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it's teachers' day tomorrow and whee we're all going back to st nicks'.
the rest went back today for orange bowl but i had to stay back to get the card done.
aces day's tomorrow too and we're all doing the line dance.
think it'll be quite alright but then again. anything's fun hilarious exciting and extremely amusing when twenty three oh five's around.
((:






i hate it when songs play and all the dreadful memories come flooding back.
to forget's easier said than done but i'm not really bothered.
until the stupid songs play, and then i remember how i was living a silly facade and pretending to smile when everything was horribly wrong.
porcelain smile aye.
but who cares, i'm happy now
((:

tomorrow's going to be another fun filled day for me.
whee!

happy sweet seventeenth van!
i love you, for all the times you've stood by me.
patrick bob and powerpuff girls
disney princess and cotton candy.
hugs and squeals and all things nice;
i love you.


happy sweet seventeenth ppx!
i love love love you too.


reply to tag;
dehai: ((:




and saturday came soon enough.
--grins-

i bitch and i gossip and i enjoy every minute of it.
but name calling and childish rumors are a little too much yes?
do get the facts right before you even start the stupid routine.
seriously, i didnt expect all this crap.
whoever you are: STOP IT!

just got some great news.
my evil twin's coming to aj tmr
whee :D
i miss my evil twin truckloads aye.




i wish saturday comes soon.
((:
--grins-


;wans

i think i've officially started a new chapter in life.
and i've absoultely no regrets closing the last.
and i dont even want to revisit that part of my life again.
never.

hmmm i'm sorry i didnt tell you all.
i wasnt ready aye.
hope you all do understand.

;wans

i really hate it when my system gives way and then i fall really sick.
kind of breaks the momentum you know.
it's like i've been working at this certain steady pace and then suddenly there's this stupid road block and i've to stop.

i hope i get well soon.
and i'm not going to school tmr.
lovely.

hmmm i just want to dedicate this entry to my best girlfriends for all this while:
jo
van
quah
diana
qiu
eiz
pam
karm

you know i love you all.
yes i do i do!
:D

((:
this week passed by really quickly which's a good thing i guess.
sleeping 3.5 hrs in 2 days seemed quite a feat but the truth is,
it's really quite simple.
heh like i've said, it takes skills and practise.
:D and i've loads of that.
whee!
okay i can see a whole bunch of people glaring at me.
jo qiu diana quah dj guoxing
oops.

econs timed prac tmr.
i studied this time.
yay.

and i'm happy.
yes i am.
hah.

okay i need sleep.
pw's screwing up my biological clock.
it's 0414.
thank god my parents dont know that i'm still up and about, they'll slaughter me.
yikes.

and it's raining now.
i love rain.

national day eve was great!
it was only the retarded picnic at aj square that marred this day slightly
my class didnt even have any food to eat!
but that's my class for you!
and even so, we had fun dressing sau pin up!
he was such a red and white sight, such a hoot!
all thanks to my idea! hee.

outing with gen jo la pong baba fel por yen wanj lydia was uber great!
nothing beats going out with them!
they always make me laugh, just their company!
and willy wonka is really psychotic!
lydia was right.
i want to taste his chocolate so so much!
A WONKA BAR! ((:
and we did something naughty in the cinema - we really didnt mean it! ((:
GRIN.

national day was spent doing pw and we finally hit the 1000 mark!
yay AJ 134! ((:
and reading harry potter!
i finished it ald!
i think i got sucked into the book and it spitted me out once i finished the book.
abit like going in to the pensieve ((:
i saw the tankers from NDP go past my house!
the noise they made was deafening!
i felt like a little kid watching them drive past my block.
many many tankers!
it felt so surreal, like we were preparing for war, to see it on the road.

ha and i just slacked the whole day through today.
tutorial 15 is still waiting to be completed
and i'm stuck on inequalities! :/
i hate kuah, someone please steal her little knitted sweater.

hee.

rest in peace, dumblodore.

oh, one last thing!

happy birthday ting ting!
and a happy belated birthday la!
(:

qiu

I guess this time you're really leaving
I heard your suitcase say goodbye
And as my broken heart lies bleeding
You say true love in suicide
You say you're cried a thousand rivers
And now you're swimming for the shore
You left me drowning in my tears
And you won't save me anymore
Now i'm praying to god you'll give me one more chance, girl

I'll be there for you
These five words i swear to you
When you breathe i want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and i'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

I know you know we've had some good times
How they have their own hiding place
I can promise you tomorrow
But i can't buy back yesterday
And baby you know my hands are dirty
But i wanted to be your valentine


I'll be the water when you get thirsty, baby
When you get drink, i'll be the wine

I'll be there for you
These five words i swear to you
When you breathe i want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and i'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

And i wasn't there when you were happy
I wasn't there when you were down
I didn't mean to miss your birthday, baby
I wish i'd seen you blow those candles out

I'll be there for you
These five words i swear to you
When you breathe i want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and i'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you


((: currently my favorite song.
heh!

let's see.
sunday: ponned tuition because i was stuck in a jam. ps-ed qiu and everything. sorry dear heh!
monday: went to celebrate lala's and gen's birthdays. watched charlie and the choc factory and it was such a joyride ((: though me and dj were stuck at the first row and everything, we had fun.
tuesday: ((: went to watch the fireworks display!

so today,. i'll be at home doing pw.
haha i'm forever doing pw.

happy sweet seventeenth lala!*
you know i love you yes i do i do!
please take care of yourself!
--hugs tight-


happy sweet seventeenth gen*
you'res till my favourite person to hug after all this while so what can i say?
life's beautiful when you're around
--smiles-
LOVE!


happy sweet seventeenth selina*
dont know if you'll see this but heh it's the thought taht counts aye!
love much!

i'm quite proud of myself during tuition today
even though it was 20 questions of MCQs, i can do it!
maybe i'm starting to get the hang of physics.
i only need to study for 2 more months.
a hectic two more months. sigh.
and he's lame. yes, very lame!
I CAN'T SING FOR NUTS! ((:

qiuqiu



i hate you.
by the way, it was sacarsm, not reverse psychology.
i didn't think anything could help you.
stop acting like you know everything.
you don't. and nobody does.

it's been ages since i last went out and had loads of fun without having guilt creeping up on me.
went mugging with jo and andy yesterday and heh they both made my day
((:
had fun, yes but at least i studied a little.
did some econs and thought about my pw introudction and i think we all did get some stuff done.
whee!

national day celebration's tmr and we all have some big plan for chee
hah we're going to have so much fun
after that we're going out to celebrate gen's and la's birthdays and we're watching charlie and the choc factory.
yums! --grins-

spent the whole day at home today,
something which i havent done in a trillion years.
it feels nice actually, plodding ard tidying up this and that
doing nothing in particular
and i just realised throwing away stuff's quite therapeutic,
almost as therapeutic as cutting hair.
heh get it?

looking forward to the long long break.
i'll be spending half of it studying but what the heck.
at least there's no school.
yay.

and oh yes, i've taken the 1st step in walking away and have not looked back.
i'm quite proud of myself actually.




craving for some solitude.
i want to stand in the crowd, and look at people;
recognising nobody and having nobody recognise me.

pw was fulfiling today. FINALLY.
one session where everyone contributed something and we finally got down to do something useful!
haha. better late than never.
and we have only 6 more days to rush out a 2500 word report.
we have about 324 words now. we can do it! ((:

i can't wait for monday. CHARLIE!
and i finally get to see my whole gang of friends ((:
i miss them so so much. especially gen!
i've not talked and laughed very loud with a group of many many girls for god knows how long ald.
whee! i really can't wait!((:
but i'm going to ps my class for my st nicks friends again.
i feel quite bad :/
i really do want to go for class outing!

i still feel like a hypocrite, even though it feels like so long ago.
i don't know how it happened.
it just did.

i'm all tangled up inside and i dont know what to think.
feels as if i'm in a fishbowl,
looking and not seeing
hearing but not listening.
i'm just there going through a darn routine everday,
listen to lectures, go for tutorials, mug after school and exchange gossips.
smile at someone i'm not that close to because i want to cut her queue at the stall.

i'm pushing myself hard now because i want to.
because i need to.
just two more months and i think i'll be a whole lot better.
just two more months.

just a quick shoutout to people who matter a whole lot to me
(and i know that they drop by --smiles-)
quah qiu jo diana dj guoxing
whee :D
i'm glad i've you by my side.

You're beautiful.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.





and this time when i walk away,
i promise i wont look back
and that i'll think back on these times
and laugh myself silly.

i'm happy ((:
i think i'm happy.

if i tell you i'm walking away, what will you do?
if i were to tell you that i know what you've been up to all this while, because i've been snooping around and managed to chance upon something, what will you do?

maybe i'm thinking too much-
maybe everything isnt what it seems to be.
we're fond of making excuses,
and waiting, just waiting for the other party to make the first move.

i'm a big girl now,
and shutting things out and walking away wont be the first for me anyway.

emotions are in a turmoil and the drugs aint helping either.
wanted to skip school tmr but nah pw got into my way.
:/

looking forward to a nice long holiday next week.
((:
charlie and the choc factory,
lunch cum bdae celebrations for gen and lala
these are the things currently propelling me forward.

i feel trapped.
and time seems to be running out all the time.
integration doesnt really make sense and neither do plenty of other things.
i'll better stop in case i sound as if i'm whining.
:/

my immune system finally gave way
oh whee.
wearing a jacket ard the house isnt exactly oodles of fun but hey i'll do anything to keep the chills at bay.



you all made my day today ((:

wanling
nine eight seven six
fourthmay

it's teachers' day tomorrow and whee we're all going back to st nicks'.
the rest went back today for orange bowl but i had to stay back to get the card done.
aces day's tomorrow too and we're all doing the line dance.
think it'll be quite alright but then again. anything's fun hilarious exciting and extremely amusing when twenty three oh five's around.
((:






i hate it when songs play and all the dreadful memories come flooding back.
to forget's easier said than done but i'm not really bothered.
until the stupid songs play, and then i remember how i was living a silly facade and pretending to smile when everything was horribly wrong.
porcelain smile aye.
but who cares, i'm happy now
((:

tomorrow's going to be another fun filled day for me.
whee!

happy sweet seventeenth van!
i love you, for all the times you've stood by me.
patrick bob and powerpuff girls
disney princess and cotton candy.
hugs and squeals and all things nice;
i love you.


happy sweet seventeenth ppx!
i love love love you too.


reply to tag;
dehai: ((:




and saturday came soon enough.
--grins-

i bitch and i gossip and i enjoy every minute of it.
but name calling and childish rumors are a little too much yes?
do get the facts right before you even start the stupid routine.
seriously, i didnt expect all this crap.
whoever you are: STOP IT!

just got some great news.
my evil twin's coming to aj tmr
whee :D
i miss my evil twin truckloads aye.




i wish saturday comes soon.
((:
--grins-


;wans

i think i've officially started a new chapter in life.
and i've absoultely no regrets closing the last.
and i dont even want to revisit that part of my life again.
never.

hmmm i'm sorry i didnt tell you all.
i wasnt ready aye.
hope you all do understand.

;wans

i really hate it when my system gives way and then i fall really sick.
kind of breaks the momentum you know.
it's like i've been working at this certain steady pace and then suddenly there's this stupid road block and i've to stop.

i hope i get well soon.
and i'm not going to school tmr.
lovely.

hmmm i just want to dedicate this entry to my best girlfriends for all this while:
jo
van
quah
diana
qiu
eiz
pam
karm

you know i love you all.
yes i do i do!
:D

((:
this week passed by really quickly which's a good thing i guess.
sleeping 3.5 hrs in 2 days seemed quite a feat but the truth is,
it's really quite simple.
heh like i've said, it takes skills and practise.
:D and i've loads of that.
whee!
okay i can see a whole bunch of people glaring at me.
jo qiu diana quah dj guoxing
oops.

econs timed prac tmr.
i studied this time.
yay.

and i'm happy.
yes i am.
hah.

okay i need sleep.
pw's screwing up my biological clock.
it's 0414.
thank god my parents dont know that i'm still up and about, they'll slaughter me.
yikes.

and it's raining now.
i love rain.

national day eve was great!
it was only the retarded picnic at aj square that marred this day slightly
my class didnt even have any food to eat!
but that's my class for you!
and even so, we had fun dressing sau pin up!
he was such a red and white sight, such a hoot!
all thanks to my idea! hee.

outing with gen jo la pong baba fel por yen wanj lydia was uber great!
nothing beats going out with them!
they always make me laugh, just their company!
and willy wonka is really psychotic!
lydia was right.
i want to taste his chocolate so so much!
A WONKA BAR! ((:
and we did something naughty in the cinema - we really didnt mean it! ((:
GRIN.

national day was spent doing pw and we finally hit the 1000 mark!
yay AJ 134! ((:
and reading harry potter!
i finished it ald!
i think i got sucked into the book and it spitted me out once i finished the book.
abit like going in to the pensieve ((:
i saw the tankers from NDP go past my house!
the noise they made was deafening!
i felt like a little kid watching them drive past my block.
many many tankers!
it felt so surreal, like we were preparing for war, to see it on the road.

ha and i just slacked the whole day through today.
tutorial 15 is still waiting to be completed
and i'm stuck on inequalities! :/
i hate kuah, someone please steal her little knitted sweater.

hee.

rest in peace, dumblodore.

oh, one last thing!

happy birthday ting ting!
and a happy belated birthday la!
(:

qiu

I guess this time you're really leaving
I heard your suitcase say goodbye
And as my broken heart lies bleeding
You say true love in suicide
You say you're cried a thousand rivers
And now you're swimming for the shore
You left me drowning in my tears
And you won't save me anymore
Now i'm praying to god you'll give me one more chance, girl

I'll be there for you
These five words i swear to you
When you breathe i want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and i'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

I know you know we've had some good times
How they have their own hiding place
I can promise you tomorrow
But i can't buy back yesterday
And baby you know my hands are dirty
But i wanted to be your valentine


I'll be the water when you get thirsty, baby
When you get drink, i'll be the wine

I'll be there for you
These five words i swear to you
When you breathe i want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and i'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

And i wasn't there when you were happy
I wasn't there when you were down
I didn't mean to miss your birthday, baby
I wish i'd seen you blow those candles out

I'll be there for you
These five words i swear to you
When you breathe i want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and i'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you


((: currently my favorite song.
heh!

let's see.
sunday: ponned tuition because i was stuck in a jam. ps-ed qiu and everything. sorry dear heh!
monday: went to celebrate lala's and gen's birthdays. watched charlie and the choc factory and it was such a joyride ((: though me and dj were stuck at the first row and everything, we had fun.
tuesday: ((: went to watch the fireworks display!

so today,. i'll be at home doing pw.
haha i'm forever doing pw.

happy sweet seventeenth lala!*
you know i love you yes i do i do!
please take care of yourself!
--hugs tight-


happy sweet seventeenth gen*
you'res till my favourite person to hug after all this while so what can i say?
life's beautiful when you're around
--smiles-
LOVE!


happy sweet seventeenth selina*
dont know if you'll see this but heh it's the thought taht counts aye!
love much!

i'm quite proud of myself during tuition today
even though it was 20 questions of MCQs, i can do it!
maybe i'm starting to get the hang of physics.
i only need to study for 2 more months.
a hectic two more months. sigh.
and he's lame. yes, very lame!
I CAN'T SING FOR NUTS! ((:

qiuqiu



i hate you.
by the way, it was sacarsm, not reverse psychology.
i didn't think anything could help you.
stop acting like you know everything.
you don't. and nobody does.

it's been ages since i last went out and had loads of fun without having guilt creeping up on me.
went mugging with jo and andy yesterday and heh they both made my day
((:
had fun, yes but at least i studied a little.
did some econs and thought about my pw introudction and i think we all did get some stuff done.
whee!

national day celebration's tmr and we all have some big plan for chee
hah we're going to have so much fun
after that we're going out to celebrate gen's and la's birthdays and we're watching charlie and the choc factory.
yums! --grins-

spent the whole day at home today,
something which i havent done in a trillion years.
it feels nice actually, plodding ard tidying up this and that
doing nothing in particular
and i just realised throwing away stuff's quite therapeutic,
almost as therapeutic as cutting hair.
heh get it?

looking forward to the long long break.
i'll be spending half of it studying but what the heck.
at least there's no school.
yay.

and oh yes, i've taken the 1st step in walking away and have not looked back.
i'm quite proud of myself actually.




craving for some solitude.
i want to stand in the crowd, and look at people;
recognising nobody and having nobody recognise me.

pw was fulfiling today. FINALLY.
one session where everyone contributed something and we finally got down to do something useful!
haha. better late than never.
and we have only 6 more days to rush out a 2500 word report.
we have about 324 words now. we can do it! ((:

i can't wait for monday. CHARLIE!
and i finally get to see my whole gang of friends ((:
i miss them so so much. especially gen!
i've not talked and laughed very loud with a group of many many girls for god knows how long ald.
whee! i really can't wait!((:
but i'm going to ps my class for my st nicks friends again.
i feel quite bad :/
i really do want to go for class outing!

i still feel like a hypocrite, even though it feels like so long ago.
i don't know how it happened.
it just did.

i'm all tangled up inside and i dont know what to think.
feels as if i'm in a fishbowl,
looking and not seeing
hearing but not listening.
i'm just there going through a darn routine everday,
listen to lectures, go for tutorials, mug after school and exchange gossips.
smile at someone i'm not that close to because i want to cut her queue at the stall.

i'm pushing myself hard now because i want to.
because i need to.
just two more months and i think i'll be a whole lot better.
just two more months.

just a quick shoutout to people who matter a whole lot to me
(and i know that they drop by --smiles-)
quah qiu jo diana dj guoxing
whee :D
i'm glad i've you by my side.

You're beautiful.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.





and this time when i walk away,
i promise i wont look back
and that i'll think back on these times
and laugh myself silly.

i'm happy ((:
i think i'm happy.

if i tell you i'm walking away, what will you do?
if i were to tell you that i know what you've been up to all this while, because i've been snooping around and managed to chance upon something, what will you do?

maybe i'm thinking too much-
maybe everything isnt what it seems to be.
we're fond of making excuses,
and waiting, just waiting for the other party to make the first move.

i'm a big girl now,
and shutting things out and walking away wont be the first for me anyway.

emotions are in a turmoil and the drugs aint helping either.
wanted to skip school tmr but nah pw got into my way.
:/

looking forward to a nice long holiday next week.
((:
charlie and the choc factory,
lunch cum bdae celebrations for gen and lala
these are the things currently propelling me forward.

i feel trapped.
and time seems to be running out all the time.
integration doesnt really make sense and neither do plenty of other things.
i'll better stop in case i sound as if i'm whining.
:/

my immune system finally gave way
oh whee.
wearing a jacket ard the house isnt exactly oodles of fun but hey i'll do anything to keep the chills at bay.



you all made my day today ((:

QIU!
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