Thursday, October 28, 2004
i need like 7 days more i think.
darn.
to my favourite disney queen: i love love you :)
Wednesday, October 27, 2004
we can go the distance! or at least, we can make it to london, and the kingdom of smart people! ((:
love alot!
-van
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
We're not gonna be
Just apart of their game
We're not gonna be
Just the victims
They're taking our dreams
And they tear them apart
Til everyone's the same
I've got no place to go
I've got no where to run
They love to watch me fall
They think they know it all
I'm a nightmare, a disaster
That's what they always say
I'm a lost cause, not a hero
But I'll make it on my own
I've gotta prove them wrong
Me against the world
It's me against the world
We won't let them change
How we feel in our hearts
We're not gonna let them control us
We won't let them shove
All their thoughts in our heads
And we'll never be like them
I've got no place to go
I've got no where to run
They love to watch me fall
They think they know it all
I'm a nightmare, a disaster
That's what they always say
I'm a lost cause, not a hero
But I'll make it on my own
I'm gonna prove them wrong
It's me against the world
Me against the world
Now I'm sick of this waitingS
o come on and take your shot
You can spit all your insults
But nothing you say is gonna change us
You can sit there and judge me
Say what you want to
We'll never let you in
I'm a nightmare, a disaster
That's what they always said
I'm a lost cause, not a hero
But I'll make it on my ownI
've got to prove them wrong
They'll never bring us down
We'll never fall in line
I'll make it on my own
Me against the world
simple plan!
me against the world
Saturday, October 23, 2004
dates.
deadlines.
deadline: 18 october 2004
date my application reached them: 19 october 2004
speedpost?
what speedpost?
Friday, October 15, 2004
today's the last official school day amd we had a zies fest!
haha zies fest was attended by the zies of course and sheez and bobs!
we bought so much food that we cant finish all of them, unfortunately. :):):)
food g a l o r e!!
orange bowl ; mee fen tang
ham and cheese toast, fish burger
purple bowl ; fried bee hoon
chicken rice stall ; fried rice, meatballs bee hoon
blue bowl ; macaroni, eggs fried sunny side up
wanton stall ; wanton, mushroom rice
economical been hoon stall ; eggs fried sunny side up
pasta stall ; pasta, chicken, fish
malay stall ; nasi lemak
uncle mobeen ; heavenly ice tea, ribena, lemon tea
--grins-
i'll really miss st nicks'.
everything that i hold dear to my heart now is from st nicks'
the people, the memories.
zies + karm + sheez + bobs
onehope01 --beams-
twohope02
threehope03
fourhope04
pmb
slackers utd
chessclub - believe it or not
guess i'll just have to let go and look ahead.
meanwhile, i'll just pack everything away in a box and keep it locked.
one day, when i open this box,
i know i'll be smiling and i'll know that i'm indeed blessed.
i love all of you.
so damn much.
pls keep my dad safe
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
well por, as promised!
as a form of repayment for your tell pokk. (and i'm no pokk!)
They say that goin' steady is not the proper thing
They say that we're too young to know the meaning of a ring
I only know that I love you and that you love me too
So, darling, please do what I ask of you
Won't you wear my ring around your neck
To tell the world I'm yours, by heck
Let them see your love for me
And let them see by the ring around your neck
2 more days to cute guy day! ((:
Monday, October 11, 2004
i'll really just whither and die in the science stream.
not a pretty sight.
:/
i'm such a hopeless case.
i used to be able to see what i want to do in the future.
i had all my plans in place.
but, i just do not have the substance/what it takes to be there.
--frustrated-
now i'm lost;
looking for a new direction.
so i'll just have to kiss my dream goodbye.
bury it.
eiz!
--hugs you tight-
you know what?
you can do it! and you're going to be able to pull it off splendidly.
i've never doubted you, not even for a second.
so now, for the last week of school, where i'll be sitting beside you, i'll be holding your hands yeah?
i'm always here for you! :)
love love.
karm!
hah! dont worry abt vj, okay?
:) :) :)
meanwhile, i'll try my darnest to differentiate between the truth and the lies.
love you too!
van!
pokk!
i love you i love you i love you!
let's not worry about our gowns, yeah?
we can get something! and we'll be comfy in whatever we're wearing.
-beams-
Sunday, October 10, 2004
i dont know why i'm keeping up a pretense of all things that i am not.
that i am one happy girl for example.
why do i only show people the side that i want them to see?
so that i can continue living in my own dream world, i guess
no one really knows me.
no one.
not even myself.
i've lied so many times that the lines between the truth and the false are blurred.
i dont even know what's right or wrong.
guess i shall just continue to lie through my teeth.
you know what?
i'm actually getting better at it with each passing day.
--shrugs-
Thursday, October 07, 2004
let's see.
a1
a2
b3
c6
d7
i have them all.
now all i want is exceptionally good grades for both my math.
it's not such a difficult thing to ask for is it?
:/
pokk! *points down* thank you! --beams-
i love you all a whole damn lot; eiz, karm, pokk
Wednesday, October 06, 2004
I'll be there for you -When the rain starts to fall
I'll be there for you- Like I've been there before
I'll be there for you- 'Cause you're there for me too
silly por! we're in this together ok! ((: innovas calling our name! see! it even looks good and classy! innova! hah. lets go racky sometime soon man.
cheers ok! we'll look ahead and accelerate to the finishing line! (with mrs seah in the lead!)
how about a nice happy song?
when i look into your eyes ,
i can see how much i love you and it makes me realize-
when i look into your eyes ,
i see all my dreams come true,
when i look into your eyes.
and after the huge blow tomorrow, theres always syl there for us at 800, channel 5. ((:
love you alot alot!
and qiu too! if you see this!
-van!
blogger's really conking up
i'm thoroughly dissappointed but i shall not harp on it any longer
will just irk myself out even more
-hugs eiz
--hugs jo
---hugs karm
----hugs vann
* i love you all
Friday, October 01, 2004
i love airhead movies
haha i love chad michael murray too!
he's cute.
this one bright spot in my week so far.
it's quite pathetic i know but after today i finally know
cheesy as this will sound
what kind of friends will stick even after a long while and what kind wont
the conclusion i've drawn is really saddening but what the hell
not like i've got a choice
it's the only way to stop me from becoming too bitter and cynical
--shrugs-
sorry jo.
roses they bloom
Thursday, October 28, 2004
i need like 7 days more i think.
darn.
to my favourite disney queen: i love love you :)
Wednesday, October 27, 2004
we can go the distance! or at least, we can make it to london, and the kingdom of smart people! ((:
love alot!
-van
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
We're not gonna be
Just apart of their game
We're not gonna be
Just the victims
They're taking our dreams
And they tear them apart
Til everyone's the same
I've got no place to go
I've got no where to run
They love to watch me fall
They think they know it all
I'm a nightmare, a disaster
That's what they always say
I'm a lost cause, not a hero
But I'll make it on my own
I've gotta prove them wrong
Me against the world
It's me against the world
We won't let them change
How we feel in our hearts
We're not gonna let them control us
We won't let them shove
All their thoughts in our heads
And we'll never be like them
I've got no place to go
I've got no where to run
They love to watch me fall
They think they know it all
I'm a nightmare, a disaster
That's what they always say
I'm a lost cause, not a hero
But I'll make it on my own
I'm gonna prove them wrong
It's me against the world
Me against the world
Now I'm sick of this waitingS
o come on and take your shot
You can spit all your insults
But nothing you say is gonna change us
You can sit there and judge me
Say what you want to
We'll never let you in
I'm a nightmare, a disaster
That's what they always said
I'm a lost cause, not a hero
But I'll make it on my ownI
've got to prove them wrong
They'll never bring us down
We'll never fall in line
I'll make it on my own
Me against the world
simple plan!
me against the world
Saturday, October 23, 2004
dates.
deadlines.
deadline: 18 october 2004
date my application reached them: 19 october 2004
speedpost?
what speedpost?
Friday, October 15, 2004
today's the last official school day amd we had a zies fest!
haha zies fest was attended by the zies of course and sheez and bobs!
we bought so much food that we cant finish all of them, unfortunately. :):):)
food g a l o r e!!
orange bowl ; mee fen tang
ham and cheese toast, fish burger
purple bowl ; fried bee hoon
chicken rice stall ; fried rice, meatballs bee hoon
blue bowl ; macaroni, eggs fried sunny side up
wanton stall ; wanton, mushroom rice
economical been hoon stall ; eggs fried sunny side up
pasta stall ; pasta, chicken, fish
malay stall ; nasi lemak
uncle mobeen ; heavenly ice tea, ribena, lemon tea
--grins-
i'll really miss st nicks'.
everything that i hold dear to my heart now is from st nicks'
the people, the memories.
zies + karm + sheez + bobs
onehope01 --beams-
twohope02
threehope03
fourhope04
pmb
slackers utd
chessclub - believe it or not
guess i'll just have to let go and look ahead.
meanwhile, i'll just pack everything away in a box and keep it locked.
one day, when i open this box,
i know i'll be smiling and i'll know that i'm indeed blessed.
i love all of you.
so damn much.
pls keep my dad safe
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
well por, as promised!
as a form of repayment for your tell pokk. (and i'm no pokk!)
They say that goin' steady is not the proper thing
They say that we're too young to know the meaning of a ring
I only know that I love you and that you love me too
So, darling, please do what I ask of you
Won't you wear my ring around your neck
To tell the world I'm yours, by heck
Let them see your love for me
And let them see by the ring around your neck
2 more days to cute guy day! ((:
Monday, October 11, 2004
i'll really just whither and die in the science stream.
not a pretty sight.
:/
i'm such a hopeless case.
i used to be able to see what i want to do in the future.
i had all my plans in place.
but, i just do not have the substance/what it takes to be there.
--frustrated-
now i'm lost;
looking for a new direction.
so i'll just have to kiss my dream goodbye.
bury it.
eiz!
--hugs you tight-
you know what?
you can do it! and you're going to be able to pull it off splendidly.
i've never doubted you, not even for a second.
so now, for the last week of school, where i'll be sitting beside you, i'll be holding your hands yeah?
i'm always here for you! :)
love love.
karm!
hah! dont worry abt vj, okay?
:) :) :)
meanwhile, i'll try my darnest to differentiate between the truth and the lies.
love you too!
van!
pokk!
i love you i love you i love you!
let's not worry about our gowns, yeah?
we can get something! and we'll be comfy in whatever we're wearing.
-beams-
Sunday, October 10, 2004
i dont know why i'm keeping up a pretense of all things that i am not.
that i am one happy girl for example.
why do i only show people the side that i want them to see?
so that i can continue living in my own dream world, i guess
no one really knows me.
no one.
not even myself.
i've lied so many times that the lines between the truth and the false are blurred.
i dont even know what's right or wrong.
guess i shall just continue to lie through my teeth.
you know what?
i'm actually getting better at it with each passing day.
--shrugs-
Thursday, October 07, 2004
let's see.
a1
a2
b3
c6
d7
i have them all.
now all i want is exceptionally good grades for both my math.
it's not such a difficult thing to ask for is it?
:/
pokk! *points down* thank you! --beams-
i love you all a whole damn lot; eiz, karm, pokk
Wednesday, October 06, 2004
I'll be there for you -When the rain starts to fall
I'll be there for you- Like I've been there before
I'll be there for you- 'Cause you're there for me too
silly por! we're in this together ok! ((: innovas calling our name! see! it even looks good and classy! innova! hah. lets go racky sometime soon man.
cheers ok! we'll look ahead and accelerate to the finishing line! (with mrs seah in the lead!)
how about a nice happy song?
when i look into your eyes ,
i can see how much i love you and it makes me realize-
when i look into your eyes ,
i see all my dreams come true,
when i look into your eyes.
and after the huge blow tomorrow, theres always syl there for us at 800, channel 5. ((:
love you alot alot!
and qiu too! if you see this!
-van!
blogger's really conking up
i'm thoroughly dissappointed but i shall not harp on it any longer
will just irk myself out even more
-hugs eiz
--hugs jo
---hugs karm
----hugs vann
* i love you all
Friday, October 01, 2004
i love airhead movies
haha i love chad michael murray too!
he's cute.
this one bright spot in my week so far.
it's quite pathetic i know but after today i finally know
cheesy as this will sound
what kind of friends will stick even after a long while and what kind wont
the conclusion i've drawn is really saddening but what the hell
not like i've got a choice
it's the only way to stop me from becoming too bitter and cynical
--shrugs-
sorry jo.
roses they bloom
