Tuesday, May 31, 2005
GREETINGS FROM CANADA!!!
i've reached, finally.
flight to london on qantas wasnt enjoyable at all.
1. the aircon was dripping water (during take off and landing only)
2. the service was horrible
3. the blanket was too dusty
4. it was freezing
5. the combination of factors 3 and 4 made me sneeze throughout half of the journey (6 hours)
and the transit in london was quite boring because we were stuck in the same terminal for 5 hours.
and the immigration officers thought i was some illegal immigrant and that my passport was fake because the passport picture doesnt really lookike me.
but then again, there's still some obvious sign of resemblence what!
stupid people.
yikes!
asked a whole bunch of questions, held up my passport against the UV light, rub against it with some pen and asked for my IC.
stupid.
and our plane got delayed because of the overwhelming no. of passengers and the amt of baggage.
so silly!
that aside, journey from london to montreal wasnt bad.
haha british airways was better in more ways than one.
but singapore airlines' still the best by far.
((:
went to eat chinese food for dinner.
not too bad
hmmm going to bathe now!
shall blog again when my sister's not using the comp.
time check: 0109, tuesday
i'm missing singapore ald.
darn!
Monday, May 30, 2005
blogging away at changi airport!
((:
they have free internet access but the comp's kinda laggy so whatever i've typed will only appear 5 seconds later
i've 2 more hours to kill with my mum
and there's nothing much going on at the airport because all the shops are closed.
oh well, my session's ending in a jiffy
(limited to only 15 mins per session)
so we shall see if london heathrow airport has the same wonderful service aye?
:D
tata!
Sunday, May 29, 2005
i'm really leaving
:D
and i have yet to pack and my mum's none too pleased.
but oh well i always pack at the last minute and since i'm not planning to sleep till i get onto the plane (which's probably 6 plus)
i think i've plenty of time
but apparently my mum doesnt think so.
and ouch! i nearly broke my arm just now.
now i've a stupid bruise.
argh!!
my schedule:
monday 30may: SIN (0540) -> LON (1915) on BA7371
tuesday 31may: LON (0020) -> CAN (0720) on BA95
tuesday 21june: CAN (0935) -> LON (1605) on BA94
wednesday 22june: LON (0425) -> SIN (1720) on BA17
everything has been converted to spore time.
i promise i'll take care of myself aye?
and i promise to snail mail as many people as possible.
and i promise to miss all of you.
LOVE!
and the next time i blog will be tuesday i think.
((:
--grins-
Saturday, May 28, 2005
it's 280505 today!happy birthday to us!happy birthday to us!happy birthday to 28!happy birthday to us!:D-sent cherie off today. started off on a happy note, catching up with fefe jo gen van yins and nana. so fun! I REALLY LOVE MY SQUADMATES! then phototaking here and there and everywhere. but the fact that ah li is leaving for canada to live and not to stay hit me when she walked through the doors of the first class reception. sobs. and i just had to act brave and planted myself in between gen and fel. how smart. i'd really miss her. and i do, now.TAKE CARE AH LI! I LOVE YOU LOADS! DO COME BACK AND VISIT!-friday;be u day was damn fun and pretty in pink! we received many many stares from everyone! from the passengers on the train to the bengs at the kPool place! and yay! im not that bad at pool! i shot in all the balls in one game and malcolm none at all! haha. aaron's house was damn hilarious! snoopy, snoopy and nothing but snoopy! damn gay, but somehow i admire the guy's guts to display his 'affection' for snoopy openly! haha. but i don't understand, it's just a stuffed toy! baffles me loads man! hahaha but i've not laughed so much in a long long time! hmm. food was quite good but ghost stories not! i've never been really really scared stiff whenever ghost stories were told! and thanks to elvin who drove 5 of us home!:D 2805 really rocks! QUADRUPLE HA!-otc camp briefing tmr at 9. god, another few hours of boring lengthy talks! i hope they end on time! please do! charles had proven that st john meetings DO end on time! please don't let him be the only and only one!`qiu
i had a blasting week ((:
but i guess the highlight of it all must be yesterday/ BU day
my class theme was nerds and heh! we were TOTAL nerds for a day
our get up was hilarious: 2 ponytails, high socks, button-all-the-way-up and wear tie, specs and name tag for the girls
side parting, suspenders, button-all-the-way-up and wear tie, specs and name tag for the guys.
and our class nerd was the best!
you go chee!
((:
went shopping today for my trip.
with van jo gen qiu peipei manager guoxing boon
bought new shoes!
bought new storage boxes!
bought new supply of contacts!
i love my new shoes.
:D
GEN!
I LOVE YOU ANYWAY!!
sorry abt the star wars thing :/
i'm flying off on monday 0540.
to everybody whom i dont get to meet before i leave;
i'll miss you all
and do take care aye?
--much love!
Monday, May 23, 2005
it was class day today!
((:
though we had a blast, was quite disappointed with the attendance
people who came down and celebrated our class day today; the ones who rocked my world:
diana wong chee kianlin suann zibbie wailing hengwei enrui royston
kbox was a total eye opener!
haha we were all singing at the top of our voices?
to tunes like hmmm (by the time i came) jing tian bu hui jia, tong hua, zhao kuai gan, sexy naughty bitchy, dui ni ai ai ai bu ai, dang ni, honey and mei shi jian
as you all can see, the majority of the songs are in chinese so haha i've only heard of these and so i could only sing these!
:D
and zibbie was shrieking into the mike whenever takeshi came on
((:
neos with the rest was pretty much another happy afair
hah!
i've them with me now!
and we all looked so happy.
--grins-
and then we discovered wong left her phone over at kbox.
at least enrui was gentlemanly enough to accompany her back.
twenty three oh five.
wheee!
Sunday, May 22, 2005
walking 10km is very very very satisfying
((:
went for the big walk with qiu van and pam!
and we all wore the silly big walk shirts after making pam change behind the bougainvilla plants
haha!
anyway eiz! you must take care of yourself okay?
we missed you but it's okay!
we've next year!
counting down the days till i'll be gone:
7 (a week!)
special thanks to peipei who allowed me to use the comp!
((:
Saturday, May 21, 2005
was blog surfing and i copped this from ah gong!
i love my icons ((:
wanted to go shopping for my trip
get new shoes and stuff
and van! we've to go shoes shopping soon aye?
wont get new shoes without you too
but it's raining very heavily now so i guess shopping can wait
i dont like shopping terribly much anyway
:/ have never liked shopping
heh! and somebody said i was so not a girl
hahaha must all girls like to shop?
oh well i'm just unique then
whee!
many things have been happening all at once and sometimes i wish i can be sedated and i can just sleep and sleep and sleep and not wake up
heh can probably do that when i'm dead or something
which reminds me, every step we take is actually 1 step closer to death.
((: got this from my gp tutor who's leaving too
:/
i need
more space to breathe
more time to think
more courage to move on
instead of wallowing around.
counting down the days till i'll be gone:
8
Friday, May 20, 2005
sorry por! didn't mean to miss you out!:(haha i still love you as much as ever yea?and YOU ARE MINE! remember that!so you are to be happy!:D:):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):) land of happy faces!smiles!
i love my evil twin! coming all the way to aj just to talk to me. ((:
EVIL TWINS are forever aye?
whee!
took the train down to town to meet the others with guoxing
haha shopped a while and then me quah diana and guoxing left
i dont know how i'm supposed to feel right now.
yikes.
:/
haha what a day!:Dslackest day of the week, i love fridays!!my class had may babies birthday celebration!and boy, were we crazy!chocolate cake, flour AND water!thanks ah!:Dhaha. went out with por jo pei pei muak koon gx and boon with flour all over me.jo claims i smell like baby's puke:/so pei pei doused me in her perfume.haha it works la!heard from adib the conditions for the soccer girls to participate in the tournament.A level pass for all 4 subjects for mid year!the VP is like so damn rigid!!girls can't play soccer? not our duty? RUBBISH! i'd try my very best for the 4 A level passes!thank goodness it's mid year, i have a month to mug!i want to play! and even if im not in the main seven, i want to be there to support the team!looking forward to big walk this sunday!finally a Zie gathering!i miss eiz and pams so so much!!we must wear our big walk shirts! no more changing in the middle of the road!Zies!:D`qiu
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
looking back on the memory of the dance we shared beneath the stars above, for a moment all the world was right. how could i have known that you'd ever say goodbye? and i? i'm glad i didnt know the way it all would go. our lives are better left to chance. i could have missed the pain, but i'd have had to miss the dance.
--garth brooks, tony arata.
i like that.
it's almost apt.
today was somewhat a happy day for me.
and my appetite's almost back.
almost/
realised that all my teachers are going.
my math tutor/pd tutor is leaving.
my phy tutor may leave
my chem tutor may leave
trevor's leaving
miss wong's leaving.
i heard that the principal's leaving too
:/
bahh they are all leaving except one
the single bane of my life
yikes!
haah maybe i shouldnt be so mean to him; after all i'm not going to see him for like at least 24 days.
hah!
i think i may be going to new york after all!
fuunnnn!
:D
have many stuff to do before i leave the country.
get new specs, contacts
get new clothes
have a checklist drawn up for what the stuff i'm bringing
but then again i always leave my packing till the very last day so no worries
((:
to anonymous: haha thanks for your help!
eiz: i'll tell you when i see you on sunday! we've a big walk date aye?
and karm! we've a coffee date on sat! how does taka coffee bean sound to you?
love to all!
counting down the days till i'll be gone:
11
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
i've no idea what's happening but the whole blogger thing is in chinese now!
luckily i know how to read chinese ((:
weird.
had my coffee fix today with the perfect company.
then had soccer with the ultimate people;
though my mum's none too pleased about the bruises and stuff.
oh well.
and guoxing!
do cheer up please!
:D
will sleep early tonight.
sleeping at 3am for 2 days straight does wonders to my brains i think.
the idea of being sedated is like super welcoming now.
((:
counting down the days till i'll be gone:
12
i'm so in love with
you.
Saturday, May 14, 2005
i thought i could be strong abt it.
i guess not.
saw the mail and started crying like crazy.
reminds me of what kunlin said just now
'why must you girls put on a brave front?'
i dont know.
what we had.
all seemed like child's play now.
i thought we had everything we could possibly had.
love trust happiness.
i was happy. i swear.
i thought it would last i seriously thought it would.
feels weird typing in the past tense.
then why am i still here crying!
swinging single
right.
Friday, May 13, 2005
was listening to the radio and linsday lohan's song, over, came on./
it's like not really apt for my case but i like it anyway.
somebody's lying and twisting the bloody facts and i want to know why.
and WHO the hell did it.
it's like what we had, we shared, it all boils down to ending 'it'
it.
i dont know.
all the misinterpretations, why cant we just talk?
it's not like we just knew each other?>
because we did not.
am i pissed? maybe.
am i heartbroken, am i sad?
i want to say i hate you and everything that a petty person should.
but i cant.
thanks to:
jo van peipei zhii joyce ppx muikoon diana qiu guoxing boon andy dj
for being there for me when i needed you most.
riight.so it's my fault.does anyone understand the pain im going through?it really doesn't feel good at all.i can sense it man.it's all my fault.and i feel everyone getting further and further from me, even my close friends.-whines- i don't want it!!!i feel so screwed and i don't want to screw anyone else up.i want to find a hole and hide in it and never come out again.but i know that will never happen.all im asking for is some timegive me some time please.and im really really sorry for eveything that's happened. it's thrown me off course, and i don't know. I REALLY DON'T KNOW!!i've become so weak emotionally.. it''s scaring me more than anything else.`qiu
im so confused. will someone please teach me?i feel cheap, really cheap. i don't know what im doing. just feel like knocking myself on my head. that was a stupid move, stupider than i ever can be! it's like im being torn into two.school these two weeks has been real hectic. econs and maths test totally knocked me dead. i definitely failed all my 4 subjects. haha. they are so going to kick me out of science faculty! i need to do some serious catching up during the hols man! i can't afford to fail anymore. actually, im sick of failing! i must buck up. i will buck up! haha. easier said than done.2805 won the debate with 0705! YAY! go aaron! haha. he was so good today. he ought to be the best speaker! but i guess it's a consolation for 0705 la. haha. go 2805!:D all the way to the finals! and ah fu, my drink!soccer today was great, save for the fact that i got sick from playing! beats me, i don't even know how i manage it. i was very fine before training! we finally played on the field and it dawned on me how tough it is to play a game of soccer. i really admire the professionals!! esp my man u! haha. anw sa wanted to play a friendly with us! like huh? please, we don't want to malu ourselves so soon yet. so i guess our trusted captain is going to reject the sa coach's propsal. haha. not going to school tmr. the effect of all the long nights and lack of sleep is kicking in. guess im really tired, that's why i fell sick. and i've got the whole weekend to catch up on my Zzzzzz! whee! and there's sunday to look forward to!`qiu
Thursday, May 12, 2005
just finished writing my 6 minutes speech for debate later.
haha i'm kind of proud of myself actually
((:
considering that:
1. debates are the bane of my life and i dont like them
2. my stiff neck really restricts my movement at the comp. as in i've trouble looking at the screen and then at the keyboard.
3. i've to sit up straight because my neck/back injury's apparently a result of my super losuy posture and i cant bear to sit up straight for long because it hurts.
4. the heat rash's really irritating. at least my neck aint that swollen now. i'm so in love with calamine lotion. haha!
using my dad's comp now which doesnt suport the printer at home and now i've to switch to my sister's laptop so i can print the materials.
so troublesome.
yikes.
phototaking later and i'll be looking like some panda.
heard that the class reps have to sit at the front.
double yikes!
shouldnt be complaining schoolwork i know but
ahh!
things i've to do:
1. pw - gpp and sample of questions and everything - by next mon
2. econs essay - technically it's by fri
3. math tutorial - by yesterday
4. revise for chem pre spa - by yesterday. i'm so going to die at the mole calculation section.
not going for soccer later.
with my stiff neck and aching back and the irritating heat rash, i'll be lucky if i can survive school till 1615.
i hope i can recover soon.
:/
and for guoxing's sake,
i shall sign off this time.
((:
wans-
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
van!
you're my number one love too!
enjoy the twinkies aye?
i can come up with many many reasons why i love you in a jiffy
i'm so glad you're always around;
for the priceless hugs
the endless gossips and the
silly things we always do together.
((:
i love you.
--
blogging in school again.
my comp at home crashed and i cant blog using my sister's laptop without her hollering at me.
shall be random, as usual.
i hate debates.
gp session now btw.
and i'm freezing.
brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
i want to kill them all; the people who wanted me to go for this.
I HATE DEBATES.
it's like my no 1 bane of my life.
and of course, the next bane of my life is..
chua sk!
YIKES!!!
i hate him.
my econs tutor sucks big time.
and i hate debates.
got a single bar of snickers for my effort last friday.
i love chocs though.
diana's not in sch today.
class seems a whole lot quiter.
i miss her lah!
so does heh mr r_ _ _ _ _ n lim
bahh.
Sunday, May 08, 2005
You're - you're my number one
I'd do anything for you
Catch the rain from the sky,
Even hold back the tide for you, baby.
You're - you're my number one
With you I know I belong
I put the radio on and its always playing our song.
There ain't nothing I won't do
I'd walk on water just to be with you
-Van :))
woke up to the sound of pouring rain
washed away a dream of you
Friday, May 06, 2005
i'm not exactly very happy these days.
it's like being err stuck in the 2nd gear.
sinking into the puddle of mud.
and that sucks.
shall be totally random here.
i hate debates.
they are the bane of my life.
i mean you've your view and i'm entitled to mine and i dont see the need or the point to slug it out to see which side win.
like excuse me, just shut up.
got the most no. of votes for the intra debate which i didnt even prepare for.
just went there hoping that diana's group will win so i wont be through.
stuttered atammered tripped over all my words.
tough luck i guess.
yikes.
yucks!!!
it's good that we've sorted things out seriously.
i hope things can get back to normal soon.
math and econs tests next week.
heard that the math paper's tough.
woah whee.
disgusting.
seems like my vocab's really limited these days.
everything's disgusting.
maybe that's because everything is really disgusting.
but school isnt that bad.
if you take away the stupid econs tutor and the tests.
oh and the debates.
we're having fun.
teasing mr and mrs royston lim.
oops it aint mrs royston lim yet, it's
miss diana heng.
--grins-
i cant wait to fly off to canada.
on the other hand, i dont want school to end because i dont want mr tan to leave us.
:/
going to padang tmr to support the soccer guys.
i hope they win.
how now
brown cow
as you wish
jellyfish
going bonkers i know.
Thursday, May 05, 2005
i had my birthday celebration yesterday.
((:
btw van, that previous update's outdated already.
hahah here goes:
these people made my day so much more special.
i
love all of you so much.
the
st nicks' people:
van jo qiu eiz pam gen pong lydia karm cherylsim yen jacqlow wanj lala diana(love no.6) buddyquah zibbie wailing suann
thitysevenohfive: eddy joyce zhii/my darling cow meryl/bimbs aaron/evil twin yiwen/gossippartner ppx yips/grandaunt ahgong/gary edmond rosy aneeta selina seeming emmalyn
soccer guys: boon guoxing zhong manager/adib
twentythreeohfive: eileenwong kianlin chee meiyee sheena corine marie suewen royston hengwei enrui weihan weizi wansu
the other
sweeties: liangpei daryl harry dj andy huaxia ccboon jacq/alliance chrystal
thanks for everything!
whee!
eddy.
i'll talk to you another day okay/
when i've finished sorting out my (believe it or not) emotions
:/
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
swinging seventeenth.
i'm seventeen already.
cant believe it.
if i could turn back the time,
what would i keep?
what would i change?
nevertheless, i can only be seventeen once, so i'm going to sit back and enjoy the ride.
cheers!
to:
aaron/evil twin
jo
qiu
ccboon
pam
eiz
huaxia
zhii
yiwen/gossip partner
eddy
you all made my day so much more special!
((:
i love all of you.
waiting for some sign to show that you're at least okay is like anticipating snow in spore
i dont practise what i preach
i'm selfish and i hate it when you dont see it.
and i dont care.
what i really want is
i dont know.
come ask me another day.
i dont want to pick a fight on my birthday.
maybe i should.
after all i was wailing away when i 1st came into this world aye.
i hate this feeling.
Monday, May 02, 2005
seriously pw is a total waste of time.
just finished my GPP and my eyes are popping out, braincells overworked/killed and all.
i dont like pw.
but at least my group's cool enough to meet in town for discussions?
((:
upon my request of course
--grins-
haha i met eddy, qiu, jdi, diana, jo and van!
had a blast with van.
havent walked around with her in town in 697896463463 years.
though we're in the same school and we see each other virtually everyday, we dont really keep each other updated with the going-ons with our lives.
so yesterday, we did all of that and whee!
i love my van.
right down to the matching turquoise thick hair band and shark rings.
((:
i sure hope you're feeling less blue and vexed.
you're my sunshine after the rain
so be happy okay?
--
and i finally saw pam and everybody else when i went back to st nicks' on fri for sports day.
red house's 3rd this year.
not too bad i guess.
we were 1st runner up last year.
((:
shall go catch up on my zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzs now.
tuition at 1400 hrs tmr
going to stop having tuition for math before i collapse from lack of sleep and exhaustion from the lack of time to complete all my tasks.
am i making sense?
not quite huh.
hmm should i start a count down to my birthday?
haha alright.
2 more days!yay!
Sunday, May 01, 2005
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it's labour day today!
and diana managed to brighten up my life as usual with her smses:
1. on this special day, i wanna tell you i've been working real hard for the past year. dear wife, i'll continue to wrok hard to earn money. no more bread in the future!
2. be sure to do my tie properly so that i'll look gd, though i look really good even without tie... i'm gonna usemy charm to attract clients, not women... so no worries
((: haha what would i do without diana?
okay it's may, hence the template change.
LJB totally kicked ass anyway!
i was screaming like some crazy woman waving my pompom
haha i'm like one of the biggest fans already.
daryl harry amos sarah nichola and willian
so i dont know the last 3 but haha i think they're way cool!
esp daryl
((:
LJB! LJB! LJB!
they're my idols.
who cares abt the champagnes?!
--
alright going back to work on my gpp soon.
was looking at ah gong's photo album and i really dont like him.
he freaks me out.
darn.
i'm always getting into trouble with psychos.
somebody save me pls.
:/
im home!! whee!great day today:Dwatched coach carter, it was good despite all the lousy reviews it received.lame moments but was very inspiring!all the basketball scenes and everythingi like movies like these:Dmet up with zone one ppl for mike's farewell partylike what a farewell??i didn't even talk to mike!bye mike! take care in army! and rmb to miss us!!:Dwatched them para parahaha. still don't know how it worksbut i figured out that it only requires your arms and feet movingthe dinner was fun as usual, just like any zone one thing.with all the lame jokes and laughter and me talking nonsensestupid xun and her beer bottle opener!and pink mrt seats! haha.my hair is terrible today:(it needs a cut soon.pw tmr oh no!my pi. ARGH!i hate project work!it has no meaning at all!grr. starving..off to look for food:D
Tuesday, May 31, 2005
GREETINGS FROM CANADA!!!
i've reached, finally.
flight to london on qantas wasnt enjoyable at all.
1. the aircon was dripping water (during take off and landing only)
2. the service was horrible
3. the blanket was too dusty
4. it was freezing
5. the combination of factors 3 and 4 made me sneeze throughout half of the journey (6 hours)
and the transit in london was quite boring because we were stuck in the same terminal for 5 hours.
and the immigration officers thought i was some illegal immigrant and that my passport was fake because the passport picture doesnt really lookike me.
but then again, there's still some obvious sign of resemblence what!
stupid people.
yikes!
asked a whole bunch of questions, held up my passport against the UV light, rub against it with some pen and asked for my IC.
stupid.
and our plane got delayed because of the overwhelming no. of passengers and the amt of baggage.
so silly!
that aside, journey from london to montreal wasnt bad.
haha british airways was better in more ways than one.
but singapore airlines' still the best by far.
((:
went to eat chinese food for dinner.
not too bad
hmmm going to bathe now!
shall blog again when my sister's not using the comp.
time check: 0109, tuesday
i'm missing singapore ald.
darn!
Monday, May 30, 2005
blogging away at changi airport!
((:
they have free internet access but the comp's kinda laggy so whatever i've typed will only appear 5 seconds later
i've 2 more hours to kill with my mum
and there's nothing much going on at the airport because all the shops are closed.
oh well, my session's ending in a jiffy
(limited to only 15 mins per session)
so we shall see if london heathrow airport has the same wonderful service aye?
:D
tata!
Sunday, May 29, 2005
i'm really leaving
:D
and i have yet to pack and my mum's none too pleased.
but oh well i always pack at the last minute and since i'm not planning to sleep till i get onto the plane (which's probably 6 plus)
i think i've plenty of time
but apparently my mum doesnt think so.
and ouch! i nearly broke my arm just now.
now i've a stupid bruise.
argh!!
my schedule:
monday 30may: SIN (0540) -> LON (1915) on BA7371
tuesday 31may: LON (0020) -> CAN (0720) on BA95
tuesday 21june: CAN (0935) -> LON (1605) on BA94
wednesday 22june: LON (0425) -> SIN (1720) on BA17
everything has been converted to spore time.
i promise i'll take care of myself aye?
and i promise to snail mail as many people as possible.
and i promise to miss all of you.
LOVE!
and the next time i blog will be tuesday i think.
((:
--grins-
Saturday, May 28, 2005
it's 280505 today!happy birthday to us!happy birthday to us!happy birthday to 28!happy birthday to us!:D-sent cherie off today. started off on a happy note, catching up with fefe jo gen van yins and nana. so fun! I REALLY LOVE MY SQUADMATES! then phototaking here and there and everywhere. but the fact that ah li is leaving for canada to live and not to stay hit me when she walked through the doors of the first class reception. sobs. and i just had to act brave and planted myself in between gen and fel. how smart. i'd really miss her. and i do, now.TAKE CARE AH LI! I LOVE YOU LOADS! DO COME BACK AND VISIT!-friday;be u day was damn fun and pretty in pink! we received many many stares from everyone! from the passengers on the train to the bengs at the kPool place! and yay! im not that bad at pool! i shot in all the balls in one game and malcolm none at all! haha. aaron's house was damn hilarious! snoopy, snoopy and nothing but snoopy! damn gay, but somehow i admire the guy's guts to display his 'affection' for snoopy openly! haha. but i don't understand, it's just a stuffed toy! baffles me loads man! hahaha but i've not laughed so much in a long long time! hmm. food was quite good but ghost stories not! i've never been really really scared stiff whenever ghost stories were told! and thanks to elvin who drove 5 of us home!:D 2805 really rocks! QUADRUPLE HA!-otc camp briefing tmr at 9. god, another few hours of boring lengthy talks! i hope they end on time! please do! charles had proven that st john meetings DO end on time! please don't let him be the only and only one!`qiu
i had a blasting week ((:
but i guess the highlight of it all must be yesterday/ BU day
my class theme was nerds and heh! we were TOTAL nerds for a day
our get up was hilarious: 2 ponytails, high socks, button-all-the-way-up and wear tie, specs and name tag for the girls
side parting, suspenders, button-all-the-way-up and wear tie, specs and name tag for the guys.
and our class nerd was the best!
you go chee!
((:
went shopping today for my trip.
with van jo gen qiu peipei manager guoxing boon
bought new shoes!
bought new storage boxes!
bought new supply of contacts!
i love my new shoes.
:D
GEN!
I LOVE YOU ANYWAY!!
sorry abt the star wars thing :/
i'm flying off on monday 0540.
to everybody whom i dont get to meet before i leave;
i'll miss you all
and do take care aye?
--much love!
Monday, May 23, 2005
it was class day today!
((:
though we had a blast, was quite disappointed with the attendance
people who came down and celebrated our class day today; the ones who rocked my world:
diana wong chee kianlin suann zibbie wailing hengwei enrui royston
kbox was a total eye opener!
haha we were all singing at the top of our voices?
to tunes like hmmm (by the time i came) jing tian bu hui jia, tong hua, zhao kuai gan, sexy naughty bitchy, dui ni ai ai ai bu ai, dang ni, honey and mei shi jian
as you all can see, the majority of the songs are in chinese so haha i've only heard of these and so i could only sing these!
:D
and zibbie was shrieking into the mike whenever takeshi came on
((:
neos with the rest was pretty much another happy afair
hah!
i've them with me now!
and we all looked so happy.
--grins-
and then we discovered wong left her phone over at kbox.
at least enrui was gentlemanly enough to accompany her back.
twenty three oh five.
wheee!
Sunday, May 22, 2005
walking 10km is very very very satisfying
((:
went for the big walk with qiu van and pam!
and we all wore the silly big walk shirts after making pam change behind the bougainvilla plants
haha!
anyway eiz! you must take care of yourself okay?
we missed you but it's okay!
we've next year!
counting down the days till i'll be gone:
7 (a week!)
special thanks to peipei who allowed me to use the comp!
((:
Saturday, May 21, 2005
was blog surfing and i copped this from ah gong!
i love my icons ((:
wanted to go shopping for my trip
get new shoes and stuff
and van! we've to go shoes shopping soon aye?
wont get new shoes without you too
but it's raining very heavily now so i guess shopping can wait
i dont like shopping terribly much anyway
:/ have never liked shopping
heh! and somebody said i was so not a girl
hahaha must all girls like to shop?
oh well i'm just unique then
whee!
many things have been happening all at once and sometimes i wish i can be sedated and i can just sleep and sleep and sleep and not wake up
heh can probably do that when i'm dead or something
which reminds me, every step we take is actually 1 step closer to death.
((: got this from my gp tutor who's leaving too
:/
i need
more space to breathe
more time to think
more courage to move on
instead of wallowing around.
counting down the days till i'll be gone:
8
Friday, May 20, 2005
sorry por! didn't mean to miss you out!:(haha i still love you as much as ever yea?and YOU ARE MINE! remember that!so you are to be happy!:D:):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):) land of happy faces!smiles!
i love my evil twin! coming all the way to aj just to talk to me. ((:
EVIL TWINS are forever aye?
whee!
took the train down to town to meet the others with guoxing
haha shopped a while and then me quah diana and guoxing left
i dont know how i'm supposed to feel right now.
yikes.
:/
haha what a day!:Dslackest day of the week, i love fridays!!my class had may babies birthday celebration!and boy, were we crazy!chocolate cake, flour AND water!thanks ah!:Dhaha. went out with por jo pei pei muak koon gx and boon with flour all over me.jo claims i smell like baby's puke:/so pei pei doused me in her perfume.haha it works la!heard from adib the conditions for the soccer girls to participate in the tournament.A level pass for all 4 subjects for mid year!the VP is like so damn rigid!!girls can't play soccer? not our duty? RUBBISH! i'd try my very best for the 4 A level passes!thank goodness it's mid year, i have a month to mug!i want to play! and even if im not in the main seven, i want to be there to support the team!looking forward to big walk this sunday!finally a Zie gathering!i miss eiz and pams so so much!!we must wear our big walk shirts! no more changing in the middle of the road!Zies!:D`qiu
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
looking back on the memory of the dance we shared beneath the stars above, for a moment all the world was right. how could i have known that you'd ever say goodbye? and i? i'm glad i didnt know the way it all would go. our lives are better left to chance. i could have missed the pain, but i'd have had to miss the dance.
--garth brooks, tony arata.
i like that.
it's almost apt.
today was somewhat a happy day for me.
and my appetite's almost back.
almost/
realised that all my teachers are going.
my math tutor/pd tutor is leaving.
my phy tutor may leave
my chem tutor may leave
trevor's leaving
miss wong's leaving.
i heard that the principal's leaving too
:/
bahh they are all leaving except one
the single bane of my life
yikes!
haah maybe i shouldnt be so mean to him; after all i'm not going to see him for like at least 24 days.
hah!
i think i may be going to new york after all!
fuunnnn!
:D
have many stuff to do before i leave the country.
get new specs, contacts
get new clothes
have a checklist drawn up for what the stuff i'm bringing
but then again i always leave my packing till the very last day so no worries
((:
to anonymous: haha thanks for your help!
eiz: i'll tell you when i see you on sunday! we've a big walk date aye?
and karm! we've a coffee date on sat! how does taka coffee bean sound to you?
love to all!
counting down the days till i'll be gone:
11
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
i've no idea what's happening but the whole blogger thing is in chinese now!
luckily i know how to read chinese ((:
weird.
had my coffee fix today with the perfect company.
then had soccer with the ultimate people;
though my mum's none too pleased about the bruises and stuff.
oh well.
and guoxing!
do cheer up please!
:D
will sleep early tonight.
sleeping at 3am for 2 days straight does wonders to my brains i think.
the idea of being sedated is like super welcoming now.
((:
counting down the days till i'll be gone:
12
i'm so in love with
you.
Saturday, May 14, 2005
i thought i could be strong abt it.
i guess not.
saw the mail and started crying like crazy.
reminds me of what kunlin said just now
'why must you girls put on a brave front?'
i dont know.
what we had.
all seemed like child's play now.
i thought we had everything we could possibly had.
love trust happiness.
i was happy. i swear.
i thought it would last i seriously thought it would.
feels weird typing in the past tense.
then why am i still here crying!
swinging single
right.
Friday, May 13, 2005
was listening to the radio and linsday lohan's song, over, came on./
it's like not really apt for my case but i like it anyway.
somebody's lying and twisting the bloody facts and i want to know why.
and WHO the hell did it.
it's like what we had, we shared, it all boils down to ending 'it'
it.
i dont know.
all the misinterpretations, why cant we just talk?
it's not like we just knew each other?>
because we did not.
am i pissed? maybe.
am i heartbroken, am i sad?
i want to say i hate you and everything that a petty person should.
but i cant.
thanks to:
jo van peipei zhii joyce ppx muikoon diana qiu guoxing boon andy dj
for being there for me when i needed you most.
riight.so it's my fault.does anyone understand the pain im going through?it really doesn't feel good at all.i can sense it man.it's all my fault.and i feel everyone getting further and further from me, even my close friends.-whines- i don't want it!!!i feel so screwed and i don't want to screw anyone else up.i want to find a hole and hide in it and never come out again.but i know that will never happen.all im asking for is some timegive me some time please.and im really really sorry for eveything that's happened. it's thrown me off course, and i don't know. I REALLY DON'T KNOW!!i've become so weak emotionally.. it''s scaring me more than anything else.`qiu
im so confused. will someone please teach me?i feel cheap, really cheap. i don't know what im doing. just feel like knocking myself on my head. that was a stupid move, stupider than i ever can be! it's like im being torn into two.school these two weeks has been real hectic. econs and maths test totally knocked me dead. i definitely failed all my 4 subjects. haha. they are so going to kick me out of science faculty! i need to do some serious catching up during the hols man! i can't afford to fail anymore. actually, im sick of failing! i must buck up. i will buck up! haha. easier said than done.2805 won the debate with 0705! YAY! go aaron! haha. he was so good today. he ought to be the best speaker! but i guess it's a consolation for 0705 la. haha. go 2805!:D all the way to the finals! and ah fu, my drink!soccer today was great, save for the fact that i got sick from playing! beats me, i don't even know how i manage it. i was very fine before training! we finally played on the field and it dawned on me how tough it is to play a game of soccer. i really admire the professionals!! esp my man u! haha. anw sa wanted to play a friendly with us! like huh? please, we don't want to malu ourselves so soon yet. so i guess our trusted captain is going to reject the sa coach's propsal. haha. not going to school tmr. the effect of all the long nights and lack of sleep is kicking in. guess im really tired, that's why i fell sick. and i've got the whole weekend to catch up on my Zzzzzz! whee! and there's sunday to look forward to!`qiu
Thursday, May 12, 2005
just finished writing my 6 minutes speech for debate later.
haha i'm kind of proud of myself actually
((:
considering that:
1. debates are the bane of my life and i dont like them
2. my stiff neck really restricts my movement at the comp. as in i've trouble looking at the screen and then at the keyboard.
3. i've to sit up straight because my neck/back injury's apparently a result of my super losuy posture and i cant bear to sit up straight for long because it hurts.
4. the heat rash's really irritating. at least my neck aint that swollen now. i'm so in love with calamine lotion. haha!
using my dad's comp now which doesnt suport the printer at home and now i've to switch to my sister's laptop so i can print the materials.
so troublesome.
yikes.
phototaking later and i'll be looking like some panda.
heard that the class reps have to sit at the front.
double yikes!
shouldnt be complaining schoolwork i know but
ahh!
things i've to do:
1. pw - gpp and sample of questions and everything - by next mon
2. econs essay - technically it's by fri
3. math tutorial - by yesterday
4. revise for chem pre spa - by yesterday. i'm so going to die at the mole calculation section.
not going for soccer later.
with my stiff neck and aching back and the irritating heat rash, i'll be lucky if i can survive school till 1615.
i hope i can recover soon.
:/
and for guoxing's sake,
i shall sign off this time.
((:
wans-
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
van!
you're my number one love too!
enjoy the twinkies aye?
i can come up with many many reasons why i love you in a jiffy
i'm so glad you're always around;
for the priceless hugs
the endless gossips and the
silly things we always do together.
((:
i love you.
--
blogging in school again.
my comp at home crashed and i cant blog using my sister's laptop without her hollering at me.
shall be random, as usual.
i hate debates.
gp session now btw.
and i'm freezing.
brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
i want to kill them all; the people who wanted me to go for this.
I HATE DEBATES.
it's like my no 1 bane of my life.
and of course, the next bane of my life is..
chua sk!
YIKES!!!
i hate him.
my econs tutor sucks big time.
and i hate debates.
got a single bar of snickers for my effort last friday.
i love chocs though.
diana's not in sch today.
class seems a whole lot quiter.
i miss her lah!
so does heh mr r_ _ _ _ _ n lim
bahh.
Sunday, May 08, 2005
You're - you're my number one
I'd do anything for you
Catch the rain from the sky,
Even hold back the tide for you, baby.
You're - you're my number one
With you I know I belong
I put the radio on and its always playing our song.
There ain't nothing I won't do
I'd walk on water just to be with you
-Van :))
woke up to the sound of pouring rain
washed away a dream of you
Friday, May 06, 2005
i'm not exactly very happy these days.
it's like being err stuck in the 2nd gear.
sinking into the puddle of mud.
and that sucks.
shall be totally random here.
i hate debates.
they are the bane of my life.
i mean you've your view and i'm entitled to mine and i dont see the need or the point to slug it out to see which side win.
like excuse me, just shut up.
got the most no. of votes for the intra debate which i didnt even prepare for.
just went there hoping that diana's group will win so i wont be through.
stuttered atammered tripped over all my words.
tough luck i guess.
yikes.
yucks!!!
it's good that we've sorted things out seriously.
i hope things can get back to normal soon.
math and econs tests next week.
heard that the math paper's tough.
woah whee.
disgusting.
seems like my vocab's really limited these days.
everything's disgusting.
maybe that's because everything is really disgusting.
but school isnt that bad.
if you take away the stupid econs tutor and the tests.
oh and the debates.
we're having fun.
teasing mr and mrs royston lim.
oops it aint mrs royston lim yet, it's
miss diana heng.
--grins-
i cant wait to fly off to canada.
on the other hand, i dont want school to end because i dont want mr tan to leave us.
:/
going to padang tmr to support the soccer guys.
i hope they win.
how now
brown cow
as you wish
jellyfish
going bonkers i know.
Thursday, May 05, 2005
i had my birthday celebration yesterday.
((:
btw van, that previous update's outdated already.
hahah here goes:
these people made my day so much more special.
i
love all of you so much.
the
st nicks' people:
van jo qiu eiz pam gen pong lydia karm cherylsim yen jacqlow wanj lala diana(love no.6) buddyquah zibbie wailing suann
thitysevenohfive: eddy joyce zhii/my darling cow meryl/bimbs aaron/evil twin yiwen/gossippartner ppx yips/grandaunt ahgong/gary edmond rosy aneeta selina seeming emmalyn
soccer guys: boon guoxing zhong manager/adib
twentythreeohfive: eileenwong kianlin chee meiyee sheena corine marie suewen royston hengwei enrui weihan weizi wansu
the other
sweeties: liangpei daryl harry dj andy huaxia ccboon jacq/alliance chrystal
thanks for everything!
whee!
eddy.
i'll talk to you another day okay/
when i've finished sorting out my (believe it or not) emotions
:/
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
swinging seventeenth.
i'm seventeen already.
cant believe it.
if i could turn back the time,
what would i keep?
what would i change?
nevertheless, i can only be seventeen once, so i'm going to sit back and enjoy the ride.
cheers!
to:
aaron/evil twin
jo
qiu
ccboon
pam
eiz
huaxia
zhii
yiwen/gossip partner
eddy
you all made my day so much more special!
((:
i love all of you.
waiting for some sign to show that you're at least okay is like anticipating snow in spore
i dont practise what i preach
i'm selfish and i hate it when you dont see it.
and i dont care.
what i really want is
i dont know.
come ask me another day.
i dont want to pick a fight on my birthday.
maybe i should.
after all i was wailing away when i 1st came into this world aye.
i hate this feeling.
Monday, May 02, 2005
seriously pw is a total waste of time.
just finished my GPP and my eyes are popping out, braincells overworked/killed and all.
i dont like pw.
but at least my group's cool enough to meet in town for discussions?
((:
upon my request of course
--grins-
haha i met eddy, qiu, jdi, diana, jo and van!
had a blast with van.
havent walked around with her in town in 697896463463 years.
though we're in the same school and we see each other virtually everyday, we dont really keep each other updated with the going-ons with our lives.
so yesterday, we did all of that and whee!
i love my van.
right down to the matching turquoise thick hair band and shark rings.
((:
i sure hope you're feeling less blue and vexed.
you're my sunshine after the rain
so be happy okay?
--
and i finally saw pam and everybody else when i went back to st nicks' on fri for sports day.
red house's 3rd this year.
not too bad i guess.
we were 1st runner up last year.
((:
shall go catch up on my zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzs now.
tuition at 1400 hrs tmr
going to stop having tuition for math before i collapse from lack of sleep and exhaustion from the lack of time to complete all my tasks.
am i making sense?
not quite huh.
hmm should i start a count down to my birthday?
haha alright.
2 more days!yay!
Sunday, May 01, 2005
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it's labour day today!
and diana managed to brighten up my life as usual with her smses:
1. on this special day, i wanna tell you i've been working real hard for the past year. dear wife, i'll continue to wrok hard to earn money. no more bread in the future!
2. be sure to do my tie properly so that i'll look gd, though i look really good even without tie... i'm gonna usemy charm to attract clients, not women... so no worries
((: haha what would i do without diana?
okay it's may, hence the template change.
LJB totally kicked ass anyway!
i was screaming like some crazy woman waving my pompom
haha i'm like one of the biggest fans already.
daryl harry amos sarah nichola and willian
so i dont know the last 3 but haha i think they're way cool!
esp daryl
((:
LJB! LJB! LJB!
they're my idols.
who cares abt the champagnes?!
--
alright going back to work on my gpp soon.
was looking at ah gong's photo album and i really dont like him.
he freaks me out.
darn.
i'm always getting into trouble with psychos.
somebody save me pls.
:/
im home!! whee!great day today:Dwatched coach carter, it was good despite all the lousy reviews it received.lame moments but was very inspiring!all the basketball scenes and everythingi like movies like these:Dmet up with zone one ppl for mike's farewell partylike what a farewell??i didn't even talk to mike!bye mike! take care in army! and rmb to miss us!!:Dwatched them para parahaha. still don't know how it worksbut i figured out that it only requires your arms and feet movingthe dinner was fun as usual, just like any zone one thing.with all the lame jokes and laughter and me talking nonsensestupid xun and her beer bottle opener!and pink mrt seats! haha.my hair is terrible today:(it needs a cut soon.pw tmr oh no!my pi. ARGH!i hate project work!it has no meaning at all!grr. starving..off to look for food:D
