Tuesday, December 28, 2004
i'm tempted to change the background of the blog.
you know to get ready for the new year.
a new chapter a new beginning.
heh i'll see how then :D
love to all, as always
Sunday, December 26, 2004
man u scored!
in the 10th minute can you believe it?
a flying kick from giggs and the ball bulged the net!
woohoo! my beloved man u!:D
went to shop ard queensway with gen today
fun fun fun!
it's a great place for unique finds and bargain buys!
a perfect getaway from town:D
bought my bag:D finally!
and im broke:(
anyone generous enough to sponsor my upcoming mango spree? haha!
macs and glass slippers story was great right gen?
and i love sauces!:D
hope tmr's discussion will go well
stop being so blatantly biased.
it will do us no good.
none at all.
*crosses fingers*
go man utd! kill bolton!
Thursday, December 23, 2004
watched the phantom of the opera today!
with gen lydia jo wanj lala qiu
i absolutely love it!
like totally! :D
well the phantom's coming to the esplanade next year if everything works out well!
heh i'll surely go watch!
the phantom, here i come! :D
whee
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
went back to st nicks yesterday
riot of colours invading my eyes is what i will say about the school now!
ain't it too colourful?
seriously pink+green+purple is too gross a combination for ANYONE's liking!
orange bowl was not opened:(
i missed it loads loads loads loads!
the assessment was really boring and quite disappointing really
i just hope they will buck up or else no amt of training will help!
zone comp groupings is hopefully settled but knowing us case closed is as good as case not yet closed
went to bowl with gen yilin and chens after that
im positive the long kang there loves me loads
and my small hand has to use a 7 pound ball and they don't have one!
so im stuck with a 8 pound one and my palm aches today:(
my highest score is 59 and i beat oic by ONE point!:D *looks triumphantly at oic
and i went downhill after that:(
god. i can't pool and i can't bowl! can someone pls tell me what i can do well?
i know! badminton! but im not even near that good. and eat:D
my holidays has been fulfiling and unfulfiling
and i like to contradict myself alot
it's like controversy exists naturally within me?
argh! all day long if im not going out im at home watching tv
and tv is really my best friend
it keeps me entertained and don't expect any returns.
but i'd rather a living thing be my best pal
see what i mean?
i love to contradict!
this is crap. what am i doing?
phantom! here i come! i seriously need to shop and get crazy!
Monday, December 20, 2004
i hope you guys will tell me if you receive my christmas cards!
based on my past years' experience, the christmas cards that i sent out dont usually all reach the recipients, for some reason or another!
so.. haha help me put my heart at ease!
:D
if you'll just quit harping about the same topic and really look at me, you'll see just how frigging ______ i am.
nco exam ystd and man was st john at its best! exam SUPPOSEDLY to start at 0830 but guess what?? the papers hasn't even arrived and it was only due to arrive at 1300?! so we had grp outings. but what kind of grp outing was that? but no choice cus they had to study so we invaded BK and brought business to them? BK should ally with st john! and give discounts to sj members! so we laughed ourselves silly the whole day and just laughed and laughed! marking the paper was super fun and the best knowledge is...!!! hahahas. shan't say anything:D not until everything is finalised. we were all amazed at their knowledge la. esp chee kai. that mad guy.. he's really got a screw loose up there. knock knock chee kai? are you awake? haha! couldn't join the rest of them for dinner and me and gen missed our treat! haha. but we're still going to get treated anyway:D i had chili crabs with my parents! was drooling abt it at the bus stop:) yum yum! and i basically lamed ard the whole night after that. lame but fun! guiness!:D i broke a record! or maybe i equalled it?:D
got to run!! shucks! my tuition is starting in an hr's time and i have not done my homework! but mr ho is very nice la:)
what a big shock it was. what was i supposed to say?
Sunday, December 19, 2004
I WAS BEING SUCHA STUPID BRAT!
melodrama.
darma-ing away.
special thanks to karm and eiz.
LOVE to both of you; the constant in my life.
:D
my mum got me the pack of pooh uno cards! --grins-
and i got into aj alright.
Saturday, December 18, 2004
i wish i never knew that.
Friday, December 17, 2004
my hopes all dashed.
my dreams all down the drain.
i guess i should expect this.
i was never good enough for anything anyway :/
uwc
i had such big dreams.
i envisioned my future, i planned ahead.
but now what was my point?
i should stop hoping for things to happen when they obviously wont because i will never be good enough to qualify.
i hate the dreamer in me.
i hate the planner in me.
i hate being hopeful.
-wans
so. im in cj. oh well. not very happy abt it but neither am i too upset abt it. guess im numb ald. i still wished i had studied harder and got into nj. still wished. oh well. i shall study my ass off in jc now. no clement-tan-era results is to appear again! haha. meanwhile i shall also play hard and pray hard! i need to get the hell out of cj! but nevertheless i hope i can keep an open mind and enjoy my first three months? mr ho got me thinking alot alot after that 'brainwashing' session. what i never want to do may just be what im going to do. that's life erh? so realistic and practical. no room for mistakes and regrets. and even if you do commit a mistake you'd find that it's too late to rectify it. so i might just end up as a science stream student taking physics which is what i swore never to study again. i think i will. i thought i was over and done with physics! how wrong i was! or shall i say naive? you really need to be the best equipped to survive in this competitive world especially in our time. to say it simply you need to be the best! i don't need to be the best but i hope to be. argh! so contradicting! im taking a gamble and i hope i win the game with loads of winnings in my pocket.
gosh! i sound so analytical and mature in my entry! i guess i've grown up erh? although i know some of my dear friends out may beg to differ:D hahas. i guess i should loosen up just that bit erh? don't worry too much cus it's the season to be festive after all! and it's still the hols! and i've got fantastic plans! woohoo! :D im high again! my emotions are really a roller coaster ride!:D but i've always loved exciting stuff:)
nco! hahahas! it still tickles me loads! camp was really fun. lots of laughter and fooling ard! fabian's got to be the best thing that ever happen to zone 1! if not for him being in charge i won't even consider going back at all! his song his actions and his hmm hmm! LOL. the camp itself was not that tiring. i still feel that my bnco was tougher. much much tougher. throbbing headache on the second night. antelope's super loud cheering did not help much either. sorry antelope! really couldn't get myself to cheer with you guys. my head throbbed with every cheer you guys shouted! and that renxiang! stop complaining abt me! i dare say i don't complain about him as much as he did abt me! i still woke up for PT and i did enjoy my teh tarik. what can he do??? hahaha! oh well. i really don't have much to complain abt him. he's really quite ok la. just stop complaining abt me!
it's the exam this coming sunday. study hard antelope! and all the st nicks ppl! jia you loads!:D
Thursday, December 16, 2004
van!
bon voyage *
hee the zies love you yes?
you're still in the plane now!
we'll be waiting for your disney tales which you can tell us all about next year!
--grins-
i'm missing you already.
love loads.
Friday, December 10, 2004
i love ze xiong!
:D
whee van!
karm! i've linked you!
look -->
Wednesday, December 08, 2004
korean dramas are slways so tears-provoking!
me and my mum cried buckets when watching discs 1 - 7.
(yes, only SEVEN discs)
because we were both impatient, we skipped to the last disc, disc 32 and bawled all over again.
sniff sniff.
haha i love korean dramas!
it's been a long time since i was here! it's still white and im still blog-illiterate! nothing much's been changed erh? right. except that i've graduated from st nicks. grad was quite fun. a night in heels and gown and leg cramps! but where was esplanade?? i admit i've never looked better in my 16 years. sheesh. i love my hair! i love my hair! haha! im getting narcissistic! oh well. it was only for a night. now im back to the plain ol' jane:(
and my grad photos are up! finally! here it is!
http://www.imagestation.com/album/?id=2134541748
going for camp tmr. never knew nco was so so fun! ok. i knew it was fun but not this fun! hahah! i've laughed so much with pok about nco that i always cant stop laughing! aristotle..welfare and his jack jack cushion..gay..fabian..that recce! hahah! *rolls ard laughing* although i've to put on this serious face to keep the trainees in check im looking forward to the camp! bedok green here we come!
Saturday, December 04, 2004
tada!
my grad photos are up for your viewing pleasure.
love!
http://www.imagestation.com/album/?id=2134821678
Wednesday, December 01, 2004
grad was great fun!
i miss st nicks' already!
still in the midst of uploading picts so watch this space for the image station link!
:D
i love the zies! eiz pamm qiu and vann [alpahbatical order]
i love the plus two! bobs sheez
i love karm!
i love loreen!
i love one hope 2001! jo lydia gen pong lala yen
i love three hope 2003 and four hope 2004! all 41 of you..
i love st nicks'
i refuse to feel guilty
i refuse to take my words back
for god's sake, you're a guy
act like one!
i've reached my breaking point you see
and i'm not apologising
so there.
Tuesday, December 28, 2004
i'm tempted to change the background of the blog.
you know to get ready for the new year.
a new chapter a new beginning.
heh i'll see how then :D
love to all, as always
Sunday, December 26, 2004
man u scored!
in the 10th minute can you believe it?
a flying kick from giggs and the ball bulged the net!
woohoo! my beloved man u!:D
went to shop ard queensway with gen today
fun fun fun!
it's a great place for unique finds and bargain buys!
a perfect getaway from town:D
bought my bag:D finally!
and im broke:(
anyone generous enough to sponsor my upcoming mango spree? haha!
macs and glass slippers story was great right gen?
and i love sauces!:D
hope tmr's discussion will go well
stop being so blatantly biased.
it will do us no good.
none at all.
*crosses fingers*
go man utd! kill bolton!
Thursday, December 23, 2004
watched the phantom of the opera today!
with gen lydia jo wanj lala qiu
i absolutely love it!
like totally! :D
well the phantom's coming to the esplanade next year if everything works out well!
heh i'll surely go watch!
the phantom, here i come! :D
whee
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
went back to st nicks yesterday
riot of colours invading my eyes is what i will say about the school now!
ain't it too colourful?
seriously pink+green+purple is too gross a combination for ANYONE's liking!
orange bowl was not opened:(
i missed it loads loads loads loads!
the assessment was really boring and quite disappointing really
i just hope they will buck up or else no amt of training will help!
zone comp groupings is hopefully settled but knowing us case closed is as good as case not yet closed
went to bowl with gen yilin and chens after that
im positive the long kang there loves me loads
and my small hand has to use a 7 pound ball and they don't have one!
so im stuck with a 8 pound one and my palm aches today:(
my highest score is 59 and i beat oic by ONE point!:D *looks triumphantly at oic
and i went downhill after that:(
god. i can't pool and i can't bowl! can someone pls tell me what i can do well?
i know! badminton! but im not even near that good. and eat:D
my holidays has been fulfiling and unfulfiling
and i like to contradict myself alot
it's like controversy exists naturally within me?
argh! all day long if im not going out im at home watching tv
and tv is really my best friend
it keeps me entertained and don't expect any returns.
but i'd rather a living thing be my best pal
see what i mean?
i love to contradict!
this is crap. what am i doing?
phantom! here i come! i seriously need to shop and get crazy!
Monday, December 20, 2004
i hope you guys will tell me if you receive my christmas cards!
based on my past years' experience, the christmas cards that i sent out dont usually all reach the recipients, for some reason or another!
so.. haha help me put my heart at ease!
:D
if you'll just quit harping about the same topic and really look at me, you'll see just how frigging ______ i am.
nco exam ystd and man was st john at its best! exam SUPPOSEDLY to start at 0830 but guess what?? the papers hasn't even arrived and it was only due to arrive at 1300?! so we had grp outings. but what kind of grp outing was that? but no choice cus they had to study so we invaded BK and brought business to them? BK should ally with st john! and give discounts to sj members! so we laughed ourselves silly the whole day and just laughed and laughed! marking the paper was super fun and the best knowledge is...!!! hahahas. shan't say anything:D not until everything is finalised. we were all amazed at their knowledge la. esp chee kai. that mad guy.. he's really got a screw loose up there. knock knock chee kai? are you awake? haha! couldn't join the rest of them for dinner and me and gen missed our treat! haha. but we're still going to get treated anyway:D i had chili crabs with my parents! was drooling abt it at the bus stop:) yum yum! and i basically lamed ard the whole night after that. lame but fun! guiness!:D i broke a record! or maybe i equalled it?:D
got to run!! shucks! my tuition is starting in an hr's time and i have not done my homework! but mr ho is very nice la:)
what a big shock it was. what was i supposed to say?
Sunday, December 19, 2004
I WAS BEING SUCHA STUPID BRAT!
melodrama.
darma-ing away.
special thanks to karm and eiz.
LOVE to both of you; the constant in my life.
:D
my mum got me the pack of pooh uno cards! --grins-
and i got into aj alright.
Saturday, December 18, 2004
i wish i never knew that.
Friday, December 17, 2004
my hopes all dashed.
my dreams all down the drain.
i guess i should expect this.
i was never good enough for anything anyway :/
uwc
i had such big dreams.
i envisioned my future, i planned ahead.
but now what was my point?
i should stop hoping for things to happen when they obviously wont because i will never be good enough to qualify.
i hate the dreamer in me.
i hate the planner in me.
i hate being hopeful.
-wans
so. im in cj. oh well. not very happy abt it but neither am i too upset abt it. guess im numb ald. i still wished i had studied harder and got into nj. still wished. oh well. i shall study my ass off in jc now. no clement-tan-era results is to appear again! haha. meanwhile i shall also play hard and pray hard! i need to get the hell out of cj! but nevertheless i hope i can keep an open mind and enjoy my first three months? mr ho got me thinking alot alot after that 'brainwashing' session. what i never want to do may just be what im going to do. that's life erh? so realistic and practical. no room for mistakes and regrets. and even if you do commit a mistake you'd find that it's too late to rectify it. so i might just end up as a science stream student taking physics which is what i swore never to study again. i think i will. i thought i was over and done with physics! how wrong i was! or shall i say naive? you really need to be the best equipped to survive in this competitive world especially in our time. to say it simply you need to be the best! i don't need to be the best but i hope to be. argh! so contradicting! im taking a gamble and i hope i win the game with loads of winnings in my pocket.
gosh! i sound so analytical and mature in my entry! i guess i've grown up erh? although i know some of my dear friends out may beg to differ:D hahas. i guess i should loosen up just that bit erh? don't worry too much cus it's the season to be festive after all! and it's still the hols! and i've got fantastic plans! woohoo! :D im high again! my emotions are really a roller coaster ride!:D but i've always loved exciting stuff:)
nco! hahahas! it still tickles me loads! camp was really fun. lots of laughter and fooling ard! fabian's got to be the best thing that ever happen to zone 1! if not for him being in charge i won't even consider going back at all! his song his actions and his hmm hmm! LOL. the camp itself was not that tiring. i still feel that my bnco was tougher. much much tougher. throbbing headache on the second night. antelope's super loud cheering did not help much either. sorry antelope! really couldn't get myself to cheer with you guys. my head throbbed with every cheer you guys shouted! and that renxiang! stop complaining abt me! i dare say i don't complain about him as much as he did abt me! i still woke up for PT and i did enjoy my teh tarik. what can he do??? hahaha! oh well. i really don't have much to complain abt him. he's really quite ok la. just stop complaining abt me!
it's the exam this coming sunday. study hard antelope! and all the st nicks ppl! jia you loads!:D
Thursday, December 16, 2004
van!
bon voyage *
hee the zies love you yes?
you're still in the plane now!
we'll be waiting for your disney tales which you can tell us all about next year!
--grins-
i'm missing you already.
love loads.
Friday, December 10, 2004
i love ze xiong!
:D
whee van!
karm! i've linked you!
look -->
Wednesday, December 08, 2004
korean dramas are slways so tears-provoking!
me and my mum cried buckets when watching discs 1 - 7.
(yes, only SEVEN discs)
because we were both impatient, we skipped to the last disc, disc 32 and bawled all over again.
sniff sniff.
haha i love korean dramas!
it's been a long time since i was here! it's still white and im still blog-illiterate! nothing much's been changed erh? right. except that i've graduated from st nicks. grad was quite fun. a night in heels and gown and leg cramps! but where was esplanade?? i admit i've never looked better in my 16 years. sheesh. i love my hair! i love my hair! haha! im getting narcissistic! oh well. it was only for a night. now im back to the plain ol' jane:(
and my grad photos are up! finally! here it is!
http://www.imagestation.com/album/?id=2134541748
going for camp tmr. never knew nco was so so fun! ok. i knew it was fun but not this fun! hahah! i've laughed so much with pok about nco that i always cant stop laughing! aristotle..welfare and his jack jack cushion..gay..fabian..that recce! hahah! *rolls ard laughing* although i've to put on this serious face to keep the trainees in check im looking forward to the camp! bedok green here we come!
Saturday, December 04, 2004
tada!
my grad photos are up for your viewing pleasure.
love!
http://www.imagestation.com/album/?id=2134821678
Wednesday, December 01, 2004
grad was great fun!
i miss st nicks' already!
still in the midst of uploading picts so watch this space for the image station link!
:D
i love the zies! eiz pamm qiu and vann [alpahbatical order]
i love the plus two! bobs sheez
i love karm!
i love loreen!
i love one hope 2001! jo lydia gen pong lala yen
i love three hope 2003 and four hope 2004! all 41 of you..
i love st nicks'
i refuse to feel guilty
i refuse to take my words back
for god's sake, you're a guy
act like one!
i've reached my breaking point you see
and i'm not apologising
so there.
