Monday, October 31, 2005
i'm bored senseless so here goes!
haha i doubt anyone will read the full quiz anyway :D
1. 5 things u are thinking of?
i) what to wear for my gran's birthday dinner later; i hate dressing up yikes!
ii) the photos swap with huaxia!
iii) my next date with sombody
iv) that idiot didnt reply my message.
v) cramps suck.
2. Who are u missing?
that same idiot who didnt reply my message, my classmates and the zies (:
3. Where are you?
home!
4. The last person you msg?
dj
5. Who do you like?
i like people who dont exasperate and frustrate me. haha i'm quite easy to please :D
6. Whats your secret that u havent told any one?
it's supposed to be a secret isnt it? shhh!
7. Are you vain?
nah. definitely not! haha except for the occassional grouses abt blackheads :D
8. Who are you with?
my mum!
9. What perfume do you use?
love passport [van!]
10. Who do you hate?
i dislike, not hate. haah and i dislike this certain someone in my pw group and irritating airheads.
11. Who annoys you?
same as above.
12. Have you ever felt hurt because of love?
yeah but i get over it fast (:
13. Do you watch sex and the city?
nah.
14. Which would you choose? DRUGS or SMOKE or BEER?
none. i'm a good girl whee!
15. What did you eat?
some disgusting noodles over at waterloo street.
16. Whats ure fav song?
track 12!
and remember me this way.
17. Whats ur full name?
por wan ling
18. Do u like going out?
nah. haha i'm quite sick of town and j8 but then again, company matters eh? and just for the record, i dislike shopping!
19. Do you like love or hate life?
i'm lovin' it!
20. Have you ever cried for a guy or girl?
yeah. haha i cry for everybody too, including people in movies and books. tearjerkers eh?
21. Do you sleep alone?
i share my bedroom with my sister but i've the previlege of having the whole room to myself when she goes abroad, which is quite frequent anyway.
22. Do you have a pillow?
hah i've two! yay!
23. Do you think guys/girls having a pillow is cute?
haha everybody has at least a pillow isnt it? okay everybody's cute then.
24. Do u think if girls/guys cry they look cute?
haha if red noses and puffy eyes symbolise cuteness why not?
25. Do you like guys/ girls a lot?
i like girls, alot alot.
haha guys? hmmm depends eh.
but i do have a personal favourite :D
26. Do you wanna end this question thingy?
ahah nah, i'm too bored. and i dont want to go offline.
27. Do u hate doing this?
doing what? the quiz? it's a little brainless and stupid, now that i think of it.
28. Do u think exams shoould be banned?
YES.
29. Wats ur fav subject?
heh considering i've only 5 subs to choose from, gp shall be my favourite.
i love reading the papers.
30. Do u do chores?
of course! (are you reading this, dj!)
31. Do u like to sing?
cant sing for nuts.
32. Guys/girls with a band is cool for you?
uhhuh.
33. Are you a hip-hopper?
nah.
34. Are u a punk?
no.
35. Are you a skater?
no.
36. Are you a b*t*c*h?
of course. and i'm proud to be one haha!
37. Are you crazy?
quah! am i crazy?
haha i think so. but compared to quah, i'm mild.
38. Are you a flirt?
i shouldnt think so.
39. Are you lonely?
nah (:
40. What's you'e fav. brand?
none. i cant quite make up my mind you see.
41. What's your favourite number?
17. (23 comes in 2nd)
42. Who would you like to meet now?
eh... my friends? haha i'm too lazy to give more depth to my response.
43. Do you think shaved headed guys are good looking?
depends!
44. Do you wanna be in LOVE?
i already am (:
finally.
now i shall go back to being bored.
yay!
talking to the zies always make me really really happy.
(:
eiz pam qiu and van!
(though
van ran off halfway and wasnt really participating much in the convo because of problems with the connection)
haha man do i miss the good old days!
was reading the christmas greetings from lasy year and all the memories came flooding back.
how
me bobs eiz and
pam would pig out everyday and qiu and van would be busy exercising.
orange bowl / iced tea / cranberry juice.
50 cents pasta with fish.
our last day in school must try everything canteen buffet.
oh
eiz and
pam recommended the mango juice and i'm going to try it! haha as soon as i lay my hands on it :D
quah, wai, suann;
haah okay we aint ex 2305 girls eh!
2305 will always always belong to the 24 of us.
and i mean it (:
snowmen!
snowmotion.
i've since replaced them with something abt
you (:
you know, just to show that
i care.
:D
Saturday, October 29, 2005
haha actually i've more pictures but something's really screwed and i cant get all the pictures up here but it's alright.
these are just some photos to highlight the great fun that i had.
as of yesterday, i've officially became an ex-2305 girl.
it's over.
and i shall sttempt to upload the remaining pictures again.
Monday, October 24, 2005
qiu!(: haha it was fantabulous talking to you and
jo today after
diana quah and
suann ps-ed me for amk library. haha havent had a proper talk with both of you in a long while :D it was just like the good old times eh? --grins- thanks for everything *points below* you've been a gem so far! hhaa i hope your msn messenger starts working soon! oh oh happy belated five months (: i love you babe! [since baby has been reserved by somebody heh!]
anyway i've to blog about what happened in the audi today during math lect. the star attraction of the whole saga was none other than... *drumroll*
diana!--grins-
the math teacher was teaching us applications of differentiation today and we were supposed to find the nature of the graph at the respective points. therefore we were expected to conduct sign tests using the 1st derivative thing. so she was explaining and then because it was a straight-forward question and 1st derivative sign test was all that was needed for that part of the question, she jokingly asked who would use the 2nd derivative sign test.
and diana raised her hand up and shouted 'me!'
that dear girl was talking to me and
quah at that time and she suddenly turned and did that embarrassing and dramatic annoucement!
my goodness, the audi was quiet for 5 seconds?
we were all staring agape at her.
then everybody started laughing like crazy and we were so so so embarrassed.
diana! geez, you should have told me.
i would have sat on you if that was what it would have taken to keep you quiet?
--grins-
hhaha! i love you anyway.
well, the crazy
2305 funtimes.
man, i'm going to miss them so so so much.
oh
wai and
xavier were so sweet today (:
many thanks for the m&ms eh?
haha i would have kept the chocs if i werent hungry in between lectures today --grins-
whee!
ans
suann.
another big big big sweetie.
your postcard made me feel oh so loved aye!
i love you.
my everything.
(:
Sunday, October 23, 2005
my MSN messenger is down. ): i realize that without it, coming online seems meaningless. i'm unable to chat with anyone, it's just so boring.
stay strong, por and mui! you guys know i will be behind you all the way.
pedofives always (:
if you need to find a way back feel you're wrong trackgive it timeyou'll learn to flytomorrow is a new dayand you will find your own wayyou'll be stronger with each tear that you crythen you'll learn to flyit's five months today. (:
what a day.
-grins-
it happened so fast, i knew it would last.
`qiu
no more castles-building in the air;
dreams for sale and fairytales.
how apt.
[to all the concerned souls out there; i'm fine. really (: thank you anyway! i love you all]
`wans
Friday, October 21, 2005
let's see, how should i put it?
the verdict's out and i'm gamed for another two more years of jc education.
notice i typed 'gamed' instead of 'doomed' because i figure it's not really going to be that bad after all.
in other words, it's not the end of the world.
(:
well i've quah and pak!
i'm okay, really.
my biggest everlasting regret will be the class aye.
2305, always.
love!
and a quick shout out to the following people (arranged alphabatically) for all the pick-me-ups today:
*dj; what can i say? the silence in the canteen today was oddly comforting. you know i love you, alot alot. [there you go, your demand and my supply --grins-]
adib; manager! haha i dont know if you still pop by here but if you do, thanks for everything! (: your messages and your encouragement. haha manager's the best!
diana; promise me you'll never change eh. promise me you'll still be there everytime quah and me need your help. and do remember our pact yes? that we'll get nothing less than bs for our mid years: when you prepare for your As and us? our promos. ahhah and i'll love to see your cute face everyday. really! i mean every word i say.
gx; you dont have to say anything aye. our promise still stands! promise eh, not promoside :D
jo; my darling niece! --hugs tight- coffee fix! coffee fix! coffee fix! love.
qiu; hmmm i love you. i wasnt angry with you see, it's good that you keep me in check and everything so thank goodeness for you! (:
quah; i've you and you've me and that's more than enough aye. well, we've another two years together! so we'll be classmates for a grand total of four years. yeah we've our dreams and we're not going to let them go to waste this time. together with diana (oh yes and dj too) we're going to make it. oops and my son too --grins- i love you quah! my one and only buddy quah.
van; --hugs tight- someday, you and me are going to go out. on a real date. and you've no odac to interrupt our perfect plan. haha i love you darl.
wansu; i just saw your message. you sweetie, thanks for the kisses you and yee theng were blowing at me this afternoon. do take care of the class when i'm not around anymore (: i'm going to miss you all so so so much.
andy hengwei kianlin pak sheena suann wai weizi wong yeetheng*dj; I'm in over my head
You got under my skin
I got no strength at all
In the state that I'm in
And my knees are weak
And my mouth can't speak
Fell too far this time
too lost in you.
alright i'm off.
crying makes my eyes darn tired.
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
twenty three oh five; my true loves.
quah diana wong wai zibbie suann suewen wansu lynette meiyee sheez marie corine yeetheng weizi enrui weihan royston kunlin hengwei kianlin chee boonkiat and
me
one and only.
i'm wishing and hoping that there'll always be twenty four of us.
and i'm especially cranky today.
i'm troubled and i'm bothered and i dont know how to deal with my problems.
hmmm i'm just putting myself on the highway to self destruction -- i'm prone to heart disease! (so's quah and we discovered it together when we were reading newsweek)
alright.
maybe tomorrow will be a better day.
tags!
jo; quick quick! let's fix a date for our coffee fix! (: we've a date dont we now?
dehai; (: i'll try eh. it's not easy but i'm hoping. for the best!
cheelim; smiles all around alright.
gx; (:
diana; *points up* my true loves.
here goes;
Every time I look at you
Baby I see something new
It takes me higher than before
It makes me want you more
I don't want to sleep tonight
Dreaming's just a waste of time
When I look at what my life's been coming to
I'm all about loving you
(:
suddenly sleeping seems scary again.
:/
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
SOCCER GIRLS! WE CAN PLAY AGAIN! (: okay, just kick around but still. anyone who wants to kick around tell me yeah? because we got to get permission! i'd gather everyone and we will kick some asses on the field! (:
SQUADMATES! i doubt many of you come here but still, HARRY POTTER AND THE GLOBLET OF FIRE OUTING ON 18 NOV, FRIDAY! it'd be in the afternoon, so keep that day on your calendar free! (:
i felt odd today, like my soul and my physical body are detached.
i'm sorry i got angry at you for no rhyme or reason, and i swear it's pms.
oh well, you must learn to tolerate it! (:
sometimes it's saddening how things are now, but do you know?
i guess i'm doing a pretty good job trying to get used to it.
i'm lucky i have others around me.
and i love and treasure each and every single one of them. (:
raah. my random thoughts again :/
i feel weird.
bye world.
they dont know their actions make me cry.
and i've no idea where i can find such friends again.
my class - 2305
and i'm hoping for the best, no matter what the others are saying.
hope.
just realised friendship's such a pratical thing you see.
distance screws things up and we can all pretend that we're the bestest of friends for a while but the truth's just out there for the world to see.
keeping up the pretense for the sake of keeping up the pretense is silly.
we are just not talking the way we used to do anymore.
we are just not the same as before.
but if i can get it all back, i'll be darn glad.
go on, keep me waiting.
i promise i wont cry no more.
anyway,
happy sweet seventeenth suann(:
Monday, October 17, 2005
two months
(:
Sunday, October 16, 2005
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but thr truth is,
i'm scared. darn darn scared.
please.
ripped this off someone's blog. pardon me, i'm really bored to tears at home. (:
1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says:
... "to have been removed, i will take the head. Ray," haha it's some book i borrowed from the library, i decided my english needs a bit of brushing up.
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?
my speaker, which is blasting All American Rejects away
3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
formula one! renault is the constructor champions! i'm so glad raikkonen didn't win the race and montoya crashed out of the race because of a stupid piece of rubble! gee.
4. WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is: 5pm?
5. Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?
haha it's 4.57 pm! i'm so smart! (:
6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
the rain that is slowing down outside and Taking Back Sunday
7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
outside? meaning, out of the house? haha yesterday! to go shopping iwth gen and jo! (:
8. Before you came to this website, what did you look at?
erm, i can't really remember!
9. What are you wearing?
the lousy material BNCO shirt and my st nicks short! (:
10. Did you dream last night?
funnily yes i did! about pei pei and kian! she was participating in a singing competition and she sang a few songs! the last song before i woke up was cheng li de yue guang! weird huh? (:
11. When did you last laugh?
at some really ugly photo of me and jeremy at the otc passing out parade. i swear i will whack alan the next time i meet him! haha!
12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
nothing, does the baby blue hue of the walls count?
13. Seen anything weird lately?
too many, and i just can't fathom why.
14. What do you think of this quiz?
haha interesting enough to keep me entertained. i'm really bored you know.
15. What is the last film you saw?
corpse bride! and it was okay only. i wouldn't watch it again though.
16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?
that's really hard, because there's many many things i want to buy!
17. Tell me something about you that I don't know:
erm that's hard too. becasue i guess those who knows me will know how i'm like. my face shows everything.
18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
people should be more thoughtful and consider others' feelings when they do something. and i will want to retain the goodness in some people i know. haha okay, that's too much for one change.
19. Do you like to dance?
i guess so?
20. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? a boy?
i haven't really thought about that? hahha unlike some people i know.
21. Would you ever consider living abroad?
yeah of course!
nothing beats slacking at home on a rainy sunday afternoon.haha but i'd rather be doing something else, because there's practically nothing to eat at home! raah, how contradicting. (:shopping was terrific yesterday, and seeing gen was even more terrific! (:bought quite a few things, and they make me happy! (:and i guess it still amaze me that jo and i has the same exact taste!the way we comtemplated about the skirt is really hilarious now that i think about it, pulling at it to make sure it doesn't fray and most importantly, the price tag attached to it. i don't care, i still look good in it, and i don't regret buying it! (: haha!i really hate to be doing nothing. IT'S SO BORING.ah li; i will still miss you! when are you coming back? will you be back during the hols? let's go eat prata with our squadmates!cheelim; good luck for your promos! you can do it! (:
Saturday, October 15, 2005
i'm so bored these days because i've practically nothing to do.
dont really want to hit the gym and i dont really want to swim either.
but these are two activities that can help me keep my mind off stuff.
went to the airport to eat with my mum earlier today which reminds me my sister's flying off next week.
and that i havent talked to my the other sister in a zillion years.
i miss her.
then i met dj :D
i want to go to the beach.
i want my coffee fix.
any takers?
--
without my mask
where will i hide?
cant find myself,
lost in my lies.
my black backpack's stuffed with broken dreams.
nine years aye.
not thirteen.
Friday, October 14, 2005
i dont want to be the one chasing after silly minor things anymore.
as much as i want to care, i'm getting a tad too tired.
is there a real need for constant reminders?
monday.
i dont want monday to come.
when it's getting harder to breathe, when push comes to shove it's so tempting to run away and hide.
to cower in a corner and wait for the storm to pass.
i wish i were a kid, i've nothing to worry about.
and i think i'll be happier too.
oh darn.
the dregs of the nightmare.
`wans
scared the hell out of me. i thought there was something wrong with my explorer, didn't load my blog!
i love the new template por! :) and really thanks, you know i'm still blog illiterate, so i can't help much with this blog. only can crap. haha.
and don't worry yeah? it's be a brand new start. and nothing is confirmed till the year is over. don't give up hope! chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi, that's quoting you again jo (:
it was cdp in school today. quite fun initially, but it was so dry as it drags on. so i'm a grape now! (: basically i talk non-stop and is a child at heart. and i'm fun to be with. haha!
slacked around in school with jo por diana and koon until 12.15.
it was so boring that we went to the library to watch shrek 2. so hilarious! (:
and then it was back to the where-shall-we-go? routine again.
no prize for guessing where we ended up. j8 again. haha. our second home.
and our sunshine makes us smile top disappeared! it was only one day!
jo koon and i gobbled up 3 large fries at macs before walking around aimlessly as usual.
koon is so funny man. we met pei and she just about did the most embarrassing thing ever. we stood outside muee laughing like crazy idiots la.
and then it was the jo's bottle incident. we placed it on the ground outside watson to wait for jo to come back from the toilet. everyone who saw it kept pointing at it. it was so funny, like some scene out of smile! you're on candid camera! koon and i just hid behind the nail parlour and laughed at everyone who passed. haha!
ah li; I MISS YOU SO SO MUCH! how's life in canada? you wont be here to watch harry potter with us! :/ the biggest harry potter fan, and we're not watching it with you! come back la, to watch with us! and of course i remember you, you dodo! how can i forget you! i tagged on your board before but you didnt reply! i love you loads! (:
starfruit; you mean your starfruit here la! haha! of course you can link me! (:
someone, save me from the monotony of my life.
Thursday, October 13, 2005
new template.
a brand new start, i hope.
to be given a second chance, that's what i'm praying for.
please.
and many thanks to those who hugged me and comforted me today;
dj quah diana sheena jo qiu wansu andy
love!
(:
and before i forget, it's my girlfriend's birthday today!
happy sweet eighteenth suewen!
--smiles-
i love you.
oh yes i do i do i really do
--grins-
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
i'm finally back! (:
been away from the computer for god knows how long!
and promos is finally over! as gen put it, i have my freedom back ald!
darn, i miss that girl. we yakked on the phone for ages ytd night and sort of remnicise abt the old times. remember lao cai? i mean, who can forget her? grin.
i miss my cow. but it's alright, saturday will come very soon!
SHOPPING! haha por, for me it's the opposite. because my hair always sucks everytime it goes under the meanacing pair of scissors at the salon, it is so not threpeutic for me at all. then i will moan to jo abt how my hair sucks.
and i'm going to go through it again soon :/
so retail thrapy works best for me! nothing beats the joy from buying something that you've been eyeing for so so long! ok, maybe not that fraying skirt. haha.
yesterday was seriously traumatic for me. i was trying to kick mui koon one moment and the next i fell to the gravel ground in a heap! a graceful heap, i must say. haha. and the stinging wound on the back of my hand reminds me of it all the time. ok, maybe not that traumatic but it really stings when i attempt to wash my face. now i have to do it at an odd angle that i'm sure i want no one to see me doing it. so unglamarous. haha.
AND mui koon! it's not your fault la. SERIOUSLY NOT. stop bowing to me or i'd send you to dehai straight away! (:
my group is in the free access room now to work on our written report, supposedly. haha. but we're almost done. just need some refinement here and there. and school bores the hell out of me since yesterday. it feels like break the entire day! and i believe it will be so for the weeks to come. i so did not come to school to have breaks! i came to learn! RIGHT. haha.
D-day is next monday :( and i'm scared. i swear i've never worked so hard, not even for O levels. it'd be like quadruple whammy, either wondeful or bad. but everyone of us out there studied so hard right? we will all make it through! don't worry so much yeah? whatever will come will just come, there's no stopping it. chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi (: quoting jo.
PLEASE, JUST LET ME PROMOTE.
i'd even start to do newspaper article analysis every day from next monday if i have to!
zies; i miss you guys loads and loads! and van finally came clean eh. no surprises there, we were just waiting for it to be public :D yay! and you guys waited for me to take neos! my first nicest neos was the zie clique one! although i'm sure none of us really want to show it to ppl now. haha. i can imagine the squeals. i love you guys! quick organize a zie gathering soon! (:
cheekai; eh i'm finally blogging. so you need not shut up when you visit my blog la. haha you chao ah beng. i'm waiting for you to tell me more abt jasline and mr hot! :)
carrot; you better put the pieces of heart back into you before i throw them away. haha. and STUDY HARD! grin. i feel like it's the holidays already! (:
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
zies gathering wasnt complete without qiu yesterday.
but we had loads of fun and we caught up with each other and everything.
okay so me and van were providing most of the gossips and stuff but still.
speaking of which van finally confessed.
though i was expecting the confession i made a whole lot of noise.
just for the sake aye [who cares about the lack of poise and grace when there's such exciting news?]
heh if qiu were there, the whole town would have known.
dang! qiu should have been there --grins-
but it's alright, i love the zies.
oh qiu! we are going to wait for you so that we can take neos the next time we meet.
(:
anyway...
qiu fell down outside school today because she and quah were trying to kick each other in this weird manner.
they attempted to kick the way they kicked in freaky friday the movie.
well me and jo tried it and since the both of us dont have our cg way above our heads, we managed to keep our balance.
but quah and qiu? hilarious.
qiu had scratches on her hand and she looked as if she was abused.
i bet cheelim's heart broke.
[okay i'm editing my entry and i just saw cheelim's tag. poor guy. come on, fix it up! since you've put them all in a container yes?]
heh!
after that we went for lunch and we spent the entire time laughing away.
at gossips and at our ex-schoolmates
--grins-
hair cutting was darn therapeutic, i think it beats retail theray hands down.
now i've a tail!
i'm so going to boast to royston tmr --grins-
and my mum's quite amused with my new hairstyle but she said i look better.
(:
and we saw quah with her hair down for the 1st time today!
whee :D
darn pretty.
dehai!!!
oops i'm going to get killed.
i'm not going to talk about the sad part of my day today.
i'll like to enjoy this week before everything crashes down on monday.
all i want's to get promoted aye.
that's all i ask for.
dreams for sale.
and somebody offered to buy them from me.
(:
i love that somebody.
LOADS.
livin' on a prayer says:
hey
livin' on a prayer says:
dun sell it
livin' on a prayer says:
keep it
livin' on a prayer says:
have an aim
livin' on a prayer says:
have dreams
livin' on a prayer says:
cos without it life is meaningless
track twelve (: says:
):
track twelve (: says:
sell them all
livin' on a prayer says:
i'll buy it
livin' on a prayer says:
keep it for you
livin' on a prayer says:
how much
track twelve (: says:
priceless
livin' on a prayer says:
so you're gonna keep it
track twelve (: says:
no i'm not i'm just going to bury them
livin' on a prayer says:
then give it to me
livin' on a prayer says:
i'll keep it for you
livin' on a prayer says:
remind you once in awhile
whee!!!
Saturday, October 08, 2005
tags!
dehai! haah it aint over for me yet but you're so not a goner :D i'm sure you did fine eh? --grins- hope you had a little fun on friday! hahaa!
pam! monday mondy monday! i cant wait (:
aini! of course i remember you. haha spent the better part of pri5 tearing out of the hall because the control room + the back of hall was darn spooky aye! --grins- haha i'll see you around then :D
quah! and i miss you too. it's okay monday's coming and the pedofives are going to repeat the same ritual [what we did after mid years] but this time i think we're going to watch a movie too; jo wants to catch corpse bride (: till then, know that you're loved. and missed.
A dozen roses, diamond rings
Dreams for sale and fairy tales
It'll make you hear a symphony
And you just want the world to see
But like a drug that makes you blind
It'll fool you every time
but i dont care.
(:
'wans
Friday, October 07, 2005
blogging's no fun when you're feeling down.
have been caught in a whirlwind of activities recently.
have been really really happy.
but what goes around comes around
what goes up must come down
i'm on the declining part of the whole cycle once again.
but i'm going to snap out of it soon.
soon.
i really hate it when i feel like a burden to someone.
anyone.
or when i'm encroaching into sombody's personal breathing space.
anybody.
i like to think that i'm independent you see.
(:
counting down to the day.
106+
`wans
Thursday, October 06, 2005
sleep's no fun when little men catapulting themselves made their way into your dreams.
and long haired one-eyed monster leering at you.
i think i'm worried about my sanity.
or the lack of it.
it's as if the promos have ended.
but we still have one more paper to go; econs.
after that i think i'll be a whole lot happier.
lunch at j8 with quah jo qiu and zib was another laugh-out-loud kind of affair.
and we saw this tchs cute guy!
and quah of course knows who i'm talking about
--grins-
but taking neos was a surprisingly subdued affair.
the shock and awe from all the past papers must have taken its toll on us.
nevermind, there's always monday :D
jessica alba's darn hot.
and paul walker's totally eye candy material.
but who cares.
i've you, you see.
(:
Saturday, October 01, 2005
havent felt this way in a long time. the feeling of impending doom, the feeling of being pushed into a corner and not having enough air to breathe. and i was just telling my mum this morning that life has absoultely no purpose. we study now so as to get into the uni and we get into the uni so we can go and earn big bucks next time. in the midst of it all, we're going to get married etc. then, what? die.
and then she told me that happiness's the key out of all this nonsense.
happiness isnt that much of a foreign word after all (:
was in a darn lousy mood yesterday.
sorry dj!
for the bulk of the crap that i dished out and for being so understanding, as always.
:D
and tonight i've another mission:
keep both qiu and di awake until three.
math marathon, here i come.
and before i forget,
happy children's day!
(:
those were the days.
i shall be sweet and be a day early:
happy sweet seventeenth karm*
summunmun! haah one year older, finally.
you and me, have got a special thing going on eh?
and it all began with a simple email.
a simple word of thanks wont be adequate for what you've done for all the times you've stood by me, even now, with all that distance between us.
i'm glad i've you.
LOVE!
have a blast my dear.
track twelve,
my favourite.
Monday, October 31, 2005
i'm bored senseless so here goes!
haha i doubt anyone will read the full quiz anyway :D
1. 5 things u are thinking of?
i) what to wear for my gran's birthday dinner later; i hate dressing up yikes!
ii) the photos swap with huaxia!
iii) my next date with sombody
iv) that idiot didnt reply my message.
v) cramps suck.
2. Who are u missing?
that same idiot who didnt reply my message, my classmates and the zies (:
3. Where are you?
home!
4. The last person you msg?
dj
5. Who do you like?
i like people who dont exasperate and frustrate me. haha i'm quite easy to please :D
6. Whats your secret that u havent told any one?
it's supposed to be a secret isnt it? shhh!
7. Are you vain?
nah. definitely not! haha except for the occassional grouses abt blackheads :D
8. Who are you with?
my mum!
9. What perfume do you use?
love passport [van!]
10. Who do you hate?
i dislike, not hate. haah and i dislike this certain someone in my pw group and irritating airheads.
11. Who annoys you?
same as above.
12. Have you ever felt hurt because of love?
yeah but i get over it fast (:
13. Do you watch sex and the city?
nah.
14. Which would you choose? DRUGS or SMOKE or BEER?
none. i'm a good girl whee!
15. What did you eat?
some disgusting noodles over at waterloo street.
16. Whats ure fav song?
track 12!
and remember me this way.
17. Whats ur full name?
por wan ling
18. Do u like going out?
nah. haha i'm quite sick of town and j8 but then again, company matters eh? and just for the record, i dislike shopping!
19. Do you like love or hate life?
i'm lovin' it!
20. Have you ever cried for a guy or girl?
yeah. haha i cry for everybody too, including people in movies and books. tearjerkers eh?
21. Do you sleep alone?
i share my bedroom with my sister but i've the previlege of having the whole room to myself when she goes abroad, which is quite frequent anyway.
22. Do you have a pillow?
hah i've two! yay!
23. Do you think guys/girls having a pillow is cute?
haha everybody has at least a pillow isnt it? okay everybody's cute then.
24. Do u think if girls/guys cry they look cute?
haha if red noses and puffy eyes symbolise cuteness why not?
25. Do you like guys/ girls a lot?
i like girls, alot alot.
haha guys? hmmm depends eh.
but i do have a personal favourite :D
26. Do you wanna end this question thingy?
ahah nah, i'm too bored. and i dont want to go offline.
27. Do u hate doing this?
doing what? the quiz? it's a little brainless and stupid, now that i think of it.
28. Do u think exams shoould be banned?
YES.
29. Wats ur fav subject?
heh considering i've only 5 subs to choose from, gp shall be my favourite.
i love reading the papers.
30. Do u do chores?
of course! (are you reading this, dj!)
31. Do u like to sing?
cant sing for nuts.
32. Guys/girls with a band is cool for you?
uhhuh.
33. Are you a hip-hopper?
nah.
34. Are u a punk?
no.
35. Are you a skater?
no.
36. Are you a b*t*c*h?
of course. and i'm proud to be one haha!
37. Are you crazy?
quah! am i crazy?
haha i think so. but compared to quah, i'm mild.
38. Are you a flirt?
i shouldnt think so.
39. Are you lonely?
nah (:
40. What's you'e fav. brand?
none. i cant quite make up my mind you see.
41. What's your favourite number?
17. (23 comes in 2nd)
42. Who would you like to meet now?
eh... my friends? haha i'm too lazy to give more depth to my response.
43. Do you think shaved headed guys are good looking?
depends!
44. Do you wanna be in LOVE?
i already am (:
finally.
now i shall go back to being bored.
yay!
talking to the zies always make me really really happy.
(:
eiz pam qiu and van!
(though
van ran off halfway and wasnt really participating much in the convo because of problems with the connection)
haha man do i miss the good old days!
was reading the christmas greetings from lasy year and all the memories came flooding back.
how
me bobs eiz and
pam would pig out everyday and qiu and van would be busy exercising.
orange bowl / iced tea / cranberry juice.
50 cents pasta with fish.
our last day in school must try everything canteen buffet.
oh
eiz and
pam recommended the mango juice and i'm going to try it! haha as soon as i lay my hands on it :D
quah, wai, suann;
haah okay we aint ex 2305 girls eh!
2305 will always always belong to the 24 of us.
and i mean it (:
snowmen!
snowmotion.
i've since replaced them with something abt
you (:
you know, just to show that
i care.
:D
Saturday, October 29, 2005
haha actually i've more pictures but something's really screwed and i cant get all the pictures up here but it's alright.
these are just some photos to highlight the great fun that i had.
as of yesterday, i've officially became an ex-2305 girl.
it's over.
and i shall sttempt to upload the remaining pictures again.
Monday, October 24, 2005
qiu!(: haha it was fantabulous talking to you and
jo today after
diana quah and
suann ps-ed me for amk library. haha havent had a proper talk with both of you in a long while :D it was just like the good old times eh? --grins- thanks for everything *points below* you've been a gem so far! hhaa i hope your msn messenger starts working soon! oh oh happy belated five months (: i love you babe! [since baby has been reserved by somebody heh!]
anyway i've to blog about what happened in the audi today during math lect. the star attraction of the whole saga was none other than... *drumroll*
diana!--grins-
the math teacher was teaching us applications of differentiation today and we were supposed to find the nature of the graph at the respective points. therefore we were expected to conduct sign tests using the 1st derivative thing. so she was explaining and then because it was a straight-forward question and 1st derivative sign test was all that was needed for that part of the question, she jokingly asked who would use the 2nd derivative sign test.
and diana raised her hand up and shouted 'me!'
that dear girl was talking to me and
quah at that time and she suddenly turned and did that embarrassing and dramatic annoucement!
my goodness, the audi was quiet for 5 seconds?
we were all staring agape at her.
then everybody started laughing like crazy and we were so so so embarrassed.
diana! geez, you should have told me.
i would have sat on you if that was what it would have taken to keep you quiet?
--grins-
hhaha! i love you anyway.
well, the crazy
2305 funtimes.
man, i'm going to miss them so so so much.
oh
wai and
xavier were so sweet today (:
many thanks for the m&ms eh?
haha i would have kept the chocs if i werent hungry in between lectures today --grins-
whee!
ans
suann.
another big big big sweetie.
your postcard made me feel oh so loved aye!
i love you.
my everything.
(:
Sunday, October 23, 2005
my MSN messenger is down. ): i realize that without it, coming online seems meaningless. i'm unable to chat with anyone, it's just so boring.
stay strong, por and mui! you guys know i will be behind you all the way.
pedofives always (:
if you need to find a way back feel you're wrong trackgive it timeyou'll learn to flytomorrow is a new dayand you will find your own wayyou'll be stronger with each tear that you crythen you'll learn to flyit's five months today. (:
what a day.
-grins-
it happened so fast, i knew it would last.
`qiu
no more castles-building in the air;
dreams for sale and fairytales.
how apt.
[to all the concerned souls out there; i'm fine. really (: thank you anyway! i love you all]
`wans
Friday, October 21, 2005
let's see, how should i put it?
the verdict's out and i'm gamed for another two more years of jc education.
notice i typed 'gamed' instead of 'doomed' because i figure it's not really going to be that bad after all.
in other words, it's not the end of the world.
(:
well i've quah and pak!
i'm okay, really.
my biggest everlasting regret will be the class aye.
2305, always.
love!
and a quick shout out to the following people (arranged alphabatically) for all the pick-me-ups today:
*dj; what can i say? the silence in the canteen today was oddly comforting. you know i love you, alot alot. [there you go, your demand and my supply --grins-]
adib; manager! haha i dont know if you still pop by here but if you do, thanks for everything! (: your messages and your encouragement. haha manager's the best!
diana; promise me you'll never change eh. promise me you'll still be there everytime quah and me need your help. and do remember our pact yes? that we'll get nothing less than bs for our mid years: when you prepare for your As and us? our promos. ahhah and i'll love to see your cute face everyday. really! i mean every word i say.
gx; you dont have to say anything aye. our promise still stands! promise eh, not promoside :D
jo; my darling niece! --hugs tight- coffee fix! coffee fix! coffee fix! love.
qiu; hmmm i love you. i wasnt angry with you see, it's good that you keep me in check and everything so thank goodeness for you! (:
quah; i've you and you've me and that's more than enough aye. well, we've another two years together! so we'll be classmates for a grand total of four years. yeah we've our dreams and we're not going to let them go to waste this time. together with diana (oh yes and dj too) we're going to make it. oops and my son too --grins- i love you quah! my one and only buddy quah.
van; --hugs tight- someday, you and me are going to go out. on a real date. and you've no odac to interrupt our perfect plan. haha i love you darl.
wansu; i just saw your message. you sweetie, thanks for the kisses you and yee theng were blowing at me this afternoon. do take care of the class when i'm not around anymore (: i'm going to miss you all so so so much.
andy hengwei kianlin pak sheena suann wai weizi wong yeetheng*dj; I'm in over my head
You got under my skin
I got no strength at all
In the state that I'm in
And my knees are weak
And my mouth can't speak
Fell too far this time
too lost in you.
alright i'm off.
crying makes my eyes darn tired.
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
twenty three oh five; my true loves.
quah diana wong wai zibbie suann suewen wansu lynette meiyee sheez marie corine yeetheng weizi enrui weihan royston kunlin hengwei kianlin chee boonkiat and
me
one and only.
i'm wishing and hoping that there'll always be twenty four of us.
and i'm especially cranky today.
i'm troubled and i'm bothered and i dont know how to deal with my problems.
hmmm i'm just putting myself on the highway to self destruction -- i'm prone to heart disease! (so's quah and we discovered it together when we were reading newsweek)
alright.
maybe tomorrow will be a better day.
tags!
jo; quick quick! let's fix a date for our coffee fix! (: we've a date dont we now?
dehai; (: i'll try eh. it's not easy but i'm hoping. for the best!
cheelim; smiles all around alright.
gx; (:
diana; *points up* my true loves.
here goes;
Every time I look at you
Baby I see something new
It takes me higher than before
It makes me want you more
I don't want to sleep tonight
Dreaming's just a waste of time
When I look at what my life's been coming to
I'm all about loving you
(:
suddenly sleeping seems scary again.
:/
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
SOCCER GIRLS! WE CAN PLAY AGAIN! (: okay, just kick around but still. anyone who wants to kick around tell me yeah? because we got to get permission! i'd gather everyone and we will kick some asses on the field! (:
SQUADMATES! i doubt many of you come here but still, HARRY POTTER AND THE GLOBLET OF FIRE OUTING ON 18 NOV, FRIDAY! it'd be in the afternoon, so keep that day on your calendar free! (:
i felt odd today, like my soul and my physical body are detached.
i'm sorry i got angry at you for no rhyme or reason, and i swear it's pms.
oh well, you must learn to tolerate it! (:
sometimes it's saddening how things are now, but do you know?
i guess i'm doing a pretty good job trying to get used to it.
i'm lucky i have others around me.
and i love and treasure each and every single one of them. (:
raah. my random thoughts again :/
i feel weird.
bye world.
they dont know their actions make me cry.
and i've no idea where i can find such friends again.
my class - 2305
and i'm hoping for the best, no matter what the others are saying.
hope.
just realised friendship's such a pratical thing you see.
distance screws things up and we can all pretend that we're the bestest of friends for a while but the truth's just out there for the world to see.
keeping up the pretense for the sake of keeping up the pretense is silly.
we are just not talking the way we used to do anymore.
we are just not the same as before.
but if i can get it all back, i'll be darn glad.
go on, keep me waiting.
i promise i wont cry no more.
anyway,
happy sweet seventeenth suann(:
Monday, October 17, 2005
two months
(:
Sunday, October 16, 2005
i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it
but thr truth is,
i'm scared. darn darn scared.
please.
ripped this off someone's blog. pardon me, i'm really bored to tears at home. (:
1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says:
... "to have been removed, i will take the head. Ray," haha it's some book i borrowed from the library, i decided my english needs a bit of brushing up.
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?
my speaker, which is blasting All American Rejects away
3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
formula one! renault is the constructor champions! i'm so glad raikkonen didn't win the race and montoya crashed out of the race because of a stupid piece of rubble! gee.
4. WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is: 5pm?
5. Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?
haha it's 4.57 pm! i'm so smart! (:
6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
the rain that is slowing down outside and Taking Back Sunday
7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
outside? meaning, out of the house? haha yesterday! to go shopping iwth gen and jo! (:
8. Before you came to this website, what did you look at?
erm, i can't really remember!
9. What are you wearing?
the lousy material BNCO shirt and my st nicks short! (:
10. Did you dream last night?
funnily yes i did! about pei pei and kian! she was participating in a singing competition and she sang a few songs! the last song before i woke up was cheng li de yue guang! weird huh? (:
11. When did you last laugh?
at some really ugly photo of me and jeremy at the otc passing out parade. i swear i will whack alan the next time i meet him! haha!
12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
nothing, does the baby blue hue of the walls count?
13. Seen anything weird lately?
too many, and i just can't fathom why.
14. What do you think of this quiz?
haha interesting enough to keep me entertained. i'm really bored you know.
15. What is the last film you saw?
corpse bride! and it was okay only. i wouldn't watch it again though.
16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?
that's really hard, because there's many many things i want to buy!
17. Tell me something about you that I don't know:
erm that's hard too. becasue i guess those who knows me will know how i'm like. my face shows everything.
18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
people should be more thoughtful and consider others' feelings when they do something. and i will want to retain the goodness in some people i know. haha okay, that's too much for one change.
19. Do you like to dance?
i guess so?
20. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? a boy?
i haven't really thought about that? hahha unlike some people i know.
21. Would you ever consider living abroad?
yeah of course!
nothing beats slacking at home on a rainy sunday afternoon.haha but i'd rather be doing something else, because there's practically nothing to eat at home! raah, how contradicting. (:shopping was terrific yesterday, and seeing gen was even more terrific! (:bought quite a few things, and they make me happy! (:and i guess it still amaze me that jo and i has the same exact taste!the way we comtemplated about the skirt is really hilarious now that i think about it, pulling at it to make sure it doesn't fray and most importantly, the price tag attached to it. i don't care, i still look good in it, and i don't regret buying it! (: haha!i really hate to be doing nothing. IT'S SO BORING.ah li; i will still miss you! when are you coming back? will you be back during the hols? let's go eat prata with our squadmates!cheelim; good luck for your promos! you can do it! (:
Saturday, October 15, 2005
i'm so bored these days because i've practically nothing to do.
dont really want to hit the gym and i dont really want to swim either.
but these are two activities that can help me keep my mind off stuff.
went to the airport to eat with my mum earlier today which reminds me my sister's flying off next week.
and that i havent talked to my the other sister in a zillion years.
i miss her.
then i met dj :D
i want to go to the beach.
i want my coffee fix.
any takers?
--
without my mask
where will i hide?
cant find myself,
lost in my lies.
my black backpack's stuffed with broken dreams.
nine years aye.
not thirteen.
Friday, October 14, 2005
i dont want to be the one chasing after silly minor things anymore.
as much as i want to care, i'm getting a tad too tired.
is there a real need for constant reminders?
monday.
i dont want monday to come.
when it's getting harder to breathe, when push comes to shove it's so tempting to run away and hide.
to cower in a corner and wait for the storm to pass.
i wish i were a kid, i've nothing to worry about.
and i think i'll be happier too.
oh darn.
the dregs of the nightmare.
`wans
scared the hell out of me. i thought there was something wrong with my explorer, didn't load my blog!
i love the new template por! :) and really thanks, you know i'm still blog illiterate, so i can't help much with this blog. only can crap. haha.
and don't worry yeah? it's be a brand new start. and nothing is confirmed till the year is over. don't give up hope! chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi, that's quoting you again jo (:
it was cdp in school today. quite fun initially, but it was so dry as it drags on. so i'm a grape now! (: basically i talk non-stop and is a child at heart. and i'm fun to be with. haha!
slacked around in school with jo por diana and koon until 12.15.
it was so boring that we went to the library to watch shrek 2. so hilarious! (:
and then it was back to the where-shall-we-go? routine again.
no prize for guessing where we ended up. j8 again. haha. our second home.
and our sunshine makes us smile top disappeared! it was only one day!
jo koon and i gobbled up 3 large fries at macs before walking around aimlessly as usual.
koon is so funny man. we met pei and she just about did the most embarrassing thing ever. we stood outside muee laughing like crazy idiots la.
and then it was the jo's bottle incident. we placed it on the ground outside watson to wait for jo to come back from the toilet. everyone who saw it kept pointing at it. it was so funny, like some scene out of smile! you're on candid camera! koon and i just hid behind the nail parlour and laughed at everyone who passed. haha!
ah li; I MISS YOU SO SO MUCH! how's life in canada? you wont be here to watch harry potter with us! :/ the biggest harry potter fan, and we're not watching it with you! come back la, to watch with us! and of course i remember you, you dodo! how can i forget you! i tagged on your board before but you didnt reply! i love you loads! (:
starfruit; you mean your starfruit here la! haha! of course you can link me! (:
someone, save me from the monotony of my life.
Thursday, October 13, 2005
new template.
a brand new start, i hope.
to be given a second chance, that's what i'm praying for.
please.
and many thanks to those who hugged me and comforted me today;
dj quah diana sheena jo qiu wansu andy
love!
(:
and before i forget, it's my girlfriend's birthday today!
happy sweet eighteenth suewen!
--smiles-
i love you.
oh yes i do i do i really do
--grins-
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
i'm finally back! (:
been away from the computer for god knows how long!
and promos is finally over! as gen put it, i have my freedom back ald!
darn, i miss that girl. we yakked on the phone for ages ytd night and sort of remnicise abt the old times. remember lao cai? i mean, who can forget her? grin.
i miss my cow. but it's alright, saturday will come very soon!
SHOPPING! haha por, for me it's the opposite. because my hair always sucks everytime it goes under the meanacing pair of scissors at the salon, it is so not threpeutic for me at all. then i will moan to jo abt how my hair sucks.
and i'm going to go through it again soon :/
so retail thrapy works best for me! nothing beats the joy from buying something that you've been eyeing for so so long! ok, maybe not that fraying skirt. haha.
yesterday was seriously traumatic for me. i was trying to kick mui koon one moment and the next i fell to the gravel ground in a heap! a graceful heap, i must say. haha. and the stinging wound on the back of my hand reminds me of it all the time. ok, maybe not that traumatic but it really stings when i attempt to wash my face. now i have to do it at an odd angle that i'm sure i want no one to see me doing it. so unglamarous. haha.
AND mui koon! it's not your fault la. SERIOUSLY NOT. stop bowing to me or i'd send you to dehai straight away! (:
my group is in the free access room now to work on our written report, supposedly. haha. but we're almost done. just need some refinement here and there. and school bores the hell out of me since yesterday. it feels like break the entire day! and i believe it will be so for the weeks to come. i so did not come to school to have breaks! i came to learn! RIGHT. haha.
D-day is next monday :( and i'm scared. i swear i've never worked so hard, not even for O levels. it'd be like quadruple whammy, either wondeful or bad. but everyone of us out there studied so hard right? we will all make it through! don't worry so much yeah? whatever will come will just come, there's no stopping it. chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi (: quoting jo.
PLEASE, JUST LET ME PROMOTE.
i'd even start to do newspaper article analysis every day from next monday if i have to!
zies; i miss you guys loads and loads! and van finally came clean eh. no surprises there, we were just waiting for it to be public :D yay! and you guys waited for me to take neos! my first nicest neos was the zie clique one! although i'm sure none of us really want to show it to ppl now. haha. i can imagine the squeals. i love you guys! quick organize a zie gathering soon! (:
cheekai; eh i'm finally blogging. so you need not shut up when you visit my blog la. haha you chao ah beng. i'm waiting for you to tell me more abt jasline and mr hot! :)
carrot; you better put the pieces of heart back into you before i throw them away. haha. and STUDY HARD! grin. i feel like it's the holidays already! (:
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
zies gathering wasnt complete without qiu yesterday.
but we had loads of fun and we caught up with each other and everything.
okay so me and van were providing most of the gossips and stuff but still.
speaking of which van finally confessed.
though i was expecting the confession i made a whole lot of noise.
just for the sake aye [who cares about the lack of poise and grace when there's such exciting news?]
heh if qiu were there, the whole town would have known.
dang! qiu should have been there --grins-
but it's alright, i love the zies.
oh qiu! we are going to wait for you so that we can take neos the next time we meet.
(:
anyway...
qiu fell down outside school today because she and quah were trying to kick each other in this weird manner.
they attempted to kick the way they kicked in freaky friday the movie.
well me and jo tried it and since the both of us dont have our cg way above our heads, we managed to keep our balance.
but quah and qiu? hilarious.
qiu had scratches on her hand and she looked as if she was abused.
i bet cheelim's heart broke.
[okay i'm editing my entry and i just saw cheelim's tag. poor guy. come on, fix it up! since you've put them all in a container yes?]
heh!
after that we went for lunch and we spent the entire time laughing away.
at gossips and at our ex-schoolmates
--grins-
hair cutting was darn therapeutic, i think it beats retail theray hands down.
now i've a tail!
i'm so going to boast to royston tmr --grins-
and my mum's quite amused with my new hairstyle but she said i look better.
(:
and we saw quah with her hair down for the 1st time today!
whee :D
darn pretty.
dehai!!!
oops i'm going to get killed.
i'm not going to talk about the sad part of my day today.
i'll like to enjoy this week before everything crashes down on monday.
all i want's to get promoted aye.
that's all i ask for.
dreams for sale.
and somebody offered to buy them from me.
(:
i love that somebody.
LOADS.
livin' on a prayer says:
hey
livin' on a prayer says:
dun sell it
livin' on a prayer says:
keep it
livin' on a prayer says:
have an aim
livin' on a prayer says:
have dreams
livin' on a prayer says:
cos without it life is meaningless
track twelve (: says:
):
track twelve (: says:
sell them all
livin' on a prayer says:
i'll buy it
livin' on a prayer says:
keep it for you
livin' on a prayer says:
how much
track twelve (: says:
priceless
livin' on a prayer says:
so you're gonna keep it
track twelve (: says:
no i'm not i'm just going to bury them
livin' on a prayer says:
then give it to me
livin' on a prayer says:
i'll keep it for you
livin' on a prayer says:
remind you once in awhile
whee!!!
Saturday, October 08, 2005
tags!
dehai! haah it aint over for me yet but you're so not a goner :D i'm sure you did fine eh? --grins- hope you had a little fun on friday! hahaa!
pam! monday mondy monday! i cant wait (:
aini! of course i remember you. haha spent the better part of pri5 tearing out of the hall because the control room + the back of hall was darn spooky aye! --grins- haha i'll see you around then :D
quah! and i miss you too. it's okay monday's coming and the pedofives are going to repeat the same ritual [what we did after mid years] but this time i think we're going to watch a movie too; jo wants to catch corpse bride (: till then, know that you're loved. and missed.
A dozen roses, diamond rings
Dreams for sale and fairy tales
It'll make you hear a symphony
And you just want the world to see
But like a drug that makes you blind
It'll fool you every time
but i dont care.
(:
'wans
Friday, October 07, 2005
blogging's no fun when you're feeling down.
have been caught in a whirlwind of activities recently.
have been really really happy.
but what goes around comes around
what goes up must come down
i'm on the declining part of the whole cycle once again.
but i'm going to snap out of it soon.
soon.
i really hate it when i feel like a burden to someone.
anyone.
or when i'm encroaching into sombody's personal breathing space.
anybody.
i like to think that i'm independent you see.
(:
counting down to the day.
106+
`wans
Thursday, October 06, 2005
sleep's no fun when little men catapulting themselves made their way into your dreams.
and long haired one-eyed monster leering at you.
i think i'm worried about my sanity.
or the lack of it.
it's as if the promos have ended.
but we still have one more paper to go; econs.
after that i think i'll be a whole lot happier.
lunch at j8 with quah jo qiu and zib was another laugh-out-loud kind of affair.
and we saw this tchs cute guy!
and quah of course knows who i'm talking about
--grins-
but taking neos was a surprisingly subdued affair.
the shock and awe from all the past papers must have taken its toll on us.
nevermind, there's always monday :D
jessica alba's darn hot.
and paul walker's totally eye candy material.
but who cares.
i've you, you see.
(:
Saturday, October 01, 2005
havent felt this way in a long time. the feeling of impending doom, the feeling of being pushed into a corner and not having enough air to breathe. and i was just telling my mum this morning that life has absoultely no purpose. we study now so as to get into the uni and we get into the uni so we can go and earn big bucks next time. in the midst of it all, we're going to get married etc. then, what? die.
and then she told me that happiness's the key out of all this nonsense.
happiness isnt that much of a foreign word after all (:
was in a darn lousy mood yesterday.
sorry dj!
for the bulk of the crap that i dished out and for being so understanding, as always.
:D
and tonight i've another mission:
keep both qiu and di awake until three.
math marathon, here i come.
and before i forget,
happy children's day!
(:
those were the days.
i shall be sweet and be a day early:
happy sweet seventeenth karm*
summunmun! haah one year older, finally.
you and me, have got a special thing going on eh?
and it all began with a simple email.
a simple word of thanks wont be adequate for what you've done for all the times you've stood by me, even now, with all that distance between us.
i'm glad i've you.
LOVE!
have a blast my dear.
track twelve,
my favourite.
