?
match lost it's ok but carvalho man of the match?
HELLO???
uefa r u kidding me?
ashley cole was the best on the pitch!
shadowing ronaldo wherever he goes!
UNFAIR. ok so now im whining like cassano
wells. i have the right to dun i?
shaking through out the whole penalty shoot-out
i ate up my heart when becks missed his penalty
it got revived when rui costa missed his
n im sure it got digested after ricardo scored:(
woke up as a zombie this morning
i have one word: ROONEY
poor guy:(
im sure we would have won with him on the pitch
THE PORTUGESE ARE PETRIFIED OF HIM.
i seem to have all the luck lately dun i?
bad complexion. worse haircut ever. I HATE MY HAIR!!!! and england out.
and best of all little ton-ton frm ACS(BUGGER)
u tell us to watch out
but let me tell you
YOU WATCH OUT LITTLE TON-TON
ur fatso sis tells us not to hide behind our pathetic screen slamming ppl?
oops. sorry? look who's hiding?
why? little ton-ton's guts has flown outta him?
needa hide behind da jie-jie for protection?
BIG SNORT.
we have no time for your silly little antics
and you're wrong
IT DOESN'T GET TO US
so ask ur fatso sis to look properly at her body first before making some comment abt ours?
im 1000000% sure tht im skinnier than her?
the four of you disgust me grealty beyond words
n i feel btr getting this off my chest ONCE AND FOR ALL
happy waiting this saturday!
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAS!
BYE!
P.S. i dun tink u will get to see this will u? but with a dog nose like urs snoozing ard im sure u will?
england's out.
bloody hell.
crap crap crap crap.
it's all crap.
Thursday, June 24, 2004
now i remember why i hate shopping.
because i feel out of place.
because i feel alienated.
because im such a frump.
becos half the clothes sold wont be able to fit me anyway.
n i slouch so much, my god.
n im so guilty man.
my mum was there, trying to get me into the shopping mood, offering to pay for all the stuff that i want to buy n all.
joking with me.
but i just cldnt shake off those feelings n thoughts.
so i just walked with her,
uninterested,
unmoved.
damn. now im so guilty.
but darn do i hate shopping.
but argh! my sister's graduation ceremony is on 14th june.
n i hafta get some clothes tt aint casual.
so jeans n demin skirts are like out.
but hey! arent these stuff tt teens wear these days?
n i still think tt people our age who dont dress our age look wierd.
yeah.
so how am i supoosed to buy clothes n love shopping with these kind of ideas still stuck in my head?
i think i noe the real problem.
i hate me.
i hate me.
i hate me.
n i dont think pple care.
they say they do, but they dont.
not really anyway.
like wad pokk said the other day.
it's like sorta wierd.
eveybody single one of us are such goddamn hypocrites.
we pretend to be nice to somebody, lend a shoulder to cry on n everything, then wad do we do behind their backs/
backstab?
gossip?
laugh?
ridicule?
oh well, at least i do tt.
n ive promised myself so many times tt i wont hurt anyone again n again.
tt i shld just stop having fun at the expanse of other pple.
but ive something to tell u, u big sissy!
u make me sick.
u shld go get a life.
get a grip.
u're giving me diabetes!
but boy am i glad tt it's all over.
tt is something i can cheer about though.
so now, while im going to cry myself to slp, i wonder how many pple will actually read this n think tt im nuts.
loony. screw gone loose.
haha but so many wierd thoughts are passing thru my head now.
how i will want to pick qius as my partner if we ever go for amazing race.
how the zies always haf so much fun.
how i wanted to go to lp concert.
how eiz always manage to look so hot.
abt england vs portugal match.
so mnay..
n how i hate myself so much.
the me ive become today.
Tuesday, June 22, 2004
yipee!
owen owen owen.
argh!
but nvm, they still won!
:):):)
Monday, June 21, 2004
i love u daddy!
:)
n i pormise 2 be good.
Sunday, June 20, 2004
compassidence 2004
it all ended yesterday.
but boy! did we haf loads of fun!
:)
it was such a success!
grand debate was so entertaining!
most of us went amk central to celebrate after the whole thing...
me, cheryl, chai, cand, shuting, ta, jacq, ade, jdi, kang, loreen, wenhan, justin, deb, lirong, bin, daniel, choon boon n sng tiak.
hahah n we were all spreaded out among 4 tables
n the ice kachang!
yums yums
--grins-
n we were gossiping as usual.
or at least me chai cheryl cand n shuting
--beams-
now we arent keeping anything frm one another anymore, ehs?
n pubbers! we rock!
:)
never haf so much fun working before
ahahha n we polished off 15 boxes of food among the 7 of us!
--grins-
i love my pubbers. LOADS.
Friday, June 18, 2004
hahas.. though owen didnt score, it's okay!
it's alright!
becos they still won!
:):):) yipeee!
Thursday, June 17, 2004
pple im remembering in my prayer tonight:
[alphabatically]
dad
mum
hanhui
hanting
kai
granny
all my aunties
all my uncles
all my cousins
ade
amanda
annabel
bobs/christine
cand
chai
cheryl/s
debbie
debra
denise/pong
dor soh
eiz
erica
fels
gen
huaxia
jacq
jo
justin
karm
lala/weiz
lirong
liwei
lydia
loreen
lucinda
nuans
pamm
patathai
qius
rebekah
ruyu/chia
sheez
sher
shuting
silvia
sutyee
ta
vann pokk
wanj
yen
yvonne
england squad! they gotta beat switzerland man.
:)
Tuesday, June 15, 2004
alright. changed the font colour
hope everything's betta!
n yeas, it's all purple.
qius! see? it's purple!
okay, i shall change the colour scheme next mth or smthg.
hahahs.. maybe to shades of orange.
:)
oops. mom's gonna start grounding me.
so i'd betta be guai.
Monday, June 14, 2004
it was all gone in 3 FUCKING MINUTES.
i seriously dont believe it mans.
i thought we had it ald
i really thought so
and then tht lumbering gorilla just hafta use his physical powress at the wrong end:(
and gerrard. BIG GROAN.
and becks missed his penalty. DOUBLE GROAN.
it's painful just talking abt it
i sat gaping at the tv screen for 45 mins aft the match
all the while looking at santini garbling on and on in french
what the heck was he rambling on and on abt?
and there was this real sissy guy wearing sum purple patchy shirt
bleahs. he was the translator. SISSY.
but oh wells. it's all gone.
right now england has to concentrate on the switzerland match
which im not going to watch
will be away at camp. boo.
BUT im gonna mk my sis commentate to me on the phone
hahahahas! but tht lazy ass went off to sleep aft 30 mins of the england match. i doubt she will be able to stay awake this thurs.
i have faith in england
they are going to make it.
as for france, great job u cockerels!
esp zidane. great player.
grudging admiration for him!
see u cockerels on july 4 in lisbon!
and this time there will be no mistakes abt ANYTHING.
we will get it right.
hahahahas
today was sucha stupid day!
down down down in the dumps man.
how can england lose?
okay, let me phrase tt betta. how can france win by pure luck?!
3 stupid minutes was all they took to claim the 3 bloody points.
3 mins. 180 seconds! 1/20 hr!!!
damn it arhs.
jawhsuieg3udxbcruifyc89rvc89ptvfgc.
freaks.
urgh.
--moan-
hahs.. i noe qius said tt she's beyond moaning.
im not.
--MOAN!-
n u noe wad?
i dont think anyone has spent 8 hrs in the teachers' resource rm b4?
okay, minus 20 mins for lunch break./
7 hrs 40 mins?!
wrestling with the copier n the printer.
im exhausted man.
197 prog booklets.
117 contact boolets.
but i haf pple to thank too. for making this period of time passable. n enjoyable. pple who came n left n cheered me up: jacq, nuans n justin. yea, pub comm does rock!
n cheryl s too, of course. u gotta take care.
oh yeah, cand n huaxia too!
--grins-
n a dedication to my dearest dearest partner.
qius pok.
i love u loads!
who else can i grouse to regarding the stupid results of soccer?
who else can i turn to at the end of a stupid freaking day?
who else accompany me to all the long long math tuiton classes?
i can never love u enough, dear!
--beams- at qius.
n u noe wad? our new backgrd's gonna be so cool!
yay!
--jo!
u noe i wont want u to treat me lunch.
tt's wad frens are for, aint it?
to be there.
to cheer u on.
to smile with u. to cry with u.
to lend u a shoulder. o lend u the brolly.
just wnat to see u smile.
:)
im grinning for now.
:)
Saturday, June 12, 2004
the day after tomorrow..
the bestest and coolest movie i've watched this yr!
those ppl out there who hv not watched quick go!!!
it was mind blowing..simply exhilarating!
i was so sucked in by the movie and by jake gyllenhaal! grin.
aaaaaaaaaaah! pure eye-candy! so damn cute! hahahas.
jus saw him on uk trl. SO DAMN CUTE!!! grin.
HE'S SO HOT! grin.
towned with ting ting ystd
love towning with her! full of giggles and nannying!
hahahas. never loses her temper with me or scold me..
oh wells. mayb except for tht fd thing.
thanks ting!
ur alwaes there for me and not grumbling abt things i drag u to do
hehehes. i knw i shdn't bully u but i nv did! grin.
i knew u were qt bored ystd with me dragging u to try on piece aft piece of clothes..hehehes..but u still said nth!
ttqq rock yeas? we still manage to get our prizes!
like i say..it's man zai er gui!
love ya loads ting ting!
oh yeas..and we must go shopping together when we're older. i dun wanta end up like those lonely ppl i told u abt! i wun b able to stand it!
happy birthday pamm!
hey hey, my fellow zie! --grins-
i called u yesterday to wish u a happy bdae but u rejected my call!
hurmph.
but nevertheless, i hope u enjoyed urself!
may all ur wishes come true and stay funky dear!
ur present frm the zies... heh heh, u still hafta wait!
cos even eiz's present is still in the making.
oops. n her bithday's like on 11 Jan?
sorry eiz, u'd just hafta wait a little longer.
:)
i love you loads pamm,
eons n back.
love.
jo!
--hugs jo tight-
dont like to see u sad.
glad to be ur sunshine! --beams at u-
remember, im always here for u, okay?
ur auntie loves her neice loadies too!
n u mean the world to me.
so, do take care of urself, okay?
till the next time i see u then.
much love.
Thursday, June 10, 2004
when we achieved the glory that ur failed so badly to achieve ur crowded ard us to bask in it
but when we failed horribly ur shunned us
what's the world coming to?
people are really practical nowadays.
and ur have really proven this fact.
in the bestest way ever.
thank you for all ur support.
time flies by too fast.
think im getting wierd.
keep on missing the steps these days.
the last step always seem non-existant.
n sometimes if there were no steps, i would actually see one.
darn.
going crazy.
nvm abt tt.
into the 2nd wk of the hols.
n i havent done much.
:/
it hurts.
the way u push me away.
the way u think tt all my stuff are unimportant.
now tt sister's back, u suck.
-wans
Monday, June 07, 2004
im sick and tired of everything in my life
im sick and tired of being taken for granted
im sick and tired of taking shit from people
im sick and tired of being neglected
im sick and tired of all the fakeness around me
im sick and tired of being the way i am
im sick and tired of being put down by unreasonable people
im sick and tired of being lonely
im sick and tired of people looking at me thru their tinted glasses
and most of all im sick and tired of me
listen to me whine and i feel like slapping myself
what kinda of wuss am i?
mayb it's school. but i know it's not.
school is just an excuse for all my actions or is it?
i dun seem to know wad im doing now
i dun seem to be the old me anymore
and i hate the way i am now
always so whiny and demanding
i hate myself
and i know i cant stop myself from sinking deeper into this self pity
`qiu
Saturday, June 05, 2004
maybe my nerves were a little more than frayed.
hahas.. becos im okay now!
but...
i hope u'll never treat me in tt same way again.
i hope u'll never make me feel like an unwanted ass again.
i hope u'll make me feel appreciated.
i hope u'll remember the pact.
going 2 bob's party tomm.
happy bdae bobs!
though i doubt u'll ever see this, judging by the amt of time u spend online.
--grins-
*hugs u tight*
n the zies love u ehs?
esp the 2 proud owners of this blog.
n nah, i dont think i'll get u pompret, much as i want to.
love u loads, table mate!
n i promise me n sher will make ur sku day a special one on tues.
love you.
loads.
my sister's coming back,
arriving tonight.
2355hrs.
woah, it's been a mth.
how time flies!
bon voyage dear.
:):):)
Thursday, June 03, 2004
mischief managed!
hahahs.. as promised, la!
oh yeah, la n me sorta made a deal today after we watched harry potter together @ sun plaza.
but for a ulu-fied place, it's actually quite crowded!
--grins
okay, la will type 'i solemnly swear im up to no good' somewhere on her blog n im supposed 2 continue the sentence.
so tada! there it goes. hah.
harry potter was great!
brilliant.
but they missed out quite a bit of details.
but it's okay. who's complaining?
--grins
i love la loads.
jo!
i hope u're alright.
n u received my message?
im here, okay?
to hold u. to hug u.
to wipe ur tears away.
dont be too scared.
everything will turn out fine.
do keep me posted, okay?
ur auntie loves u!
shucks.
i felt like rolling my eyes at u today.
i wanted to remind u of all the pacts we made way back.
how can
u actually forget it/.
n the way u've treating me lately, it sucks.
maybe u've behaving like this all along.
maybe my nerves are more than alittle frayed lately.
but we used to have so much fun together.
before u start making me feel like an irritating pest.
somebody extra.
somebody who's unwanted.
it hurts.
i hope we can go back to the way we are.
n u noe something?
i bet u wont noe im talking abt u.
cos we are all living in the cotton candy land.
where everything's soft n fluffy n all pretty.
it's all a pretty illusion.
ephemeral as the morning mists swirling round my ankles.
Tuesday, June 01, 2004
was scouting ard n i found....
hanson's website!!!
--grins-
oohlala.
hahas..
www.hanson.net
yeps.
for the benefit of qius.
n qius! the lyrics are just for u.
found with loads of love.
Cigars in the summer time
Under the sky by the light I can feel her read my mind
I can see it in her eyes
Under the moon as it plays like music every line
There's a rug with a bleeding dye
Under the fan in the room where the passions burning high
And a chair with the leopard skin under the light
It's always Penny and me tonight
On the plane step with both my feet
Riding in seat number three on a flight to NYC
Got my bean in a coffee cup next to my seat
Catch the view and another good book to read
Sitting at home or the friendly skies missing her eyes
It's always Penny and me tonight
Penny and me like to roll the window down
Turn the radio up push the pedal to the ground
Penny and me like to gaze at starry skies
Close our eyes pretend to fly
It's always Penny and me tonight
Staring at a million city lights
But still Penny and I are all alone beneath the sky
Feel the wind brushing slowly by
If I could soar I would try, to take these wings and fly
Away to where the leaves turn red
But no matter where I am instead
Singing along to feeling alright
Or making it by under pink moonlight
It's always Penny and me tonight
Penny and me like to roll the window down
Turn the radio up push the pedal to the ground
Penny and me like to gaze as starry skies
Close our eyes pretend to fly
It's always penny and me tonight
Penny likes to get away
And drowned her pain, in lemonade
Penny dreams of rainy days
And coffee cake by the fireplace
And aimless conversations 'bout the better days
Singing along to feeling alright
Or making it by under pink moonlight
It's always Penny and me tonight
Penny and me like to roll the window down
Turn the radio up push the pedal to the ground
Penny and me like to gaze as starry skies
Close our eyes pretend to fly
It's always penny and me tonight
Penny and me tonight
Penny and me tonight
Penny and me tonight
It's always Penny and me tonight
(:
(:
(:
Monday, June 28, 2004
my god.
the first day of school and i ald feel smothered.
haha.
those tests.
the mocks.
the results.
the stress.
the pressure.
bloody hell.
looking on the bright side of life, im going to catch spidey! on 30 june.
coming wednesday tt is.
hahah we won the free tix to the movie.
by jumping past this certain height, tt's all.
--grins-
me, qius, pamm n pokk.
hahaha n then we went to try out the daniel yam gowns?
so fun!
haha n well, gotta go.
back to vectors test, baby.
Friday, June 25, 2004
england is out
DAMN
i slept even ltr today
at 0630?
match lost it's ok but carvalho man of the match?
HELLO???
uefa r u kidding me?
ashley cole was the best on the pitch!
shadowing ronaldo wherever he goes!
UNFAIR. ok so now im whining like cassano
wells. i have the right to dun i?
shaking through out the whole penalty shoot-out
i ate up my heart when becks missed his penalty
it got revived when rui costa missed his
n im sure it got digested after ricardo scored:(
woke up as a zombie this morning
i have one word: ROONEY
poor guy:(
im sure we would have won with him on the pitch
THE PORTUGESE ARE PETRIFIED OF HIM.
i seem to have all the luck lately dun i?
bad complexion. worse haircut ever. I HATE MY HAIR!!!! and england out.
and best of all little ton-ton frm ACS(BUGGER)
u tell us to watch out
but let me tell you
YOU WATCH OUT LITTLE TON-TON
ur fatso sis tells us not to hide behind our pathetic screen slamming ppl?
oops. sorry? look who's hiding?
why? little ton-ton's guts has flown outta him?
needa hide behind da jie-jie for protection?
BIG SNORT.
we have no time for your silly little antics
and you're wrong
IT DOESN'T GET TO US
so ask ur fatso sis to look properly at her body first before making some comment abt ours?
im 1000000% sure tht im skinnier than her?
the four of you disgust me grealty beyond words
n i feel btr getting this off my chest ONCE AND FOR ALL
happy waiting this saturday!
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAS!
BYE!
P.S. i dun tink u will get to see this will u? but with a dog nose like urs snoozing ard im sure u will?
england's out.
bloody hell.
crap crap crap crap.
it's all crap.
Thursday, June 24, 2004
now i remember why i hate shopping.
because i feel out of place.
because i feel alienated.
because im such a frump.
becos half the clothes sold wont be able to fit me anyway.
n i slouch so much, my god.
n im so guilty man.
my mum was there, trying to get me into the shopping mood, offering to pay for all the stuff that i want to buy n all.
joking with me.
but i just cldnt shake off those feelings n thoughts.
so i just walked with her,
uninterested,
unmoved.
damn. now im so guilty.
but darn do i hate shopping.
but argh! my sister's graduation ceremony is on 14th june.
n i hafta get some clothes tt aint casual.
so jeans n demin skirts are like out.
but hey! arent these stuff tt teens wear these days?
n i still think tt people our age who dont dress our age look wierd.
yeah.
so how am i supoosed to buy clothes n love shopping with these kind of ideas still stuck in my head?
i think i noe the real problem.
i hate me.
i hate me.
i hate me.
n i dont think pple care.
they say they do, but they dont.
not really anyway.
like wad pokk said the other day.
it's like sorta wierd.
eveybody single one of us are such goddamn hypocrites.
we pretend to be nice to somebody, lend a shoulder to cry on n everything, then wad do we do behind their backs/
backstab?
gossip?
laugh?
ridicule?
oh well, at least i do tt.
n ive promised myself so many times tt i wont hurt anyone again n again.
tt i shld just stop having fun at the expanse of other pple.
but ive something to tell u, u big sissy!
u make me sick.
u shld go get a life.
get a grip.
u're giving me diabetes!
but boy am i glad tt it's all over.
tt is something i can cheer about though.
so now, while im going to cry myself to slp, i wonder how many pple will actually read this n think tt im nuts.
loony. screw gone loose.
haha but so many wierd thoughts are passing thru my head now.
how i will want to pick qius as my partner if we ever go for amazing race.
how the zies always haf so much fun.
how i wanted to go to lp concert.
how eiz always manage to look so hot.
abt england vs portugal match.
so mnay..
n how i hate myself so much.
the me ive become today.
Tuesday, June 22, 2004
yipee!
owen owen owen.
argh!
but nvm, they still won!
:):):)
Monday, June 21, 2004
i love u daddy!
:)
n i pormise 2 be good.
Sunday, June 20, 2004
compassidence 2004
it all ended yesterday.
but boy! did we haf loads of fun!
:)
it was such a success!
grand debate was so entertaining!
most of us went amk central to celebrate after the whole thing...
me, cheryl, chai, cand, shuting, ta, jacq, ade, jdi, kang, loreen, wenhan, justin, deb, lirong, bin, daniel, choon boon n sng tiak.
hahah n we were all spreaded out among 4 tables
n the ice kachang!
yums yums
--grins-
n we were gossiping as usual.
or at least me chai cheryl cand n shuting
--beams-
now we arent keeping anything frm one another anymore, ehs?
n pubbers! we rock!
:)
never haf so much fun working before
ahahha n we polished off 15 boxes of food among the 7 of us!
--grins-
i love my pubbers. LOADS.
Friday, June 18, 2004
hahas.. though owen didnt score, it's okay!
it's alright!
becos they still won!
:):):) yipeee!
Thursday, June 17, 2004
pple im remembering in my prayer tonight:
[alphabatically]
dad
mum
hanhui
hanting
kai
granny
all my aunties
all my uncles
all my cousins
ade
amanda
annabel
bobs/christine
cand
chai
cheryl/s
debbie
debra
denise/pong
dor soh
eiz
erica
fels
gen
huaxia
jacq
jo
justin
karm
lala/weiz
lirong
liwei
lydia
loreen
lucinda
nuans
pamm
patathai
qius
rebekah
ruyu/chia
sheez
sher
shuting
silvia
sutyee
ta
vann pokk
wanj
yen
yvonne
england squad! they gotta beat switzerland man.
:)
Tuesday, June 15, 2004
alright. changed the font colour
hope everything's betta!
n yeas, it's all purple.
qius! see? it's purple!
okay, i shall change the colour scheme next mth or smthg.
hahahs.. maybe to shades of orange.
:)
oops. mom's gonna start grounding me.
so i'd betta be guai.
Monday, June 14, 2004
it was all gone in 3 FUCKING MINUTES.
i seriously dont believe it mans.
i thought we had it ald
i really thought so
and then tht lumbering gorilla just hafta use his physical powress at the wrong end:(
and gerrard. BIG GROAN.
and becks missed his penalty. DOUBLE GROAN.
it's painful just talking abt it
i sat gaping at the tv screen for 45 mins aft the match
all the while looking at santini garbling on and on in french
what the heck was he rambling on and on abt?
and there was this real sissy guy wearing sum purple patchy shirt
bleahs. he was the translator. SISSY.
but oh wells. it's all gone.
right now england has to concentrate on the switzerland match
which im not going to watch
will be away at camp. boo.
BUT im gonna mk my sis commentate to me on the phone
hahahahas! but tht lazy ass went off to sleep aft 30 mins of the england match. i doubt she will be able to stay awake this thurs.
i have faith in england
they are going to make it.
as for france, great job u cockerels!
esp zidane. great player.
grudging admiration for him!
see u cockerels on july 4 in lisbon!
and this time there will be no mistakes abt ANYTHING.
we will get it right.
hahahahas
today was sucha stupid day!
down down down in the dumps man.
how can england lose?
okay, let me phrase tt betta. how can france win by pure luck?!
3 stupid minutes was all they took to claim the 3 bloody points.
3 mins. 180 seconds! 1/20 hr!!!
damn it arhs.
jawhsuieg3udxbcruifyc89rvc89ptvfgc.
freaks.
urgh.
--moan-
hahs.. i noe qius said tt she's beyond moaning.
im not.
--MOAN!-
n u noe wad?
i dont think anyone has spent 8 hrs in the teachers' resource rm b4?
okay, minus 20 mins for lunch break./
7 hrs 40 mins?!
wrestling with the copier n the printer.
im exhausted man.
197 prog booklets.
117 contact boolets.
but i haf pple to thank too. for making this period of time passable. n enjoyable. pple who came n left n cheered me up: jacq, nuans n justin. yea, pub comm does rock!
n cheryl s too, of course. u gotta take care.
oh yeah, cand n huaxia too!
--grins-
n a dedication to my dearest dearest partner.
qius pok.
i love u loads!
who else can i grouse to regarding the stupid results of soccer?
who else can i turn to at the end of a stupid freaking day?
who else accompany me to all the long long math tuiton classes?
i can never love u enough, dear!
--beams- at qius.
n u noe wad? our new backgrd's gonna be so cool!
yay!
--jo!
u noe i wont want u to treat me lunch.
tt's wad frens are for, aint it?
to be there.
to cheer u on.
to smile with u. to cry with u.
to lend u a shoulder. o lend u the brolly.
just wnat to see u smile.
:)
im grinning for now.
:)
Saturday, June 12, 2004
the day after tomorrow..
the bestest and coolest movie i've watched this yr!
those ppl out there who hv not watched quick go!!!
it was mind blowing..simply exhilarating!
i was so sucked in by the movie and by jake gyllenhaal! grin.
aaaaaaaaaaah! pure eye-candy! so damn cute! hahahas.
jus saw him on uk trl. SO DAMN CUTE!!! grin.
HE'S SO HOT! grin.
towned with ting ting ystd
love towning with her! full of giggles and nannying!
hahahas. never loses her temper with me or scold me..
oh wells. mayb except for tht fd thing.
thanks ting!
ur alwaes there for me and not grumbling abt things i drag u to do
hehehes. i knw i shdn't bully u but i nv did! grin.
i knew u were qt bored ystd with me dragging u to try on piece aft piece of clothes..hehehes..but u still said nth!
ttqq rock yeas? we still manage to get our prizes!
like i say..it's man zai er gui!
love ya loads ting ting!
oh yeas..and we must go shopping together when we're older. i dun wanta end up like those lonely ppl i told u abt! i wun b able to stand it!
happy birthday pamm!
hey hey, my fellow zie! --grins-
i called u yesterday to wish u a happy bdae but u rejected my call!
hurmph.
but nevertheless, i hope u enjoyed urself!
may all ur wishes come true and stay funky dear!
ur present frm the zies... heh heh, u still hafta wait!
cos even eiz's present is still in the making.
oops. n her bithday's like on 11 Jan?
sorry eiz, u'd just hafta wait a little longer.
:)
i love you loads pamm,
eons n back.
love.
jo!
--hugs jo tight-
dont like to see u sad.
glad to be ur sunshine! --beams at u-
remember, im always here for u, okay?
ur auntie loves her neice loadies too!
n u mean the world to me.
so, do take care of urself, okay?
till the next time i see u then.
much love.
Thursday, June 10, 2004
when we achieved the glory that ur failed so badly to achieve ur crowded ard us to bask in it
but when we failed horribly ur shunned us
what's the world coming to?
people are really practical nowadays.
and ur have really proven this fact.
in the bestest way ever.
thank you for all ur support.
time flies by too fast.
think im getting wierd.
keep on missing the steps these days.
the last step always seem non-existant.
n sometimes if there were no steps, i would actually see one.
darn.
going crazy.
nvm abt tt.
into the 2nd wk of the hols.
n i havent done much.
:/
it hurts.
the way u push me away.
the way u think tt all my stuff are unimportant.
now tt sister's back, u suck.
-wans
Monday, June 07, 2004
im sick and tired of everything in my life
im sick and tired of being taken for granted
im sick and tired of taking shit from people
im sick and tired of being neglected
im sick and tired of all the fakeness around me
im sick and tired of being the way i am
im sick and tired of being put down by unreasonable people
im sick and tired of being lonely
im sick and tired of people looking at me thru their tinted glasses
and most of all im sick and tired of me
listen to me whine and i feel like slapping myself
what kinda of wuss am i?
mayb it's school. but i know it's not.
school is just an excuse for all my actions or is it?
i dun seem to know wad im doing now
i dun seem to be the old me anymore
and i hate the way i am now
always so whiny and demanding
i hate myself
and i know i cant stop myself from sinking deeper into this self pity
`qiu
Saturday, June 05, 2004
maybe my nerves were a little more than frayed.
hahas.. becos im okay now!
but...
i hope u'll never treat me in tt same way again.
i hope u'll never make me feel like an unwanted ass again.
i hope u'll make me feel appreciated.
i hope u'll remember the pact.
going 2 bob's party tomm.
happy bdae bobs!
though i doubt u'll ever see this, judging by the amt of time u spend online.
--grins-
*hugs u tight*
n the zies love u ehs?
esp the 2 proud owners of this blog.
n nah, i dont think i'll get u pompret, much as i want to.
love u loads, table mate!
n i promise me n sher will make ur sku day a special one on tues.
love you.
loads.
my sister's coming back,
arriving tonight.
2355hrs.
woah, it's been a mth.
how time flies!
bon voyage dear.
:):):)
Thursday, June 03, 2004
mischief managed!
hahahs.. as promised, la!
oh yeah, la n me sorta made a deal today after we watched harry potter together @ sun plaza.
but for a ulu-fied place, it's actually quite crowded!
--grins
okay, la will type 'i solemnly swear im up to no good' somewhere on her blog n im supposed 2 continue the sentence.
so tada! there it goes. hah.
harry potter was great!
brilliant.
but they missed out quite a bit of details.
but it's okay. who's complaining?
--grins
i love la loads.
jo!
i hope u're alright.
n u received my message?
im here, okay?
to hold u. to hug u.
to wipe ur tears away.
dont be too scared.
everything will turn out fine.
do keep me posted, okay?
ur auntie loves u!
shucks.
i felt like rolling my eyes at u today.
i wanted to remind u of all the pacts we made way back.
how can
u actually forget it/.
n the way u've treating me lately, it sucks.
maybe u've behaving like this all along.
maybe my nerves are more than alittle frayed lately.
but we used to have so much fun together.
before u start making me feel like an irritating pest.
somebody extra.
somebody who's unwanted.
it hurts.
i hope we can go back to the way we are.
n u noe something?
i bet u wont noe im talking abt u.
cos we are all living in the cotton candy land.
where everything's soft n fluffy n all pretty.
it's all a pretty illusion.
ephemeral as the morning mists swirling round my ankles.
Tuesday, June 01, 2004
was scouting ard n i found....
hanson's website!!!
--grins-
oohlala.
hahas..
www.hanson.net
yeps.
for the benefit of qius.
n qius! the lyrics are just for u.
found with loads of love.
Cigars in the summer time
Under the sky by the light I can feel her read my mind
I can see it in her eyes
Under the moon as it plays like music every line
There's a rug with a bleeding dye
Under the fan in the room where the passions burning high
And a chair with the leopard skin under the light
It's always Penny and me tonight
On the plane step with both my feet
Riding in seat number three on a flight to NYC
Got my bean in a coffee cup next to my seat
Catch the view and another good book to read
Sitting at home or the friendly skies missing her eyes
It's always Penny and me tonight
Penny and me like to roll the window down
Turn the radio up push the pedal to the ground
Penny and me like to gaze at starry skies
Close our eyes pretend to fly
It's always Penny and me tonight
Staring at a million city lights
But still Penny and I are all alone beneath the sky
Feel the wind brushing slowly by
If I could soar I would try, to take these wings and fly
Away to where the leaves turn red
But no matter where I am instead
Singing along to feeling alright
Or making it by under pink moonlight
It's always Penny and me tonight
Penny and me like to roll the window down
Turn the radio up push the pedal to the ground
Penny and me like to gaze as starry skies
Close our eyes pretend to fly
It's always penny and me tonight
Penny likes to get away
And drowned her pain, in lemonade
Penny dreams of rainy days
And coffee cake by the fireplace
And aimless conversations 'bout the better days
Singing along to feeling alright
Or making it by under pink moonlight
It's always Penny and me tonight
Penny and me like to roll the window down
Turn the radio up push the pedal to the ground
Penny and me like to gaze as starry skies
Close our eyes pretend to fly
It's always penny and me tonight
Penny and me tonight
Penny and me tonight
Penny and me tonight
It's always Penny and me tonight
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