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it was FOOD FEST today hahaha pam van and me :D [we miss you eiz and qiu!]

• Real fact #40: you can lead the cow up the stairs but not down. haha did you know that? haahaha!
• We threw away half the plate of curry rice because we couldnt finish it. oh well pam and me had to finish up the plate of char kuey teow because somebody wasnt in the mood for it. but then again it was really good yums! :D
• We couldnt find sweet indulgence, or whatever cafe zhii was working at. and we never did get to maxwell.
• It was cartel set lunch next. haha spent 15mins deciding if we should have the set lunch or just the waffles because we werent very hungry anymore and pam and me sort of anticipated us eating the whole main course, until the waitress came to ask if we needed help. got the very valuable set meal in the end --grins- and van ate! 1/3 of it [pam the genius cut everything up into equal portions]
• Neos (: haha let's see: strong coffee, best friends, the overkill and bestreetboys are coming to singapore. i love these girls.
• Chippy next. cheese sausage dipped in warm mashpotatoe for only $3.15. heavenly.
• And we trooped off to suntec city after this. pam and me couldnt wait to share the bench with ronald macdonald after walking all the way from far east. oh yes van was chiding us from the yami youghurt place for having zilch stamina --grins-
• We saw mrs seah! and we were talking abt her before that :D hahah "you know what's long life? long life means that when you call me then i'll appear. so cannot anyhow call me if not i'll appear anywhere" haha dont we all miss mrs seah!

i love these girls, totally.

i call you on a tin can phone
a rendezvous at a quarter-to

'wans

Wishing you were here because the memory is not enough.

Just had NCO course yesterday and I was really tired after that. Slept for 6 hours after that, woke up to eat and go online before going to sleep again. My group is Morgan and yeah, I picked all the group names. I know all are quite difficult to pronounce with the exception of a few BUT Derrick asked me to give him the tribe names of the Survivor series and I really had no idea he will use all of them! Haha.

Hmm sometimes I think I have a love-hate relationship with St John. But i guess more love than hate eh? (: I DEFINITELY won't be able to survive it without Van. DEFINITELY. I'm so grateful for her (:

Out with Jo just now. I really do love shopping with her! (: She makes such a wonderful shopping buddy! I'm so excited about my shopping list, I can't wait for my paycheck! So many so many things for me to grab! Haha!

Eating Macs at home makes me feel sick :( And I was so looking forward to it.

I'm really tired, for the first time in many days. Both mentally and physically.



Por; You know I'm always here for you. I will be up and about for you to listen to everything you have to say at 3am even if I slept at 2.59am! I love you and don't think so much la you dodo! (:

Wansu; Thanks! But I will be happier when I get my paycheck! (:

Jo; MY PEPSI CAN WITH DAOMINGSI'S FACE! I changed my mind, Jay is not cute enough. Haha! I'm not a toot! It was like natural to do so when I call someone. Back to it tomorrow again. (: or ):? Haha!

[qiu]

You know that I'll catch you when you'll falling down,

hello hello everyone, I'm Por's very special Van! Shes currently unable to be here seeing shes tangled up in a very challenging battle of bedazzled against me, only lagging by about 5000 points. haha, nope, shes such a dear, I feel that I really shouldnt beat her in checkers, tick tack toe AND bejewelled. And because I love her so, shes now gonna (finally beat) me at something.

But por, (I know you're reading this) no matter what or when, you know you're never alone. We set out together to see the world, and we wont rest till we've backpacked around Rome and all. Until we've found a big enough magic carpet complete with our very own mushu. Should any oddball thoughts pop up, you know you can think of me and I'll chase them away with not one, but TWO brooms. I LOVE YOU PORIE. take care, stay safe, stay happy. ((:

Theres always gonna be me. (:

And I honestly tried to let her win, but sadly, she killed herself, so i won again. :(

crash and burn, you're never alone. (:

whisper.

Catch me as I fall
Say you're here and it's all over now
Speaking to the atmosphere
No one's here and I fall into myself
This truth drives me
Into madness
I know I can stop the pain if I will it all away

I'm frightened by what I see
But somehow I know that there's much more to come
Immobilized by my fear
And soon to be blinded by tears
I can stop the pain if I will it all away

Fallen angels at my feet
Whispered voices in my ear
Death before my eyes
Lying next to me, I fear
She beckons me, shall I give in
Upon my end, shall I begin
Forsaking all I've fallen for
I rise to meet the end

Don't turn away
(Don't give in to the pain)
Don't try to hide
(Though they're screaming your name)
Don't close your eyes
(God knows what lies behind them)
Don't turn out the light
(Never sleep, never die)


and 97616461363 other negative thoughts keeping me awake i wish i can tell you this but then again you're almost never around i wish the happy days are here again i wish you know what it is that i want i wish you'll take back the words you once said i wish and i wish but my wishes never do come true so it's okay.

dont ask me what's wrong, please.
passing phase.

and while you're in bed i hope you're having sugar dreams.


jo; haha f4 :D i cant even connect their faces to their names! well, you can teach me when you bring back my can aye? i miss you jo, i really do.


gave you this i.o.u. today
it said good for one galaxy
once I build my rocket to the stars
we'll fly away just you and me

'wans

pieces/sum41

I tried to be perfect, but nothing was worth it
I don't believe it makes me real
I thought it'd be easy, but no one believes me
I meant all the things that I said

If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own

This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don't know how it got so bad
Sometimes it's so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it's the only thing that I have

looking at some advert for depression makes everything even more [insert any word of choice]


wai; wrinkles! yikes :/ i'll see you soon at the class chalet yes? love!

wansu; hey (: hahaa yes i'm immune to your craze. i'm hoping that it's passing you see --grins- :D love you dear and i'll see you soon too.


and that was always our song.
if you'll sing to me tonight, please?

'wans

I have been working! (: Haha working sounded really fun to me initially, but sadly I don't think I'm very prepared for the working society yet! It's really sickening to jostle with the peak hour crowd in the morning and what's worse is the lack of warmth in all these people. Everyone just goes about doing their own stuff, tha is getting to work la. Haha. I know I'm being naive and stuff, but everyone on the train every morning seems to be so cold and aloof. And if you happen to just bang into them accidentally [which i do very often, because of my really high CG], they will glare you down, like you've just bitten them or something. Fortunately, I still have a few more years of studying to toil through. This must be one of the RARE times I feel happy about studying! (:

But other than the peak hour grouses, work is really fun. Because the boss is really fun and I do pity him for hiring us! We work as and when we like, taking leave to go out and stuff. Haha I know we are terrible but we are efficient okay! At least I am (: I called 192 + 36 people today! That works out to 228 phonecalls! I have NEVER talked so much in a day in my entire life! I really do have the urge to say "Good afternoon!" everytime i picked up the phone!

Haha and yes, it's our sixth month together already! (: Thanks por!

ah li; You said it, soon! So when are you coming back? I want to see if you are still as skinny as a bamboo pole! (: I really miss you!

jo; HELLO JOJO! (:

mrs dang; You are Wansu right? And you like Ming Dao right? Your blog says it all man. Haha! Yes, Bugis is cool! A fresh change from town! (:

kai; shan liang san jie mei! What's step pai kia? And who's your community! Haha! Are you scolding the childish person up there? Don't care about him la!





You are so so far away, in the land of the Chinese! Haha! Get back soon okay! I can't believe I'm missing you so soon ):


[qiu]

my idea of a perfect day [when i've some alone time] will be one where i'll be lounging around in my roomy big walk tee and st nicks' pe shorts, be armed with a tub of haagen dazs green tea ice cream, meiji pure dark chocolates and coffeebean's mocha ice blended and i'll be watching heartache on tv.
ahh, i like.

anyway today marks the 6th month of my best friend's relationship.
qiu and cheelim (: congrats and stay happy aye!

and i've nearly forgotten how some songs sound like and how much i enjoy looking at pictures. nearly but not quite.

me and my semi charmed life.

'wans

spelling out your name;
I.O.U one galaxy.

i think i should trust my intuition more because it's pretty darn accurate. each time i've a hunch about something not happening and it really doesnt happen, me being the ever hopeful fool that i am will just end up feeling more disappointed. oh well, will get used to it.
i hate that feeling - anticipation giving way to emptiness.

while i'm at it, i think all leering men should be kept in one room so they can leer at each other and then they will finally understand what it's like to be on the receiving ends of such attention.

and children's books are really cute; with all the illustrations (:

feel like i'm in another part of the world alone. cut off from everybody else.
ah the wonders of a phone.
but i'm okay i get over things so easily sometimes i wonder if they've ever mattered to me in the first place --shrugs-
maybe tomorrow will be a better day (:

'wans

everybody please dont message me or call me aye.
9830**** is no longer in use until further notice.

had a run in with my sister and it resulted in my phone line getting suspended.
but i'm okay (:

'wans

NCO meeting today, i miss Fabian! And no Charles too! It used to be so easy to shoot off in the meeting because we know Fabian won't take it to heart. Oh well, Derrick isn't that bad too la. He seems friendly! And this NCO course seems quite fun, i'm actually looking forward to it! Ha, and i love the tribe names! (:

Yayy! Roy Keane left Man U! I bet they sacked him, but to make him look good because of all his years of services to the club and the glory he brought along with numerous trophies, claimed that he chose to leave. Isn't it weird for him to leave all of a sudden in the MIDDLE of the season? Oh well, no loss there, Man U won Charlton 3-1 (: Smith the first goal and Van Nistelrooy the following two!

Bugis-ed today with Van, and my feet hurt! BUT Bugis seems like a place I can find treasures in! Haha! Heard that, Jo? (: Say hello!

P.S. Note that I'm making an effort to type in good sentence structures and good English! (: On the way to GP power! Goes easier on the eyes too!



[qiu]

just 3 things on my mind today:

-- dj's back whee :D
-- karm's letter! [haha i love love love snail mail too dearie!]
-- singtel ate up qiu's reply and i thought she daoed me. to think i was so saddened by her lack of response haha!

okay and i think i'm becoming more airheaded, like there's nothing inside my head. haha totally substance-less.
ahhh.

'wans

squad outing with gen, jo, rina, yins, van, fel[my roastie!] and yiling today! although yiling couldnt join us for the movie, HARRY POTTER was still absolutely fantastic beyond words! even the boy with the spiky hair in front of me didnt irritate me that much (: because there was harry potter!

squad outings are always fun. LIMITLESS gossips, neverending chatter and endless laughter! somehow we never seem to get tired of gossiping of the same old stuff: THE liching squad 'problem', the mass pon, BNCO camp etc, occasionally with rina chipping in with REAL gossip. i swear her gossips are so accurate that they are facts!

and we missed cherie so much! CHERIE TAN SZE LI AKA AH LI, COME BACK SOON! WE WILL HAVE POTTER MARATHON TOGETHER EH? (:

today was so good that i don't think anything can marr it (: i'm on cloud nine! AND AND AND i'm starting work soon! got the job courtesy of rina, she always seems to have the BEST lobang during the holidays! i'm going to work as a telephone surveyor. gen and i are reporting for work on monday at nine. heh i like the sound of that sentence (:

I WILL SOON HAVE LOADS AND LOADS OF MONEY TO SHOP! HOW ABOUT THAT! (:

I LOVE MY SQUAD! (:

and i love you too! (: you will be alright, you will be. you know i will be there for you all the way! (:


mui koon; yeah! we must catch up soon! (: i miss your ringing laughter man!

cheekai; MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! (:



[qiu]

went across the casueway with my mum today to do a little light shopping haha. now i'm darn tired and i still dont like the activity very much. the process of finding a skirt with the perfect length and just the right style's absoultely daunting and changing in and out 87349 times to try the clothes out is disgusting. after that i still have to choose which's the one that i really like and will like to purchase. oh yikes but i've new clothes! haha now i shop twice a year :D applause please!



third month (:
two!


'wans

anniversary dinner at the neptune yesterday was a boring affair. luckily there was van and cheekai to spice things up. cheekai gobbled up almost everything and downed SIX straight bowls of shark's fin, claiming that it's very impolite to eat very little at a Chinese dinner. -.-" i wonder where did he come up with that. and cam whoring with van just makes the night complete (:

breakfast with cheelim today (: i miss hotcakes! and i decided already, i need to start exercising so that i can start eating more and more calories-laden food. but i just wonder when will my exercise regime start. caught emily rose and it was really terrifying, even more so than saw! i don't know the actor's name, but her epileptic expression was so real, i believed for a second that it was really happening ): but it's worth the seven bucks, go catch it if you're really bored this holidays.

then it was harry potter at van's house! harry LOOKED so cute! he needs a cooler hairstyle to pull off a good look now. and whee! i can't wait for 18th, all the excitemement has been revived with today's harry potter! (: i want a honeydukes in our muggle world!
bomberman later on was quite confusing for me. i can't even play pika ball, please! but it was really quite fun, just that i can't stop bombing myself! sorry van (:, she was on the same team as me. so i have decided that i want to play bomberman on my own, a way to entertain myself during this holidays too!



i have never thought it will be so tiring. i'm trying my best, i swear to you. i know i'm petty[and god please help me!], but just endure it okay? we need time (: and anyway, just ignore the brave anonymous tagger la. how mature.



jingjie; hey! you will know la. i will leave my name! remember to get the neos from me when you see me! 2805! (:


[qiu]

hahah i spent the earlier part of the day playing bomberman with van! and i'm not that bad after a while. haha and when pam came, we beat qiu and van! [okay, qiu was new and she was killing herself - she planted the bomb and stayed to watch it blow up in her face; so we did have an added advantage :D]

then we had a harry potter movies marathon. only managed to watched one and two before we went to fetch pam and got distracted by bomberman --grins-
the only person missing was eiz! [oh i hope your 1st day at work went well today (:]

cheelim; it's alright! we just ignore him :D

suann; --grins- hahaha! well... hahaha!



it's DJ!
stupid typos and all :D
three!

cdp was the usual let's entertain ourselves and make everything fun kind of affair. and one of the instructors was super irritating, giving wrong instructions and telling us off when we showed the well, the ugly side of our school spirit. haha like we even have a proper school sprit in the first place. so in conclusion, cdp was a total waste of time except for the facts that:
1. i could finally meet all my classmates -- haha i missed them so!
2. my class tee -- and we were all so thankful it aint the super ugly kind of orange [haha we've sutin wansu and theng to thank right!]


i cant wait for sat to come.
okay quah, you can stop laughing at me.
hurmph/
gee i get all high when i get a call or message(s) from abroad.


four.


'wans

3 reasons why i'm feeling like a million bucks today:

1. cycling date with van.
though the journey took forever and i was busy peppering it with 'are we there yet?' [haha think shrek's donkey] we cycled for 2 hours! haha alright so we stopped for a little break at the bedok jetty for like 10mins max [all we did was to place our butts gingerly on the stool and stared at the seemingly fishless unfairytale like green sea] but the distance we covered was woah. haha more than the distance from 1 end of ecp to another aye! haha well, we tried to make it our money's worth you see haha we rented the bikes for 2 hours! haah van i love you like alot alot. let's do this again.

2. my two 60cents messages from a little place in sarawak.

3. a 2 minutes 15s phonecall that meant so much. and more.


haha i'm going to bed a happy happy girl tonight.
and i'm going to turn in before 0030, this i promised somebody (:


'wans

going off to meet van soon - our cycling date!
haha think she'll be late anyway because cdp's ending at one and she'll have to walk out of school and stuff.

i found a picture that i took when i was in montreal and i really like it:















bright lights and a shaky hand;

there has been a change of plans for next week.
yikes! but i'm alright.
dj's off to kuching!


loreen! hahah it's 218763864269 years since i last saw you aye! haha! and it's weird since we live so near to each other? --grins- and i miss you too, alot alot.

eiz! haha i'm much better already, though the cough still refuses to go away! at least i dont wake up at odd hours of the nigt anymore (: LOVE!




until then;
i'll be waiting (:

woke up at 0245 because i was so darn uncmofortable.
my limbs felt like they weighed 7430987352p0724 kilos and i was sweating though i was shivering. throat felt as if it was on fire and i was dizzy.
so i got out of bed, wobbled and shuffled out of my room and looked for some form of medication to take.
wanted to take stuff for fever but i just couldnt find my happy yellow pills.
oh and i had like three different kind of dreams prior to waking up at 0245. you would think that having three dreams would take up quite a bit of time but no, i slept at 12 plus.
woke up again at 5 plus and this time i couldnt be bothered to get out of bed again.

yikes!

wansu; haha i refused to call you mrs dang! --grins- no what, you dont look ugly in the photos (: but we'll take many more nice ones in the future okay! love!

sutin and wai; haha st nicks' st nicks' st nicks'! whee :D

thia; (: thanks!






(:
i love;

oh my god i'm sick - yikes!
haha kissed goodbye to PW and now i'm sick.
and i effectively kissed goodbye to the bukit timah hill climbing plan that me and van cooked up. sorry dear! but our date's still on next monday! i promise to keep my wheezing, coughing and puking in check by then :D





An army for the broken hearted,
Marching through the streets,
And every city's burning to the ground under your feet.
I wanna hold you,
My skys are turning black,
Feels like a heart attack.
And I'd do anything you ask,
I wanna hold you bad.

and i tell you i'm sweet everyday!
--beams-
enjoy!

st nicks is still the only place where you can sit with your legs placed any-oh-how and still get away with it, the only place you can prance around in your PE t shirts and shorts for as long as you want, the only place where you can get a wholesome meal just below 2 dollars, the only place where the teachers will just sit down and chat with you even though they cannot remember who you are, or what class you were in [think: mr gan!], the only place where you can sit on two long benches without being glared at as there are many many more around and the only place with the best iced tea, pasta, orange bowl, potato wedges... ever (:

i love st nicks, and i miss all the abovementioned so so much!
sigh, all the insignificant things i did back in st nicks seems so precious now.

haha yeah you guessed it, went back to st nicks today with van. we yakked and yakked for hours at the canteen while devouring orange bowl, iced tea and wedges! (: i don't know why, we just kept talking and it sure felt good to talk to her. we have not done that for a long long time, and she really got me thinking about certain stuff. hmmmmmm. i don't know, but it's just cleansing to talk about such stuff. haha is that the right word? like it feels good to get it off my chest.

then it was our little expedition to expo, so much for our cycling plans.
and i agree, it's so hard to find someone who will spontaneously agree to go, for example, cycling with you in this school.
i want my st nicks life backkkkk.

yesterday was great (:
save for the bites i have on my shin.
the movie was fantastic and i do pity the Caucasian who walked in during the movie to find that he couldnt squeeze past all the couples to his seat.
oh well, im sure the seat he got behind was way better.

holidays doesn't seem so appealing anymore.
BUT there's always shopping, gathering and more shopping to look forward to!
i can't wait.
Zies dateS, shopping with jo and squad outing!

and i will miss jo. promise me you will get me the pepsi can with jay's face on it! (:

por; i put this background up all by myself! haha just some random back ground. i want to visit a beach like this someday. grin. i'm off to find some nicer ones! i learnt it all by myself! (:



it was great seeing van yesterday. and of course cheekai. haha.
VAN! stay strong, i know you can. (: love you!

you will normally find yourself wishing that some friends that walked into your life could be your family. but wake up, reality is not so. you are born to this family and you SUPPOSEDLY belong to it. your family is there for you to communicate with, for you to love, for you to share your woes with. but no, you seal yourself up and refused to talk to anyone EXCEPT for this damned computer. as much as technology works wonder, i dont really think it can ever replace human. because after all, human are the ones who invented computers. so you think you can seek solace in this screen? fine, go ahead. there are so many things in my life that has changed, not to mention close ones changing into someone totally different. i see how you deal with that. when your friends leave for another country, you weep. when someone in your family is ill, did you even utter a sound of concern? come on, you can do better than that. but i do think i stopped believing so long ago. you complained at the slightest stress suffered and maginified it into many times bigger. i wont say i know what you are going through right now but yours truly went through it last year and i'm about to go through it again next year. i studied the same stuff last year, if not more content than you did, and it's really a matter of how you react to it. and well, i hope you will do well given all the late night studying i've seen you done.

it's not that i didn't try to defend you. i tried and i hope it did affect things in some way, but not that you appreciate. when i intervene, i am nosey and noisy. you never realise the effort everyone puts in to help you, and i guess one day you will live to regret it. seriously, you always think that you are right, you are smart. but just remember, there will always be someone out there who is smarter than you. you think you know it all, BUT YOU DON'T.






i'm so sorry i snapped at you. i don't know what's gotten into me. and i do know you care. and i love you alot alot alot for that (:
i think i'm turning paranoid. ):

I love you darlings!!

After all, how would I live without you? (:

-Van

my girlfriend, from whom i got the pictures from.

i love them all; alot alot. and acting cute's not the only thing we're good at, really.

haha he loves us all.

no sharks, baby.

and we shook our butts at the camera after this :D

let's fawn over hengwei; the thorn among the roses [haha blackmail!]

yeetheng wansu me suewen

wansu (:

today's such a happy day :D
though my morning started yikey -- i'm not supposed to let my mood affect my presentation and i've to smile. so alright heh!
oh quah!
you're a gem, i tell you. and i hope your voice comes back soon so i can talk to you properly [ie without having the urge to whisper because you've no more voice --grins-]
love much!

let' see.
spent my afternoon visiting our favourite haunt again (:
and me practising to be the perfect pamper-er --grins-


oh this's for qiu's benefit. and eiz and pam too!
the list of activities that me and van came up with for the hols :D
10 nov: bukit timah hill climbing
14 nov: cycling at east coast
16 nov: harry potter one, two and three vcds watching
18 nov: eating fest [tentative]
02 dec: prepare christmas presents day
05 - 07dec: study camp at van's house
07 dec: guoxing's birthday celebration [tentative]
23 dec: manicure date
23 dec: twee christmas dinner at mrs toh's house [tentative]

*zies dateS - bob's/pam's/sheez's belated belated birthday celebrations
*thrift store hunting
--beams-
haha no saturdays, no 17ths.
(:





And all the roads we have to walk are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
But I don't know how
Because maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall

magic numbers; eight/nine/three/four/seventeen

van!

I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
If life will just be kind
To such a gentle mind
And if you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
And I'll be right behind your shoulder watching you
I'll be standing by your side in all you do
And I won't ever leave as long as you believe
You just believe








catch a falling star and put it in your pocket
save it for a rainy day

had class outing today at sentosa :D
diana quah wai sutin wansu meiyee zibbie wong suewen sheena yeetheng kinalin chee henwei enrui weihan mr phang

i love my class.
alot alot alot (:






I believe in the sand beneath my toes
The beach gives a feeling; an earthy feeling
I believe in the faith that grows
And the four right chords can make me cry
When I'm with you I feel like I could die
And that would be all right, all right.

it's all about you.

nobody's telling me the words i want to hear.
nobody's showing me the images i want to see.



with the doubts chewing up my insides.
when i've nothing to say at all.




Superman don't fly
They did it all with strings
Elvis Presley died
They deep-fried the king
Like some tacky cheesy bathing beauty
Dancing on the beach in a bad bad movie

Say it isn't so (tell me it's not true)
Say it isn't so (I believe in you)
Tell me it's a lie (I don't need no proof)
Say everything's alright (couldn't be, not you)



i want.

running away from the sleep monsters and staying up late is not an option anymore.
i've to learn how to sleep.
stupid, huh. like some troubled kid.
irritating.
so now, i'm going to go to bed and think happy thoughts.
my snowmen in snowmotion :D




and it gets better each time.
(:

oh my god i spent the enitre morning stalking people on friendster!
hhaha i was bored senseless [see what extreme boredom can make you do]
and i'm really tickled.
it was an eye opening expeience at the very best anyway.
--grins-

ooh someone just came online.
:D

wanling
nine eight seven six
fourthmay

it was FOOD FEST today hahaha pam van and me :D [we miss you eiz and qiu!]

• Real fact #40: you can lead the cow up the stairs but not down. haha did you know that? haahaha!
• We threw away half the plate of curry rice because we couldnt finish it. oh well pam and me had to finish up the plate of char kuey teow because somebody wasnt in the mood for it. but then again it was really good yums! :D
• We couldnt find sweet indulgence, or whatever cafe zhii was working at. and we never did get to maxwell.
• It was cartel set lunch next. haha spent 15mins deciding if we should have the set lunch or just the waffles because we werent very hungry anymore and pam and me sort of anticipated us eating the whole main course, until the waitress came to ask if we needed help. got the very valuable set meal in the end --grins- and van ate! 1/3 of it [pam the genius cut everything up into equal portions]
• Neos (: haha let's see: strong coffee, best friends, the overkill and bestreetboys are coming to singapore. i love these girls.
• Chippy next. cheese sausage dipped in warm mashpotatoe for only $3.15. heavenly.
• And we trooped off to suntec city after this. pam and me couldnt wait to share the bench with ronald macdonald after walking all the way from far east. oh yes van was chiding us from the yami youghurt place for having zilch stamina --grins-
• We saw mrs seah! and we were talking abt her before that :D hahah "you know what's long life? long life means that when you call me then i'll appear. so cannot anyhow call me if not i'll appear anywhere" haha dont we all miss mrs seah!

i love these girls, totally.

i call you on a tin can phone
a rendezvous at a quarter-to

'wans

Wishing you were here because the memory is not enough.

Just had NCO course yesterday and I was really tired after that. Slept for 6 hours after that, woke up to eat and go online before going to sleep again. My group is Morgan and yeah, I picked all the group names. I know all are quite difficult to pronounce with the exception of a few BUT Derrick asked me to give him the tribe names of the Survivor series and I really had no idea he will use all of them! Haha.

Hmm sometimes I think I have a love-hate relationship with St John. But i guess more love than hate eh? (: I DEFINITELY won't be able to survive it without Van. DEFINITELY. I'm so grateful for her (:

Out with Jo just now. I really do love shopping with her! (: She makes such a wonderful shopping buddy! I'm so excited about my shopping list, I can't wait for my paycheck! So many so many things for me to grab! Haha!

Eating Macs at home makes me feel sick :( And I was so looking forward to it.

I'm really tired, for the first time in many days. Both mentally and physically.



Por; You know I'm always here for you. I will be up and about for you to listen to everything you have to say at 3am even if I slept at 2.59am! I love you and don't think so much la you dodo! (:

Wansu; Thanks! But I will be happier when I get my paycheck! (:

Jo; MY PEPSI CAN WITH DAOMINGSI'S FACE! I changed my mind, Jay is not cute enough. Haha! I'm not a toot! It was like natural to do so when I call someone. Back to it tomorrow again. (: or ):? Haha!

[qiu]

You know that I'll catch you when you'll falling down,

hello hello everyone, I'm Por's very special Van! Shes currently unable to be here seeing shes tangled up in a very challenging battle of bedazzled against me, only lagging by about 5000 points. haha, nope, shes such a dear, I feel that I really shouldnt beat her in checkers, tick tack toe AND bejewelled. And because I love her so, shes now gonna (finally beat) me at something.

But por, (I know you're reading this) no matter what or when, you know you're never alone. We set out together to see the world, and we wont rest till we've backpacked around Rome and all. Until we've found a big enough magic carpet complete with our very own mushu. Should any oddball thoughts pop up, you know you can think of me and I'll chase them away with not one, but TWO brooms. I LOVE YOU PORIE. take care, stay safe, stay happy. ((:

Theres always gonna be me. (:

And I honestly tried to let her win, but sadly, she killed herself, so i won again. :(

crash and burn, you're never alone. (:

whisper.

Catch me as I fall
Say you're here and it's all over now
Speaking to the atmosphere
No one's here and I fall into myself
This truth drives me
Into madness
I know I can stop the pain if I will it all away

I'm frightened by what I see
But somehow I know that there's much more to come
Immobilized by my fear
And soon to be blinded by tears
I can stop the pain if I will it all away

Fallen angels at my feet
Whispered voices in my ear
Death before my eyes
Lying next to me, I fear
She beckons me, shall I give in
Upon my end, shall I begin
Forsaking all I've fallen for
I rise to meet the end

Don't turn away
(Don't give in to the pain)
Don't try to hide
(Though they're screaming your name)
Don't close your eyes
(God knows what lies behind them)
Don't turn out the light
(Never sleep, never die)


and 97616461363 other negative thoughts keeping me awake i wish i can tell you this but then again you're almost never around i wish the happy days are here again i wish you know what it is that i want i wish you'll take back the words you once said i wish and i wish but my wishes never do come true so it's okay.

dont ask me what's wrong, please.
passing phase.

and while you're in bed i hope you're having sugar dreams.


jo; haha f4 :D i cant even connect their faces to their names! well, you can teach me when you bring back my can aye? i miss you jo, i really do.


gave you this i.o.u. today
it said good for one galaxy
once I build my rocket to the stars
we'll fly away just you and me

'wans

pieces/sum41

I tried to be perfect, but nothing was worth it
I don't believe it makes me real
I thought it'd be easy, but no one believes me
I meant all the things that I said

If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own

This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don't know how it got so bad
Sometimes it's so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it's the only thing that I have

looking at some advert for depression makes everything even more [insert any word of choice]


wai; wrinkles! yikes :/ i'll see you soon at the class chalet yes? love!

wansu; hey (: hahaa yes i'm immune to your craze. i'm hoping that it's passing you see --grins- :D love you dear and i'll see you soon too.


and that was always our song.
if you'll sing to me tonight, please?

'wans

I have been working! (: Haha working sounded really fun to me initially, but sadly I don't think I'm very prepared for the working society yet! It's really sickening to jostle with the peak hour crowd in the morning and what's worse is the lack of warmth in all these people. Everyone just goes about doing their own stuff, tha is getting to work la. Haha. I know I'm being naive and stuff, but everyone on the train every morning seems to be so cold and aloof. And if you happen to just bang into them accidentally [which i do very often, because of my really high CG], they will glare you down, like you've just bitten them or something. Fortunately, I still have a few more years of studying to toil through. This must be one of the RARE times I feel happy about studying! (:

But other than the peak hour grouses, work is really fun. Because the boss is really fun and I do pity him for hiring us! We work as and when we like, taking leave to go out and stuff. Haha I know we are terrible but we are efficient okay! At least I am (: I called 192 + 36 people today! That works out to 228 phonecalls! I have NEVER talked so much in a day in my entire life! I really do have the urge to say "Good afternoon!" everytime i picked up the phone!

Haha and yes, it's our sixth month together already! (: Thanks por!

ah li; You said it, soon! So when are you coming back? I want to see if you are still as skinny as a bamboo pole! (: I really miss you!

jo; HELLO JOJO! (:

mrs dang; You are Wansu right? And you like Ming Dao right? Your blog says it all man. Haha! Yes, Bugis is cool! A fresh change from town! (:

kai; shan liang san jie mei! What's step pai kia? And who's your community! Haha! Are you scolding the childish person up there? Don't care about him la!





You are so so far away, in the land of the Chinese! Haha! Get back soon okay! I can't believe I'm missing you so soon ):


[qiu]

my idea of a perfect day [when i've some alone time] will be one where i'll be lounging around in my roomy big walk tee and st nicks' pe shorts, be armed with a tub of haagen dazs green tea ice cream, meiji pure dark chocolates and coffeebean's mocha ice blended and i'll be watching heartache on tv.
ahh, i like.

anyway today marks the 6th month of my best friend's relationship.
qiu and cheelim (: congrats and stay happy aye!

and i've nearly forgotten how some songs sound like and how much i enjoy looking at pictures. nearly but not quite.

me and my semi charmed life.

'wans

spelling out your name;
I.O.U one galaxy.

i think i should trust my intuition more because it's pretty darn accurate. each time i've a hunch about something not happening and it really doesnt happen, me being the ever hopeful fool that i am will just end up feeling more disappointed. oh well, will get used to it.
i hate that feeling - anticipation giving way to emptiness.

while i'm at it, i think all leering men should be kept in one room so they can leer at each other and then they will finally understand what it's like to be on the receiving ends of such attention.

and children's books are really cute; with all the illustrations (:

feel like i'm in another part of the world alone. cut off from everybody else.
ah the wonders of a phone.
but i'm okay i get over things so easily sometimes i wonder if they've ever mattered to me in the first place --shrugs-
maybe tomorrow will be a better day (:

'wans

everybody please dont message me or call me aye.
9830**** is no longer in use until further notice.

had a run in with my sister and it resulted in my phone line getting suspended.
but i'm okay (:

'wans

NCO meeting today, i miss Fabian! And no Charles too! It used to be so easy to shoot off in the meeting because we know Fabian won't take it to heart. Oh well, Derrick isn't that bad too la. He seems friendly! And this NCO course seems quite fun, i'm actually looking forward to it! Ha, and i love the tribe names! (:

Yayy! Roy Keane left Man U! I bet they sacked him, but to make him look good because of all his years of services to the club and the glory he brought along with numerous trophies, claimed that he chose to leave. Isn't it weird for him to leave all of a sudden in the MIDDLE of the season? Oh well, no loss there, Man U won Charlton 3-1 (: Smith the first goal and Van Nistelrooy the following two!

Bugis-ed today with Van, and my feet hurt! BUT Bugis seems like a place I can find treasures in! Haha! Heard that, Jo? (: Say hello!

P.S. Note that I'm making an effort to type in good sentence structures and good English! (: On the way to GP power! Goes easier on the eyes too!



[qiu]

just 3 things on my mind today:

-- dj's back whee :D
-- karm's letter! [haha i love love love snail mail too dearie!]
-- singtel ate up qiu's reply and i thought she daoed me. to think i was so saddened by her lack of response haha!

okay and i think i'm becoming more airheaded, like there's nothing inside my head. haha totally substance-less.
ahhh.

'wans

squad outing with gen, jo, rina, yins, van, fel[my roastie!] and yiling today! although yiling couldnt join us for the movie, HARRY POTTER was still absolutely fantastic beyond words! even the boy with the spiky hair in front of me didnt irritate me that much (: because there was harry potter!

squad outings are always fun. LIMITLESS gossips, neverending chatter and endless laughter! somehow we never seem to get tired of gossiping of the same old stuff: THE liching squad 'problem', the mass pon, BNCO camp etc, occasionally with rina chipping in with REAL gossip. i swear her gossips are so accurate that they are facts!

and we missed cherie so much! CHERIE TAN SZE LI AKA AH LI, COME BACK SOON! WE WILL HAVE POTTER MARATHON TOGETHER EH? (:

today was so good that i don't think anything can marr it (: i'm on cloud nine! AND AND AND i'm starting work soon! got the job courtesy of rina, she always seems to have the BEST lobang during the holidays! i'm going to work as a telephone surveyor. gen and i are reporting for work on monday at nine. heh i like the sound of that sentence (:

I WILL SOON HAVE LOADS AND LOADS OF MONEY TO SHOP! HOW ABOUT THAT! (:

I LOVE MY SQUAD! (:

and i love you too! (: you will be alright, you will be. you know i will be there for you all the way! (:


mui koon; yeah! we must catch up soon! (: i miss your ringing laughter man!

cheekai; MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! (:



[qiu]

went across the casueway with my mum today to do a little light shopping haha. now i'm darn tired and i still dont like the activity very much. the process of finding a skirt with the perfect length and just the right style's absoultely daunting and changing in and out 87349 times to try the clothes out is disgusting. after that i still have to choose which's the one that i really like and will like to purchase. oh yikes but i've new clothes! haha now i shop twice a year :D applause please!



third month (:
two!


'wans

anniversary dinner at the neptune yesterday was a boring affair. luckily there was van and cheekai to spice things up. cheekai gobbled up almost everything and downed SIX straight bowls of shark's fin, claiming that it's very impolite to eat very little at a Chinese dinner. -.-" i wonder where did he come up with that. and cam whoring with van just makes the night complete (:

breakfast with cheelim today (: i miss hotcakes! and i decided already, i need to start exercising so that i can start eating more and more calories-laden food. but i just wonder when will my exercise regime start. caught emily rose and it was really terrifying, even more so than saw! i don't know the actor's name, but her epileptic expression was so real, i believed for a second that it was really happening ): but it's worth the seven bucks, go catch it if you're really bored this holidays.

then it was harry potter at van's house! harry LOOKED so cute! he needs a cooler hairstyle to pull off a good look now. and whee! i can't wait for 18th, all the excitemement has been revived with today's harry potter! (: i want a honeydukes in our muggle world!
bomberman later on was quite confusing for me. i can't even play pika ball, please! but it was really quite fun, just that i can't stop bombing myself! sorry van (:, she was on the same team as me. so i have decided that i want to play bomberman on my own, a way to entertain myself during this holidays too!



i have never thought it will be so tiring. i'm trying my best, i swear to you. i know i'm petty[and god please help me!], but just endure it okay? we need time (: and anyway, just ignore the brave anonymous tagger la. how mature.



jingjie; hey! you will know la. i will leave my name! remember to get the neos from me when you see me! 2805! (:


[qiu]

hahah i spent the earlier part of the day playing bomberman with van! and i'm not that bad after a while. haha and when pam came, we beat qiu and van! [okay, qiu was new and she was killing herself - she planted the bomb and stayed to watch it blow up in her face; so we did have an added advantage :D]

then we had a harry potter movies marathon. only managed to watched one and two before we went to fetch pam and got distracted by bomberman --grins-
the only person missing was eiz! [oh i hope your 1st day at work went well today (:]

cheelim; it's alright! we just ignore him :D

suann; --grins- hahaha! well... hahaha!



it's DJ!
stupid typos and all :D
three!

cdp was the usual let's entertain ourselves and make everything fun kind of affair. and one of the instructors was super irritating, giving wrong instructions and telling us off when we showed the well, the ugly side of our school spirit. haha like we even have a proper school sprit in the first place. so in conclusion, cdp was a total waste of time except for the facts that:
1. i could finally meet all my classmates -- haha i missed them so!
2. my class tee -- and we were all so thankful it aint the super ugly kind of orange [haha we've sutin wansu and theng to thank right!]


i cant wait for sat to come.
okay quah, you can stop laughing at me.
hurmph/
gee i get all high when i get a call or message(s) from abroad.


four.


'wans

3 reasons why i'm feeling like a million bucks today:

1. cycling date with van.
though the journey took forever and i was busy peppering it with 'are we there yet?' [haha think shrek's donkey] we cycled for 2 hours! haha alright so we stopped for a little break at the bedok jetty for like 10mins max [all we did was to place our butts gingerly on the stool and stared at the seemingly fishless unfairytale like green sea] but the distance we covered was woah. haha more than the distance from 1 end of ecp to another aye! haha well, we tried to make it our money's worth you see haha we rented the bikes for 2 hours! haah van i love you like alot alot. let's do this again.

2. my two 60cents messages from a little place in sarawak.

3. a 2 minutes 15s phonecall that meant so much. and more.


haha i'm going to bed a happy happy girl tonight.
and i'm going to turn in before 0030, this i promised somebody (:


'wans

going off to meet van soon - our cycling date!
haha think she'll be late anyway because cdp's ending at one and she'll have to walk out of school and stuff.

i found a picture that i took when i was in montreal and i really like it:















bright lights and a shaky hand;

there has been a change of plans for next week.
yikes! but i'm alright.
dj's off to kuching!


loreen! hahah it's 218763864269 years since i last saw you aye! haha! and it's weird since we live so near to each other? --grins- and i miss you too, alot alot.

eiz! haha i'm much better already, though the cough still refuses to go away! at least i dont wake up at odd hours of the nigt anymore (: LOVE!




until then;
i'll be waiting (:

woke up at 0245 because i was so darn uncmofortable.
my limbs felt like they weighed 7430987352p0724 kilos and i was sweating though i was shivering. throat felt as if it was on fire and i was dizzy.
so i got out of bed, wobbled and shuffled out of my room and looked for some form of medication to take.
wanted to take stuff for fever but i just couldnt find my happy yellow pills.
oh and i had like three different kind of dreams prior to waking up at 0245. you would think that having three dreams would take up quite a bit of time but no, i slept at 12 plus.
woke up again at 5 plus and this time i couldnt be bothered to get out of bed again.

yikes!

wansu; haha i refused to call you mrs dang! --grins- no what, you dont look ugly in the photos (: but we'll take many more nice ones in the future okay! love!

sutin and wai; haha st nicks' st nicks' st nicks'! whee :D

thia; (: thanks!






(:
i love;

oh my god i'm sick - yikes!
haha kissed goodbye to PW and now i'm sick.
and i effectively kissed goodbye to the bukit timah hill climbing plan that me and van cooked up. sorry dear! but our date's still on next monday! i promise to keep my wheezing, coughing and puking in check by then :D





An army for the broken hearted,
Marching through the streets,
And every city's burning to the ground under your feet.
I wanna hold you,
My skys are turning black,
Feels like a heart attack.
And I'd do anything you ask,
I wanna hold you bad.

and i tell you i'm sweet everyday!
--beams-
enjoy!

st nicks is still the only place where you can sit with your legs placed any-oh-how and still get away with it, the only place you can prance around in your PE t shirts and shorts for as long as you want, the only place where you can get a wholesome meal just below 2 dollars, the only place where the teachers will just sit down and chat with you even though they cannot remember who you are, or what class you were in [think: mr gan!], the only place where you can sit on two long benches without being glared at as there are many many more around and the only place with the best iced tea, pasta, orange bowl, potato wedges... ever (:

i love st nicks, and i miss all the abovementioned so so much!
sigh, all the insignificant things i did back in st nicks seems so precious now.

haha yeah you guessed it, went back to st nicks today with van. we yakked and yakked for hours at the canteen while devouring orange bowl, iced tea and wedges! (: i don't know why, we just kept talking and it sure felt good to talk to her. we have not done that for a long long time, and she really got me thinking about certain stuff. hmmmmmm. i don't know, but it's just cleansing to talk about such stuff. haha is that the right word? like it feels good to get it off my chest.

then it was our little expedition to expo, so much for our cycling plans.
and i agree, it's so hard to find someone who will spontaneously agree to go, for example, cycling with you in this school.
i want my st nicks life backkkkk.

yesterday was great (:
save for the bites i have on my shin.
the movie was fantastic and i do pity the Caucasian who walked in during the movie to find that he couldnt squeeze past all the couples to his seat.
oh well, im sure the seat he got behind was way better.

holidays doesn't seem so appealing anymore.
BUT there's always shopping, gathering and more shopping to look forward to!
i can't wait.
Zies dateS, shopping with jo and squad outing!

and i will miss jo. promise me you will get me the pepsi can with jay's face on it! (:

por; i put this background up all by myself! haha just some random back ground. i want to visit a beach like this someday. grin. i'm off to find some nicer ones! i learnt it all by myself! (:



it was great seeing van yesterday. and of course cheekai. haha.
VAN! stay strong, i know you can. (: love you!

you will normally find yourself wishing that some friends that walked into your life could be your family. but wake up, reality is not so. you are born to this family and you SUPPOSEDLY belong to it. your family is there for you to communicate with, for you to love, for you to share your woes with. but no, you seal yourself up and refused to talk to anyone EXCEPT for this damned computer. as much as technology works wonder, i dont really think it can ever replace human. because after all, human are the ones who invented computers. so you think you can seek solace in this screen? fine, go ahead. there are so many things in my life that has changed, not to mention close ones changing into someone totally different. i see how you deal with that. when your friends leave for another country, you weep. when someone in your family is ill, did you even utter a sound of concern? come on, you can do better than that. but i do think i stopped believing so long ago. you complained at the slightest stress suffered and maginified it into many times bigger. i wont say i know what you are going through right now but yours truly went through it last year and i'm about to go through it again next year. i studied the same stuff last year, if not more content than you did, and it's really a matter of how you react to it. and well, i hope you will do well given all the late night studying i've seen you done.

it's not that i didn't try to defend you. i tried and i hope it did affect things in some way, but not that you appreciate. when i intervene, i am nosey and noisy. you never realise the effort everyone puts in to help you, and i guess one day you will live to regret it. seriously, you always think that you are right, you are smart. but just remember, there will always be someone out there who is smarter than you. you think you know it all, BUT YOU DON'T.






i'm so sorry i snapped at you. i don't know what's gotten into me. and i do know you care. and i love you alot alot alot for that (:
i think i'm turning paranoid. ):

I love you darlings!!

After all, how would I live without you? (:

-Van

my girlfriend, from whom i got the pictures from.

i love them all; alot alot. and acting cute's not the only thing we're good at, really.

haha he loves us all.

no sharks, baby.

and we shook our butts at the camera after this :D

let's fawn over hengwei; the thorn among the roses [haha blackmail!]

yeetheng wansu me suewen

wansu (:

today's such a happy day :D
though my morning started yikey -- i'm not supposed to let my mood affect my presentation and i've to smile. so alright heh!
oh quah!
you're a gem, i tell you. and i hope your voice comes back soon so i can talk to you properly [ie without having the urge to whisper because you've no more voice --grins-]
love much!

let' see.
spent my afternoon visiting our favourite haunt again (:
and me practising to be the perfect pamper-er --grins-


oh this's for qiu's benefit. and eiz and pam too!
the list of activities that me and van came up with for the hols :D
10 nov: bukit timah hill climbing
14 nov: cycling at east coast
16 nov: harry potter one, two and three vcds watching
18 nov: eating fest [tentative]
02 dec: prepare christmas presents day
05 - 07dec: study camp at van's house
07 dec: guoxing's birthday celebration [tentative]
23 dec: manicure date
23 dec: twee christmas dinner at mrs toh's house [tentative]

*zies dateS - bob's/pam's/sheez's belated belated birthday celebrations
*thrift store hunting
--beams-
haha no saturdays, no 17ths.
(:





And all the roads we have to walk are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
But I don't know how
Because maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall

magic numbers; eight/nine/three/four/seventeen

van!

I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
If life will just be kind
To such a gentle mind
And if you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
And I'll be right behind your shoulder watching you
I'll be standing by your side in all you do
And I won't ever leave as long as you believe
You just believe








catch a falling star and put it in your pocket
save it for a rainy day

had class outing today at sentosa :D
diana quah wai sutin wansu meiyee zibbie wong suewen sheena yeetheng kinalin chee henwei enrui weihan mr phang

i love my class.
alot alot alot (:






I believe in the sand beneath my toes
The beach gives a feeling; an earthy feeling
I believe in the faith that grows
And the four right chords can make me cry
When I'm with you I feel like I could die
And that would be all right, all right.

it's all about you.

nobody's telling me the words i want to hear.
nobody's showing me the images i want to see.



with the doubts chewing up my insides.
when i've nothing to say at all.




Superman don't fly
They did it all with strings
Elvis Presley died
They deep-fried the king
Like some tacky cheesy bathing beauty
Dancing on the beach in a bad bad movie

Say it isn't so (tell me it's not true)
Say it isn't so (I believe in you)
Tell me it's a lie (I don't need no proof)
Say everything's alright (couldn't be, not you)



i want.

running away from the sleep monsters and staying up late is not an option anymore.
i've to learn how to sleep.
stupid, huh. like some troubled kid.
irritating.
so now, i'm going to go to bed and think happy thoughts.
my snowmen in snowmotion :D




and it gets better each time.
(:

oh my god i spent the enitre morning stalking people on friendster!
hhaha i was bored senseless [see what extreme boredom can make you do]
and i'm really tickled.
it was an eye opening expeience at the very best anyway.
--grins-

ooh someone just came online.
:D

QIU!
amanda bern cheryl cheelim ckris chuan clarice dor eiz gen helen hengwei huaxia hweeteng jason jiamein joyceng joyceyip kaifong karm kuanyi lala loreen meryl muikee mui pak pam peipei peixun pong prissy quanmin raymond renny rosanne ruyu sheez shermin suann ta thia van wai wansu wayne weizi wilson xiaonan yips yixian yiwen zoeraine soccer hope

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