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Tuesday, March 28, 2006
20:09

It's only Tuesday and I'm already darn weary. Aching all over, the kind of ache that goes deep into the bones and beyond. Cant wait for the weekend, I'll very much like to sleep the weekend away, surprise surprise.

What do I want when I whine?
It used to be okay because you used to know.

Anyway, here's a big hug for Mui, Jo and Van; the lovely lovelies in my life whom I'll give up loads for.

You be love and I'll be a liar.

'wans

Monday, March 27, 2006
21:57

When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through.

There, I've got it out of my system.
Buddy Quah, are you reading this!

'wans

Saturday, March 25, 2006
23:15




Your Birthdate: April 23



You're not good at any one thing, and that's the problem.

You're good at so much - you never know what to do.

Change is in your blood, and you don't stick to much for long.

You are destined for a life of travel and fun.



Your strength: Your likeability



Your weakness: You never feel satisfied



Your power color: Bright yellow



Your power symbol: Asterisk



Your power month: May

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?


Why is May my power month when my birthday is in April?
So now you all know when my birthday is. Haha!

qiu.

22:26

Somedays I wanna quit and just be normal for a bit
I don't understand why you have to always be gone
I get along but your trips always feel so long
And I find myself trying to stay by the phone
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone
But I feel like an idiot, working my day around a call
And when I pick up I don't have much to say, so

Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone.


Talking to Van puts just about everything into persepective.
I love you so.

The stars are out to play tonight, I saw them from my kitchen window.
And not to be greedy, I made only one wish.
Just a single one.

'wans

Friday, March 24, 2006
21:59

Two quarters and a heart down,
Watch me fall apart.

I've never been like this before. Learning to let go, that's what I am doing.
Just as well, it doesnt matter anyway.
I'm this easy to please. This easy.

'wans

Tuesday, March 21, 2006
21:32

But then, unlike her sisters, she seemed to live in a guilt and anxiety free world where the past and the future were mere details hovering outside the iridescent bubble of the moment.

I want to be like Cassie too.

That thought aside, I never knew I changed so much in the looks department, so much so that people dont recognise me anymore. It's like a change from being awful to okay looking, you know haha! Seriously.

Permanent timetable starts tomorrow, I can finally get down to real studying. Okay, Por, no more slacking! [Though slacking with Quah, Pei and Xiaoliang is the ultimate fun :D] Timetable has just about 31 breaks in a week. 31!! Ahh.

Oh well, crabby fairy likes springing sneak attacks on me, which I dont like very much. Shoo! Been having weird cramps, funny aches and wanting to puke since Monday. Oh darn.


All about loving you.

'wans

Sunday, March 19, 2006
22:47

Hello! (:

School's starting tomorrow and well, I'm kind of looking forward to it. It's a good thing to start the week with an hour and a half break, keeps almost all the Monday blues at bay. (:

Friday
On this very day, I sincerely believed that Jo and i were going to go home empty-handed. Our very first! (: we got happily lost along boat quay trying to find Icon and accessories therapy cured our "shopping blues"! (:
I went home with a haul of 6 pairs of earrings and a top.
How wrong we were eh, Jo? (: and i never knew Mojojojo was so smart!

Saturday
The weather was cooperative and so it was off to the pool with cheelim! Haha sun was great and got a bit tanner I hope (:
Little India was fascinating with the wafting scents, noisy traffic and the realization that it was actually not crowded with all Indians. I liked it there (:

And today, got stuck at home doing homework. Can't complain much, I always land myself with loads of last minute homework. I don't mind, this leaves me with all the rest of the holidays to play. Haha.



qiu.

17:37

I swear Functions, Inverse Functions & Composite Functions make me sad, with the need to draw 927302 silly graphs ): urgh!

School reopens tomorrow and here's wishing everyone a fabulous term ahead! Cant wait to see everybody :D

Back to Functions, Inverse Functions & Composite Functions and the 927302 silly graphs.

'wans

Saturday, March 18, 2006
18:59

((:
dj sent me home today (:

Oh, it was the seventh yesterday.

Replies to tags!

Qiu! And we didnt manage to catch up with each other over the hols eh? Dont worry about the trip, your head's more more important and even if you drop a thousand strands of hair, you're still beautiful (:

Wansu! Oh yes, Nurse Matilda, I'm going to get my hands on the book (: miss you.

Ray! Hello hello (: haha i'm okay, the person who blogged about dropping hair is the other owner of the blog! Anyway, I hope you're happy and all (: take good good care eh?

Lama! Hahaha yes I know I'm lucky to have 'mad girl' with me :D life's so much easier with her around eh! And haha I'm going to watch you dance on 29 April wheeee!

Buddy! Dont smirk, yes? ((: LOVE!

Shiyi! Oh hello there! Haha I last saw you in 2004? Haha it's been ages but yeah, I still remember you. Hope everything's aokay for you too ((:

Peipei! Dont be too stressed, you can do it because you're the superhuman her (: hahaa love.


Splendid, splendid, splendid mood.
Woots!

'wans

Thursday, March 16, 2006
13:24

I swear I drop a thousand strands of hair a day!

It's finally the holidays eh? IT'S TOO SHORT! I've not done anything this entire week, any substantial work that is. So I'm just pretending not to notice that I actually have loads of homework piled up. SHIT.

My head's loads better but the pain remains. I wonder how long it will take to recover ): and I seriously believe that the ointment used to rub my head causes me to drop more hair everyday! Oh well, I have loads to spare. But it's really much better after the trip to the doctor's! Thanks to those who asked and cared! (:

I promised myself that I will try and do my homework.

I WILL I WILL I WILL!

Por; you gotten your slippers already eh? Sorry the trip was off!



qiu.

Wednesday, March 15, 2006
11:45

I'm putting it away, dont need it to sleep better tonight.

Innocence and in a trance
A dance that lasted for a while

'por

Tuesday, March 14, 2006
19:37

I was filled with so much angst and frustration this afternoon and I had so much to say, to blog about but now, nothing comes to mind. The words are all jumbled up and I'm just tired. Guess leaving me to my own devices is not a very wise thing to do, my mind's one hell of an over-imaginative machine.

Anyway, I just want to thank the stars I wished upon just the other night that my suaku socks' okay (:
That's all.

'wans

Monday, March 13, 2006
22:01

TO MY ONE AND ONLY SUAKU SOCKS.

You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm findin' it hard to do anything

You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm goin' through
I just can't smile without you

You came along just like a song
And brightened my day
Who would have believed that you were part of a dream
Now it all seems light years away

And now you know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm findin' it hard to do anything

I'll be here, for always eh.
ALWAYS.

'por

00:10

rahh!
Go away, go away!!!

I hate the feeling of extreme boredom and the realisation how somebody means so much more so to me than I am to him/her.

URGH!

Arsenal - Liverpool match is ongoing now
):

'wans

Saturday, March 11, 2006
22:49

My idea of a perfect Saturday is one where I'll be away from the hustle bustle of the city, away from the nosiy crowd (: So yes, it was the perfect kind of Saturday today :D
(I can see Quah smirking at me already)

And the monster chased the gnomes away (:

REPLIES TO TAGS!

Peipei: please please please take care of yourself and not entertain funny thoughts anymore. Okay? Love!

Qiu: you're another worrying one, with the weird headaches! Take care too, eh? Love!

'wans

00:40

I'm going to bed a happy girl (:
lalala~


qiu.

Friday, March 10, 2006
23:37

I see today's J1-J2 bonding as simply pointless.

The world seems to be crashing down on me.

My head seems to be hurting. And the pangs are from time to time, which makes it worse.

YOU TURN ME OFF.



you can never undo what you did, even if it's just erasing your mistakes on your homework.





qiu.

22:52

PHOTOS! (:


the rat, B2 and B1! (:


haha look at her comb and hair! [i think she will kill me!]


haha know what he looks like?


that's lame.


THIS IS CLASSIC.




doing what they are best at. GAYING AROUND.


eileen, the birthday girl! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! (:


2805!


the girls!


haha shiying!


they looked so cute!


i bet this is its first and last photo. it died at the beak of a bird shortly after this photo. ):


shimin, isa and me!


i swear she was professing her love for kian Bok.


soccer girls + mrs toh!


our favourite pose! (:


we were "pushed down" to the bottom bench.


yay we rock, no matter how noisy we are!


crazy girl, sane girl, sane girl! (:


i want to put on the boots and jersey again.

21:33

Haunted by the nightmare,
begging for an escape.

I dont even dare sleep tonight, though there're probably 6532 gnomes picking at my brains now.

Try to see it from my point of view, yes?

I need a dreamweaver to catch better dreams. At this rate, I'm going to get superannuated. Oh yay.

):

'wans

Thursday, March 09, 2006
23:17

Watched Nanny McPhee today and it was really good (:
Going to get my hands on the book which the movie was adapted from: nurse something. I forgot :(

Ran alot today, ran the 811 bus route all the way to Yishun and then back.
Realised I've the tendency to exercise more when I've alot on my mind --shrugs-

'wans

drew 287 smileys today
but i threw them all away.

Tuesday, March 07, 2006
19:43

Oh oh, before anything mars my day, today has been fabulous. Jack's Place lunch, the jaunt to Causeway Point and all.

Word of the day: proboscis - long snout or trunk; nose.
Elephant's proboscis!

(: wheee!

'wans

Monday, March 06, 2006
20:10





buddy quah!










and we dont like tunnels very much, no matter how pretty they look in pictures.









childhood revisited :D when was the last time anybody tinkered with such machine!









while the children were out at play, we were eating cheesecake, sipping coffee and gossiping woohoo haha.









watching them train with a pang in our hearts.








There were more pictures but blogger ate them all up and I'm too lazy to go dig them out rahh!!

Wanted to go swim but it poured so I made it up by jumping into every puddle I could find in my adidas sneakers on the way home, after contemplating if I should alight at Khatib. --shrugs- I probably shouldnt have done that but oh well, it seemed alright then eh?


" Why are you so sian?"
" Because I've been rotting away since morning?"
" Okay, continue rotting."

That was just the answer I wanted to hear.

It's been a bad day.
And school's going to suck just as much for the rest of the week.



I tried to be perfect it just wasn't worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It's hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along.

'wans

Sunday, March 05, 2006
23:53

Class outing at the East Coast today was great fun! Haha buddy and I played beach soccer :D whee! Haha and now I've bruises on my shins and ankles but it's okay. Bruises fade and I've them on a daily basis so really, I'm accustomed to them.

Saw the carousel today and I couldnt resist taking a picture. And the final product is as shown above (: i like! Haha better than that grainy one I got from gettyimages.

Okay more photos at another time! Network's screwy.
I'm going to be off to bed soon. Haha slept real late yesterday night because I was entertaining funny thoughts --shrugs-

Funny thoughts make my day. Really.

Goodnight, world.

'wans

Friday, March 03, 2006
13:47

Technically, March hols have already started for me, with effect from today. No lessons till 20 March (:

I've scores of things to do today tomorrow and the day after tomorrow etc etc etc. For example:

1. Read the pile of Newsweek under my desk. I've been thumbing through some of them haha, so it's not exactly a waste of money suscribing it :D
2. Functions tutorial - yes yes no slacking.
3. Thermal properties (I) tutorial.
4. Mole concepts/Redox revision.
5. Tidy up my wardrobe. It's untidy again for the oddest reason.
6. My desk and the floor. Haha my mum has been hinting me to clear up the mess for the longest time! Since the period when we were halfway through CNY. Hah.
7. Get slippers from Army Market.
8. Make a birthday card for my sister in Canada. She's hitting 24! Woohoo.
9. Hit the gym/pool/track. Whichever I'm in the mood for.
10. Return the library books. I only read 1/4 of the books :/
11. Go out with my friends.
12. Go out with dj.
13. Class outing at East Coast - 1006!

All the choices irk me so except maybe nos. 7 to 13?
URGH!

Anyway, dj guest-blogged yesterday and I've absoultely no idea what he meant heh!

Time to go off and start plodding through the items as mentioned on the list.
URGH!!

'wans

Thursday, March 02, 2006
16:26

bring me home!

-dj

haha.