Thursday, July 29, 2004
ARGH! im so pissed with myself. what's that fucking thing that is attacking my skin? my complexion is ald bad as it is and this have to happen! groan. well at least i know i can gain smth from this: self-control. but im scratching again. STOP!
and i hate people who suck down. bleahs. they make me sick.
Friday, July 23, 2004
becoming more cynical each day.
no longer wearing the rose tinted shades.
the true colours of some people can actually be so ugly.
n tt include me.
becoming more n more short tempered these days.
plus tt full blown quarrel with my dad.
n the less than stellar results.
shucks.
n im taking it out on qiu most of the time again.
to the people ive offended these days,
im sorry.
i really am.
i will smile again, soon?
Sunday, July 18, 2004
im so afraid that i will forget all this...
my first and last pop
although i just blogged like minutes ago?
i know if i don't blog it down second by second i will never ever rmb the liitle and crucial parts that made everything so wondeful
shot outta bed 5 minutes before my alarm clock rang. surprise of the day? i don't even need a alarm clock to wake up and i slept at 1 last night!:) i rushed ard the house trying to pack my uniform and shoes and present before running outta the house with 4 full bags and looking like i just went for 3 straight days of shopping! struggled with my brolly single-handedly at the amk central bus stop with loads of ppl staring at my baggages. finally struggled to macs. saw jo inside and i put my bags down den rush off to one corner to do the sqd story but only did anco:( found out ltr that pok and eiz din really complete theirs. hahhhas. im really making my second by second entry worthwhile erhs?:)
gen and fel came. wad a sqd breakfast erhs? jo and i rushed ard to buy our last min present. saw ying xuan n she greeted us with 'gd morining mdms'.hahahhas. luckily we met vans. she offered to drive 2 of us in. me n fels hopped on her car and gen n jo walked in. we all reached at the same time!! hahahas. found out that the ava rm has blackout. our sku damn lan sai. always black out.anco also like that. shit. im forgetting part of it ald.
oh! me n someone were greetd by loud loud greetings!!! tink it was do and i. think it will be the last time ever i will be greeted so loudly:( my squaddie sand i slacked ard in the ava rm while waiting for the sec 3s to brief is for the games. turned out we were playing some police and thieves game. and we were the hostages. hahahhas. me do and jess and hau ge were in one grp with ying xuan and pris as theives. hahhahas. we had really bad theives cus no one found us! and everyone went back to mpr and forgot abt us! and we weren't shouting 'we are not at the roof garden'. we weren't. when we reached the mpr we were mobbed by the sec 1s. the sec 1s were trying to find do very hard but they cldn't! hahahhas. the sec 1s are really scary. went back to ava rm to wait for the next game..
WATER GAMES! some of us played the last bball game we will ever play in our sj tee. and it was fun! hahahhas. me do eiz and cuzzie were the care bears! i've got love in my pocket! hahahhas! started off with some dart and balloon game. im lousy at throwing darts. but i managed to burst the balloon anws. grin. the dressing up game was ultra fun! i found every piece of clothing and put them on! hahahhas. the pink stocking was hilarious. so malu! then we went on to play wan xin's game. they tied our legs together and we were supposed to step on balloons for some pieces of paper. dunno wa'd the aim of that game too. then we played captain's ball with yins wend doreen and hilda. hahhahahs! yins kept dropping the balloon over her head! the care bears won! 30 plus to zero i tink:) poor kiat.
and it was really the water games! got wet from top to toe and of course being the clever me i went back to the toliet with eiz to make more bombs! grin. with our fresh ammunition we went out and bomb many other ppl. i tried to chase pei yu ithink and i missed and the water bomb landed on the forum floor. and u know, the guides bags were abit wet. abit only. really. got bombed by many other ppl. and once again the sec 1s showed how scary they were. haahahas. did their bao wei thing agn. and i just had to chase yin har with doie to get her wet. well. i guess i got my retribution. i landed on my left butt HARD. i had to live with that painful ass for the rest of the day and i think for the next few weeks? as wendy told me:(
then we had lunch! woo hoo! the food was great! and gen claims she cant take good food and was feeling guilty about wasting the food. i couldn't finish too. and will it be the last ever sqd lunch we have together? i hope not. then we had the squad items! it was really good! the sec 1s were really cute! they performed this cheer and thre sweets at us! i got a fruit plus. hahhahas. and we all thought they were going to throw their apples at us too! they remake gu dan bei ban qiu and it made me cry. boo. im a crybaby wad can i say? after that we all got the sec 1s presents. so cute! debbie gave me a birthday bear! my birthstone is diamond. i didn't know that. hahhahas. and my bear is richer than me!:) and i think we did the friendship after that. i will really miss that. and gosh! the sec 2s' performance was really a mix of our sec 1 and 2 dance! hahahhas. so cute! the sec 3s performance was really...cute too! hahhahas. they did their guan huai fang shi. hhahahas. and the white badge came back! hui wen liching christina and siao hui i think. xun and ruo came back too! during lunchtime. hahhas. and i think pok was trying really hard not to cry during the items. she din want to lose her bet .ahahhas.
at the parade all of them looked real sut. i guess they have to erhs? gen nudged me to command them for the last time. and i jus have to lurus them and forgot to pandang them. great job fd nco '04! i gave jia yu a box of thing and told her 'have fun with steve kang'. well he ain't that bad lahs. except that he always claimed to be busy and have no time to type koto result. btw my whole sqd is able to qualify for at least commissioner! hahhahas. my biggest achievement! *grin* and im so glad that wen xu is my sucessor. i have so much faith in her. she will do her job well. i know. and when cai yilin took her post. i dunno for wad reason i started to tear again. wells. i guess it's because of just looking at her? and seen that how much she has grown? ooh! the orange badge came back during the parade! hui ken was soooo chio! like gen said, all the FA ncos are very chio! tiff had boom hair, me and nana were laughing at her hair. hahahhas. and hua zhen was as quiet as ever. and i saw crystal too! they are all seeing their sec 1s passing out!:)
i dins't have alot of presents to give out but i was the slowest out of the ava rm. ali! thanks for waiting for me!:) i forgive you for laughing at my boots:) but i got quite alot of presents! hahahas. didn't really expect any. hahahhas. thanks! i really love all my present loads loads loads! and i was attacked by the sec 1s again. they all went ard the mpr trying to draw my sqdmates shirts. i din wash mine. it's still on my table .ahahahhs. and eg ngavem ethis letter which kicked off my tear duct again. i couldn't stop crying. it was really touching! thanks gen! wad would i have done without you for these 4 years? i love ya truckloads flatloads worldloads!:)
i went for the so-called sqd dinner with gen vans ali and doie. hrmph. i really hope it was the whole sqd but haix. they were all really tired i guess. but we must all have our sqd meal together k! i don't care where, school canteen or swensens! the food was really great! earthquake rocks! hahahhas. and we read the sec 1 sqd diary as we ate earhtquake. i didn't know that the sec 1 s detested me sooo much! im so sorry sec 1s! i had to be fierce or else ur will be slack! and yiling too! i just hope u guys will understand us when ur are seniors. i believe ur will:) and i guess after the trg camp they began to like me abit more? hahhahas. wells. wad can i say? their minds really changed so fast! and their entries reminded me of our kuku sqd diaries too! and stephanie cheated us. she didn't come back. i really thought she will! :( she lied to me too. told me that she will come back to visit us. but at least ruo came back, thnx ruo! for always being there for us:) im sorry if we had mistreated u or anything or taken u for granted.
wells. that's the end of my pop. i will never ever forget it. my ass will make me remember this. it will. but i hope it will heal quickly? not in like 2 weeks like wend said? and my squaddies? I LOVE YOU GUYS DEEP DOWN AND UP IN MY HEART. wad have we not done before? hahahahs! remember the times just like ur will remember me as the ah lian in sec 1 yeas? *grin* like vans said, WE AREN'T JUST A SQUAD WE ARE THE SQUAD. SEC 4'04 ROCK ON!
i love you snsj deep down in my heart
it's the last time we will gather and lame ard as a sqd
it's the last time we will be greeted by chorus of 'gd morning mdms' and be the envy of our schmates
it's the last time i'd get a morning call from gen
it's the last time im going to injure my ass while playing water games
it's the last time i'd ever wear my so prettily cracked boots(bye boots! i'd miss u forever)
it's the last time i'd have to put on my ever so squeezy uniform and hearing pok complaining abt hers
it's the last time i'd be able to command a whole parade and forget to pandang them
it's the last time we get to sing campfire songs as a sqd
it's the last time i'd get to do friendship dance with all my sqdmates and juniors
it's the last time we will get to see all the seniors coming back(tiff with her boom hair and hui keng is so chio!)
it's the last time i'd ever be able to call snsj my cca(tho it will be for as long as i live)
and all these last times will live in my hearts forever
Tuesday, July 06, 2004
chij 150th art fest is going to stay in my memories for a long long time to come.
i've never had so much fun in a long while.
even when i was running a high fever n all, i still enjoyed myself so damn much.
sat.
1930: met at city hall mrt station. me, chai, ta, jdi, kang, jacq n ade.
we went for dinner after tt, n after dinner: shopping!
n sightsee. took picts at the merlion n the esplanade. haha played tourist.
went back to the hotel at 2230. attempted to do math till 2330.
2330 - 0115: played!!! all the way.
0115 - 0346: rehearsed. laughed. slept. rehearsed n laughed somemore.
0400 - 0415: ardent suporters of the alumnae choir
0415 - 0420: our rap! laughed. sang. smiled. rapped.
0420 - 0500: enjoyed the rest of the performance/
0500 - 0540: rushed back to hotel. tried to sleep.
0545 - 0920: into the dreamland.
take a walk down memory lane.
Friday, July 02, 2004
ive got my phone!
haha finally.
inherited my dada's old one, but it's okay.
for more details, ask me personally!
going to spend the nite tomm at carlton hotel.
chij 150th aniversery.
@ chijmes!
so exciting!
haha, we'll be meeting @ 1930 for dinner, after which we'll make our way to the hotel.
there, we'll study, ctach some sleep and at 0200 we'll get ready to rehearse for ms low.
then our performance will be ard 0500 or smthg.
then we'll go back 2 catch up on our slp, n then go for breakfast @ mac's the following day.
hahah so fun!
Thursday, July 29, 2004
ARGH! im so pissed with myself. what's that fucking thing that is attacking my skin? my complexion is ald bad as it is and this have to happen! groan. well at least i know i can gain smth from this: self-control. but im scratching again. STOP!
and i hate people who suck down. bleahs. they make me sick.
Friday, July 23, 2004
becoming more cynical each day.
no longer wearing the rose tinted shades.
the true colours of some people can actually be so ugly.
n tt include me.
becoming more n more short tempered these days.
plus tt full blown quarrel with my dad.
n the less than stellar results.
shucks.
n im taking it out on qiu most of the time again.
to the people ive offended these days,
im sorry.
i really am.
i will smile again, soon?
Sunday, July 18, 2004
im so afraid that i will forget all this...
my first and last pop
although i just blogged like minutes ago?
i know if i don't blog it down second by second i will never ever rmb the liitle and crucial parts that made everything so wondeful
shot outta bed 5 minutes before my alarm clock rang. surprise of the day? i don't even need a alarm clock to wake up and i slept at 1 last night!:) i rushed ard the house trying to pack my uniform and shoes and present before running outta the house with 4 full bags and looking like i just went for 3 straight days of shopping! struggled with my brolly single-handedly at the amk central bus stop with loads of ppl staring at my baggages. finally struggled to macs. saw jo inside and i put my bags down den rush off to one corner to do the sqd story but only did anco:( found out ltr that pok and eiz din really complete theirs. hahhhas. im really making my second by second entry worthwhile erhs?:)
gen and fel came. wad a sqd breakfast erhs? jo and i rushed ard to buy our last min present. saw ying xuan n she greeted us with 'gd morining mdms'.hahahhas. luckily we met vans. she offered to drive 2 of us in. me n fels hopped on her car and gen n jo walked in. we all reached at the same time!! hahahas. found out that the ava rm has blackout. our sku damn lan sai. always black out.anco also like that. shit. im forgetting part of it ald.
oh! me n someone were greetd by loud loud greetings!!! tink it was do and i. think it will be the last time ever i will be greeted so loudly:( my squaddie sand i slacked ard in the ava rm while waiting for the sec 3s to brief is for the games. turned out we were playing some police and thieves game. and we were the hostages. hahahhas. me do and jess and hau ge were in one grp with ying xuan and pris as theives. hahhahas. we had really bad theives cus no one found us! and everyone went back to mpr and forgot abt us! and we weren't shouting 'we are not at the roof garden'. we weren't. when we reached the mpr we were mobbed by the sec 1s. the sec 1s were trying to find do very hard but they cldn't! hahahhas. the sec 1s are really scary. went back to ava rm to wait for the next game..
WATER GAMES! some of us played the last bball game we will ever play in our sj tee. and it was fun! hahahhas. me do eiz and cuzzie were the care bears! i've got love in my pocket! hahahhas! started off with some dart and balloon game. im lousy at throwing darts. but i managed to burst the balloon anws. grin. the dressing up game was ultra fun! i found every piece of clothing and put them on! hahahhas. the pink stocking was hilarious. so malu! then we went on to play wan xin's game. they tied our legs together and we were supposed to step on balloons for some pieces of paper. dunno wa'd the aim of that game too. then we played captain's ball with yins wend doreen and hilda. hahhahahs! yins kept dropping the balloon over her head! the care bears won! 30 plus to zero i tink:) poor kiat.
and it was really the water games! got wet from top to toe and of course being the clever me i went back to the toliet with eiz to make more bombs! grin. with our fresh ammunition we went out and bomb many other ppl. i tried to chase pei yu ithink and i missed and the water bomb landed on the forum floor. and u know, the guides bags were abit wet. abit only. really. got bombed by many other ppl. and once again the sec 1s showed how scary they were. haahahas. did their bao wei thing agn. and i just had to chase yin har with doie to get her wet. well. i guess i got my retribution. i landed on my left butt HARD. i had to live with that painful ass for the rest of the day and i think for the next few weeks? as wendy told me:(
then we had lunch! woo hoo! the food was great! and gen claims she cant take good food and was feeling guilty about wasting the food. i couldn't finish too. and will it be the last ever sqd lunch we have together? i hope not. then we had the squad items! it was really good! the sec 1s were really cute! they performed this cheer and thre sweets at us! i got a fruit plus. hahhahas. and we all thought they were going to throw their apples at us too! they remake gu dan bei ban qiu and it made me cry. boo. im a crybaby wad can i say? after that we all got the sec 1s presents. so cute! debbie gave me a birthday bear! my birthstone is diamond. i didn't know that. hahhahas. and my bear is richer than me!:) and i think we did the friendship after that. i will really miss that. and gosh! the sec 2s' performance was really a mix of our sec 1 and 2 dance! hahahhas. so cute! the sec 3s performance was really...cute too! hahhahas. they did their guan huai fang shi. hhahahas. and the white badge came back! hui wen liching christina and siao hui i think. xun and ruo came back too! during lunchtime. hahhas. and i think pok was trying really hard not to cry during the items. she din want to lose her bet .ahahhas.
at the parade all of them looked real sut. i guess they have to erhs? gen nudged me to command them for the last time. and i jus have to lurus them and forgot to pandang them. great job fd nco '04! i gave jia yu a box of thing and told her 'have fun with steve kang'. well he ain't that bad lahs. except that he always claimed to be busy and have no time to type koto result. btw my whole sqd is able to qualify for at least commissioner! hahhahas. my biggest achievement! *grin* and im so glad that wen xu is my sucessor. i have so much faith in her. she will do her job well. i know. and when cai yilin took her post. i dunno for wad reason i started to tear again. wells. i guess it's because of just looking at her? and seen that how much she has grown? ooh! the orange badge came back during the parade! hui ken was soooo chio! like gen said, all the FA ncos are very chio! tiff had boom hair, me and nana were laughing at her hair. hahahhas. and hua zhen was as quiet as ever. and i saw crystal too! they are all seeing their sec 1s passing out!:)
i dins't have alot of presents to give out but i was the slowest out of the ava rm. ali! thanks for waiting for me!:) i forgive you for laughing at my boots:) but i got quite alot of presents! hahahas. didn't really expect any. hahahhas. thanks! i really love all my present loads loads loads! and i was attacked by the sec 1s again. they all went ard the mpr trying to draw my sqdmates shirts. i din wash mine. it's still on my table .ahahahhs. and eg ngavem ethis letter which kicked off my tear duct again. i couldn't stop crying. it was really touching! thanks gen! wad would i have done without you for these 4 years? i love ya truckloads flatloads worldloads!:)
i went for the so-called sqd dinner with gen vans ali and doie. hrmph. i really hope it was the whole sqd but haix. they were all really tired i guess. but we must all have our sqd meal together k! i don't care where, school canteen or swensens! the food was really great! earthquake rocks! hahahhas. and we read the sec 1 sqd diary as we ate earhtquake. i didn't know that the sec 1 s detested me sooo much! im so sorry sec 1s! i had to be fierce or else ur will be slack! and yiling too! i just hope u guys will understand us when ur are seniors. i believe ur will:) and i guess after the trg camp they began to like me abit more? hahhahas. wells. wad can i say? their minds really changed so fast! and their entries reminded me of our kuku sqd diaries too! and stephanie cheated us. she didn't come back. i really thought she will! :( she lied to me too. told me that she will come back to visit us. but at least ruo came back, thnx ruo! for always being there for us:) im sorry if we had mistreated u or anything or taken u for granted.
wells. that's the end of my pop. i will never ever forget it. my ass will make me remember this. it will. but i hope it will heal quickly? not in like 2 weeks like wend said? and my squaddies? I LOVE YOU GUYS DEEP DOWN AND UP IN MY HEART. wad have we not done before? hahahahs! remember the times just like ur will remember me as the ah lian in sec 1 yeas? *grin* like vans said, WE AREN'T JUST A SQUAD WE ARE THE SQUAD. SEC 4'04 ROCK ON!
i love you snsj deep down in my heart
it's the last time we will gather and lame ard as a sqd
it's the last time we will be greeted by chorus of 'gd morning mdms' and be the envy of our schmates
it's the last time i'd get a morning call from gen
it's the last time im going to injure my ass while playing water games
it's the last time i'd ever wear my so prettily cracked boots(bye boots! i'd miss u forever)
it's the last time i'd have to put on my ever so squeezy uniform and hearing pok complaining abt hers
it's the last time i'd be able to command a whole parade and forget to pandang them
it's the last time we get to sing campfire songs as a sqd
it's the last time i'd get to do friendship dance with all my sqdmates and juniors
it's the last time we will get to see all the seniors coming back(tiff with her boom hair and hui keng is so chio!)
it's the last time i'd ever be able to call snsj my cca(tho it will be for as long as i live)
and all these last times will live in my hearts forever
Tuesday, July 06, 2004
chij 150th art fest is going to stay in my memories for a long long time to come.
i've never had so much fun in a long while.
even when i was running a high fever n all, i still enjoyed myself so damn much.
sat.
1930: met at city hall mrt station. me, chai, ta, jdi, kang, jacq n ade.
we went for dinner after tt, n after dinner: shopping!
n sightsee. took picts at the merlion n the esplanade. haha played tourist.
went back to the hotel at 2230. attempted to do math till 2330.
2330 - 0115: played!!! all the way.
0115 - 0346: rehearsed. laughed. slept. rehearsed n laughed somemore.
0400 - 0415: ardent suporters of the alumnae choir
0415 - 0420: our rap! laughed. sang. smiled. rapped.
0420 - 0500: enjoyed the rest of the performance/
0500 - 0540: rushed back to hotel. tried to sleep.
0545 - 0920: into the dreamland.
take a walk down memory lane.
Friday, July 02, 2004
ive got my phone!
haha finally.
inherited my dada's old one, but it's okay.
for more details, ask me personally!
going to spend the nite tomm at carlton hotel.
chij 150th aniversery.
@ chijmes!
so exciting!
haha, we'll be meeting @ 1930 for dinner, after which we'll make our way to the hotel.
there, we'll study, ctach some sleep and at 0200 we'll get ready to rehearse for ms low.
then our performance will be ard 0500 or smthg.
then we'll go back 2 catch up on our slp, n then go for breakfast @ mac's the following day.
hahah so fun!
